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Aria’s POV
"For the love of God, Mama!" I groaned, half-asleep, rolled over and buried my face deeper under my covers like I could hide from the voice chasing me into the waking world. My pillow muffled my scream as I yelled into it, "I swear, if this isn't about someone dying..." "Aria, come down." Another call came. This one was more urgent. Mama's Serious Voice™. There is no pain like being dragged out of a perfect sleep under a mountain of warm blankets while a Minnesota snowstorm rages outside. I was in the middle of a dream... something about winning a national math award and eating warm brownies with Lily when I heard my name. I huffed loudly, flung my arm out dramatically, and threw off my blanket cocoon. The cold slapped my skin instantly. I winched as my feet hit the ice-brick hardwood floor and immediately cursed all of Minnesota. No mercy. Not even for innocents like me. I grabbed a pair of the thickest socks I could find on the floor... okay, they didn't match, sue me... then tanked my oversized hoodie over my head. Still half-dead and cranky, I zombie-marched my way downstairs, the cold biting at my ankles. But the second I stepped off the last stair, I froze. Standing in the living room were two people I'd never seen before. A woman with the kind of poise that screamed "expensive taste" in a sleek grey coat, and a tall guy with kind eyes wearing a hockey team jacket. My mom stood next to them. "And Good morning to you Aria," Mom said sweetly. "Uh... hi," I muttered, trying to force a polite smile even though I was mentally in bed with Lily. "Um, can I help you?" The woman smiled back. A little too tightly. "We're the Monroes. Emily and Grant. Your father recommended you. He said you're the best." I blinked, not sure where this was heading. "For what?" Mom gently placed a hand on my shoulder like she could sense I was about to bolt. "They want to talk to you about tutoring." And just like that, the polite smile dropped from my face. "I'm not a tutor." Emily took a step forward, smoothing her coat like she was trying to stay composed. “We know. We’re not asking for anything long-term. Just… help. For our son. He’s a transfer student and...” “No offence,” I cut in, my arms folding instinctively, “but I’m not about to become someone’s homework babysitter just because my dad made a promise. Whatever he said, that’s on him.” Grant let out a low sigh, and I could tell this wasn’t their first attempt to fix their son’s academic issues. “He’s a hockey player. A good one. But his grades dropped, and he’s been benched. Your dad said if anyone could help him get back on track, it’s you.” “And we’ll pay you,” Emily added quickly, her tone almost pleading. “You’ll also earn extra credit.” My arms stayed crossed, but now my jaw clenched too. This screamed of one of Dad’s pet projects—rescue the failing athlete, save his dream, slap a gold star on his parenting report card. I was opening my mouth to shut the whole thing down when Emily’s voice dropped. “It’s been more than grades,” she said softly, almost like she wasn’t even talking to me anymore. “Hockey is Jason’s dream. He was drafted for the NHL before the transfer. But since his girlfriend broke up with him six months ago, he’s been closed off. He barely eats. He doesn’t talk to us.” Her voice cracked a little. “He needs help. Not just with school. He needs someone to reach him.” I blinked. That hit different. I hated hockey and its players with a passion. Most of them were loud, cocky, and about as emotionally available as a brick wall. But something in Emily’s voice made me hesitate. The way she said “he doesn’t talk to us”... “How long’s it been?” I asked quietly. Emily blinked. “Since she left? Six months.” I swallowed hard. Silence hung heavy between us. I looked from her to Grant, to Mom, then back to Emily. “Fine,” I said quietly. “I’ll take the job.” And just like that, I unknowingly signed up to meet Jason Monroe—who I’d later call trouble in a hoodie with eyes like winter and a heart buried under snow. *** “I still can’t believe you said yes,” Lily, my best friend, said dramatically, lying upside down on my bed like she lived here (which she basically did), her legs kicked up against the headboard, and her face halfway buried in a family-size bag of chips. “I couldn’t say no,” I muttered as I sat in front of my mirror brushing out my hair. “His mom looked like she was about to cry.” “So? You don’t even know the guy.” “I know he’s failing.” “Exactly. Which means he’s probably hot.” I turned slowly and stared at her. Flat. Blank. “That makes zero sense.” Lily sat up, chip crumbs dusting her leggings, eyes practically glowing with excitement. “Aria. Come on. When has a hockey player not been hot? It’s practically part of the sport. The abs are built-in.” I rolled my eyes so hard. “I’ll be meeting him and his family at three. Wanna come?” Her grin stretched ear to ear. “Do I ever say no to watching you suffer? Let’s go.” By 2:50, we were bundled up and ready. I kept it chill with a grey sweatshirt tucked into my black sweatpants, a chunky scarf, wool mittens, and sneakers that had seen better days. Comfort was the only thing on my mind. Lily, being Lily, rocked a soft pink cotton dress with floral leggings and boots. Yes, in this weather. Apparently, she had an immunity to frostbite and an obsession with dressing like it was mid-April in actual spring. I called out down the stairs, “Mom, I’m off!” “Be back before dinner!” she yelled back. When we pulled into the neighbourhood, Lily slowed her car and glanced around with raised brows. “Uh... are you sure this is the address?” I checked my phone again. “Yeah. Why?” She gestured out the window. “Because these houses look like they came straight out of a millionaire’s fantasy. Like, HGTV after dark.” She wasn’t wrong. The street looked like it had been curated by a luxury architect. Every house was like its own little museum—perfectly trimmed lawns, fancy gates, and enough glass panels to make any burglar weep with joy. We parked, stepped out into the cold, and followed the stone walkway up to a modern, two-story glass-panel mansion. Tall black double doors. Trees trimmed like it was their full-time job. Everything screamed “money lives here.” “Okay, now I’m nervous,” I muttered. Lily looped her arm through mine and grinned. “Relax. Rich people love you.” I squinted. “What does that even mean?” Before she could answer, the massive door creaked open. We stepped inside. And stopped. The interior was simply jaw-dropping. A chandelier the size of my entire bedroom sparkled above from a skylight, and the floors were this smooth, glossy marble that probably cost more than my college tuition. The scent was warm vanilla mixed with expensive wood polish, like the inside of a fancy hotel lobby. A staircase with glass rails curved upward like we’d walked into a palace. Minimalist paintings hung perfectly spaced on the walls, and just below the main entry was a sunken living room with designer couches circled around a sleek stone fireplace. Lily’s mouth dropped. “Are we in a house or a P*******t board?” Then we heard a soft, muffled moan. Lily’s head whipped toward the sound. “Um... what was that?” Another moan. Louder this time. We both exchanged wide-eyed glances, then slowly tiptoed closer to the sunken living room. And there, on the couch, was a shirtless guy with tattoos snaking down his arms, muscles flexing as he kissed a girl like he didn’t care who was watching. Well, this was his space and he hadn't noticed he had visitors. My jaw dropped. Lily let out a breath. “Well... at least we know he’s hot.” I couldn’t even speak. My Brain stopped working. Footsteps echoed down the hall, and suddenly Emily Monroe appeared from around the corner holding a file folder. Her eyes zeroed in on the couch. Her face went full mom mode in 0.2 seconds. “Jason!” The guy broke the kiss, jaw tightening as he looked up at his mom. This was Jason? This was who I was supposed to tutor? Oh no. I was so screwed.LILYI find myself standing in front of the place I've called home since I was a kid. Only, it doesn't even feel like home anymore. I'm not sure I can recognize the outside of Jenna's apartment. The paint that was always so fresh is peeling now. It looks different. I have to check the number on the door again to make sure it's really her home.Then I brace myself and knock. I hear footsteps and I hold my breath. Once the door opens, I see her face and I release my breath. She looks... stressed? Thinner than the last time I saw her. Her well-layered hair is frizzy, sticking out at odd angles. But... that's not my business, anyway. It's not the reason why I came here. "Hey," I say, my grip on my suitcase handle tightening.She stares at me. "Lily," she says. "I'm so glad to see you. How have you been? Are you okay?..." Her gaze drops to my suitcase and she raises a brow. "Did you come back to stay?" As if. "I need something from you," I tell her, keeping my voice as flat as possible
AIDEN"Do you know where she is?" I ask Jason the moment I'm face-to-face with him. He just glares at me. Because he thinks this is fucking funny. I try again, my voice grit and gravel."Do you know where my girlfriend is?" He arches a brow. "Your girlfriend? The one you ended things with? Or... you're dating again,"A low growl emits from my throat. My vision is tunneling. He's the captain and goalie, but he knows not to mess with me. All that energy... It's all on the ice. He’s good at blocking pucks, sure, but when it comes to natural strength, of course he knows he's no match for me. I could snap him in half and he knows it.I know I look and sound like a broken record. I know I’m a mess. First of all, I broke up with Lily, the only girl who'd ever been there for me and seen me more than just a hot jock. The same girl who helped me sort out things with my parents, just because she cheated.I fucking overreacted. My pride took the wheel and I drove us both off a cliff. And I knew
LILYMy stomach drops straight to my feet. I scramble toward the living room, until I'm standing where Aria and Drew can see me. I can't just stand in the shadows. I can't just let Drew take all the blunt of Aria's rage. "What," I whisper when her eyes snap back to mine. The air in here feels thick. Like I'm trying to breathe underwater."Don't 'what' me. Tell me I'm wrong. Tell me I didn't just figure this out on my own."I'm sweating. My palms are clammy, and my legs are shaking so hard, I think I might actually collapse. Drew finally looks at me, panic written all over his face... his eyes are wide, searching for a lie we haven't rehearsed... but I don't give him the relief of eye contact. I can't look at him. I look at Aria instead. My best friend. My best girl. The girl who trusts me with everything."I..." My voice fucking cracks. I swallow hard, my throat feeling like it’s lined with sandpaper. "Aria, please...""Please what?" she snaps. "Please don't be mad that you slept wit
LILYI try to avoid her eyes. "Enough about Aiden and me already. I need you to help me pack. I can't be here when he gets back."Aria shrugs, finally listening to one thing I've said since today. She sighs and goes to get my suitcase. I start shoving clothes in it, not even bothering to fold them. Aria helps pack a few of my shoes, undies, and my makeup kit. The suitcase is filled to the brim when she zips it up, the fabric straining against the zipper."Here, you're good to go." She smiles, patting the bag. I glance around the room, and the emptiness is already trying to creep in, but I haven't packed all of my stuff. I still have clothes in the wardrobe. A picture of Aiden and me sits on the table very close to the bracelet he got for me that I've pulled off my wrists and dropped.I can't believe this is my life now. Sure, months ago, when Aiden started acting aloof, looking through me instead of at me, I knew something was wrong. Did I make a mistake by not talking to him about i
LILYAria drives, while I sit in the passenger seat, staring at the tacky blue and pink boxes of the tests we'd gotten. She insisted I check them right there at the pharmacy bathroom, but I declined. She drives to a halt right outside Aiden's empty apartment... which is now my empty apartment until I pack up... and we both hurry out of the car. I drop the boxes unceremoniously on the living room coffee table, walking straight into the kitchen and grabbing a pan from the rack. Distraction, that’s what I need."What... what are you doing?" Aria follows me."Making something for you to eat. You probably haven't eaten properly since this morning, running over here and all." I shrug, pulling the olive oil out."No, no, no! Stop right there, Lily!" She grabs the pan from my hand, setting it down on the counter with a heavy clang. "How about that test? Let's get that done first. Food can wait."I scoff, rolling my eyes dramatically. "I'll take it." I snap."When? When you've gotten your acc
LILYHe knows. He fucking knows that last night, I wasn't with Aria. He knows that I didn't see my best friend last night. He figured it out, somehow. I watch Aiden from the corner of my eyes as he roars and throws things, looking every bit annoyed and betrayed, and honestly, terrifying. A ceramic lamp just exploded against the wall. Shards everywhere."Sweet..." I start, trying to keep my voice steady, but it comes out pathetic even to me."Don't you dare!" He points a finger at me, his eyes bloodshot red. "Don't you dare use that tone on me. Like this is just some tiny little screw-up we can fix with a cuddle and a sorry." He finishes and I nod, letting the tears pooling in my eyes fall.Screw trying to be strong.He shakes his head. "Why? Why Lily? Tell me why? What the hell possessed you?" My voice cracks. "I don't know. I didn't want to... I just..." I shake my head, biting my lips so hard I taste blood. No Lily. You can't fucking tell him the real reason why you went and che