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I blinked fast. Mate? Cahiah of all people? Fate must be playing the most twisted and cruel joke ever with me. He could hardly stand straight, but the door frahme supported him. “Can I…?” His voice broke. “Yes, but Father Cahiah…” He staggered before I could finish my words, I had no choice but to catch him before he fell on me. I helped him into my room through my drumming heartbeat. I could hardly breathe as Cahiah sat on my bed, staring at me. He was fully drenched, his golden hair reminding me of that day at the pool. Why was Cahiah looking handsome today of all day? No. Dona. Cahiah doesn't worth my admiration. He would always be that jerk. Shaking my head, to ‘erase him off my head’, it only got worse. Chaiah slipped his shirt off, his attractive abs came into view. My breathe seized — No. Lord Jesus no! “Em, Sh…Should I help you to your room?” I breathlessly asked. Cahiah waved his hand dismissively. “No.” I looked away because I had to. I can't afford to loose my sanity now at least not because of someone like Cahiah. “Why can't you look me in the face?” His voice was still low, thick and lethal. “Did you hate me that much, Donatela?” I turned abruptly. “If it was you, you would do more than this, Father Cahiah. You were rude to my mother!” “I… I'm sorry.” My heart dropped. Cahiah apologized to me? The real Cahaiah who declared a public wat against me indirectly? “You pathetic holy liar.” My voice trembled at that shockingly. “This not who you are.” He made to get up, something held him back so he sank back into my bed with a grunt. “Argh!” He breathed unevenly. “I..I should leave…” Cahiah made an attempt again, but this time, his grunts increased. I couldn't leave him be now, I moved over and helped him. “I wasn't ask you to leave!” My voice was firm despite my unsteady heartbeat. “I'm not as wicked as you are.” “I… am sorry.” The words only made my heart tinge even harder. “Cahiah, you rejected me, hated me, and even called me names!” I could hardly keep my anger in check. “What is really going on with you? One time you're nice and next time you're cruel.” He bent his head, said nothing. I didn't know what came over me and I don't want to know — at least not now. Perhaps Little Saint had left me again, and Donatela had take over. I sat on his laps, felt his hard but wet budge against my thigh. Cahiah did not push me or protest, he only stared at me with those eyes that seemed to be looking into my soul. Bending my head, I kissed his firm lips. Cahiah sat there rigid, let me suck on his lower lips and explore his mouth, then leaned away and stared back into his drsamy eyes. “Who did i just kiss? Was that Cahiah my priest stepbrother, or Alpha August, the Pack enforcer who was no priest and not scared to sign?” He said nothing. “Talk to me! Who really are you right now?” Then he reached out and kissed me deeply — almost too deep than what Cahiah would do I didn't push him, I kissed him back, until he fell on his back while I was on him, skin on skin, torso to torso. His scent filled my nostrils, the electrifying feeling making my adrenaline perk. Little Saint wanted to stop, because Cahiah was not just a priest but a jerk and a bully. Donatela was perplexed because August was an Alpha wolf, the pack enforcer more powerful than Donatela could ever be. And the Cahiah I knew would have pushed Little Saint away by now, calling her dirty and unholy. August would have snapped at Donatela, called her a whore like her mother. Both of us did not know who we are right now, but whatever it was, we did not stop. Just as his hand touched my breasts, something snapped and I could hear a creak. I wanted to pull away to see but he held me tighter, By the feel of his skin, I knew his wolf had taken over. The scent had dominated the whole room and supremacy was overwhelming. Cahiah stopped kissed me finally. With one powerful swing, I was under him, while he towered over me like an Alpha that he was. I was completely overtaken and overshadowed, my heart only beat madly, as our eyes locked into each other. “Did you still not know who I am?” His tone was more menacing then ever. My heart went up in flames, too weak to react. Cahiah reached out, tore open the singlet and covered my breasted with his palm while he bent down to kiss me deeper. I moaned into his mouth, grabbed his wet hair as he gently rubbed my nipples. Before I could get lost in the lust, Cahiah stopped abruptly and looked into my eyes, breathing hard. “What…” The Alpha presence was gone, the only thing I could feel now was the cruel Cahiah I used to know. He got off my instantly. “This will never happen again.” I wasn't given a chance to talk. Not even breath, I laid there limply, and he left. Like… he left. Just like that. While I was there, like a slut who just got fucked and the customer left. No. I was no slut. Possessed by something greater than me, I got up and rushed after him, without any clothes on. All of them had seen my nakedness anyway. Cahiah leaned against the piller holding the railing, I stopped a five meters away from him. Let my heart lead. “Who just left my room?” “Leave me alone, Little Saint.” I took a step closer. “No. I will not leave, Who was that in my room just now and who is this right now!?” My sanity finally lost it. This was clean clear. Cahiah was the weapon fashioned against me and it's just a matter of time before he wins. “I said leave me alone, you devilish seductress!” Cahiah stood before me in the next minute breathing heavily. “Forget what just happened. You're not worthy of being my mate and you will never be.” The ground upon which I stood shook violently, I almost fell at the vibration of his yell. Now this was Cahiah, my jerk stepbrother. This was also August, the Alpha Pack enforcer and then man in my room earlier, was neither of them. “What is happening here?” Zion interrupted the tension. Cahiah hissed and walked away before Zion could reach our side. “Hey, why are you naked.” He pulled me near and tried to cover me up. I gently stepped back. This was enough for tonight. “I'm sorry,” “No you're not.” Zion started. “What's going on with you and Cah. “Zion, I…” “Come with me.” His stubborn won. My legs followed into his room. Father lord, the more I want to pull away from this hell, the more I sink in. For the first time since Mum and Alpha Moses left, I prayed silently they come back soon.DONATELAI blinked fast. Mate? Cahiah of all people?Fate must be playing the most twisted and cruel joke ever with me. He could hardly stand straight, but the door frahme supported him. “Can I…?” His voice broke. “Yes, but Father Cahiah…” He staggered before I could finish my words, I had no choice but to catch him before he fell on me. I helped him into my room through my drumming heartbeat. I could hardly breathe as Cahiah sat on my bed, staring at me. He was fully drenched, his golden hair reminding me of that day at the pool. Why was Cahiah looking handsome today of all day?No. Dona. Cahiah doesn't worth my admiration. He would always be that jerk.Shaking my head, to ‘erase him off my head’, it only got worse.Chaiah slipped his shirt off, his attractive abs came into view. My breathe seized — No. Lord Jesus no!“Em, Sh…Should I help you to your room?” I breathlessly asked.Cahiah waved his hand dismissively. “No.”I looked away because I had to. I can't afford to loose
DONATELA Cahiah glared at me violently. But I didn't look away. Fear thumped in my chest as he slowly raised his hand to run his cheeks. I should run now, or I don't know what he could do to me. Yes. I wanted to run, yet my legs stood there, not obeying as Cahiah turned to look at his brothers. Knight rushed to him. “No. Cah, No. You wouldn't hit her.” Hit me? Well, for the likes of Cahiah, he could really do that. I made to move again, but fuck it! Fate gave up on me. I was still confident yet scared of what this golden headed monster would do. Cahiah pushed Knight off him. “I can never raise my hand on a woman, you idiot.” Then he faced me, eyes still as angry as hell. “You…slapped me, Dona?” I swallowed but said nothing. I hungrily wanted to tell him to fuck off. I badly want to say that. Yet… my lips were as if a bee just stung me. I didn't move it, I just looked at him as he staggered back and chuckled darkly. “In my father's house for Christ's sake!?” He looke
DONATELA Fuck! Holy Fuckkk!!Like… I was crying! Crying because Cahiah rejected the mate bond or crying because I had invited a monster into my life?Normally, my chest hurts so much because of the rejection. Mate bonds are bound to be painful on the latter.But tears… Fuck! I hate this nature.Cahiah openly declared world war III against me casually as if I was his long time sworn enemy. He even accused me of what I never did as if I ever cared if he had any other name or not. What a shitty life! What an arrogant bad wolf.“Em…” that was Sister Veronica for sure! I wiped my face quickly and turned sharply and yes. It was her church gossiper“Holy molly, sister, why are you here again?” She ran close to me while looking around cautiously. “Hey, Little Saint… I mean Dona. There's something I must tell you.” Here she goes again. “What?”“Did you know that the Fathers are actually here as priests for a short term?” What the heck… Just how much did this woman know about this place
Narthex: Is the part of the church used as a lobby before entering the main church. DONATELA I have never been this humiliated in my life. Back in the days at college, even though i used to be bullying subjects, one thing that never happened was — public humiliation which was grateful for. Lydia took pictures of me under her feet and posted it to the school blog ahead of my resumption on Monday. The Donatela in me didn't burst out an spit on her face the moment she made me a living mannequin which I had called her. Stupid and foolish Little Saint took me on, all I could do was let her bully me for insulting her and getting to taste the man she loved first. Zion was the first person I saw the moment I got back home, hot and sweating as usual but this time no more panic, I simply passed him by like he was never there. He didn't say anything, but I could tell he was staring at me as I go. I didn't fight it either. Donatela was a foolish daydreamer who would have been oglin
DONATELA I left Reign's room in trance. My legs shook with unmet need. I don't know why he didn't take my virginity, but by the time he shot his load on my belly, Reign had whispered a threat. “Don't you dare let any of my brothers touch you. Or else there would be a bloodshed. Let them know you belong to Reign alone.” My heart was pounding as if pestles had been placed there. My blood temperature became hotter than the middle eastern climate. Oh Lord, I felt like I was losing my mind — No. I'd lost my fuckin mind! If I hadn't fallen into Reign's temptation the other day, I would still be the little and innocent saint who rarely talks. What have I done! Now Reign must not know I let Knight eat me out and he had a mate bond with me too. Immediately I closed the door behind me, not tears rushed down. I'm mad! I'm foolish! I'd fallen into temptation so sweet that it hurts. Not only does it hurt me but it would affect the relationship between the brothers. What woul
DONATELA Cahiah's gaze fell as the words left Reign's lips. He turned to look at me. “What did he just say? Mate?”My body vibrated. Cold and panic pumping through my veins at the same time. “Talk to me, Dona. What has this dishonest bastard done to you!?” Cahiah roared again.I bit my lips hard until I could taste blood. The ‘Little saint' in me wanted to run away from these sinful stepbrothers of mine. But ‘Donatella’ was no saint.Donatela is a filthy dreamer who went from behind scared to a premium slut. Cahiah pulled my hand again and this sparked some electricity. That was familiar to the one I felt when the mate appeared between me, Reign and Knight.No. I yanked my hand from his quickly and frowned. “Don't touch me.”“Did you really see the mate bond?” Cahiah echoed with rage. “Was that true?”I looked at Reign. “Tell him, Little Saint. Tell him how much of a slut you can be.”“Shut the fuck up for Christ sake, and let her talk!” Cahiah snapped. “Fine.” I gave in to Do
DONATELA I didn't stop until I got out of the building and stopped at the backyard beside the pool. That was close.My chest hurt from breathing too heavily and my legs wobbled like I haven't stretched since forever. Thank goodness I bolted. Thank goodness the compound is big enough for me to ru
DONATELA Torn bibles and the disarranged musical instruments took the rest of my time. When I finished, I could hardly feel my legs due to exhaustion. I left the sacristy only to meet a group of sisters and nuns in front of the big TV in the bible study shed outside the church building. Lydia st
SACRISTY: Is the Cathedral store room. DONATELA "Father Reign is hotter than Father Cahiah, no need to dispute that." Sister Agnes snapped at the second Sister Veronica. The other sisters laughed. "Have you guys forgotten Father Reign once worked at the Alpha's office and always picks on differe
PACK ENFORCERS: Are the ones in charge of war and inter pack affairs. DONATELA “Mum, are you seriously leaving me alone with them?” Mum took the last drag from her cigarette before crushing it under her heel. “Moses is finally taking me to Rome for our honeymoon. You expect me to drag you along







