LOGINThe room was dimly lit, the heavy curtains drawn against the morning light. The air smelled faintly of steel, pine, and something darker like old smoke and earth after rain. Even without being told, one could tell this was the room of someone important. The stillness carried authority, as though the walls themselves had learned silence out of respect.
A large oak table stood near the center, bare except for a few parchments and a single half-drained cup. A sword rested by the hearth, its silver hilt gleaming faintly in the firelight. Every detail of the chamber felt deliberate, strong, clean, stripped of excess.
Elysia stepped inside, closing the door softly behind her. The sound echoed in the quiet. Her heart thudded hard against her ribs, but her hands stayed steady on the tray. She dared not let them shake. She had waited too long for this moment. She couldn’t falter now not when she was so close to her goal.
The man she’d sworn to kill was here.
Alaric Varyn stood near the window, his back turned to her. Even at a distance, his presence filled the room. He was taller than she’d imagined, the breadth of his shoulders commanding attention even in stillness. His dark hair was unbound, falling loosely to his neck, the strands catching the flicker of the fire. His tunic was simple but finely made, dark fabric stretched across the solid frame of a warrior.
He didn’t move at first, and neither did she. The silence felt heavy, charged. The fire crackled softly, and for a moment, it was the only sound.
Then he turned.
His eyes caught the light. Storm-grey cold, cutting, unreadable. The sort of gaze that could make a person confess without a word.
For a second, Elysia forgot to breathe. Not from fear, but from surprise.
He was beautiful. Not in a soft or gentle way, but in the kind of way that came from surviving something. His features were sharp, every line and angle carved by discipline and pain. The stories she had heard painted him as a monster, but the man before her was not a beast at all. He looked human. Strong. Controlled. Alive.
Her chest tightened. That strange realization felt almost like betrayal.
“Your meal, my lord,” she said, setting the tray carefully on the table. Her voice came out lower than usual, roughened by the effort to disguise it.
Alaric’s gaze stayed on her, assessing. “You’re new.”
“Yes, my lord. I was assigned to your service this morning.”
He nodded slowly, eyes flicking toward the tray before returning to the window. “You’ve served before?”
“Yes, my lord,” she answered, lowering her gaze. “In the lower quarters.”
He studied her again, the faintest crease forming between his brows. “What is your name, boy?”
“Eli, your majesty,” she said quickly.
He hummed, a quiet sound of acknowledgment. “You’re quiet.”
“It keeps me out of trouble.”
The corner of his mouth lifted, though not into a smile. “A wise choice.”
Silence followed. The air between them seemed to thrum with something unspoken. Elysia kept her eyes on the floor, every muscle tight with restraint. She could feel his presence across the room the weight of it, the calm authority that filled the space without effort.
Her mind raced. She had dreamed of this moment for years. She’d imagined the exact way she would look at him when she finally stood this close. How she would steady her breath before plunging a dagger into his chest. But now that she was here, nothing felt simple.
There was no opening yet. No moment to strike. She would have to wait.
Finally, Alaric set down his cup and turned slightly toward her. “You may go,” he said.
Relief fluttered through her, though it was short-lived. She turned toward the door, tray in hand, but her foot caught the edge of the rug. She gasped, stumbling forward.
The tray clattered, the cup rolled, and before she could hit the ground, a strong hand caught her by the waist.
Time seemed to stop.
Alaric’s arm was firm and unyielding, his grip steady. His other hand caught her wrist, steadying the tray before it could fall. For a heartbeat, everything froze—her breath, her thoughts, the firelight flickering between them.
Elysia’s heart leapt painfully in her chest. His touch was unexpectedly warm, his hand rough from battle. Her eyes shot up, meeting his, and something flickered in the air between them. Not recognition, not yet something simpler. Stillness.
He looked down at her, his expression unreadable.
“You are a little too skinny for a man,” he said after a pause, his voice deep and calm. “Are you not being fed well?”
Elysia blinked, caught off guard by the question. The air seemed to return to her lungs all at once. “Err yes, your majesty, I am. I’ve been scrawny since I was a child.”
A small sound escaped him, too faint to name. Then he released her, stepping back.
“Be careful next time,” he said quietly.
She nodded quickly, her face burning. “Yes, my lord.”
Her mind was still reeling. His touch lingered on her skin like a spark, though she didn’t understand why. It had felt strangely powerful in a way she couldn’t name. But she told herself it was only nerves, the weight of being so close to him.
She gathered herself, straightened the tray, and turned again toward the door, this time moving slowly and carefully. Every step felt heavy, deliberate.
As her fingers brushed the door handle, his voice stopped her.
“Eli.”
She froze. “My lord?”
He didn’t turn. His gaze remained fixed on the light filtering through the curtain. “If you plan to stay in my service, remember this. Don’t come too close. I don’t like to be touched.”
The words carried a strange tone. Not command. Not anger. Something quieter, heavier.
Elysia hesitated. “Yes, my lord.”
Her voice came out barely above a whisper.
She stepped out into the corridor, closing the door softly behind her. The sound of it shutting echoed in her chest. Only then did she realize she had been holding her breath.
The air outside the chamber felt cooler, easier to breathe, but her thoughts refused to calm. Her pulse still raced, her skin still prickled where his hand had steadied her.
She pressed her palm to her stomach, trying to steady herself. What was that?
It wasn’t fear exactly. It wasn’t attraction either, though something about him unsettled her deeply. There was a stillness about the man, a quiet danger that made the air heavier when he was near.
She leaned back against the wall for a moment, letting her eyes close.
She had met the Alpha at last.
And he was nothing like she had imagined.
There had been no cruelty in his voice, no violence in his eyes. He had spoken softly, even kindly. But beneath that calm, she could sense something darker—an undercurrent of restraint, as if every word and motion had been measured to keep something else contained.
Elysia took a long breath and pushed herself away from the wall.
It didn’t matter who he was.
Kind or cruel, cursed or not, he was still her enemy. Still the son of the man who had taken everything from her.
She walked down the corridor, forcing her heartbeat to slow. Her disguise had held. Her secret remained safe. And now, she was closer to him than she had ever dared imagine.
For the first time since she entered the castle, Elysia felt the faint thrill of hope.
She was inside his world now, and whether it took days or weeks, she would find her chance. And when that moment came, she would not hesitate.
The gates of Varyn Keep groaned under the weight of their iron hinges as the riders approached, the screeching sound echoing across the courtyard. Alaric barely slowed his horse, letting the animal’s hooves pound against the cobblestones. Each step brought him closer to home, yet a strange tension had settled over him during the long ride back from Goldtower. Diplomacy, he reminded himself, was a slow, careful game delicate words, fragile agreements, promises that could shatter in a heartbeat.And yet, even as the treaty had been signed, the ink barely dry on the parchment, he had felt unease curling inside him like smoke. A whispering sense that something had shifted in his absence, though he could not pinpoint what. A shadow that he could not yet name.Corvin rode beside him, stretching his shoulders and shaking his head with exaggerated relief. “Finally,” he groaned. “Back to civilization. I feared Goldtower might suffocate me with all that etiquette and endless bowing.”Edric’s li
The chamber was a masterclass in atmospheric cruelty. It was a place of high ceilings and cold stone, designed to swallow sound, yet it smelled intimately of human frailty: the bitter tang of old smoke, the earthy scent of cured leather, and the metallic, cloying salt of blood.Elysia’s head hung forward, a dead weight supported only by the agonizing tension in her shoulders. Her breath came in shallow, uneven gasps that whistled through teeth gritted so hard they felt ready to shatter. Above her, the iron manacles bit into her wrists, her arms having long since passed the stage of numbness into a throbbing, rhythmic fire.Every muscle in her body was a frayed wire, vibrating with a fatigue so deep it felt structural. But it was her back that dominated her consciousness. It burned with a searing, relentless heat a map of agony drawn in jagged lines. The air in the room, though cool, felt like lye against the raw ribbons of her skin.She had stopped counting the lashes at twelve. Or pe
Alaric entered the grand hall of Goldtower, letting his eyes sweep over the polished floors, the banners of gold and white, the rows of armored soldiers standing stiff as statues. The Alpha’s presence demanded respect even before words were spoken, and Alaric allowed himself a small, controlled inhale. He would need it.Corvin flanked him to the left, Edric to the right, and already the game of subtle mischief had begun.“Notice how stiff these guards are,” Corvin whispered, tilting his head. “I would faint under such tension. Or perhaps I’d faint from boredom.”Edric muttered, “Do not distract me, Corvin. One misstep and the entire room becomes a battlefield.”Corvin grinned, leaning closer to Alaric. “One misstep? I am dangerously skilled in missteps. Watch and learn, dear Alpha.”Alaric pinched the bridge of his nose, trying to focus. He had traveled here to negotiate peace, not to babysit two grown men who clearly considered the mission a theatrical performance.He spotted Gwaine
Alaric entered the grand hall of Goldtower, letting his eyes sweep over the polished floors, the banners of gold and white, the rows of armored soldiers standing stiff as statues. The Alpha’s presence demanded respect even before words were spoken, and Alaric allowed himself a small, controlled inhale. He would need it.Corvin flanked him to the left, Edric to the right, and already the game of subtle mischief had begun.“Notice how stiff these guards are,” Corvin whispered, tilting his head. “I would faint under such tension. Or perhaps I’d faint from boredom.”Edric muttered, “Do not distract me, Corvin. One misstep and the entire room becomes a battlefield.”Corvin grinned, leaning closer to Alaric. “One misstep? I am dangerously skilled in missteps. Watch and learn, dear Alpha.”Alaric pinched the bridge of his nose, trying to focus. He had traveled here to negotiate peace, not to babysit two grown men who clearly considered the mission a theatrical performance.He spotted Gwaine
The gates of Goldtower rose before them like carved stone sentinels, the sun catching the white and gold spires in a way that made Alaric squint against the glare. Even from a distance, the city exuded order and power, polished streets and banners flapping with authority. The air smelled faintly of salt from the nearby river, mixed with the distant tang of smoke and roasting meat.Corvin nudged Alaric with an elbow. “Ah, Goldtower. Look at it! So clean. So… properly civilized. I feel oppressed already. Where is the chaos? Where is the charming disorder that makes life exciting?”Edric’s voice was deadpan as ever. “It is a city preparing for visitors. Civility is part of diplomacy. Remember what you taught us?”Corvin raised one perfect brow. “Ah yes, lessons from the brooding Alpha. Smile politely, don’t crush heads, and for heaven’s sake, try not to look terrifying while doing it.”Alaric snorted, unable to resist the small smile that tugged at his lips. “Do either of you intend to b
Alaric adjusted the strap of his travel pack and let out a sigh that carried the weight of responsibility, exhaustion, and a hint of irritation. Beside him, Corvin smirked, lounging casually on his horse, one boot dangling over the side like he owned the world — which, in some ways, he did, at least in charm.“Really,” Alaric began, glancing at Corvin, “must you make that face every time I frown?”Corvin arched a perfectly groomed brow. “I make faces only for the deserving, Alaric. And you, my friend, are exceptionally dour today. Truly, a sight for sore eyes.”Edric snorted behind them, hands folded over the pommel of his saddle. “Dour, yes. But he’s also grouchy. You’ve been pacing for ten minutes straight, and it’s not even sunrise.”Alaric glared at both of them. “I am preparing my mind for diplomacy. A serious meeting. A meeting of Alphas.”Corvin’s grin widened. “Ah, yes. Seriousness. Because nothing says ‘diplomacy’ like three men on horseback arguing over whose horse farts the
Morning light crept into the chamber like it was trespassing. It had been an interesting night before, Elysia tried to kill an Alpha but failed and somehow she had survived it.Elysia noticed it immediately because she had been awake for hours, lying stiffly atop the bed as though it might accuse h
What the fuck do you think you’re doing?” he asked, his voice quiet enough to make the world itself hold still. Elysia's heart skipped multiple beats and her blood ran cold, she was skilled and had walked in as quietly as she has been trained to, how could he have noticed, is this the power of the
Elysia did not remember how she left the courtyard.Only that she did.She remembered the way his hand had wrapped around her waist firm, unapologetic, far too intimate for someone who had nearly killed her less than a day ago. She remembered the way his eyes had held hers, storm-grey and intent, a
The words echoed in Elysia’s mind long after they were spoken.Will you make babies with me?For a heartbeat, the world ceased to exist. No rage. No fear. Just disbelief so sharp it left her dizzy.“Are you mad?” she finally asked, her voice hoarse, raw from terror and exhaustion, her eyebrows furr







