ログインArman’s POV**
That was the last day I saw Zoe Adams—the girl with teary eyes and pale lips. I didn’t see her again for a very long time. The girl I now saw was Brenda Cox. Bossy, sassy, and hot. Zoe wore that character like a second skin. She became Brenda. We were in the last days of shooting the drama and a few episodes had been released. Everyone was happy and relaxed because the ratings were high; at this rate, we would beat Eloise’s past record. Everyone except Zoe. It had been almost three months and we were yet to see eye to eye. The banter was wearing me out; it wasn’t my thing to be at war with anyone on set. “Hey.” I blocked Zoe on her way to the car. That was her new ritual: M.J. brought her in the morning, we shot scenes, and then she disappeared to the car until M.J. was free to take her back. It was a bit annoying, considering the fact that everyone wanted to talk to her. She was a snob; she ignored anyone that wasn’t Eloise or M.J. She pushed past me and continued walking. Fuck. “Zoe! I was talking to you.” She reluctantly slowed down. “Oh, really? I didn’t hear my name until now,” she snorted. Irritation bubbled inside of me. “What the hell is wrong with you?” She needed to calm down, for God's sake. Always so tense, like someone might attack her suddenly. That thought gave me pause. Was she scared of something? Running from someone? I read somewhere that some attitudes are only reactions to fear and trauma. “Nothing is wrong with me. Is that what you stopped me to tell me? Really?” She scoffed. I took a deep breath and lowered my voice. Maybe I needed to change my approach. “I think something is wrong... with you.” Okay, that had sounded a lot better in my head. “That sounds like a YOU problem. If you will excuse me.” And then she turned and was leaving. Okay. Nothing was wrong with Zoe. She was just a snob hung up on herself. “Hey, Zoe, would you like to join us for lunch?” Jude blocked her path. He looked shy and excited. I knew he had been trying to talk to her for weeks. Zoe swerved past him, not caring to spare him a glance. “No thanks.” The bitch. “When will you stop asking her?” Didn't countless rejections phase the man? Jude shook his head. “Nope. One day, she’ll say yes. Besides, she’s too pretty to be angry with,” he confessed before bouncing back to his camera. I watched as Zoe slid into the car. Each of her movements was graceful. It was true; she had a kind of beauty one could not be angry with. And she knew how to use it. I had found her social media account, but it was set to private and had been inactive since she began acting. She really took measures to remain mysterious and keep everyone on their toes. Fans were begging to see more of her, to know her account, to follow her, but she didn’t seem to care. She was proud and hard to please. I wondered why I thought something was wrong. I lifted my phone and my fingers moved of their own accord. I found my parents' page. They had made a new post this morning that informed me of their current location: Bora Bora. My mom had taken a selfie; she was wearing a yellow bikini and her skin was glowing from more than enough sunscreen. Even the sun was reflecting on her skin. The picture only featured my dad’s hand, which was wrapped around her waist. The picture already had over three hundred thousand likes and ten thousand comments. My mom always responded to people’s comments on her posts; it was her son’s DMs she never seemed to open or reply to. Why? A question I never asked. A question I would never know an answer to. “Arman?” I looked up to see Bridget approach me. “What’s that look?” she asked. I only shrugged. “Nothing much. I’m bored,” I lied. Bridget laughed. “Only you would be bored after dropping a record-breaking movie series.” She ruffled my hair. “C’mon, let’s join the others for lunch.” Her phone buzzed just as she said the words and I saw a frown with a hint of horror cloud her face. “Excuse me, please.” And then she hurried away. Something felt odd about her movement. Bridget wasn’t afraid of anyone, so I wondered why she had that look. I felt guilty, but I did it anyway—I sneaked after her. “I told you to stop trying to reach me. The answer remains no. Stay the fuck away.” She had a look of exhaustion on her face and she paused, listening to what the other person on the line had to say. “Don’t tell me about rights here. Everyone has their individual rights.” She paused again. “Blood relationship my foot. Look here, I won’t let you destroy everything we have worked for. You have no right. Please stop trying to reach me.” She didn’t let the person say another word because she hung up. She fumbled with her phone furiously, and I guessed that the person just got blocked. Bridget was an adult in her late thirties, but I knew that she was single and had no kids. She had a sister, but I knew they never spoke. Bridget was more of a one-man squad, so when she said “we,” I wondered who she was referring to. *“I won’t let you destroy everything we have worked for.”* Those words she said refused to leave my head. Most times, “we” meant Bridget and I. But someone wasn’t trying to ruin me... right?ZoeThe ride home was quieter than I expected.Rachel had started the journey with enough excitement to power a small city."You hugged him." She burst at last. I should have known Rachel couldn't bottle that kind of excitement.I groaned and turned toward the window. The city lights streaked past us in blurred lines of gold and white."You definitely hugged him." She said again, this time she dragged it like a song. "Rachel." I warned. "You did." She defended. I pressed my forehead against the cool glass. "Please drive." My cheeks were burning. Not because of her tease but because I had thought what her reaction would be if she had seen us kiss, and then that brought the memories of the kiss in HD.Rachel laughed. "No."I should have known making friends would come with consequences. For most of my life, nobody had cared enough to tease me. Now I had one friend and she apparently intended to make up for lost time. It felt nice though."I only hugged him goodbye."Rachel made a dra
ZoeBridget’s smile faltered.Then she recovered so quickly that if I hadn’t been staring at her, I would have missed it.She laughed softly and folded her arms. Defense.“Arman, come on. Since the accident.”Arman didn't respond.Bridget looked around the room and explained patiently, like she had explained this a hundred times already.“Fans still don’t know your current condition. The last update we gave was carefully controlled. You disappearing completely worked in our favor because people got curious instead of concerned.” She smiled gently at Arman. “Your recovery, you relationship has to become private.”Private.I looked at Arman.His expression did not change but I was beginning to realize that with Arman, the absence of expression did not mean absence of feeling.Bridget continued. “You were confused after waking up. You weren’t ready. Your emotions were unstable and people notice these things. You're not ready to go back out there. Interviews, photos, public appearances—th
Zoe I stared at Sonia Moore and suddenly understood where Arman got it from. Not the face. Standing together now, they did not resemble each other as much as I thought they would. But there was something in the way she occupied space that reminded me of him. The ease. The confidence. The unconscious expectation that people would look at her and stay looking. She was beautiful in a way that made me straighten my back."Mom, stop.” His voice wasn’t harsh but there was something guarded about it. “Why are you here?”For the first time since she arrived, Sonia looked at him properly. Her smile softened.“Oh, darling.” She touched his cheek. “We came because you got into a terrible accident.”The answer sounded right.But something about it felt incomplete.Arman seemed to notice too, his brows pulled together slightly. “You came now?”Sonia blinked. “What do you mean?”Arman looked confused. “I’ve been awake for over a week.”The room became strangely quiet. Sonia laughed softly.“You k
ARMAN“You’re mad at me.” I pulled Zoe to face me. Her face wasn’t expressive, but her eyes were, they had all kinds of sparkles that told of different things, it was a beauty to watch.She shook her head, “I’m fine.” I knew she wasn’t.“I’m sorry.” I pleaded.“You don’t even know why I’m mad!” Zoe lashed out, finally, her face betraying her anger. Still, she remained pretty. “It doesn’t work like that.”“Why are you mad?” I asked, trying to understand, it was hard to see beyond her beauty. It was harder to believe that she didn’t know everyone saw her the way I did.“I said I’m fine.” She stood up, wanting to leave my hold.I let her go for a moment, only to pull her back and capture her between my legs. “Tell me what I did wrong.” I pleaded.Zoe was beautiful and mine, it was almost hard to believe I could touch her if I wanted to. I wanted to. I trailed kisses up her shoulder. “Don’t do that.” But the anger was leaving her voice.It was hard to believe, but my girl liked physical t
*ZOE*We reached for each other the moment we were in the house. Our lips met like we had done this a hundred times, but the feelings that enveloped me were foreign.Warmth burst out on my skin like my sensory neurons were on fire. My clothes, which once felt too short, now seemed like too much.Arman cradled my head like I was something precious, his hands on my cheeks like a soft caress, completely opposite to how he devoured my mouth.I have never been wanton. I had never wanted like this.It was my fingers that tugged at his jacket; it was me that popped his buttons. Every part of me sang when my fingers met his bare chest.“Zoe,” Arman said my name like a plea as he broke away from my lips, yet his lips did not leave my skin, trailing over my neck to come back to my lips.Whatever he was doing worked because I found myself calming down, taking deep breaths and feeling control come back to me.Arman pulled me into a hug, wrapping his arms around me like he was scared to let go.“
It turned out that my shoot was with Arman. We were doing a couples shoot for a brand I didn’t recognize, but I really didn’t care because M.J. handled things like that.Even with his memory gone, Arman was still an awesome model.“Hey,” I met his eyes, “how do you feel?” I asked under my breath.I was sitting on a high stool while he stood between my legs, a hand on my shoulder.“I’m good.” His voice was clipped.Something was wrong. I remember we had talked last night and nothing seemed out of place. He had even smiled when Rachel literally begged for an autograph and he signed his name on her dress. She had been ecstatic.When we were done, M.J. tried to hurry me back but I insisted on going home with Arman. “I need to talk to him about some stuff,” I lied.“About what?”I shifted from one foot to another but said nothing.“Merida!” M.J. sighed.“I’ll be fine. I promise. And I want you to worry less about me. I have Arman and Rachel.” Then I remembered I hadn’t told him about Rache
ZOE“Your place is beautiful!” Rachel exclaimed, as she sprawled on my bed.I nodded, grateful for this apartment. It was big and beautiful. “It is.”“Apartments are very expensive in New York, my place sucks.” She shivered in hypothetical chills.“Is that why you were outside so late?” I asked, ha
Zoe’s POVI woke up with my legs kicking the air and a scream echoing through the room, my hands flying to my throat.My bed was drenched in sweat. My sweat.I crawled to the bathroom and threw up everything in my stomach. How could a dream be so vivid, so doused in raw emotion? I took a bath, but
Zoe’s POVI took the stairs instead of the elevator because I needed to pull myself together and calm down. I needed to kill the butterflies in my stomach, too. I had no idea what to make of this "new" Arman, and I seriously needed to snap out of the bubble he had put me in today.The thought was s
Zoe’s POV “What? You remember that?” I asked, my voice hitching. Arman looked away coolly. “Look, a coffee shop. Let’s have that coffee and then talk.” He opened the car door and climbed out on his own. He walked as gracefully as one could while struggling with a crutch. I wasn't surprised he di







