LOGINLUCIA
Knowing that Carlos had the same thought as me just made this whole shit a lot different. It felt like I now had a good chance of escaping and getting out of Alejandro’s grip. We just had to figure out a good plan, one strong enough to make Alejandro stop the wedding. Or if he doesn’t, a plan strong enough for Carlos and I to stop the wedding. I paced intently around my room, thinking of a way out of this mess. Anything at all. There had to be something. There had to be a plan we can set in motion for this wedding not to hold. “What are you doing?” Carlos asked, and I looked up at him. His eyes lurked on me filled with confusion and partly disgust? I couldn’t tell but I wasn't going to let him look at me that way. It wasn’t my fault that we were in this situation. For all I know, I was just scooped up from my fence and thrown into a car, then shipped to Italy to be married off. Definitely wasn’t on my to do list when I woke up this morning. I stopped moving, “what do you think?” I locked eyes on him, my brows furrowed as I wondered if he was just being dumb or not realizing that I was trying to think of a way out of this mess. “You…you keep pacing around without saying anything” he waved his hands and pointed at me. Yep…he’s dumb. I sighed and facepalmed my forehead “because I’m trying to figure out a plan? Or do you have any? You can let me know so we can get this over with…I’m starting to get uncomfortable with you here” “If you can’t tell, i don’t really like you… same with your father, who practically just ruined my life for no reason” He chuckled, then walked towards the table and chair that was at the corner of my room “well i don’t like you either…i guess we have something in common, don’t we?” He sat on the chair. I scoffed. “Nice…now i don’t appreciate you being comfortable in my space” my eyes locked to the chair he was sitting on. He had no right to be comfortable around me, no right at all. Matter of fact, this was all his fault. If it wasn’t for his father’s will of wanting him to get married, I wouldn’t be here. On the other hand, I couldn't say it was entirely his fault. This was mostly Alejandro’s thinking. Damn it! I hate that man. I have to make sure I get the hell out of here at all costs. I wasn’t going to allow him ruin my life and dreams. I walked closer to Carlos and sighed “But, i guess in order for this to work, i have to compromise” “Okay, what do you suggest?” He asked. That was it, I had no idea. For some reason, I couldn't think of a good foolproof plan to get us out of this mess. Every plan I dug up, I could see Alejandro standing right there and crushing all hopes. “I don’t know” I sighed and took a seat on my bed. “I can’t think of anything good at the moment” “Or what do you think about us running away together and when we get to a safe destination, we go our separate ways?” Immediately I said that, his eyes widened, and I just knew this plan wouldn’t work. “Are you crazy?!” He muttered as he inched closer to me. “That’s practically impossible! My father will find us even before we leave the city. I’m sure that right now he knows that I'm in your room with you. Although he might be thinking we are bonding or something” My lips parted. For fuck sake, what kind of fucked up man is Alejandro? My neck fell to the back and I groaned. Was there even a way out of this mess? Was I really going to be stuck here for life? Will I really have to marry this man sitting right in front of me? Thoughts spiraled through my mind, and I felt so irked. My life couldn’t end like this. There was no reason why I had to go through all this…what did I ever do to deserve this? Anger rose through me as every incident that had happened in the previous hours started flooding back. Waking up this morning, I had thought I was starting a new life turning twenty. I thought I would now be free to do things I wanted at will, but no, doom was shoved right into my face and I had no say in it. I was angry…I was pissed. Pissed at Alejandro for ruining my life, but most especially, I was pissed at my father for agreeing to this. For letting an unknown man take me away from him and my brothers. I wasn’t even sure if my two brothers knew about this. I was sure that if they found out, they would be pissed shitless. Maybe if I could just find a way to call them, to inform them about this, they could save me. Maybe they could figure out a plan for me. Wait! Hold on a second. My head flipped back right into place and my eyes flew to Carlos. “Carlos, your phone please” I hurriedly asked for his phone. Why the fuck didn’t i think of this sooner? I could use Carlos’ phone to contact my brothers and they can get me out of this shithole. He searched his pockets rapidly and paused “i think i left it upstairs, in my room” I stood up “okay, i need you to go get it quick! I think i might have a way to get us out of this” “What? What are you planning?” He asked as he also stood up. But i didn’t answer, now was not the time to start explaining plans. Every minute right now counted. I pulled him towards the door "I'll explain later. Just get your phone and come back immediately” “Okay okay fine” he hurriedly rushed out the door, and I shut it. I walked back to my bed, and towards my suitcase. Zipping it open, I began to bring out all my contents in it. My few clothes, my college books and textbooks that I had managed to pack up at the last minute. I brought everything out until I found the particular book I was looking for. In it, had the contact details of both my brothers. I was so thankful that I had written them out in case of emergencies. And now was an emergency. I began to flip through the pages until a set of numbers popped up. Yes! This was it. I stood up and walked towards the door, anxiously waiting for Carlos to walk through the door at any moment. But he never did. I didn’t know how long time passed, but i knew i was standing at that door for too long of a time. Where the fuck was he? He was supposed to be here minutes ago. I was so sure that just grabbing his phone and coming back here shouldn’t take a maximum of three minutes. When I waited a few more minutes and he still didn’t arrive, I decided to go find him. I dropped the book down on my bed and went out of my room. I didn’t know where his room was, so I couldn't even identify where I was going. I just took the particular route the butler had followed when he was bringing me to my room. Probably if I found butler Miguel, he would tell me where Carlos’ room was. When I got downstairs, the first person my eyes caught was butler Miguel. Great! Just who I was looking for. I rushed over to him “oh, hello” “Yes Ms. Lucia, what can I help you with?” “Ehm…” I looked around. “May I know where Carlos’ room is please?” He let out a faint smile and nodded “yes, please come with me” He started to walk forward, and I followed behind him. We climbed up the stairs again, but this time to the third floor. He took a turn and I followed, then he stopped in front of a door. “Figlio di Don Alejandro stays here ma’am” he pointed at the door. ~son of Don Alejandro~ I couldn’t quite understand what he meant since I wasn't really good with Italian but from my quick observation I knew he was saying this was Carlos’ room. I nodded and muttered a “thank you butler Miguel” “Sì. You can just call me Miguel Signora” ~ma’am~ Okay, now that I understood. I slowly nodded. He bowed and excused himself. I turned back to the door and knocked. Carlos better be here. If he bailed on me last minute, I would rip his earlobes off. This was my chance to set things back in place and I wasn't going to lose it. I waited a few seconds but there was no response. I knocked again, this time harder. Still nothing. “Carlos…are you there?” I knocked once more. Nothing. I was starting to get worried. Did he not come to his room at all? Or was he avoiding me? I didn’t know and I had no way of finding out unless I pushed through this door. And i knew it was a stupid idea, i shouldn’t go into peoples room uninvited but to be honest, i didn’t care. I was not losing this chance. I placed my hand on the door handle and pulled it down. Right as I was about to push the door open, I heard something that made me pause. “Dad! What do you mean by you are confiscating my phone?” My heart dropped. Oh fuck!LUCIAI tried so desperately to hold back my tears as they threatened to stream down my eyes. But they eventually won.A tear slipped down my eyes the moment I slammed the door behind me and rested on the door. I had no idea why I was crying. I should have been used to his stupid tricks by now. It shouldn’t even be getting to me at all.But the fact was that it was. It got to me so bad that my chest ached at the thought of what he did seconds ago. My head rested on the door and I released a tired sigh. I was so stupid.So, so stupid for letting him play me that way.I should have known he was up to no good when he was inching closer to me and pulling me by my waist. “Fuck you Alejandro” I barely whispered as my eyes locked on the white marble ceiling. Cleaning off my tears with the back of my palm, I straightened my posture and leaned away from the door. My chest clenched as I made a decision in my mind.What happened minutes ago was going to be the last time I would fall for on
ALEJANDRO Maledizione!~Damn it!What have I done?My heart twisted in pain as I watched her rush up the stairs, dashing to her room without looking back. “Cazzo!” I cursed, my fist clenching tightly.This should never have escalated to this point.And now I had to set things back to its place, even if it meant hurting her. I hated it. I hated that I couldn't do anything other than watch her as her eyes became glossy and she cursed me out in anger, but this was for the best.The plan had to stay the same. Everything had to be according to plan, nothing should hinder it.Not even my uncertain feelings. I drew in a breath and fixed my clenched fist into my pocket. I wore back my cold expression, then turned to the table and took a seat again. “Dad?” Carlos called.My gaze snapped towards his direction.“What was that?” He pointed to the stairs.“Nothing you should be concerned about”“Start making preparations for the wedding, Carlos. Get measured for your suit and pick a venue wi
LUCIAMy eyes flew to his direction and I watched as he smirked then pointed at me to come closer to him. I stood by the center of the table, my eyes locked on him, thoughts spiraling through my head.What was he on about? Why was he asking me to come to him?Was he going to try to kiss me again? That wasn’t possible right? I hoped not.Because I had no idea how I was going to face everyone here. I took in a deep breath and threw my eyes away from him.The best thing was to ignore him and that was what I was going to do.I was going to ignore Alejandro. I was here to eat and that was it. Moving forward, I took my seat beside Carlos.“Good morning Carlos” I greeted as usual, which earned me a wide smile from him.“Morning Lucia. How was your night?” He greeted me back.“Good, how was yours?”“It was great. I have something to tell you later” “Really? I can’t wait” I responded, and took my eyes to the kitchen passage. Miguel was coming forward right then, while some maids walked be
LUCIAI was doomed.I just wasn’t ready to accept it yet. Because why did I wake up the next morning and the first thing that crossed my mind was what happened the night before. My eyes snapped open and I exhaled a deep breath. Swallowing a gulp, I tried to take my mind off the event of yesterday but to no avail.It just kept going to that moment when he pulled me close to him and crashed his lips against mine. The tingles in my belly resurfaced and I immediately sat up.Nope. This shouldn’t be. I should be pretending that what happened yesterday never happened. Dwelling in it now was only going to cause issues or problems that can be avoided. I stood up from my bed and walked towards my desk. My eyes fell on my phone and my brows furrowed in annoyance.The cracked screen was glaring wildly at me as if telling me it was entirely my fault that it got damaged.What can I even say? It really was my fault. Maybe I should have held it tighter.I sighed and pulled my chair backwards b
LUCIAThis was a dream. It had to be. None of this was real. None of it should be real.But to my dismay, it was.It was real. Alejandro’s lips crashing against mine hadn’t been a dream, it was really happening.And I was standing here doing nothing. My body was still, my mind was hazy, my expression was that of shock. My arms went limp, the phone slipped out of my hands. It hit the floor with a loud crack, but I barely noticed.What rang through my head was what the fuck was going on…Who was pressed against my lips. It took me a second to fully grasp the situation and when I did, my heart sank.Alejandro was really kissing me.My fucking future father-in-law had his hands on my waist and his lips on mine.This shouldn’t be happening. I knew that, but stupidly I couldn't understand why I hadn't shoved him away yet. ‘This is wrong Lucia’‘Stop this now’‘Shove him away and curse him out’These words were flying through my head countering everything that was happening right now.
ALEJANDRO I sat in the dark, my glass of whiskey untouched. Not like I didn't want to drink it. Quite the opposite, I wished to drown in it. But my brain was stuck wondering when I’d lost the fucking plot.That moment at dinner. That wasn’t supposed to happen.None of it was fucking supposed to happen!Leaning in to stare at her. To stare into her pretty hazel eyes that widened at the sight of me hovering about her.That shouldn’t have happened. Reclining into my seat, I exhaled a stream of cigarette smoke. I let the ashy taste linger in my tongue for a few seconds before dragging in another. I exhaled slowly before drawing in a weary breath.What the fuck was I doing?This was business. Lucia was fucking business to me and I’d love to keep it that way.Whatever this was, this had to stop.It had to end now. Sitting up, I rummaged through the table for my car keys. The moment I found it, I stood up and grabbed my jacket from the back of the chair.I needed fresh air. Staying co
LUCIADoctor Sanchez walked over to me while Alejandro lazily strolled behind. He looked exhausted, like he didn’t want to be here and he would rather use his precious time for something better.Dr. Sanchez I mean, not Alejandro.He got to where I was and pushed out a faint smile. “Good morning Sig
ALEJANDRO The moment I left Lucia, I was back in my room glancing through paperworks, not because i wanted to but because i couldn’t get my mind off what the fuck I just did.My thoughts rallied with questions about why I did what I did. Why did I apologize to her right at that moment?I never pla
LUCIAI tried to move back but I felt his hand grope the side of my waist and pull me closer to him. My body stiffened.“Wh…what are you doing Alejandro?” I said as I tried to push myself out of his grip.His grip tightened around my waist and he pulled me closer, closer than I should be around him
LUCIA HOURS LATER~EVENING A call from the landline aggressively woke me up. My body became conscious before my brain even did. I sprang up from my bed and blindly threw my hands to the phone on the nightstand. I picked it up and absentmindedly placed it to my ear. I let out a sleepy groan.







