LOGINJason's POV
I knew things were getting out of hand when Coach benched me at practice. Actually benched me. Me, Jason Monroe. I stood there with my helmet in my hand, my mouth wide open, while Coach barked at some sophomore to sub in. It was humiliating. Yeah, my grades were terrible. But since when did that matter? I was Captain. Star goalie. MVP three seasons running. This town had my face on every banner, every billboard, even on that weird cereal box they sold at the local grocery store. Kids begged me for autographs after games. Grown men asked for selfies. So, one D in a few subjects, and suddenly I was public enemy #1? My parents weren't helping at all. Simon, the left winger, had worse grades than I did. Yet he was still on the ice because of his dad's money. I was sure his father cared less about his grades. But my dad was acting like the world was ending just because I wasn't a straight-A student. I told Mom outright when she suggested a tutor that I didn’t need an overachieving know-it-all shoving flashcards in my face. Clearly, she didn’t get the memo. As I lounged shirtless after my latest guest had been shown the door, Mom came back talking. "No more girls, Jason. Don't test me. This time, I mean it. You will be good to Aria. She's here to help you." Aria? I blinked, glancing toward the fireplace where two girls stood awkwardly. The one with pink hair grinned at me. I winked—yeah, she had the whole troublemaker vibe. My kind of fun. But I couldn’t say the same about the other girl. She was smaller, dressed in oversized sweats that practically swallowed her whole body. Was this Principal Bennett's daughter? The one meant to tutor me? Cute. Real cute. But don’t get it twisted. I don’t do cute. Never have. My type was flashy blondes and girls in preppy short skirts. The ones who weren't afraid to show some skin. The ones who knew who I was and made sure I knew they knew. And she didn't fit in any of the category. Her eyes didn’t light up like the others. Not even a slow once-over. She didn’t even seem impressed that I was shirtless. Most girls would’ve been blushing or stammering. "So," I said, clearly amused, "you're the bad influence." I narrowed my gaze at the pink-haired girl. "She prefers the term 'best friend.' I'm Lily," she said cheerfully. "Jason," I replied. Lily laughed, flipping her hair back. "Yeah, I know you. Star goalie? Captain... You're impossible not to know." Damn. Now that's my kind of girl. I threw on a charming smile for Lily and shifted my attention to my mom. "Aria, Lily... this is Jason, our son." "So this is the genius I’m supposed to bow down to?" My eyes landed on Aria. Mom let out a small, exhausted sigh and handed Aria a folder. "These are his class schedules and recent test results. I figured you could go through them and set a plan." "I don't need a babysitter," I cut in. Mom's lips thinned. "Jason..." "No, seriously. We talked about this, Mom. I told you I don’t need a tutor following me around with a stick up her..." "Enough. It's not your decision to make, so you should be happy your father and I are doing this." She turned to Aria and Lily. "I'm so sorry. He's... difficult lately." “No kidding,” Lily muttered under her breath. "Aria, maybe you and Jason can sit and talk. Get to know each other. Lily, would you mind coming with me to grab those tutoring materials from the study upstairs?" Lily hesitated, her gaze shifting to Aria, who gave a subtle nod. Go, I got this... Maybe? Once they were gone, it was just me and her. I dropped onto the couch again, this time stretching my arms wide across the backrest as I watched her. Brown curly shoulder-length hair, grey eyes, and small lips? I couldn't deny that she was attractive. But then she still hadn’t said a word. Was she mute? "Let me guess," I drawled, "you’ve already got your flashcards alphabetised and your planner colour-coded?" She didn’t respond. She was too busy pulling the folder open and flipping through the pages. I scoffed. "Seriously? You're gonna stand there like I didn't just insult you?" "I've been called worse," she finally muttered. Thank God. At least she could talk. I didn’t have to learn sign language to communicate with her. "Yeah? Daddy's a principal, right? Explains the straight posture and the whole uptight energy. Bet you call him 'Sir' at home." I knew exactly what I was getting at. I was hoping to strike a nerve and see how far I could push her. "First of all," she said, finally looking up from her folder, "my dad being the principal doesn't reflect on me. And second, I’m not here to be your friend, nor am I here to be your fangirl. I’m here because your parents asked for help." I clapped my hands slowly. "Wow. You’re tough." She inhaled through her nose. Had I gotten through to her? I sincerely hoped so. "Look, I don’t care if you hate tutoring. I don’t care if you hate me. But you want to play hockey again, right? You want to go to college and go pro?" My jaw twitched, and I didn’t say anything. "Then shut up, take the damn help, and let’s both get through this. We don't have to like each other." I stared at her for a long moment. "You talk too much." She ignored my comment, pulled out the placement tests, and dropped them onto the coffee table. "Start these tonight. I'll come back tomorrow to see where you're at." "Sure," I replied sarcastically. "Can't wait." I watched her walk away, and when she was out of sight, I hurled the tests across the room and groaned. My life was a complete mess.AIDENIt's every fucking emotion I'm feeling at this point, all swirling in a chaotic way inside my chest. There's relief that she did keep the baby, that my worst fear hadn't come through. Then there's the crushing guilt for breaking up with her, for being such an asshole and making her go through all of this alone. There's happiness in seeing that she's well taken care of. Elizabeth is clearly looking out for her. And then there's... just a gaping, aching, void of regret for all the time I've lost, all the moments I wasn't here.Wow. Just wow. She looks pregnant, obviously. Like, really pregnant. I don't know why I'm gaping like some idiot who's never seen a pregnant woman before. I've seen pregnant ladies before, plenty of them. It's just.. I haven't seen Lily pregnant. And holy hell, it does look deadass good on her. I haven't always thought about my girl as thin, but I used to tease her about it when we were still cool, still us. Now... now she's far from thin. She's all fleshy
AIDEN"Here, help me hold her," Aria says, as she drops Jemaya in my arms. No heads-up. Nothing. How am I supposed to know how to hold a child? What if she falls down? Fuck! I can't think about that now. No I intrusive thoughts while holding a child."Would you look at that! You look so perfect." She squeals, stepping back to stare at me, with her hands clasped under her chin."Please. This is torture. Come get her." I say, leaning against the wall with the fragile little girl in my arms. I look down at her. She's got wide eyes with chocolate brown eyeballs. Her skin is light caramel almost as if she's mixed. Holding her feels... nice, actually. I soon start to rock her in my arms. I mean, it isn't so bad after all. "She likes you." Aria comments, tapping my back."Yeah?" I raise a brow, turning to face her. "Yeah, she does. Um..." Aria bit her lip, do you mind holding her for a little longer? I'm going to help Jason finish setting up the main room." I look around the house. That's
AIDENIt feels surreal. To actually smile at my friends and say yay! We're high school graduates now! Or to look my teammates in the eye and realize that I am actually seeing some of them for the last time. There's an afterparty today. It's where we'll say our last goodbyes and all. But I'm not going. I don't think I can wait any longer while the thought of Lily plagues me. I'm relentless. That's the thing. What I don't know is killing me. The what-ifs in my head are endless.I stopped stalking that Instagram page. I stopped fucking around with girls. I just stayed home and studied. My mom hasn't answered my calls for months. All she wants to know is if Lily is okay. And I'm here thinking! If she won't answer my call then how do I tell her whether or not I've found Lily?There's a little jolt on my arm and I glance up. Aria's smiley face comes into view. "Hey," I run a hand over my face, gazing up at her. "What? Why do you look so moody?" She plops herself beside me. "Nothing. I t
LILY"I will have you moved to the private suite. Is that okay, ma'am?" The doctor asks Elizabeth."Yes. Do whatever makes her comfortable. The money isn't a problem." Elizabeth nods."Great. We'll get the paperwork ready. I'll just..." She has her hand on the ultrasound wand, her eyes on the 'off' switch. She pauses, not pressing the switch. The way I'm focused on this doctor is really confusing. And I'm watching all of her every move. The way she frowns, her eyes darting back to the monitor. "Lily, stay very still," she says. "What? What is it?" Elizabeth asks. "Is she... is there a pulse?""No," Louisiana whispers, as she slides the wand higher, pushing against the top of my ribcage. "I'm... I'm seeing a third sack. It's tucked high, behind the others."I hold my breath, staying so still. I don't know what she means but I can only hope. The room is silent until the sound comes. Thump-thump, thump-thump. That's a heartbeat... right? It has to be. I stare at Louisiana, blinking my
LILY"Lily," Dr. Louisiana says, sitting on a rolling stool to get level with my eyes. "I need you to listen carefully. This is the hardest part of my job, and it is the hardest choice you will ever have to make.""Just take them out," I say. "I can't... I can't feel her just sitting there. It's not right.""If we deliver right now," the doctor begins. "Your son has about an 80 to 90 percent chance of survival. That sounds high, but at twenty-eight weeks, those odds come with a heavy price. His lungs are like tissue paper. He would almost certainly face brain bleeds, intestinal issues, and months, if not a year, in the NICU. Some of those complications can last a lifetime.""Every day we keep him inside... every twenty-four hours... gives him a massive leap in development. If we can get you to thirty-two weeks, his chances of a completely healthy life without disability become nearly certain.""But she’s..." I choke on the word. "She’s gone.""I know. Because they have separate placen
What are your thoughts on Lily losing one twin? Also, moving forward, I’ll be shifting the focus from Lily's pregnancy to her social and romantic life. If you have any suggestions, please feel free to share in the comments! Who do you think is the best match for Lily, and why? The options are Tyler and Aiden, but I’m also open to adding a third love interest🌚.







