I stand up the moment Ms. Iris hit the door. I hastily grab my stuff and rush out of the classroom. I didn’t even stop to put down my things in the locker. The only thing in my head right now is to get out of this sea of people crowding the hallway. I’m in dire need of a me time and that means a complete solitary in the library. It’s always a total chaos when the bell rings, especially now when it’s break time. I can barely catch my breath being squeezed here and there. Despite that, I painstakingly headed upstairs.
Such being the case, it seems that today is not Aubrey’s lucky day since nothing goes her way. She’s already in hurry but jammed within the crowd and to add in her misfortune, Rosie has actually passed by her without her knowledge.
I can finally breathe when I reach the library. The person in charge behind the desk smiles at me when our eyes meet. I nod in greeting before I walk to my favorite spot – the most secluded space in this library – the last row of bookshelves on the right side of the room. I usually hide by the corner, completely out of sight. Not even Aubrey can find me there. She always asks where I go when the break comes. I never spill the truth. Why would I when she can only disturb my peace?
My steps were unhurried as I play with my phone. However, I gasp in shock when I see someone has occupied the spot. With one leg bent and the other sprawled, he rests his head on his knee to sleep. My brows immediately knit in displeasure while I stand there watching this shameless colonizer in silence.
I tilt my head. This guy... is Cain, right? I think to myself. There’s no way I can be mistaken from this laid-back attitude and that annoying hood of his. Splendid! Why did he choose to sleep here out of the other corners he could take?! I glare at him menacingly.
This guy has been nothing but an eyesore since he first took the empty seat beside me. I know he’s not being deliberate or anything but, why does it feel like he’s destroying the peace I have bit by bit??
I sigh exasperatedly. I can only relent and share the space with him. In consideration that he might be exhausted, I soften my every move, dropping my bag gently onto the floor before sitting down. Then, I begin working on the Math assignment given last week.
Twenty minutes later, my eyes droop heavily. The feeling of dizziness hits me all of the sudden. My vision blurs little by little. I should probably sleep early today, I thought to myself.
But for now, I think I need to rest. So, I decided to set my pen down and cradle my cheek into my hand. Just for a while…
I close my eyes and everything becomes dark.
The corner of his eyes twitch when he suddenly feels a presence near him. He immediately turns his head up and finds a raven-haired girl sleeping while holding a book. He scans her from head to toe. He couldn’t see her face because she’s facing the other way. So, he slowly shifts to the front.
A palm sized face appears on his sight. Beautiful long lashes and neatly cut eyebrows. Her pinkish lips pouts adorably as she snoozes away. He raises an eyebrow.
“Rose?” Her name rolls off his tongue smoothly as if it was meant to be on his lips. His breath hitches upon the softness of his voice.
His mind is currently in a daze when suddenly the bell rings. In that instance, he snaps out of his deliriousness. He blinks, fixing his eyes on her again before standing up and walking away from the spot. He didn’t bother to wake her up and just leave her behind.
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Ring!! Ring!!
I wake up with a start at the noisy sound of the bell. The Mathematic book in my lap got tossed away out of shock. My heart is pounding heavily as I let out a long sigh to calm down. I brush my palms against my face. When I take out my phone to check the time, I jump in stupor. Gosh! I’ve been sleeping for two hours. It’s eleven fifteen right now. I hurriedly stuff my things and prepare to make a quick dash when I notice that Cain is no longer there.
I got pissed off almost immediately. That jerk, why didn’t he wake me? Doesn’t he know me? I think to myself. Forget it; I rush out from the library to my next class. I think it’s Social class in the schedule if I’m not mistaken.
Social study is held on the first floor. It is located across the garden in another section of the building from History and English. It’s quite difficult to map around Darwin Institute as a whole. I got lost when I first came here. The school itself is separated into three divisions from elementary to high school. Then, there is a separated building for college and higher education. All of these are located in the same area and a part of Darwin Institute.
Although Darwin Institute hasn’t been around for as long as the other educational institutes, it has spent a couple of years enough to receive renovation from small to a large scale. They never change the original architecture that has been inspired from European olden days – brick stoned walls, barrel vaulted ceilings, mythological carvings as well as marble statues. The whole interiors give off the feeling of monarchy, both elegant and majestic.
Though some hallways are enclosed within the walls, some remain in the open with built arches along the way. The idea is not only for aesthetic purpose in accordance to the European architecture but also to give students a sense of freedom. What’s better to describe freedom than a direct connection with nature? With man-made gardens, planted flowers and trees, it’s a rather refreshing idea to be able to enjoy the outdoors environment while still within the school area.
I panted from all the running but luckily manage to arrive just in time before the teacher even comes in. As always, I stride towards the back of the class and to my surprise, I see the one person that I do not wish to meet right now. And for the second time, he colonizes my spot. I inhale sharply in a fit of anger but remain expressionless as I sit down on the same row but draw a little distance from him.
I settle down and try to distract myself with random thoughts. However, as my mind drifted and so does my head. When I come again, I find myself looking at him. I wonder what’s inside his pocket. He’s been hiding his hands down there. Are those, by chance, magical pockets?
Smack! I slam my face into my hands. Gosh! Rosie stops! Why do you keep staring at him? Leave him alone for God sake!
For once, I’m glad I have a usually stoic face and rarely showcases my emotion. I have quite a self-control and more than often hide my feelings. I always have that kind of neutral smile that spells, “I don’t know what you’re talking about but okay.”
Everyone starts chattering as we wait for the teacher to come. Most of the topic revolves around the new guy. I find it both awkward and hilarious when the person in discussion is just sitting there without a care in the world. He can be sleeping for all we know and all the gossip just pass by him.
When I watch him silently like this, it feels like the space around him is a whole different world, his world, and it is out of everyone’s reach. The air around him sets off an intimidating aura yet his presence seems to demand people’s attention. Bit by bit, I come to understand why every girl seem to be interested with him.
“Hey, the teacher is absent so it’s self-study!” The guy who just comes back from the teachers’ room exclaims. Everybody cheers happily and starts lounging around with their friends.
“That’s it. I’m going to talk to him.” I raise my brows when I hear someone says that. That voice belongs to Olivia who sits on the third row. The other girls are surprised when she says that, including me.
“You can’t be serious!” One of her friends tries to stop her.
“Don’t, Olivia! He doesn’t seem to be the friendly type,” another one advises.
However, Olivia is determined as she makes her way to his seat. Every single eye is now staring at her. My eyes widen when she bravely sits in front of him. I can’t bear to look and can only glimpse from behind a book. While our classmates are encouraging her to do it, the only thing running in my head is the worst scenario of her being ignored.
“Hi, you’re the new transfer student, right?” Olivia bashfully voices her question. Oh dear, here it comes – the moment of truth! We fix our eyes on him yet, there’s no movement. I dunk my head down behind the book. God, it’s starting to get embarrassing. Just answer her Cain, damn you! I curse inwardly.
I wait for another few minutes but still, nothing. At last, my curiosity gets the better off me and I look up at Cain. The room is engulfed in utter silence and the awkwardness becomes even more evident as the time flows. Her face sank as Olivia retreats back to her seat. Everyone turns a blind on the event, acting as if nothing has happened.
Cain slowly opens his eyes as his consciousness returns to this realm. When he hears nothing, he lifts his head slightly to sneak a peek. Everybody is doing their own thing. Then, he suddenly realizes something. He stares at the seat in front of him. After a while, he smirks with a knowing look on his face. He shakes his head before scouting the room and stop when he finds her sitting not far from him.
He purses his lips. ‘She really did sit in the back again.’
“Are you me?” I ask. She tilts and then, smiles. She does look like me. But, she has more confident and somehow different.“I’m you.” She says. “But, I’m the truth.” I raise an eyebrow.“You’re the truth?” I ask as she’s saying something really weird. She giggles.“And you’re the lie.” She says.“You mean I’m a liar?” I ask. She’s terribly rude. If only she doesn’t have the same face as mine, I might have thrown a punch on her face.“No. Lies create you.” She says. Now, she gets me confused.“What is that supposed to mean?” I ask. She chuckles.“All you need to do now is wake up.” She says. I raise my eyebrows.“I’m awake.” I say. She shakes her head.“No, you’re not. Wake up.” She says as she walks closer to me. Then, she grasps my shoulders tightly
I feel really dizzy. My head feels like it’s going to burst out any second. I try to move my body but, it’s aching all over. I feel like my bones are cracking. (Sigh) I’m getting tired. Hmm? Cold?I try to feel my hand. My palm is touching something cold. Something is cooling my cheek down. I slowly open my eyes. A sharp pain comes into my head right when I try to move my eyelids. But, I don’t back down. I force them open. I have it hard just to open my eyes. Pity me.When my eyelids are fully opened, I move my eyes and blink deliberately trying to clear my vision. It’s blurry but, I can see a corridor and a couple of doors. I shut my eyes harshly and then, I open it again. A little by a little, my vision is clearing. I let out a long breath. A gas comes out from my mouth.I slowly get up. I sustain my body with both of my hands on the floor. Where am I? I think to myself. One thing for sure, it’s freezing in here and I was ly
Have you ever coincidentally fallen asleep on your desk? I bet you have. And that is not sexy. I feel a sharp pain at the back of my neck down to my spine. I want to move from my position but, I don’t think I can do it. It hurts when I try to move. I think the air conditioner has been cooling my skin until I catch a cold. This is absolutely lame.I shouldn’t have fallen asleep on my desk. Well to be exact, I shouldn’t have written my journal at night. What I mean by night is my sleeping time. If I want to write it, the least I could do is to write it while chilling on my bed.So, when my eyes close by themselves, I have already on my bed. Anyway, how do I move? That’s the most urgent question right now.I feel like an idiot somehow. My eyes are wide opened and I’m totally awake. But, here I am not moving just spacing out at my window. Well, I could be considered pondering but, I think Aubrey can see through me. So, I better try to f
Fire is raging in the valley at the both sides of the stone pathway. Voices of hatred and regrets are floating in the air. The cries from the deaths are echoing. The heat will be unbearable if Alexis was a human. Luckily, she’s not.She walks down the path like nothing is happening in the valley. She hums as she strolls with her hands on her back. She’s feeling very happy right now. So, the fusses of the deaths don’t bother her that much as before.Gradually, her steps become lighter and lighter. She bounces towards the gateway. Yes, the burning fire under the arch up ahead is the entrance towards hell. Alexis passes through the gateway and walks slowly to the edge of the stone path.She spreads out her black wings and flies into the air. She continues to hum as she looks at the scenery under her. It’s an endless pit with fire burning. There are some cliffs that she can stop at however, she keeps going.There’s really nothing to enjo
I wake up in shock. Cold sweats stream down to my body. I exhale a deep breath and wipe them off. I’m not quite sure what I was dreaming of to give me a shock. I look to the left. Aubrey is sleeping quietly while hugging a bolster. I sigh. It’s useless to wake her when she’s asleep.I get down from my bed and reach for the curtain. I take a peak from the window. The night has fallen and it’s raining quite heavy. It was sunny in the morning. I guess it’s still rain in the summer. I close back the curtain and make my way to the stairs.Although there’s the sound of television, the lights are off. I bet dad falls asleep on the couch while watching the TV. I walk slowly towards the couch. Yep, he’s there. I pick up the remote and turn the TV off. It becomes quiet. Only the sound of the ticking is heard. I look up at the clock. It’s pointing at ten.Crap. I must’ve fallen asleep in the afternoon to be able to wake up at
When the arrow disappeared between the dark clouds, the sky gurgles. Cain is startled by the sound of it. Altarria smiles when she sees her power is working. Bright circles with ancient symbols carved around it emerge on the sky. They are scattered to every corner of the sky. The downpour suddenly stops and everything becomes quiet.It makes Cain confused. He tries to focus his hearing but, nothing comes to his ear. Cain raises an eyebrow. Suddenly, loud sounds of thunders ring throughout the Judgment Road. Dozens of lightning strikes down from the circle. The Judgment Road is roamed by lightning. Rainstorm breaks off and all the lightning is striking down continuously.They destroy the buildings, the roads, and the ruins. They wipe off everything. Altarria smiles gloriously as there’s no way Cain could survive from this lightning. One strike and it’ll end his life. “Die!” She exclaims. She laughs happily. After a while, the lightning stops ho