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Watching

Author: Cane
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Chapter 29: Watching

Ryder’s POV

The night after I left Ollie’s apartment, I couldn’t sleep. My body was tired, my muscles heavy from the weight of everything, but my mind was sharp and restless. The moment I closed my eyes, I saw his face again—the way his eyes had softened, the way his breath had caught when I touched his jaw. The small, fragile tremor that ran through him when he leaned into me without meaning to. That tiny surrender. It replayed over and over like a film I couldn’t turn off.

It wasn’t a kiss. It wasn’t a confession. But it was enough. Enough for me to know I had cracked the wall he tried so hard to keep between us. Enough for me to know I was inside his defenses now, and he could never undo that. He could scream at me, run from me, pretend to hate me all he wanted—but the truth was already written in the way his body answered mine. His heart raced not just from fear but from something he wouldn’t name. I would name it for him: need.

I sat in the dark of my apartme
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