LOGINDESDEMONA
A slave? warm his bed? Is that what I will be, this place is no better than the village. It is far worse than the village.
Alpha Alaric shifted his gaze away from me, as he put on his garment. “Don't leave this room.” He said before walking away, his steps disappeared quickly and soon I was left alone in the room again.
My eyes scanned through the empty room, I am the only one left alone in the room, yet I stayed in the same position. My knee aches from the previous fall, and my body has experienced a lot of pain in two days. My body aches trembling in fear.
I don't want to be a slave, I want to be free, I want to belong somewhere, I don't care where it might be, but I want to feel like I belong.
My eyes slowly lost their color, and I fell asleep.
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Soft footsteps, stirring in the silence.
“For how long are you planning to sleep?” A cold, sharp female voice slid into the room.
Before I could stand up I was already pulled by the hair, she dragged through the corridor.
“Who are you? What are you doing?” I screamed and tried to fight back, but her fist was hard, and it seemed like she wanted to pull off my hair.
She tossed me onto the floor. I crawled on the floor as the two slaves held me down on my knees. “Why are you doing this?” I yelled, as I struggled free.
Before I could say another word, the lady palm landed across my face, blood spat out, and her hand left a mark on my face. My face turned in horror, and my face burned in pain.
She sneered, her grip still tight on my hair. “I am the head servant Laura, you should be working, not sleeping like a corpse!” Her voice was sharp, laced with hatred.
Now I knew who she was. She wasn’t just anyone—she was higher rank than me. My stomach twisted with the bitter realization of what my life here would be. I would face the same humiliation, over and over again.
“What’s going on here?” Before she could strike me again, a voice cut through the corridor.
Beta Theodore’s presence silenced the room instantly. His tone wasn’t raised, but it carried enough weight to make the two slaves release me.
All of us quickly lowered our eyes, no one daring to meet his gaze.
“Now, what are you doing there?” he demanded, his eyes landing on me. “Alpha Alaric needs you in the dining hall.”
I followed him immediately to the dining hall. Beta Theodore is my saviour. I was saved by him yet again.
The dining hall was filled with silence when I entered. Every servant stood by the wall, heads bowed. The Alpha sat at the long table, a glass untouched before him. Beta Theodore stood nearby, his face unreadable.
“Come closer,” Alpha Alaric ordered, his voice deep, curling through the room like smoke.
I stepped forward, my head lowered.
“Knee down now! And pour me a drink.” he commanded, his voice not different from the same tone used.
My face turned pale, but I still followed his instructions, without complaining, my eyes were focused on the floor, I don't dare to look him in the eyes
My hand trembled as I lifted the bottle of wine, I could feel everyone's gaze burning on my skin, as if waiting for me to make a mistake. I carefully filled the glass up, praying not to spill a drop.
Alpha Alaric smirked softly, his gaze fully rested on me observing, he shifted his glass slightly at the last minute, making the wine spill across my chest. The liquid poured on my dress soaking the thin fabric until it clung to my skin.
The other servant looked away uncomfortably, but no one dared to say a word in my defense. Not even Beta Theodore. They all just watched, which made my face turn pale.
“Clumsy,” Alaric drawled, his eyes sharp, amused. “Look at you… dripping.”
My cheek burned in humiliation, and l clenched my jaw trying to hold back the tears from falling
A soft laughter ripped through the room from some of the higher servants.
“Clean this mess. And remember your place here, you are just a slave and you should learn to do your work properly,” he said coldly, leaning back in his chair.
I stood up slowly, my head still lowered in humiliation, I dragged my leg back to the slave court.
I can still feel the werewolf gaze burning on me with resentment. I wondered what I did to them, to make them hate me so much. As far as I could remember, I didn't do anything to make them hate me.
I changed into a newly freshed cloth. And walking down the corridor, I try not to look too much, and keep my head lower.
I avoid everyone's gaze, and stay away from them. I spot Celeste cleaning near the Alpha Alaric room.
I ran to her, pulling her to the side. “You should run away tomorrow when you get a chance.” Celeste is not used to this type of life and I don't want to bring my misfortune upon her, she is an innocent cute girl, though she worked as a servant at my house—this place is different, it is full of wolves that want to devour us.
I can see the stare, the hatred glance.
Celeste embraced me, I could feel the warm heat coming from her body, it sent a comfort to my body, and for a brief seconds I felt at ease, before she broke the hugs.
“I have been looking for you. We need to escape together. I can't let you stay here alone, the people here are not human,” she whispered, her voice was low and her eyes already wet with tears, scared, fear looked as if searching for something. I can feel that something has happened.
I hold her shoulder. “No, I can't leave. Do you think that the villagers are going to accept me? No, they will send me back,” I hold her hands together. “But you can.”
“Desdemona!” Laura yelled as she walked towards us, she pulled me by the shoulder. “What are you doing here, when Alpha Alaric was looking for you.”
Looking for me? I wondered if he wants to see me again, I can’t bear to face anymore humiliation. Not today, I am too tired for that.
“Follow me now,” she ordered, giving no chance to escape.
Why can't I just vanish, why did I have to endure everytime.
My grips tighten, my heart pacing restlessly, I don't know what's going to happen this time.
Laura stopped at the door of the bath room.
“You can go in, Alpha Alaric is waiting for you.”
I clenched the door handle, I hesitated for a while before pushing the door open slowly, and every eye turned to me. They are all naked. And Alpha Alaric was sitting in the hot bathtub while the other servant surrounded him. Beta Theodore was also somewhere around the room watching.
I wanted to turn away and leave, but I froze on the spot.
“Undress,” Alpha Alaric growled, his voice deeper. “Now all of you can leave, she will help me bathe,” he glanced as a smirk escaped his lip.
Beta Theodore was about to walk out as well, when he spoke again, “You should stay here.”
My world crumbled before me, my chest tightened, as I reached out for the aim of my dress.
DESDEMONAThe silence after Diane’s burial followed me back to the pack house.I have been visiting there more often, just to stare at her grave. I blamed myself countless times, wanting to go back and stop it all from happening.Beta Theodore words clung to my skin, heavy and cold, seeping into my bones. He has come to me again, but to warn me to stay away.He wanted to protect his pack and I failed to protect someone that had always cared about me.I still remember him saying Diane is not innocent. I know Beta Theodore all words matter and it has a meaning to it. I kept on wondering what he meant by that.Wolves bowed as I passed, their eyes filled with something I couldn’t name, pity, fear, reverence. I didn’t acknowledge any of it. I kept my head down and my steps steady.I don't want this, not their pity or fear, all my life I have always been treated like garbage. A useless child you my parents. Cursed child to my village.Inside, the halls were quieter than usual. Too quiet.I
ALARICI stood by the door and noticed something was wrong.Desdemona did not look at me when I entered the room.She sat by the tall window, the gray morning light spilling across her pale face, her hands folded neatly in her lap as if she had been placed there by someone else. No chains. No guards. No fear trembling through her body.Her gaze stared into the empty space, looking at everything else except for me. As if she is deliberately ignoring my present.That unsettled me more than her screams ever had.My wolf stirred beneath my skin, restless, alert. The bond between us, once sharp and screaming, felt… muted. Not broken, but thinner. Like a thread stretched too far without snapping.“Desdemona,” I said quietly.She turned her head then, slowly, as if my presence required thought before acknowledgment. Her eyes met mine, and for the first time since Diane’s death, there was no accusation in them.No grief either.“Yes, my Alpha?” she replied.The words were polite, controlled a
DESDEMONALord Kieran’s arms were steady around me, I didn’t pull away. I didn’t cling either. I stayed there, frozen, my face pressed against his chest while my body slowly forgot how to feel safe anywhere else. His scent was unfamiliar, not Alpha, not pack, not possession. Just… human. Quiet. Gentle in a way that felt almost wrong.His hand rested at my back, not possessive, not demanding—just there, as if he was afraid that if he let go, I would finally fall apart. I stared past his shoulder at the dark window, at my reflection that no longer looked like me. My eyes were hollow. My face is thinner. The girl staring back looked like someone already halfway gone.I wondered how nice it would be if Diane were still here.The thought crushed me.My chest tightened, and I pressed my head deeper into his shoulder, breathing him in, not because I wanted him, but because I didn’t want to be alone inside my own head.I had almost killed myself.The realization came quietly, without drama.
ALARICI watched Desdemona break, slowly. Piece by piece.I felt her pain like it was branded into my bones, into my wolf’s chest. Every time she stared into nothing, every time she sat too still, every time her eyes lost that spark she once carried, it felt like punishment carved directly for me.I wanted to be there for her. I wanted to pull her into my arms, to tell her she was safe, that no one would ever touch her again.But I realized something bitter.Everything happening to her was because of me.So I stayed where I belonged–in the shadows.I protected her from a distance, appearing only when it was necessary. When danger circled too close. When the pack grew restless. When whispers became sharp enough to cut.Still, I watched quietly from the corner of her suffering.“Alpha, you need to stop this before it gets out of hand.”Beta Theodore’s voice cut into my thoughts as he entered my office without waiting to be announced.I didn’t turn immediately. My gaze stayed on the wind
DESDEMONA“Alaric,” I called, my voice barely above a whisper.He leaned in. “What is it?” he asked.I pulled him closer, resting my head against his chest. I didn’t know what came over me. For no clear reason, I felt comfort in his embrace, dangerous, unwanted comfort.Silence. His hand stroked my back gently. He didn’t pull away. He didn’t tighten his grip either. His touch was light, almost hesitant, as if he were afraid I would disappear if he held me too firmly.…..When I opened my eyes, he was gone.I sat up on the bed, pulling my knees to my chest. The room felt empty in a way that screamed. Tears fell before I could even think about stopping them. Before I could even think about Diane.She died because of me, and I was still here. Breathing. Living.My chest tightened violently, the air refusing to enter my lungs. I gasped, my breaths shallow and uneven, my chest rising and falling too fast. I pressed my hand against it, trying to ground myself.Breathe.Just breathe.The doo
DESDEMONAI held Diane in my arms, trembling. My voice cracked as I teared up. I almost forgot how to breathe; my chest tightened.All of this happened because of me. I should have stayed. I should not have run away.I held tightly onto her cold body. Alpha Alaric stared at me, his lips pinned together. He didn’t say a word or console me.He stayed with me, but I wanted him gone forever. He had always wanted this. He treated me like trash. I was hated by his court. His wolves hated me. And Beta Theodore planned all this.I glanced at Beta Theodore, but his eyes were as cold as ever, unbothered. His lips moved slightly.Did he just smile at my pain?He is a beast.“Desdemona, we need to go back before they attack again,” Alpha Alaric’s voice cut into the cold air. I saw his care, but I didn’t care about getting killed right now. The only person who had ever liked me for who I am was killed in cold blood just to protect me.No response. I sat there calmly. Tears vanished from my eyes.“







