Chapter Thirty-One: Rage

Sage P.O.V

  Lee's right, I can't fuck this up anymore. I have to be there for our mate. What was I thinking? I know this is going to be dangerous for her, but I can protect her. I should have realized that from the start. Lee finally gives me back control,l and I'm looking at Mandy through my own eyes. God, oh, she is beautiful.

  "Lee is right, you're my mate, and I shouldn't be ashamed or scared. You're right, we should just be together, just us two and no one else….I love you." I said, looking deep into her big, beautiful eyes. She just sat there looking up at me, a half-smile appearing on her lips like she was still unsure whether to trust me or not.

  "I know I have screwed up in the past, it was because I was scared about us, about what everyone would do and say, about how you could get hurt, and that was the last thing I wanted. I can't stay away from you; I can't deny the feelings I have for you. I love you, and if I have to, I'll spend the rest of my life trying to earn your trust." I said, trying to swallow the huge lump in my throat. She gave me another half-smile, but this time a stray tear fell down the side of her cheek. I reached forward and gently wiped the tear away, as I was pulling my hand back,k she grabbed it and held it next to her cheek. 

  "I think that is the most honest you have ever been with me. You don't have to be scared, I love you, I always have and I always will." Mandy says, I cup her cheek with my other hand and look deep into her eyes.

  "I promise I will prove myself worthy of you," I say. I lean in and place a small, soft kiss on her plump lips. I go to pull away, but she stops me by running her fingers through my hair, pulling me closer, and deepening our kiss.

  "That's it, we are going to my place. You're going to live with me from now on if you want, that is." I say, breathing heavy. If we carry on like this, we'll end up going all the way again, and it would be nice for us to be in my bed for once.

  "Yes, My Alpha." She said, looking at me lustfully. She knows I love it when she calls me that; it drives me wild. The sound of her voice, the way she says it. So sexy.

  "Now you're talking." Lee excitedly mind-linked me. 

  "Yeah, I know. You're right. You've only been saying this over and over again for the past three months." I mind-link Lee back. Mandy just sits there next to me, trying to stifle her giggles. 

  "You do realize I can now hear you mind-linking him?" She asked. Shit, I forgot about that. I quickly block her out so she doesn't hear the rest. She shoots me an annoyed look and sticks her tongue out at me. 

  I turned the truck around and started heading home. I decided to mind-link with my mom on the way. My parents are going to be so mad at me for not telling them sooner and for not telling them it's Mandy. Best to get this over and done with and wait for their reaction.

  "Mom. I found my mate." I mind-linked with her.

  "That's wonderful. What's her name? Where is she from? Do we know her? When and where did you meet?" My mom mind-linked me back, firing questions at me left, right, and center. Well,l here goes.

  "Well….uhm….we met at school….she lives close by…. It's….Amanda." I mind-link back.

  "Amanda? Amanda Light?" My mom asks. I can feel the tension in her voice already. She is going to be so mad at me for not telling her sooner.

  "Yeah," I replied quickly, I just want to get this conversation over and done with. The sooner she has a go at me, the sooner it's over.

  "What are you doing? You look deep in thought." Mandy asks me, pulling me out of my trance. 

  "I'm mind-linking my mom to tell them that I have found my mate," I replied, still waiting for my mom to talk.

  "Oh, right, have you told them it's me?" Mandy asks, blushing slightly.

  "Yes, just told her," I replied, not telling her that I'm scared shitless about the telling off my mom is about to give me. Mandy just nods as the color in her cheeks gets brighter.

  "They are with your parents this weekend. Do you want me to get them to tell your mom and dad as well?" I asked her. She just smiles and nods at me, her cheeks still glowing. God, I love it when she blushes. She looks so cute.

  "I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU SAGE! HOW COULD YOU NOT TELL US?! HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN THAT AMANDA IS YOUR MATE?!" My mom screamed back at me, finally breaking the silence between us. 

  "Mom….I knew since the first day back at school. I'm sorry I didn't tell you. I couldn't tell anyone, I just didn't want her to get hurt. I wanted to protect her." I replied sheepishly. I hope she understands why I did this.

  "Well….why didn't you tell your father and me?" She snapped.

  "Mom, no offense, but you can overreact a bit sometimes. I know you always liked Amanda, but I didn't want you to scare her by fussing around her too much. Besides, I only just told her. Can you let her parents know, please? You can explain it better." I replied.

  "WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU ONLY JUST TOLD HER?! Why didn't you tell her when you first found out? Yes, I will tell her parents, they will understand, we have been friends long enough that they understand the ways of werewolves." My mom replied, shocked at the first part.

  "Thanks, Mom. I didn't tell her sooner because I didn't want to scare her." I replied, there was no way I was going to tell her the rest of why I didn't tell her to begin with. She would kill me. I cut the mind-link between us and focused on my driving. We finally pull up to my home, to me it's my home, to everyone else it's a castle. It's massive, but it's not just us who live here; we also have our pack. I park up and get out, racing around the other side to open the door for Mandy. She takes my hand and gets out. 

  "Guards, I need a four-bedroom cabin built in the woods. It has to have a massive bathtub, a walk-in closet, and a playroom for my mate and me. If you know what I mean." I mind-link the guards of our pack.

  "Yes, Alpha." They all say in unison, obeying my command as to their Alpha. We walk through the front door hand in hand and go up the stairs.

  "Where are we going?" Mandy asks me.

  "To my room," I say, smirking. She blushes and giggles.

  "I love you, Mand,y and as soon as we get in my room, I'm going to show you just how much I have missed you," I say, winking at her. 

  "Yes, my Alpha." She says, winking back.

  "Ok, we've told Amanda's parents, and they are over the moon. Really pleased for you,u son." My dad mind-links me. Huh, my mom must not have told him what I did.

  "Thanks, Dad, got to go. Love you." I replied, cutting the mind-link just as someone else spoke.

  "Hey, baby, I missed you today. How about I come over and show you just how much? I am willing to do anything your heart desires." Steph said, mind-linking me. Oh shit! Not her. This isn't going to go well. I only just told my parents about finding my mate; I'm not ready to tell everyone else just yet.

  "No, I am tired, come another time," I replied quickly, trying to get her to fuck off.

  "Ok, baby, how about I come in the morning and give you a morning blow job?" Steph replies.

  "No!" I shouted through the mind-link, cutting her off quickly before she had a chance to reply. I just stand there outside my door, biting my fist. This is going to get messy.

  "Why are you doing that?" Mandy asks me, breaking me out of my thoughts.

  "Because you are making me so hot for you, baby," I said. Technically, I wasn't lying; I was hot for her, but I wasn't going to tell her about Steph mind-linking me. She would leave and wouldn't trust me ever again. I open my bedroom door and hold my hand out for her to go in first. She enters, walks over, and sits on my bed. I feel myself instantly get hard from watching her. God, what is this woman doing to me?. 

  "Come here, My Alpha. If you're being truthful and it is just going to be me and you from now on, then I am willing to see if this will work. I mean it, though, this is your last chance. So do not screw it up,p Sage, or it's going to be bye-bye forever." Mandy says as I walk over to her.

"You'd better not fuck this up," Lee growls at me through the mind-link.

  "I agree with what Lee said." She says, giving me a playful look.

  "I love you so much, my mate. I just want to kiss you and make sweet love to you forever, but first I want your pussy on my face, riding me like there is no tomorrow." I say, smirking at her. 

  "Sage, gosh, you're a dirty boy." She responds, feigning shock. 

  "Yes, I am, and you know it, but I'm your dirty boy." I laugh.

    "Now come here and lie down, I want to try something we haven't done in a while. Do you trust me, Alpha?" She says, smiling and looking up at me.

  "Yes, baby, I do," I replied. I do trust her; she has never done anything to make me not trust her, but I'm curious as to what she has planned now.

  "Well, drop your trousers and lie on the bed." She asks, pulling on my hand.

  "What? Huh? But I want you to ride my face." I say, disappointed.

  "Oh, but Sage, I want to suck your cock while you eat my pussy." She says, and suddenly, I am all ears. I rip my clothes off fast and jump on the bed laying down on my back. She giggles and slowly takes her clothes off, like she is doing it on purpose to tease me. She slowly crawls up on top of me, turning so that she is hovering over me and facing my cock. She slides down a little, she has the head of my cock on the tip of her tongue, and I am finally going to taste her again. I can see that she is already wet, it's glistening on her clit and thighs. We both move in on each other, I make my first lick to her clit, and she twirls her tongue around the head of my cock.

  We are both moaning as she licks down my shaft, I shove two fingers inside her pussy, and start to suck on her clit. She is moaning and bouncing as she engulfs the whole of my cock in her mouth, causing me to slightly lose focus on what I was doing. I am loving this, it's one of my favorite things to do, and it's even better now that I'm doing it with my mate. She finally gushes all over my face, and I am lapping it up as I cum hard down her throat.

  "Lee, we are not going to get any sleep tonight." I mind-link him.

  "Fuck yeah, we aren't. This feels so good." Lee mind-links back.

  "Yeah, it sure does," I reply.

  "I love you, Mandy," I say to her. She turns around and lies next to me. I pull her on top of me and start kissing her. I can feel myself getting hard again. She slides down and starts to ride my cock, slowly rocking back and forth. Throughout the night and early morning, we did other positions, and we fucked in my bathtub. I ran down to the kitchen in between fucking and grabbed us some food and drink, we fed each other fruit and cheese, and drank soda pop.

  By the time we finished fucking, it was around 10 a,m and she drifted off to sleep. Wow! What a night that has to be the longest I've ever gone. I am exhausted, and so is she. I will need to knock some sense into that fucker Liam, though. No one is going to take her away from me, and I mean no one. As I was drifting off, I thought I heard the words 'mission accomplished, I felt her arms on my chest move slightly, and she sighed happily.

  I know one thing: I am done being a man-whore, and I am going to let everyone know after the cabin is built that she is my mate. I'm not going to mess this up. I love her. From now on, I am a one-woman ma,n and that woman is my mate. My Mandy.