“I miss…” he said between placing kisses down my neck,
“I miss…”
I felt his fingers push down on my clit and start moving slowly. His touch sent waves of pleasure through me. I moaned and my juices began to pool as he slid two fingers past my lips. The sensation made my thighs quiver.
He cupped my breasts in his hands as he continued to assault my body with his tongue. Slowly he licked my nipple causing me to whimper and push up towards him, wanting him to fill his mouth.
He chuckled at my expense and nipped it gently trailing his tongue to massage the sting. I lifted my head and begged him with my eyes.
“You need to stay put,” He started thrusting his fingers in and out faster.
“Remember, I love watching your beautiful body lose control.”
My juices were flowing like a river at this point, I was so close to the edge. He moved to tease my other nipple while lightly pinching the first. His ability to multitask was amazing. I started moaning louder. I was about to explode, riding his hand. He sucked harder on my nipple and my back began to arch brining him closer.
“Oh my god Lex, Oh god!” I kept screaming over and over.
I felt his fingers push down on my clit and start moving slowly. His touch sent waves of pleasure through me that I forgot existed. I moaned and my juices began to pool as he slid two fingers past my lips. The sensation made my thighs quiver.
“Let go for me baby”, he whispered.
That was it, the tremors of pleasure that were coursing through my body were unlike ever before.
“Good girl, I love it when you listen to me,” He said against my neck.
“I want you to take me, now” I said breathlessly.
“I was hoping you would say that.” He responded.
Lex came up and kissed me before taking his fingers and licking my juices.
“You taste like heaven...” He groaned.
I could feel his tip at my entrance. I thrusted my hips towards him showing my impatience.
“Baby, please, I will do anything, just please, at least the tip, just let me feel you inside me. Please, Alexander, please.” I was desperate.
A growl erupted from his chest his eyes now filled completely with lust. I smiled and locked on his eyes.
“Tell me your still mine.”
His voice was deep sending a wave of chills through my throbbing body.
“I am still yours. I will always be yours.” My eyes lock with his.
“And I will always be yours.” He said as he lifted my hips spreading my legs wide and pushing himself inside me in one thrust.
Goddess he is perfect. After letting himself feel my snug walls around his cock he began to slowly pull nearly all the way out of me and slide slowly back in, allowing me to feel his length. He was starting to pick up the speed each thrust stronger than the last.
“Next time, princess, I am going to take my time with you,” He was thrusting harder and harder, “I will never tire of making you tap out…” He was teasing me.
“Lex, I am going to cum,” I pleaded.
“I can’t hold it anymore.” My final warning.
He had his hand wrapped around my hip now flicking my bean like it was a video game button. He was not slowing down, he wanted me over the edge. I am not losing this round. I thought to myself.
As if he heard my thought, I feel him remove his soaked fingers from my clit and pushed one into my ass. I let a moan overtake me.
Just as I was about to climax, I felt him explode inside me, he released a growl that shook the earth beneath me.
My release came, he began to slow down as we came down from our cloud. He pulled me close to him, laying our bodies together still inside me.
The rain droplets were still gently falling from the sky. We laid next to each other, my head on his chest as we caught out breath. He reached over to where he set the bottle of water and opened it before handing it to me.
“Here my love, you lost a lot of fluid, you should have 5 of those.” He proudly chuckled.
“Pretty sure you’ve never fucked me like that.” Said a calm, angry, hurt voice.
“And who are you?”
Awe hell…
Lex immediately turned around to provided cover for my exposed body. My eyes were locked on Kilian from behind Lex’s arm. He just sat there staring at Lex. I was frozen, I should have jumped up and said it wasn’t what it looks like. But I knew the truth, it was exactly what it looked like.
“I can explain,” I heard my voice, but I didn’t realize the words were coming from me.
I grabbed my shirt that was over to the side and threw it over my head. Luckily, it was longer and went just past my butt. I scanned the area looking for my leggings, but they seemed to have vanished. Just be honest, he deserves that much from you.
“I know this doesn’t just look bad; it is bad. Please just hear me out.” I begged.
I was hoping to calm him down a little. Now that I was looking straight at him, he seemed calmer than Lex and I both were. He seemed to already know.
“I came out here to talk to the goddess… Well, this is my…” I shuddered.
“Stop.” Kilian said firmly.
“Take a breath and explain this is your mate.” He said hurt slightly.
“If I asked you to stay away, would you?” I looked at Lex with my question.
“I will never leave you princess, even if you ask. What I can promise is that if you no longer wish to see me, you will not.” He kept his eyes on me.
I looked back at Kilian trying to gather the strength to do what I needed to do. The goddess was right, I needed to grow some balls.
“How do you know about mates?” I asked stunned.
“I just know you will meet your soul mate and leave me.” He said truthfully.
“You are wrong. I knew I was never enough for you. I knew one day this would happen. That goddess of yours, the one with the long beautiful white hair and creamy vanilla skin, she came to me several times.”
“She warned me that one day you would be reconnected with your true love. That I did not stand a chance and I should leave to prevent you from experiencing the pain of hurting me.”
“I wanted to stay, I wanted to make sure that you were cared for until the day you were back with him.” He finished.
“It is my fault, if I would have left you would have been free to be with him. I love our children, and I will always love you.”
“It has been years since she appeared to me, but somehow I knew one day her words would come true.” He shook his head.
“Wow.” Lex responded tossing me my leggings.
A few more days passed. Gunny and I finally began to lose hope and devise a plan to search for our missing group. I couldn’t think about what may have happened to them. I wanted to know they were okay. Randolph was a fierce warrior above everything else. It hadn’t been long enough since the last time I thought I may lose him. I needed to find him. No matter the cost. I expected Lex to fight me on leaving, to protest my partner. I always had Alexander by my side. Through the thousands of years, we had been together, we always had each other. When he agreed to stay behind to help develop our settlement, I was shocked. Not knowing the status of Randolph, Helga or the others was to much for both of us to bare. As Gunny and I sat near the fire a few days before the full moon, Freya came running
Waking this time was easier than the last. I was glad that I didn’t feel as restricted waking. I could see the bright light creeping from the open doorway. The curtain along side the bed I slept in was open. I slowly sat up making sure I didn’t move to fast. When I realized I was moving okay and there were no side effects from the tonic Lex gave me I began to move faster. I could hear giggling and kids playing around. My heart leapt, the thought of Freya and Ingrid being here. All the uncertainty in the world had my nerves on edge I just needed to know my family is safe. Sylvi sat with Mason on her lap next to Chase and Killian. Bjorn and Chase decided on using my late ex-husbands name when adopting the little boy. Bjorn felt it was important to ask Helga, Ingrid, and Freya’s permissi
After we were settled, I paced around the complex looking for any weak points. Lex had tried to convince me to get some rest, but I had no need for it. I wanted to make sure the children we brought here were safe. I needed to know when the rest of my pack would arrive, they would be too. “Astrid…” Lex’s voice full of sympathy came from behind me. “I don’t like your tone… Or your guilt.” I responded sensing it through the mate bond. “There was another attack. We lost a few more…” Lex began to explain but I raised my hand cutting him off. &ld
I woke disoriented. I wasn’t sure what was happening around me. I could tell I wasn’t in my bed. I kept my eyes closed trying to hear anything around me. My hearing was distorted, a faded ringing was the only sound in my head. I moved my body slightly careful not to draw attention to myself. I was unable to tell what I was laying on. The only comfort I had was the blanket loosely placed on me. I began to grow inpatient. I forced my eyes open ready for anything. Or so I thought. Looking around the dim-lit cabin I was infuriated. How did I get onto the plane without realizing I had been moved? Many questions began to flood my mind as my vision cleared. I was finally able to see Lex approaching where I laid across the two seats on the plane.
I sat naked, on the floor, in the center of my ritual blanket. The candlelight flickered softly against my skin. I was doing my best to relax and remain open calling to the gods. I wanted reassurance that we were making the right move. I had no need for more bloodshed. I let out my frustration as a sigh and a roll of my eyes. “I know I have been busy and closed off, but that was just because so much happened.” I said aloud. “I just need something, anything to tell me we are doing what is right!” I yelled. Nothing happened. After all the times the goddess had spoke though me, my moments in other worlds with them, nothing. I felt a sense of desertion, like they had abandoned me. We were not turning out like they wished, they finally had enough. A knock on the door startled me.  
The last week went by in the blink of an eye. The repairs were mostly completed around the packhouse We listed the farm for sale, the clearing team was almost finished. An offer came in 2 days after listing, we accepted glad to be rid of the horrific scene. I stood on the back porch with my coffee watching the teenagers training. There were 2 children, 11 and 10 years old, trying to mimic the advanced moves. I took a breath of fresh air, the breeze was cool but it was warmer than average. I heard footsteps approach and felt Sylvi’s presence before she spoke. “You seem to be in a good mood today.” She said holding her cup over the railing. “A week with no future attacks will do that.&rdquo