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~~ FIDELIA ~~
“Do it. Again. Miss Mills.” Vincent's email screamed at me, and I visibly backed away, eyes wide, blood boiling, and nerves high as fuck. Damn that man. Since I took this virtual assistant job three months ago at Hamilton Corp, working directly under the CEO, Vincent Hamilton, I’ve been considering hiring an assassin. He was the most arrogant, strictest, unimpressed, and self-conceited asshole of the century. My boss, yes. But I wonder the length I’d go to kick him off a building and spit on him. If only he weren't a beautiful, eight-pack, gorgeous gray-eyed stud. If only he didn’t look like a hot, nonchalant gangster that just crawled out of GQ magazine, maybe I’d be less mad. “Lia.” My mom’s voice sounded from the bedroom next to my office partition, and I stiffened up. Her voice sounded frail and cracked, but she said my name. After six months of her dementia condition deteriorating, she said my name. I hurried to her, taking the space next to her on the bed. She looked up at me and smiled. "Nurse, where’s Liam, my little baby?” She asked, and my heart dropped to my stomach. Oh. I was mistaken. She didn’t remember me. She meant Liam. My younger brother was lost during childbirth due to complications. Complications my dad caused. Fighting back threatening tears, I plopped her against a pillow, and she winced as she sat up. She’d been lying down for so long. “Have you seen where they took my baby?” She asked again, the wrinkled skin around her baggy eyes shining at me with eagerness. I didn’t say anything. I just stroked her gray hair gently and soothingly with a small smile, like she was an infant, and she leaned into my arms. Deep down I wanted to tell her to go to sleep. I needed to work and make a lot of money so I’d continue her treatment and possibly take the next big step to improve her health. Even just a little bit. She'd been sleeping for too long. Bedridden. Always spacing out. Her eyes were growing emptier by the day. Most times I got tempted to give up. But I couldn't shake off that one percent probability that she'd get better. Shutting my eyes, I kissed her forehead and gently placed her head on the pillow because she had fallen asleep. Then I returned to my office more burdened than before I left. I didn’t have time to recover when my laptop buzzed with an angry Zoom call. I peered at the screen, and my eyes widened. Shit. Vincent was calling. Not just a call. A shitty zoom call. What was it again? Did I miss any details in the proposal I submitted, or did I position the graphs the wrong way again? Maybe I ordered the wrong coffee. Jesus, he was calling on Zoom because of that. How petty. I picked up the call, and as usual, I disabled my camera. “Hello, sir. How may I be of help to you?” “Think about it this way. How efficient can you be when you always restrict your camera in video meetings?" I ruffled my hair in frustration, hating that he was bringing it up for the umpteenth time in two days. “Through organizing your emails, managing your calendar, communicating with your clients, booking your flights, and scheduling business meetings. That's the exact description of my job, sir, which unfortunately doesn’t include video calls.” I explained, eager to punch the end button and scream out loud. “Well, the exact description of your job has already been refined." “By who, please?" “By me. And you’re unfortunately at the verge of kissing that so called job goodbye if you don’t appear for our annual conference meeting. Physically, Miss Mills.” My heart stopped. No. He'd been persistent about convincing me to take his video calls over the past few weeks. But I’d never expected him to put my job at stake just to force me to comply. “May I remind you, sir, that the 'virtual' in 'virtual assistant' is very much relevant. It’s not a filler word.” “And let me refresh your memory that part of your pledge to be a so-called honorable staff member of this company is to build trust and not hinder any measures taken to achieve that.” “Refusing to reveal your physical identity and working like a ghost behind the screen is not really giving the impression of trust. Is it Miss Mills?” I swallowed hard, pressing my thumb against my collarbone in panic. No, I couldn’t do it. Show my face. “So what is it going to be if I don’t accept?” “You get a warning and lose your job. I’m sure you’re smarter than that. Are you not?” The way he asked, like he was rubbing it in my face that I had no choice. And yes, I was smarter than this. I wouldn’t lose my job over some trivial reason like being stubborn about remaining anonymous. Only that it wasn’t trivial because I wasn’t the woman Vincent thought I was. The smart, intelligent, brilliant, and reliable Fidelia Mills. I was Fun Size, the curvy, naughty, and kinky OnlyFans entertainer whom Vincent had subscribed to her channel with thousands of dollars five years ago. I had come hundreds of times, finger-fucking myself in front of him while he jerked off from behind the screen.~~ FIDELIA ~~"Are you touching yourself while on the phone with me?" He asked in that familiar, low, rough voice that had me squeezing my thighs together.My fingers stilled inside me before I eased them out and quickly hung up.I didn't agree or disagree with his arrangement, but I ended the call.I guess I was pissed that he could read me like a book.I tossed my phone to the bed, stripping myself naked before slipping into the bathroom.Just as I hit the shower on, I looked down at my thighs to find myself wet.This man.I couldn’t count how many times I had touched myself since he left.It was sick. I was getting addicted to him.Not just the sex, and it terrified me.He was getting too involved in my life, and I shouldn’t want that, but I did.His family didn't like me.Some of them.I had a feeling he’d ask me to be his girlfriend tonight.Officially.Did I want that?Yes.Was I scared it might just be a fling and I might just be over here getting delusional?Yes.Done with the
~~ VINCENT ~~ She was doing what she always did again. Shutting people out because she was terrified of getting hurt. We haven’t reconnected long enough to confidently say I knew Fidelia Mills inside and out. But there is something about knowing every inch of someone’s body, the most private areas, that makes you feel like you know them. We were more intimate than friends who’ve known each other for decades. Hell, it felt like she’d injected herself into my bloodstream, and it’d be insane if I didn’t know what she was feeling right now. It was illegal, but it's how I wanted it. “I’m not leaving, or else you call the cops on me for trespassing," I refused. She made a move to leave, but I blocked her. “You want to tell me what this is about, or I can ask your mom myself since I'm already here.” She was still sobbing and hiding her face from me. “I’ll get into my clothes and call 911. Get you arrested for breaking in.” I let out an exhausted breath, holding both her wrists i
~~ FIDELIA ~~ Because I didn't mean what I just said. Because I wanted to hurt him just like his mom hurt me with her words. Because everything that happened today was his fault. I grabbed my bag, pushed the door open, and got out. He didn't stop me. For a second I prayed he would, but he didn't. I blinked back tears as I watched him zoom off. I managed to stop a cab and got home in one piece. That night I couldn't sleep a wink. I had wet dreams about him. We were naked on his conference table, against his cold window glass in his office, at the poolside of his house, and, in fact, literally everywhere, thoroughly getting fucked by him. The second time I woke up, I was covered in sweat and panting. Our interactions online dropped to a startling zero as we mostly focused on work. Mostly him. He never sent direct emails unless it was necessary, and when he did, they were short and formal, almost like he'd turn to some instruction robot. I missed his cheeky texts, the rud
~~ FIDELIA ~~ “Mom asked me to come check up on you guys. So... sorry.” She apologized and all but bolted back outside. I rose to my shaky feet, my hands trembling as I slipped my dress back on and gathered my disheveled hair in a desperate attempt to pack it into a bun again. My makeup. Geez, I'm sure I looked like a ghost. For a few minutes we silently dressed up. We barely spoke to each other and avoided each other's eyes as we walked side by side until we got to the driveway. “My bag is still back there.” I said. He gestured at the foyer. “I'll get it for you. Just wait by the car.” He said before disappearing through the entrance. I waited out in the cold, massaging my collarbones as I thought of the first impression I'd given Vincent's family on just one visit. Geez, they must think I'm some horny, reckless slut that wants to tie down their son because I'm desperate. “Hi, Fidelia. You're still here.” His mom's voice sounded, and I whipped around in her direction, forc
~~ FIDELIA ~~I hitched a breath as he reached for my zipper, dragging it down until my silk dress hit the ground, forming a puddle around my feet.Cold air pricked my skin, causing goosebumps, but the way he crushed his warm body against mine, contrasting the chillness, made me forget how nervous I felt.He backed me against the wall, urgently unclasping my bra while I unbuttoned his shirt with feverish hands, eager not to be left out.We kissed hot, hard, and rough like we were angry with each other.We made every second that passed count, determined not to let it go to waste.He kneaded my already hard nipples, sinking his teeth into my neck and giving me a hickey.“Take off all your clothes. I want to touch you everywhere.” He growled his command.My panties were the last piece of clothing I had on, and he could easily just tug them down my knees.But he wrapped the fabric around his hand, pausing for a second."What are you waiting for? Rip it already," I pleaded, feeling his war
~~ VINCENT ~~Should she really care this much, though?Dad cleared his throat, pushing his plate back.He linked his fingers together, turning to her."Fidelia Mills. Right?""Yes," she nodded."You have a job. You're almost the same age as him, and you managed to drag him down here."There was a long pause before he talked.“I approve. My poor son has been single for the past five years. I thought he was finally going to come out.”My mom gasped, elbowing my dad lightly."Honey, how can you even say that about our son?"Mike waved her off. “His was better. I thought he couldn't get it up. I was going to recommend an urologist."Tilda and Fiona both doubled over, laughing while Mali's innocent eyes stared up at me in confusion.“Uncle V, what's a ulologist?"My jaw clenched at both of them, and they stopped laughing, turning their focus back to their food.Turning to Mali, I leaned forward to plant a peck on both sides of her chubby cheeks.She giggled, enjoying the affection.“It's







