Accepting Defeat

ODEYA.

I left the poop on my clothes and then went back to the cracked wall, I placed the foil tape over it and cared less if the poop continued to burst out of it and stained my hands. It was useless to cry now, this was my situation and I needed to get used to it.

After countless foil tapes, I was able to block the poop from seeping out. Sighing, I washed my hands and went back to a seat at the corner and then watched the rain fall in each bucket. There was no window in the room hence I only had the water from the roof to watch.

I was bored out of my mind but it was fine, as long as my baby would be saved. When Lydia came back, I told her about the creaked wall and how it was affecting me. She looked at me with a face of disdain and told me I should choose between food for the next three months and the repair.

She reminded me that none of my family could contact her because of the rules in the pack hence they couldn't send her money for me. She had told me to keep my mouth shut