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Rory I had a rule. Never jump into black water during an active storm unless someone’s life depended on it, because in the dark you can’t tell the difference between a rescue and a suicide until it’s already too late to change your mind. I broke that rule the second I saw the kid clinging to the rail of the sinking cargo ship, screaming a name that wasn’t even his own, like grief had already started rehearsing before the ship had finished going down. “Rory, don’t you dare,” Talia yelled behind me, grabbing at my arm, but I was already out of my jacket and over the side before she finished the sentence, because that’s how it always went between us. She yelled the warning. I ignored it. We both knew the script by heart. I swam toward the sound of the kid’s screaming instead of his shape, because sound traveled better than sight out there, and I’d learned that lesson the hard way, on a night I don’t talk about. I got a fist around his life vest and started hauling him back toward the tug, shouting at him to kick, kick, don’t go limp on me now, and for a second I actually thought we were going to make it clean. That’s usually when the ocean decides to remind you who’s in charge. A shipping container broke loose above us and came down sideways, and I heard it before I felt it, this deep metal groan like the whole ship was exhaling, and then something slammed into my tank hard enough to spin me halfway around and knock every bit of air clean out of my lungs. The world went white, then gray, then the kind of quiet that scares you more than any noise ever could. The next thing I knew, somebody had a fist in the back of my wetsuit and was dragging me up through the water like I weighed nothing, and I broke the surface coughing up half the ocean, gasping, blinking against rain that came down sideway. “Hey. Hey, look at me. Eyes on me.” A man’s voice, close, sharp with panic he was clearly trying not to show. “What’s your name? Can you tell me your name?” “Get off me,” I said, or tried to say, except it came out as more of a wet croak, and I shoved his hand away and turned to find the kid I’d actually been trying to save, because that mattered a hell of a lot more than whoever had decided to play hero number two. “He’s fine, your guy already got him, look,” the stranger said, pointing, and sure enough one of my crew had the kid up the ladder already, coughing and crying and very much alive. Which meant I had exactly zero excuses left to keep ignoring the man currently treading water next to me in a soaked leather jacket that had no business being anywhere near a salvage operation. “Who the hell are you,” I said, “and why are you dressed for a bar and not a boat.” “I’m the guy who just pulled a drowning woman out of a shipping accident,” he said, and even half drowned himself he had the nerve to sound amused about it. “You’re welcome, by the way.” “I wasn’t drowning. I was working.” “You were unconscious for about four seconds. I counted.” “You don’t get to count my unconscious seconds. That’s not a thing you’re allowed to do.” He laughed, actual laughter, right there in the middle of a sinking ship and a screaming storm, like none of it was real to him yet, and something about that irritated me more than it should have. My crew got us both up the ladder, and the second my boots hit the deck of my own tug I felt like myself again, which meant I felt furious, because adrenaline always finds somewhere to go once the danger’s technically over. I turned around to actually look at the man who’d just hauled me out of the water, soaked through, dark hair stuck to his forehead, jaw tight, watching me with an expression that flickered between concern and something closer to fascination, and I did not have the patience for either one. “You’re not my crew,” I said. “You’re not Coast Guard. So who exactly sent a man in a leather jacket to go swimming during a live salvage op.” “I sent myself.” “That’s the wrong answer.” “It’s the honest one.” He wiped rain off his face with the back of his hand, breathing hard, and something about the way he said it made me actually believe him, which annoyed me even more. “Your crew wasn’t moving fast enough for my taste, and I wasn’t about to stand on deck watching a kid go under because paperwork hadn’t cleared yet.” “Paperwork,” I repeated. “You know something about paperwork I don’t?” Talia appeared at my elbow, dripping wet herself, holding a blanket she practically threw at me instead of handing it over, the universal Talia gesture for I am furious with you and also relieved you’re alive, both at once. “Captain,” she said, using my title the way she only did when she wanted me to remember I had a crew to answer to, “we need to talk. Now.” “In a second.” “Now, Rory.” I looked back at the stranger, who was still standing there like he hadn’t decided whether to leave or stay and make more of my night difficult. Up close he looked younger than I’d first clocked, twenties, tan from actual sun and not a tanning bed, with the kind of restless energy that made him seem like he’d rather be doing literally anything other than standing still in the rain making small talk with a soaked, furious salvage captain. “You got a name,” I said, “or should I just keep calling you the idiot who jumped in without a wetsuit?” “Kian,” he said. “And for the record, I got the kid out fine without one.” “You got lucky.” “I got him out,” he said again, quieter this time, like the correction actually mattered to him, and something about the way he held my eyes a second too long made my stomach do something I chose to ignore completely. Talia dragged me belowdecks before I could ask him anything else, and the second the door shut behind us her face went from concerned to livid in about half a heartbeat. “You went in the water during an active drop,” she said. “With no backup diver confirmed, no clearance from the client, nothing. Do you understand what would have happened to this company if you’d died out there tonight?” “I didn’t die.” “That’s not the same as being okay, and you know it.” “Talia.” “I mean it, Rory. You keep doing this like the company can survive without you, like the crew can survive without you, and one of these days you’re going to be wrong and none of us are going to be able to fix that.” I sat down hard on the bench along the wall, dripping, suddenly aware of how much my ribs hurt where the container had clipped me, and I let out a breath that came out shakier than I wanted it to. “I know,” I said. “I know, okay. I’ll be more careful.” “You say that every time.” “And I mean it every time. I just keep having bad timing.” She almost smiled at that, the fight draining out of her the way it always did once I actually admitted she was right, because Talia had never once needed to win an argument, she just needed me to hear it. “There’s something else,” she said, and her voice dropped in a way that told me this next part wasn’t going to be the good kind of news. “The insurance paperwork for this job. It’s not filed.” I sat up straighter. “What do you mean it’s not filed.” “I mean I called dispatch to confirm coverage before you went in, standard protocol, and they told me there’s no signed authorization on record for tonight’s op. Which means legally, as of right now, we did not have permission to touch that ship.” “That’s impossible. The contract was signed weeks ago.” “The contract for the account was signed weeks ago. Tonight’s specific job order wasn’t. Somebody dropped the ball on the client’s side, and it means every hour we’ve spent out there tonight is currently unprotected. If anything had gone wrong with that kid, with you, with any of it, we would have been the ones holding the liability, not them.” My jaw tightened. Ten years of building this company out of nothing, and it could all come apart over a piece of paper nobody bothered to send. “Whose account is this again,” I said, already knowing I wasn’t going to like the answer, because the universe has a sense of humor I’ve never once appreciated. Talia checked the tablet in her hand, scrolling, and her expression shifted into something careful, the kind of careful she only got when she knew a name was about to land on me like another container coming loose. “Ashcroft Holdings,” she said. “Client contact listed as Vice CEO Kian Ashcroft, who apparently authorized emergency response verbally tonight, which is probably why your mystery man upstairs jumped in after you without waiting for a diver.” I felt my whole body go still. “Ashcroft.” “Yeah.” “As in Damian Ashcroft’s company.” Talia’s eyes flicked up to mine, sharp with the kind of instant understanding only ten years of friendship gets you. “Rory,” she said slowly, “please tell me that man on deck isn’t who I think he is.”Chapter 36Rory's POV"Pregnant," I repeated, because my brain had stopped working and that was the only word left in it."Seven weeks," Camille said. "I found out on Tuesday. I was going to tell him at dinner on Thursday, I had it all planned, I even bought this stupid little card with a duck on it. And then he sat across from me and told me he was still in love with you, and I just put the card back in my purse.""Camille, I'm so sorry.""Don't be. It's not your fault he never got over you." She laughed a little, and it came out wet. "Honestly, I think I knew. I just didn't want to know. You don't spend eight months with a man and not notice when he goes quiet every time somebody says your name."I slid down the wall until I was sitting on the hallway floor in Kian's shirt. "Why are you telling me and not him?""Because I know him. If I tell him now, he'll come back. He'll show up at my door with flowers and a ring and that serious face he makes when he's doing the right thing, and
Chapter 35Rory's POV"Seatbelt," Graham said, and when I fumbled it twice he just reached across me, pulled it down, and clicked it in without a word, like I was one of his deckhands who'd had too much to drink at the harbor party."I can do my own seatbelt.""Sure you can. You were doing great." He shut my door and walked around to his side, and when he got in he turned the heater all the way up and the vents blasted warm air straight at my frozen hands. His truck smelled like old coffee and engine oil and a pine tree air freshener that had given up years ago.He pulled out onto the coast road, the same road Harper's bike had just disappeared up, and turned the radio on low to some station playing a country song about a man whose dog was the only one who never left him."Really?" I said."It's a good song.""It's a sad song about a dog.""All the good ones are." He hummed along a little, one wrist hanging over the top of the steering wheel, and didn't ask me a single thing, and I sa
Chapter 35Rory's POV"Seatbelt," Graham said, and when I fumbled it twice he just reached across me, pulled it down, and clicked it in without a word, like I was one of his deckhands who'd had too much to drink at the harbor party."I can do my own seatbelt.""Sure you can. You were doing great." He shut my door and walked around to his side, and when he got in he turned the heater all the way up and the vents blasted warm air straight at my frozen hands. His truck smelled like old coffee and engine oil and a pine tree air freshener that had given up years ago.He pulled out onto the coast road, the same road Harper's bike had just disappeared up, and turned the radio on low to some station playing a country song about a man whose dog was the only one who never left him."Really?" I said."It's a good song.""It's a sad song about a dog.""All the good ones are." He hummed along a little, one wrist hanging over the top of the steering wheel, and didn't ask me a single thing, and I sa
Chapter 33Rory's POV"Not here," I said. "Not now, Damian."I said it loud enough for everyone on the dock to hear, because I wanted everyone on the dock to hear it, and because if I said it any quieter, he would have taken it as a door left open. I knew him. Ten years apart hadn't changed that.Damian didn't move. He stood on the pier below me with his hands in the pockets of that dark coat, his face pale in the orange light, looking up at me the way he used to look at me across a crowded room when he wanted me to come over and save him from some boring investor. I hated that I remembered that look. I hated even more that it still did something to me.Behind him, Kian finally took hold of Harper's arms and gently pulled them from around his neck. She let go, but she didn't step back. She stayed right there beside him, close enough that their shoulders touched, and she looked from Kian to Damian to me with a small frown, trying to work out what she'd just walked into.Kian wasn't loo
Chapter 32 Rory He laughed against my neck, breathless, and lifted me with him as he stood up, and I wrapped my legs around his waist and he carried me the four steps to my father's bed, and the world narrowed down to that, to his weight and his heat and his mouth, to his name in my throat and mine in his, to the two of us claiming every inch of that last hour as if we could hold onto it by force.We were tangled together and gasping, my cheek on his chest and his heart going wild under it, when three heavy knocks hit the cabin door."Tide's turning," Nate called through it. "We leave in twenty minutes. And I'd appreciate it if one of you put a shirt on before Kian's mother comes back up the hill."Kian buried his face in my hair and laughed so hard the bed shook, and I laughed too, helplessly, the kind of laughing you can't stop once it starts, and for a minute we just lay there wrecked and laughing like two idiots while my brother walked away down the porch steps grumbling.The tr
Chapter 31Rory's POV"Do you hear that?" Kian said.I did. Out in the fog, somewhere past the rocks at the end of the little beach, came the slow knock and drag of oars against wood, then a splash, then the knock again. It was so quiet that morning I could hear the water dripping off the blades between strokes.The three of us had been standing on the stones since before the sky turned gray. Nate had brought the flare gun and was pretending he hadn't. Kian hadn't said a word in twenty minutes. He was standing at the very edge of the water with his hands shoved in the pockets of his jacket, and every few seconds he took a half step forward as if his feet had decided something without asking him.The sound came closer. Then a shape came out of the fog, low and dark, a small wooden rowboat with one person at the oars, her back to us, a hood pulled up against the damp.Kian walked into the sea.He didn't wait for the boat to reach the beach. He just walked straight into the cold water in







