로그인•Lisa•
The red light above the operating room door remained on. I didn’t know how much time had passed. The clock hanging across the corridor ticked steadily, but I had stopped looking at it. Every minute felt exactly the same. I sat for a while, then stood, then walked a few steps before returning to the same spot outside the operating room. My hands refused to stay still. Sometimes they twisted together. Sometimes they rubbed against each other until my palms turned red. The nurse at the reception desk looked at me more than once. I knew why. Parents waiting outside an operating room all looked the same. They tried to stay calm, but every time the doors moved, they jumped to their feet, hoping someone would call their name. I had become one of them. A little girl was wheeled past me with her father walking beside her. He bent down and kissed her forehead before she disappeared through another set of doors. A few seats away, an elderly woman quietly prayed with a rosary wrapped around her fingers. Everyone was waiting for someone. Everyone was hoping for good news. I lowered my head and closed my eyes for a moment. Please… Just let him be safe. That was all I wanted. Nothing else mattered. A soft vibration pulled me from my thoughts. My phone. For one terrifying second, I thought it was the hospital calling again. Instead, Sasha’s name appeared on the screen. I answered quietly. “Lisa…” Her voice sounded weak. “I heard you left the club.” “I did.” “I’m sorry.” I leaned back against the wall. “You have nothing to apologize for.” “If I hadn’t asked you to cover my shift…” “You didn’t force me.” Silence stretched between us. “I hope your little boy will be okay,” she whispered. “So do I.” After ending the call, I slipped my phone back into my bag and rested my head against the wall. My body was exhausted, but my mind refused to rest. The image of Ronan’s face kept forcing its way back into my thoughts. His anger. His disbelief. The way his eyes changed the moment I mentioned my son. He thought I had betrayed him. He thought I had built a new family while he mourned me. If only he knew… I quickly stopped myself. No. He could never know. Not yet. Across the corridor, the elevator doors opened. A man wearing a dark hoodie stepped out. His face remained hidden beneath the shadow of the hood as he walked slowly through the hallway. He didn’t seem to be looking for a patient or asking anyone for directions. Instead, he stopped beside a vending machine with a clear view of the operating room. I never looked in his direction. My attention remained fixed on the closed doors ahead of me. The stranger glanced toward me only once before taking a phone from his pocket. He turned slightly away from the corridor and spoke so quietly that no one nearby noticed. “She’s been found.” A pause followed. “And so has the child.” He listened without saying another word. His free hand slipped into his coat pocket as he nodded once. “No. She doesn’t suspect anything.” Another pause. “I’ll continue watching.” The call ended. The phone disappeared back into his pocket as if it had never been there. Moments later, he walked toward the stairwell and vanished without leaving a trace. I never noticed him. Several miles away, another phone rang. Desmond glanced at the screen before stepping away from the other guards. “Alpha.” Ronan stood beside the large window of his office, looking over the Blackthorn Pack grounds. His expression remained unreadable. “Report.” “We followed her exactly as ordered.” “Did she meet him?” Desmond hesitated. “No.” Ronan slowly turned around. “No?” “She went straight to the hospital.” “And?” “There really is a child.” Silence filled the room. Ronan’s jaw tightened, but he said nothing. “The boy was taken into surgery not long ago.” Still no response. Desmond waited. Finally, Ronan spoke. “Did you see the father?” “No.” “Did anyone visit her?” “No.” “Was she alone?” “Yes.” Another heavy silence settled between them. Desmond had known Ronan long enough to recognize the thoughts hidden behind that calm expression. The report wasn’t what Ronan had expected. He had expected lies. An excuse. A lover waiting somewhere. Instead, Lisa had spent every moment beside a hospital bed. “Keep watching,” Ronan said at last. “Alpha…” “What?” Desmond chose his words carefully. “Maybe there’s more to this than we understand.” Ronan’s eyes hardened immediately. “There isn’t.” “But…” “I don’t care if the child is sick.” His voice was flat. “The boy is another man’s son.” Desmond lowered his head. “Yes, Alpha.” The call ended. Ronan remained standing by the window long after the screen went dark. His wolf paced restlessly inside him. Something about the report refused to leave his mind. Lisa had looked terrified. Not for herself. For the child. He closed his eyes briefly before forcing the thought away. It changed nothing. Whatever happened five years ago, she had still left him. She had still chosen another life. Somewhere inside a hospital, she was now protecting another man’s child. His hands slowly curled into fists. “So that’s the life you chose.” Back at the hospital, I looked up as the operating room doors moved. Every muscle in my body tensed. A doctor stepped outside, removed his mask, and slowly looked around the waiting area. Then his eyes stopped on me.•Lisa•The red light above the operating room door remained on.I didn’t know how much time had passed.The clock hanging across the corridor ticked steadily, but I had stopped looking at it. Every minute felt exactly the same. I sat for a while, then stood, then walked a few steps before returning to the same spot outside the operating room. My hands refused to stay still. Sometimes they twisted together. Sometimes they rubbed against each other until my palms turned red.The nurse at the reception desk looked at me more than once.I knew why.Parents waiting outside an operating room all looked the same. They tried to stay calm, but every time the doors moved, they jumped to their feet, hoping someone would call their name.I had become one of them.A little girl was wheeled past me with her father walking beside her. He bent down and kissed her forehead before she disappeared through another set of doors. A few seats away, an elderly woman quietly prayed with a rosary wrappe
•Lisa•By the time the taxi stopped outside the hospital, my fingers had gone numb from holding the envelope. I paid the driver without waiting for my change and hurried through the sliding glass doors, my eyes fixed on the pediatric wing. People brushed past me, nurses pushed stretchers down the corridor, and announcements echoed overhead, but none of it slowed me down. Every second felt borrowed.The elevator took too long.I pressed the button again even though I knew it wouldn’t make a difference. When the doors finally opened, I stepped inside and stared at the changing numbers, willing them to move faster. The scratch on my cheek stung every time I breathed, but it was nothing compared to the ache growing inside my chest.The doors opened again.I walked quickly down the hallway until I reached Milo’s room. My hand stopped on the doorknob for a moment. I closed my eyes, forced a smile onto my face, and pushed the door open.The room brightened before I even stepped inside.
•Lisa• “It’s my son.” The words slipped out before I could stop them. The moment they left my mouth, I wished I could pull them back, but it was already too late. Ronan’s hand remained wrapped around my wrist, yet his grip loosened slightly as if those three words had interrupted whatever anger was burning inside him. For the first time since I entered that room, he looked uncertain. Not angry, not mocking. Just confused. “Your son?” His voice was quieter than before, but somehow that made my heart beat faster. I lowered my gaze, avoiding his eyes. The phone continued ringing in my hand, but neither of us moved. The name of the hospital flashed across the screen, reminding me that every second I wasted could cost Milo precious time. “Let me answer.” Ronan didn’t release me completely. “Who is he?” I looked up. “What?” “The child.” His expression hardened as if he was already preparing himself for an answer he wouldn’t like. “Who is this son you’re s
•Lisa• I forced myself to stand. My knees still hurt from kneeling on the floor, and my cheek burned where the mask had scratched me. Ronan stood a few feet away, watching me with unreadable eyes. Neither of us spoke. The silence felt heavier than any argument. Finally, I swallowed the lump in my throat. “If…” My voice shook. “If I do what you want… will you let me go?” His gaze hardened. “You still want to leave?” “I have to.” A cold smile tugged at the corner of his lips. “Fine.” My heart pounded. “If you can satisfy me, you can take the money and walk out of here. Just suck my cock like you did in the past and I’ll let you go” I stared at him. It wasn’t dignity I was fighting for anymore. It was Milo. The image of my little boy lying in a hospital bed flashed through my mind. His tiny fingers wrapped around mine. His weak smile every time he told me he wasn’t scared. I closed my eyes. “Forgive me, baby.” I walked towards him as he opened his
•Lisa• "You left me back then... just to live this pathetic life?" My blood ran cold. He recognized me. He had recognized me and made me kneel anyway, made me reach for his belt anyway, let me humiliate myself before he said a single word about it. Since when? From the moment I walked through that door? Or had he known before that, had he come to this club, to this booth, because some part of him already knew I'd be here? The questions didn't get to finish forming before his hand moved. He swiped the mask from my face in one sharp motion, the edge of it dragging hard against my cheek on the way off. Pain bloomed bright and immediate, a thin line of fire where the plastic had cut my skin, and I felt the warm sting of a shallow scratch welling up beneath it. "Ro…" I started to say his name. I didn't even get past the first sound of it before his hand closed around my chin, hard enough that the rest of the word died somewhere in my throat. "Don't say my name." His voice
•Lisa• “Alpha, Luna is calling.” Luna. The word landed like a slap. He had found his mate. Of course he had. Five years was a long time long enough for a man like him, an Alpha now, to have built an entire life I knew nothing about. Did I really think he would spend half a decade waiting for a woman who vanished without a word? Of course he had moved on. Of course he had marked someone else, bonded with someone who hadn’t run from him in the middle of the night. So why did the thought of it close around my throat like a fist? He raised one hand, barely a flick of his fingers, and the man holding the phone silenced it instantly. Another gesture, and the rest of them filed out of the room without a word, the heavy door clicking shut behind the last one. And then it was just the two of us. I studied him in the sudden quiet, hating myself for how much I noticed. Five years had sharpened everything about him, the line of his jaw, the breadth of his shoulders, the st







