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Chapter Nine: Fabian's POV

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Fabian's POV

"Can I kiss you?"

The question still lingered in the air, none of us saying a word. We stared at each other for a few minutes before I decided to break the silence.

"You didn't respond." I said softly, breaking our eye contact and glancing at the floor.

"Are you insane Fabian? How can you ask me to kiss you? I'm your professor for christ sake." He growled.

"It was just a simple question, you could have chosen to answer with a no." I mumbled under my breath but he heard it.

"Excuse me?" He asked, confused.

Even though I am shocked at myself for this profound confidence, am I truly insane? Random me would have been too shy to ask him about the kiss talk more, of if I could kiss him again.

"Leave my office Mr Fernandez." He barked.

My chest tightened at the use of my last name, we were back to being professional, I ruined the ounce of hope I had.

Hope?

Hope for what exactly?

Why did I ask him to kiss me? I should have been disgusted when he confirmed that we kissed. I mean
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