Chapter 4
Felix I hated hearing my number called. It was one of 3 Customers for me nowadays. The lonely and horney mateless she-wolves or widows looking to get off. They were easy, get them off a few times, as quick as possible and they left rather quickly. Thenre there was the gay or bisexual males, or as I call them the hidden as they sneak in here and order us to either wear a wig or they ask a woman to accompany us but dismisses them rather quickly. They too were rather easy, they either wanted me to fuck them and get them off or they wanted to fuck me which was still not as bad as some were often very gentle and even attempted to get me off. HA! I have never experienced and orgasm nor do I believe I ever will be able to have an actual sexual relationship. Then again I never do have to worry of the sort as, I am a slave. I will always be a slave. I will never know freedom. I will never know love. The worst and the one I always feared was the “Alpha”. After the first time he came back about once a month. Yet, I have noticed lately that he has been returning quite frequently. It felt like he was coming back every few hours. Only difference from the first time was he no longer required an extra girl or any girl for that matter to accompany us. Now all he needed was me. He would use me, beat me, torture me, choke me till I passed out. I didn’t care anymore, because each time I would escape to my same and favorite dream place and get to be in her presence. The dream remained the same throughout the years with one difference. About 6 years ago I watched as the young girl began to age, like she was growing with me. For a few weeks the only one that occupied my time was “Alpha”. He began to appear angrier and angrier each time he'd come to see me. It was getting increasingly hard to keep in my dream place and get tobe in her presence. The pain and darkness would sometimes take me before I could even get to the lake. “142! Let's go. You are needed in the red room.” Ughhhhh. I groaned as I dragged my feet. My wounds from the last 3 visits from the “Alpha” were still fresh and oozing. Then I heard the head master. “I understand that Alpha. But he doesn’t have a wolf and even if he did the wolfsbane and silver prevent the healing. He needs time to heal. If you continue you will kill him” he sighed. Then I heard the most hard clenching growl. “I DO NOT CARE!!” the “Alpha” growled. “Do you forget who supplies this place? Did you forget who you answer to?” he roared back at the headmaster.I watched as the headmaster whimpered while bowing down and barring his neck to the “Alpha”. That's when I begin to feel the faint Alpha aura oozing off him. Man, I thought I must be worse off than I thought as his aura did nothing to me. The guard weakly grabbed me and helped carry me off to the red room. Before leaving I heard the guard send up a prayer to the moon goddess to let him be off shift before the Alpha was done. Damn. Not even this guard thinks I am gonna make it through the next “session”. “Please keep him Selene. He deserved better than this life. And please, allow me to be off shift before the Alpha finishes him.” I looked up at the guard as he looked up before kissing 2 fingers and sending it up above, before making eye contact with me. “Start sending up your prayers now boy. You have just enough time to make any amends or ask for mercy,” he stated before giving me a sadden expression before shaking his head and walking out the door. I didn’t know what he meant. What amends? What mercy? He acts like I asked for this or that I haven’t been begging everyday since I was old enough to know who the moon goddess was for mercy. No, I have no more prayers left. I did no wrong. I didn't know my parents, I was an orphan. What possibly could I have done so wrong that I deserved this and what did I need to be forgiven for? I didn't have to dwell on it too long as I heard the distinct footsteps of my tormentor stomping down the hall. I knew the drill. I quickly dropped to my knees. I wasn’t wearing any clothes since “Alpha” took a blade to my clothes and whipped me so badly I vomited before passing out only to wake in my cell on my belly as an older worn woman placed thin strips of fabric with a cool liquid that stung as she administered them. “Alpha” entered the room and slammed the door. He was just as angry if not more than he was last time which felt to be only a couple of hours ago but due to being unconscious it is hard to determine just how long it had been. Alpha then yelled “On the cross boy!”I tried to stand, only to collapse back onto the floor. I no longer could muster up enough energy or self preservation to stand up and move to the cross. “Are you deaf, dumb or just plain fucking stupid boy!” He yelled at me but could tell that this question did not require an answer yet I replied back to him still. “No sir, I just can not stand up Sir.” I say quickly but weakly. “Alpha” came over kicking me in the back before picking up his favorite of whips. For once I listened to the guards and I prayed eternally, “Selene, my goddess. I am so sorry I have offended you so deeply. I am sorry for any and all transgressions I, my family, and past lives have committed against you. Please forgive us and allow this to be the end. I gladly take these punishments for them all but please let this be the end.” As I finished, I no longer felt any pain and that I was finally floating. “Alpha” I was still seeing red. How dare Nathan reject my proposal. I told him to reject that so-called mate of his and then he could become Alpha, but he refused. He refused me. ME! Me of all people. I knew it was a stupid idea to take him to the brothels. I wanted to show him where we got our pack funds and how we were easily the riches and most powerful pack. And we controlled a large portion of the Alpha’s around the globe. I mean we did have one of the largest and largest variety of slaves. Our rooms were varied and we catered to all taste and selection. That's when I first met my whipping boy. But that was also the day he met Katya, his mate. Even though I typically used her as she was one of my favorite whores. After finding and claiming Katya he cut all communications. Now I was left with trying to find a suitable and like-minded Alpha for my pack before I was forced to relinquish the pack to ‘her’. Since losing Adam and Nathan to the woman of my brothel I have not yet been able to convince another 2nds Alphas son to come for a formal marriage proposal. Women didn't belong to the lead. They were only good at being in my bed with their legs spread. My daughters were not fucking different. From a young age I had trained Felicity and had her submissive but Fiona was like her whore of a mother. The girls believed their bitch of a mother died in childbirth. Little did they know the whore still lived just chained up at the brothel. She did her job although not as well as she couldn't give me a male heir instead of those damn little bitches of daughters had I known they were girls I would have beat them out of her like the rest of the pregnancies that bitch tried to give birth to. But the whore just had to hide it until she was too far along to hide it from the pack. After that she was dead to me. I knew after they were born Sarah had to go. I couldn’t kill her as that would make me weak and I would slowly lose my mind and thus be overthrown. So, I faked her death and moved her to the brothel. There she was chained and beaten regularly. By me. Sometimes, I would even invite her into the room to watch me torture and fuck the other whores. I loved to watch the pain of betrayal cross her body. At nights she would aid in the injured whores. Many of them are because of me. That leads me back to the whipping boy in front of me. Damn I knew her handy work, his sores on his back didn't look as swollen. This angered me even more than Casey the headmaster telling me that my whipping boy was unavailable. Like hell he was. HE WAS MINE, I growled. Unless he was dead he was to be here on his knees ready to please me. Then I saw it.. Life leaves his eyes, then his heart stops beating. I dropped the bullwhip from my hand and walked out of the room slamming the door and walking down the dingy yellowed stained wall and floor of the hallway from all the smoking in the brothel. The smell of sex, urine, fecal matter, and most glorious smell fear. I walked down the entrance steps and to my car before peeling out of the parking lot and back home.Chapter 5: FelicityI really had no idea what crawled up Roger's ass. That almost seemed like fatherly advice. Roger had been around since before my sister and I were even a glimmer in our parents eyes. Hell to be truthful he had been around prior to my parents even getting together. He was one of those old timers that didn’t have any children or even a mate. Rumor had it he had a mate but she was sterile and they lived a long happily married life until she passed a couple of years before my sister and I were born. I always just thought the man was a creeper but maybe just maybe the creepy vibe was something else. I entered the pack house and ran up the stairs. Our pack house wasn’t like others. Our pack house wasn’t big by any means and served as only a house for my family and guesthouse for visiting alphas. All parti
Chapter 6 Felicity Upon waking up to my father screaming I could feel a sense of foreboding going on. Something felt off and horribly wrong. I listened briefly from the imaginary safety of my blankets in my bed as it sounded as if my father was destroying everything within our home. Tonight, for the first time in my life, I was scared I may become another statistic in domestic violence. Our communities typically did not have such laws as many packs still performed in traditional ways that a woman was to be seen and not heard. They were for baby making and nothing more. I was hoping to change this viewpoint when I took over leadership from my father. I was going to take back power for the women and they too would then hold positions of authority and sit on councils. As well as hold leadership positions within MY pack. The
Chapter 7 Felix 6 Months Later After Ms. Farah healed my injuries and I regained my strength. I was transferred through the tunnels to my new hell. Here I was introduced to the guard of the kitchen and told where my cell was to be. After the guard left the other slaves began to fill me in on our day to day activities. I was surprised to hear that we are actually given much leniency and freedoms. Though was also told that we would still be subjected to sexual favors when requested and or ordered. We were to remain in our cells overnight but during the day from 430am to 1030pm we were to work on the floor. Each day we would be given our assignments, there were some slaves assigned soley to the kitchen as they were the best cooks and was th
Chapter 8 Felicity It has been months since I have been able to leave my house. My father had gotten permission for me to be able to finish high school online as he told them was to prevent me from being taken. All reality was that he just didn’t want me to find my fated mate until he had my marriage arranged and in contract. That was about 2 months ago. I have since finished school, he allowed me to take a couple of classes online for college but told me to not to get attached as I would soon be ending all my classes to become a Luna. For the last couple of months since being told that I would soon be marrying Nathan 3rd born to the Blackstone Pack from Russia. He has never been to our pack nor has he and I ever talked or met. He agreed to the marriage due to inability to find his mate. My understanding was the man was twice my age and was ruthless due to his years of searching for his fated mate. He
Chapter 9 Felicity Throughout the night I devise a plan to check out how the plans are going. I must first convince my father about the anxiety of the ceremony failing due to the site's corruption. Step two would be to get a message out to Lana to notify my sister and make sure that she books it. Next is to discover the scent. I must get back to my lake. I have to calm my racing mind and heart. For this all to work I must first placate my father and confuse him of my plans and allow him to let me out briefly to the site in order to confirm my style and vision. I get up first thing in the morning and make him his daily breakfast and begin to work on a mock up of completely altered versions of the drawings given to me. I have to turn everything and move items around in order to make it look like it was very poorly constructed. I just hope that this does not get anyone into trouble. As I
Chapter 10 Roger I have watched that girl for years. I had to make it appear that I was just as demented as that worthless asshole of a father of hers. That child has been beaten, bloodied, abused to the point of near death. I do not know how many times I was the one to come into their home and find her passed out on the floor with a new bruise, scrape or cut. Several of those times she was luckily to pull through but it is not by the saving grace of her father. NO, that man could care less for his daughter. I have been here for a while sniffing around, I do not know why but the pull to protect her and care for her like a father is so strong. I have not had any children of my own and most likely will never have my own children as I am already nearing the age I should finally ride off into retirement. But I will
Chapter 11 Fiona Over 10 years ago I had followed my father out of the house and to the seeder side of town. When I watched him go into a warehouse that looked like it had long ago been abandoned I was appalled to find out that this place was what it was. I only seen the sexual acts of two of the rooms but since that time I have heard the atrocities that actually do occur there. If there is a fetish for it, that place has it. All the way down to the abuse and murder. While the sex part of the club typically does not have many beating to deaths I have heard of enough for my blood to boil. Roger got me out that night when I came home. I couldn’t breath. I wanted to tell Felicity. Roger convinced me that if I did end up telling her that we would both find out that the consequences for those actions were life in and of itself. So I left. I left my other half my
Chapter 12 Fiona “Smart thinking Josh. I hope it works this time. We don’t have much time left. I have heard from Roger that the marriage proposal fell through and he is looking again for another suitor. Josh, my sister is in terrible danger.” I said anxiously. It wasn’t Josh’s fault, and knew that I shouldn’t be putting the guilt vibe on him I just didn’t know how to act anymore. When both Anna and Josh seen one of the “episodes” I could have died from embarrassment. At first they thought I had completely gone mad, then they thought I was possessed. No matter how much I tried to pass off what happened as nothing they wouldn’t let it go. When they threatened to take me to the hospital and committed. I about let them cause I too was for sure that we had gone crazy but I always remember passing out and going to a beautiful lake. I would always sit in the shadow and watch my sist