MasukToday is 9/3/23.
I had to tell you this because I can't keep it to myself too much. Today was just too memorable to keep to myself, I can't lie. So, let me break this down as this was the first time I'll mention something like this. You know I was 5'2 wth dark blonde hair and dark brown eyes. People always thought I was a baddie because of my natural blonde hair, but seriously D, I'm way too innocent for my own liking. I was slender and looked like a girl, and my roommate, James was 6'1, handsome and popular at Army college. Look Diary, I haven't told you this before I have to say it that I... I love it when I see men working out at the gym. I always imagine them sitting beside me, but here at the army school those big guys are way out of my league. So the beginning of this month started with training and all. The big final year camp is coming up and being a weeklong adventure, where we spent every shooting, living and eating and planning strategies. James and I were never separated, this was because we're now cadets and will soon graduate, we stuck together and all the others knew it. We were allocated the same tents at the training grounds and as usual after training, my go to was to watch huky abs and big men. We talked joked around about which of the females we would like to fuck, talk about what we're going to do after this camp. But on the third night which is today, my life changed forever and this is how it began. It was about 11:00 at night and we were in our tent, with no one else nearby. We started talking about what we had done sexually in life. "I'm actually a virgin" I confessed when I was my turn to speak. "Girls says I'm not manly and so...." I rolled over into a spooning position with him, and he didn’t notice. "But I've done a lot" he confessed too. "One time on another camp I made a guy suck my dick" James jabbered making me gulp hard Of course I asked him was he gay, and he instantly said no almost too loud. I giggled to myself and we just laid there facing each other, when I told him that I was going to jack off coz I needed to. He said it was all cool with him and that he would probably would too. I started off, just pulling my shirt off, and pulling my pants down and just started to slowly stroke my hard 6” cock. I did and kept going for a while, when I realised that James hadn’t started yet. I turned and faced him, and asked him what was the matter. He faced me and said, “I lied!” and kissed me straight on the lips. I pulled away, and he asked what’s wrong. “So you're gay then?” and I got a reply that nearly blew my breath away. “I have admired you for years now, but was never sure. You’re not going to tell anyone are you?” How could I, my dreams had come true. In return I kissed him back, it was the most fantastic kiss I had ever had, and our tongues were dancing in each other’s mouth. Whilst kissing I reached into his pants and pulled them down, I then sat on him and undressed him completely, I wanted him bad. I slowly wriggled down into his sleeping bag, until I could touch the base of his dick with my mouth, I grabbed his now hard 6” cock and crammed in into my mouth, he moaned, and I moaned at what I was doing. He did not force me, but he lay his hands gently on the head and rubbed my hair. I continued to bob up and down on his cock trying to fit all of it in which I did, almost killing myself but i didn’t care, I had the boy of my dreams. I pulled his dick out and slowly massaged his head with my tongue, his breathing sped up and I knew he was cumming, so I stuck it all back in my mouth and sucked hard. He blew his load in my mouth and I swallowed every last drop of nectar. I continued down to his balls and gave them a quick massage with my tongue, they tasted so good. I came up out of his sleeping bag and surprised him with the most passionate cum tasting kiss ever, I broke away though and whispered into his ear, “My turn,” then gave him a kiss on the neck. James threw me off him with his beautiful body and jumped up on top of me. Again we made out once more, before he slithered down into my sleeping bag. The feeling of his lips on my head nearly made me cum right there, but I resisted. He went further down on my shaft and I awed with the pleasure, so he continued to bob, and massage my head. But then all of a sudden he stopped, I said what are you doing. He told me to roll over so I complied. He unzipped on side of my sleeping bag, and lifted my leg high in the air. Then all of a sudden I felt this warm feeling on my asshole, he was licking me out, and it was one of the best feelings I had ever felt. His tongue probed in and out of my asshole, and I loved it. He then rolled me back over and started on my cock again, but this time had his fingers up my ass. The feeling was unbearable, and I could not hold off my orgasm any longer I came hard in his mouth, and he swallowed, but not all of it. He came back up and kissed me, and he let my cum just slide right onto my tongue, we played with it in my mouth for a bit until we fought with our tongues who could have it first. We both just lay there as he held me close, and cuddled for a while, until I got up. I went to my pack, and pulled out some condoms that we used to collect water, although instead I bought them pre lubed. I said, “Wanna Play?” and he nodded happily. I went first and chucked one of them on, and lay back until he decided what position to try. He chose doggy, my favourite. I got him to kneel over right in front of me, and to help me get in I licked his ass hole for a bit . I tasted like dirty sex, but I was horny as fuck and didn’t care at all. I slowly slide my cock into his hole, he moaned in please and told me to push it in further. I complied and pushed it in and he moaned even more until he gave me the go ahead to fuck him hard. I started slow and then pulled up my pace just pounding his ass. I went on forever and god when I came I came so damn hard I swear the condom nearly exploded. When I fell down after the exhaustion, I rolled over, and James pulled the rubber of my flaccid dick. To my surprise he turned it inside out and drank my cum out of it, like water. I smiled and kissed him passionately, and then bent down for him to have his turn. He stuck it in slowly, and until I was ready he kept nice and slow, but when I gave him the word he went like a rabbit. Some say anal hurts, well I disagree, it was the most pleasurable time of my life. But sadly it didn’t last too long, he came hard remembering that I fucked him hard not two minutes ago, either way it was still fun. 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He was always friendly very smart and one of the best athletes at our school. Unfortunately his family was extremely conservative and I knew that there was know way that he could be gay.This is what tormented me for the entire s
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