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Rory I didn’t sleep. I sat in my office above the dock with a mug of coffee going cold in my hands and stared at the same four words on my laptop screen for two hours straight, Ashcroft Holdings, primary account, until the letters stopped meaning anything at all and just looked like a threat someone had typed out in polite corporate font. By six in the morning I’d made up my mind. I was going to walk into that building, tell whoever was sitting behind the CEO’s desk exactly where they could put their contract, and go back to running my company the way I’d run it for the last ten years, without a single Ashcroft anywhere near it. Talia tried to stop me at the door. “You said you’d sleep on it,” she said, arms crossed, blocking the exit like her five foot four frame was actually going to hold me back from anything. “I did sleep on it. For zero hours. That counts.” “Rory.” “I’m not doing this again, Talia. I built this company so I would never have to sit in a room with that family again, and now I’m supposed to what, smile and hand over invoices like none of it happened?” “I’m not telling you to smile. I’m telling you to think about what walking means for the twelve people on payroll who aren’t you.” That one landed the way she meant it to, low and quiet, no yelling required, because Talia had never needed volume to win an argument with me. I grabbed my jacket anyway and told her I’d think about the twelve people after I said what I needed to say, and she let me go because she knew better than anyone that once I decided to do something there was no version of stopping me, The Ashcroft building downtown was all glass and steel and the kind of lobby designed to make regular people feel small on purpose, and I walked through. The receptionist tried to stop me twice. I kept walking. By the time security caught up with me I was already standing in front of the glass conference room on the top floor, and the man sitting at the head of the table wasn’t who I expected It was Kian. Alone, no suit today, just a plain shirt with the sleeves pushed up, dark circles under his eyes like he hadn’t slept either, and something in his expression shifted the second he saw me, surprise sliding into something warmer before he caught himself and put the polite business face back on “You look like you’re about to fire somebody,” he said. “I’m about to quit on somebody, which is different.” “Sit down.” “I’m not sitting down. I’m here to tell you Vance Maritime is done with this contract, effective immediately, and you can figure out who’s going to finish pulling your company’s cargo out of the water because it’s not going to be me.” He didn’t flinch, which annoyed me almost as much as everything else about that morning had. “Why,” he said, simply, like the answer actually mattered to him and wasn’t just a formality on the way to me leaving. “Because I don’t work for your family. Not now, not ever again.” “That’s not an answer, that’s a headline. Why.” I felt my jaw tighten, felt ten years of carefully built distance start cracking right there under the fluorescent lights, and the words came out before I could stop them, sharp and fast, the way things do when you’ve been holding them too long. “Because I used to be engaged to your brother,” I said. “Ten years ago. And I swore after that I would never sit in a room with an Ashcroft again if I could help it, so forgive me for having some very strong feelings about waking up this morning and finding out I spent last night pulling your family’s cargo out of the ocean. How old were you back then. Twelve and abroad or what?.” “You were engaged to Damian,” he said, like he was testing the words out loud to see if they were real. “Yes.” “Damian never mentioned that. Ever. In ten years.” “Why would he. It ended badly. People don’t usually put their worst breakups on the company newsletter.” He stood up from the table slowly, running a hand back through his hair, and when he spoke again his voice had an edge to it that hadn’t been there a second ago, something closer to anger, though I could tell it wasn’t aimed at me. “That son of a bitch,” he muttered, more to himself than to me. “He dumped this contract on my desk two days ago out of nowhere, told me he had too much on his plate for a salvage job, wouldn’t explain why, wouldn’t even look at me when he said it. I thought it was just him being him. I didn’t think it was because.” “Because he knew exactly whose company he’d be sending you to,” I finished. “Yeah.” He sat back down, hard, like his legs had stopped fully cooperating. “That absolute coward.” Something about the disbelief on his face, the genuine anger at his own brother, cracked something loose in my chest that I wasn’t expecting, some small unfair hope that maybe not every Ashcroft in the world was built exactly the same way. I hated that I noticed it. I hated it even more that I kind of liked him a little for it. “So now you know,” I said, folding my arms, trying to sound more in control than I felt. “Which is exactly why I’m walking. I’m not doing this. I’m not spending the next however many weeks pretending your brother’s name doesn’t make my stomach turn every single time somebody says it in a meeting.” “You don’t have to deal with him at all.” “That’s cute, but he’s the CEO. Eventually he’s going to want updates.” “Then he’ll get them from me,” Kian said, leaning forward, something stubborn setting into his jaw that I hadn’t seen from him yet. “I run this contract. I’m the one who authorized last night’s response. If you want, I’ll handle every single piece of communication between our companies myself, and Damian doesn’t have to say one word to you, ever, for the entire length of this job. You deal with me. Only me.” “You’re offering to be my human shield against your own brother.” “I’m offering to not let him screw up the one contract that actually matters to me, and if keeping him away from you is part of that, fine, I don’t have a problem with it.” I studied him for a second, trying to figure out if this was genuine or just some corporate move to keep a valuable vendor from walking, and I couldn’t find the calculation in his face that I was looking for. Just stubbornness, and something that looked embarrassingly close to sincerity for a man I’d known less than twenty four hours. My phone buzzed in my pocket before I could answer, and I already knew it was Talia without looking, because of course it was. I stepped into the hallway to take it, and her voice came through fast and worried, none of the patience from earlier left in it. “Please tell me you haven’t quit yet,” she said. “I’m working on it.” “Rory, listen to me. I just got off the phone with our accountant. If we lose the Ashcroft contract this quarter, we lose the biggest single payment on our books, and that payment is what’s covering the loan on the new tug. If it falls through, we’re not just down a client, we’re down the boat that’s supposed to be paying for itself next year.” I closed my eyes and leaned my head back against the cold glass wall of the hallway, feeling the whole righteous speech I’d been building since six that morning start collapsing under the weight of a number Talia had just handed me. “I hate that you’re right,” I said. “I hate that I have to be. But I am.” I hung up and stood there a second longer than I needed to, breathing, before I walked back into the conference room where Kian was still sitting exactly where I’d left him, watching me with an expression that was trying very hard to look neutral and failing. “Fine,” I said. “I’ll finish the contract.” Something loosened in his shoulders that he probably didn’t realize was visible. “Good.” “One condition.” I held up a finger before he could get too pleased with himself. “I deal with you. Only you. I never see your brother’s face, I never hear his voice on a call, I never so much as get a company email with his name in the signature line. The second that changes, I’m gone, contract or no contract. Are we clear.” “Crystal.” “I mean it, Kian.” “I said crystal.” He said it fast, almost too fast, like the word had left his mouth before he’d fully thought through what he was agreeing to, and something reckless flickered behind his eyes that I chose not to examine too closely at the time. “Deal. You’ve got me instead. For everything.” I stuck my hand out to shake on it, because that’s how I closed every contract I’d ever signed, a handshake first, paperwork after, and he took it without hesitation, his grip warm and sure despite the fact that neither one of us had fully dried off from the night before. It lasted maybe two seconds too long. I told myself it didn’t mean anything. I told myself that a lot over the next three weeks, and I was wrong basically every single time. “Alright,” I said, pulling my hand back first, needing something to do with it that wasn’t still holding his. “Then I’ll see you at the dock tomorrow morning. Six sharp. Bring boots this time, not whatever fashion statement you had on last night.” “It’s a leather jacket, not a fashion statement.” “It’s both, and you looked ridiculous in the water.” “I can’t wait for our next date.” Don’t dream I said walking out.Chapter 36Rory's POV"Pregnant," I repeated, because my brain had stopped working and that was the only word left in it."Seven weeks," Camille said. "I found out on Tuesday. I was going to tell him at dinner on Thursday, I had it all planned, I even bought this stupid little card with a duck on it. And then he sat across from me and told me he was still in love with you, and I just put the card back in my purse.""Camille, I'm so sorry.""Don't be. It's not your fault he never got over you." She laughed a little, and it came out wet. "Honestly, I think I knew. I just didn't want to know. You don't spend eight months with a man and not notice when he goes quiet every time somebody says your name."I slid down the wall until I was sitting on the hallway floor in Kian's shirt. "Why are you telling me and not him?""Because I know him. If I tell him now, he'll come back. He'll show up at my door with flowers and a ring and that serious face he makes when he's doing the right thing, and
Chapter 35Rory's POV"Seatbelt," Graham said, and when I fumbled it twice he just reached across me, pulled it down, and clicked it in without a word, like I was one of his deckhands who'd had too much to drink at the harbor party."I can do my own seatbelt.""Sure you can. You were doing great." He shut my door and walked around to his side, and when he got in he turned the heater all the way up and the vents blasted warm air straight at my frozen hands. His truck smelled like old coffee and engine oil and a pine tree air freshener that had given up years ago.He pulled out onto the coast road, the same road Harper's bike had just disappeared up, and turned the radio on low to some station playing a country song about a man whose dog was the only one who never left him."Really?" I said."It's a good song.""It's a sad song about a dog.""All the good ones are." He hummed along a little, one wrist hanging over the top of the steering wheel, and didn't ask me a single thing, and I sa
Chapter 35Rory's POV"Seatbelt," Graham said, and when I fumbled it twice he just reached across me, pulled it down, and clicked it in without a word, like I was one of his deckhands who'd had too much to drink at the harbor party."I can do my own seatbelt.""Sure you can. You were doing great." He shut my door and walked around to his side, and when he got in he turned the heater all the way up and the vents blasted warm air straight at my frozen hands. His truck smelled like old coffee and engine oil and a pine tree air freshener that had given up years ago.He pulled out onto the coast road, the same road Harper's bike had just disappeared up, and turned the radio on low to some station playing a country song about a man whose dog was the only one who never left him."Really?" I said."It's a good song.""It's a sad song about a dog.""All the good ones are." He hummed along a little, one wrist hanging over the top of the steering wheel, and didn't ask me a single thing, and I sa
Chapter 33Rory's POV"Not here," I said. "Not now, Damian."I said it loud enough for everyone on the dock to hear, because I wanted everyone on the dock to hear it, and because if I said it any quieter, he would have taken it as a door left open. I knew him. Ten years apart hadn't changed that.Damian didn't move. He stood on the pier below me with his hands in the pockets of that dark coat, his face pale in the orange light, looking up at me the way he used to look at me across a crowded room when he wanted me to come over and save him from some boring investor. I hated that I remembered that look. I hated even more that it still did something to me.Behind him, Kian finally took hold of Harper's arms and gently pulled them from around his neck. She let go, but she didn't step back. She stayed right there beside him, close enough that their shoulders touched, and she looked from Kian to Damian to me with a small frown, trying to work out what she'd just walked into.Kian wasn't loo
Chapter 32 Rory He laughed against my neck, breathless, and lifted me with him as he stood up, and I wrapped my legs around his waist and he carried me the four steps to my father's bed, and the world narrowed down to that, to his weight and his heat and his mouth, to his name in my throat and mine in his, to the two of us claiming every inch of that last hour as if we could hold onto it by force.We were tangled together and gasping, my cheek on his chest and his heart going wild under it, when three heavy knocks hit the cabin door."Tide's turning," Nate called through it. "We leave in twenty minutes. And I'd appreciate it if one of you put a shirt on before Kian's mother comes back up the hill."Kian buried his face in my hair and laughed so hard the bed shook, and I laughed too, helplessly, the kind of laughing you can't stop once it starts, and for a minute we just lay there wrecked and laughing like two idiots while my brother walked away down the porch steps grumbling.The tr
Chapter 31Rory's POV"Do you hear that?" Kian said.I did. Out in the fog, somewhere past the rocks at the end of the little beach, came the slow knock and drag of oars against wood, then a splash, then the knock again. It was so quiet that morning I could hear the water dripping off the blades between strokes.The three of us had been standing on the stones since before the sky turned gray. Nate had brought the flare gun and was pretending he hadn't. Kian hadn't said a word in twenty minutes. He was standing at the very edge of the water with his hands shoved in the pockets of his jacket, and every few seconds he took a half step forward as if his feet had decided something without asking him.The sound came closer. Then a shape came out of the fog, low and dark, a small wooden rowboat with one person at the oars, her back to us, a hood pulled up against the damp.Kian walked into the sea.He didn't wait for the boat to reach the beach. He just walked straight into the cold water in







