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Tiana's POV

As the doors slid open, Seth let go of my legs and pulled me along with him, unlocking the door to our suite. He walked straight to the bedroom, tossed me on the bed and resumed kissing me.

"What did you say you want again? Uh?" He rasped, pulling my bikini off my body, his other hand kneading my breast.

"I want you inside me, Seth." I whispered.

He removed his shirt and tossed it to the side before moving between my knees. He looked up at me and as our eyes met, we both froze. 

Like a bucket of cold water had been thrown on the both of us, the reality of what we had done hit us. 

He scrambled off my body while I quickly gathered the sheet on the bed to cover my chest, breathing heavily. I didn't dare look at him again, the guilt of what I had done was heavy in my heart. 

Why the hell did I allow myself to get lost in this?

"We... This can't happen again. I shouldn't have done that to you. It was a really big mistake." He said before grabbing his shirt from the shirt and walking out of the bedroom. 

It wasn't until I heard the door to the suite close that I lifted my head. 

I brought my knees to my chest and palmed my mouth. I let my lust for him take over my loyalty for my sister. What was I even thinking?

Now, I wouldn't be able to forget how it felt to have Seth's hands and mouth all over me and how he made me feel things no man I had been with in the past had made me feel. 

I walked into the closet and took out my vibrator, thanking the universe for reminding me to bring it along. I wrapped a towel around myself and headed into the bathroom. I took care of the hot mess Seth had left behind and then showered.

When I was done, I headed back into the bedroom but Seth wasn't back. I couldn't help but wonder where he had gone to. I grabbed my phone to see if I had any emails from work but there were none. 

Seth has helped me inform the HR that I wouldn't be around for two weeks due to personal reasons so I guess it was normal not to receive any email. 

I eventually fell asleep out of boredom and by the time I woke up, it was four in the evening. I walked around the suite and saw that Seth still wasn't back yet. 

I sighed heavily, he was definitely regretting his actions and avoiding me. 

I sent a quick text to Elina to ask if she would be available for late lunch, she responded back immediately and told me to meet her on the first floor. 

I put on a pair of shorts and a T-shirt before heading out. Just as she said, I met her waiting for me on the first floor. 

"So, what happened?" She asked, immediately linking her arm with mine. 

"He said it was a really big mistake and walked out on me." I told her as we headed outside.

"Shit! How do you feel about it though?" 

"To be honest, I feel guilty. I feel like I betrayed my sister. But at the same time, it was really hot. I don't think I will ever be able to forget what he tastes like." 

"Do you want it to happen again?" She asked in a quiet voice, as we stopped in front of the fast food restaurant that Elina had mentioned to me earlier.

Honestly, yes, but I really didn't want to betray my sister. 

"Seth is right, it shouldn't happen again. It'll be better if we just forget about it and go back to how things were before." 

"So, you don't even want to consider the possibility that your sister might eventually tell you to go ahead and be with him for real if you tell her about your feelings for him." 

"What! No, I'm not going to tell her that, that is... That is absurd. What if she likes him too and..." 

"What if she doesn't?" 

I shook my head repeatedly, "I'm just going to keep my feelings hidden until they eventually die or something." 

"Hmm." Elina gave me a look as if she didn't agree with what I just said, but I was glad she didn't push it. 

We entered the restaurant and ordered Chinese fried noodles. We talked about her life and how she got married to Simon. She told me they had been best friends since high school but they went their separate ways after graduation. 

They started dating after college and after several disapproval from Elina's parents, they eventually let them get married. 

After eating, we paid and started to head out of the restaurant but a woman's laugh caught my attention. I looked around until my eyes landed on someone familiar.

"Wait, is that Seth?" Elina asked beside, referring to who I was looking at.

Seth was still in the same shirt he had on since we went to the beach, and he was sitting in front of a woman. She flipped her brown hair and giggled at whatever Seth was saying. He wasn't even a funny man. 

I scoffed.

"I can't believe he is already talking to another woman hours after making out with you. And shouldn't he still be pretending to be married?" Elina voiced out, placing her hands on her waist.

I looked closely as my heart tightened in my chest at the sight, the woman looked familiar but I couldn't remember exactly where I had seen her from. 

My face pulled into a frown as I watched her reach out and hold his hand. The butterfly tattoo on her arm suddenly made me remember where I had seen her from. 

I couldn't believe he walked out on me to meet up with his ex. If he didn't want things to get sexual between us, that was fine with me, he didn't have to rub the fact that he didn't want me in my face by flirting with his ex.