ログインBLURB “This…this is wrong.” I whispered, shivering as Rowan’s fingers traced along the lines of my slit. “Wrong?” Ellis’ lips brushed my neck, his teeth grazing my skin. “Honey, forbidden is what makes it irresistible.” Noah’s lips grazed my ear, his warm breath fanning my ears as his soft voice slipped in. “And you’ll learn… We take what we want.” ***** Isla North had always followed her brother's rules, until she tasted what it was like to break them. Her brother, Asher North, captain of the college hockey team, made one rule when his sister resumed freshman year: “You can fuck with other girls for all I care, but do not go close to my sister.” They all easily agreed; after all, brotherhood came first. Until three men broke that rule—his best friends. Rowan, the teasing and sinfully hot strategist. Ellis, the calm, gorgeously hot destruction, and Noah, the reckless, untamed, and sexily wild. Between secret locker room encounters, broken rules, and nights ending in trembling submission, Isla discovers that forbidden desire is intoxicating and dangerous. The ice isn’t the only thing Isla is playing on. Power, lust, and obsession blur the lines, and once she surrenders… there’s no going back.
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THE RULE ISLA The first thing I learned about being Asher North’s sister was this: Protection and possession often look the same, and everyone knew my name, but no one ever really saw me. And I liked it that way…. Or at least, I told myself I did. The rink was quieter than usual that night; the sharp scrape of skating shoes against the ice echoed throughout the rink. I was always at my brother's practice and his games; it was one of my favorite things to do… watch him play. And tonight was no different. I watched from the stands as I sketched lazily in my sketchbook, listening as my brother barked orders on the ice. And when it was over, I left with him like I always did—head down, hoodie up, and completely invisible. Except I’d forgotten my sketchbook. I had already gotten to my dorm door the moment I realized it. I groaned softly, turning back toward the rink again. I should've waited, but that book meant more to me than my comfort. When I got to the rink door, I hesitated for half a second, fingers curling around the strap of my bag. The lights were dimmer now, and the place felt… different. Empty. In and out, I told myself. I slipped inside, my sneakers squeaking faintly against the polished floor as cold air kissed my skin. The stands were mostly swallowed by shadow, rows of seats stretching into darkness. I scanned the area where I’d been sitting earlier, heart steady and gaze focused. Then a voice cut through the quiet. “You lose something?” I froze, taken aback by the sudden voice. The sound came from the far end of the rink—low, amused, and unmistakably male. My heart kicked hard against my ribs as three figures stepped into the light like they’d been waiting for it. They had hockey sticks in hand, jerseys damp with sweat, and were all tall. All familiar in the way faces become familiar when you’ve watched them from a distance for months. Rowan Pierce. Ellis Grant. Noah Bennett. Asher’s best friends. All looking fucking hot. My brother’s rules echoed in my head, and I snapped back to reality. “I—uh,” I started, then stopped, embarrassed by how thin my voice sounded. “I forgot my sketchbook. I didn’t realize anyone was still here.” Rowan leaned against the boards like he owned the place, eyes cutting straight to me. Not through me… at me. His gaze dragged over me slowly and unapologetically, and heat curled low in my stomach before I could stop it. “You shouldn’t be here,” he said, mouth tilting into something that wasn’t quite a smile. His hand brushed mine as I moved past him toward the seats. It was an accident, I told myself, even though the spark that jumped between us felt anything but. I pulled back instantly, flustered. “I’m just here to find my sketchbook; I’ll be gone in a second.” Noah chuckled from behind him. “Relax. Rowan forgets how to act around… people.” Ellis stepped forward then, and everything about him screamed “soft.” And it was calming. “We’ll help you look.” They didn’t have to, but suddenly all three of them were moving, scanning the rows, their attention on me like I was something fragile they’d stumbled upon by accident. Ellis found the sketchbook first, and as he stretched it to me, the book slipped open. “You drew this?” he asked, glancing down at the open page. I nodded, heat staining my cheeks. “It’s beautiful,” he said simply, the compliment hitting harder than it should've. I turned to leave when Rowan's voice stopped me. “Have you ever played hockey?” I turned and shook my head quickly. “No.” “You could hang around, and I could teach you,” he offered, voice low and almost lazy. I smiled politely, stepping back. “I should get going; it’s late. I’d probably break something.” Something unreadable flickered in his eyes as I turned and left, my pulse racing all the way out of the rink. I heard something about Ellis and Noah chiding Rowan behind me, but I didn't look back. I didn’t see them again until days later. Asher hosted one of his usual game nights—too much noise, too much testosterone, and even though it was just Asher, Rowan, Ellis, and Noah, it felt like too many people. When they walked in and they all sat, ignoring me like I didn't exist as usual, my brother tapped me. “Isla, could you please help us get drinks?” I stood up without complaint, and Rowan stood up too. “I’ll help.” When I was on my feet, I felt the eyes on me. I was wearing a dress that night. It was nothing scandalous, just shorter and lighter than usual. Lighter, and there was a sudden shift in the room. They all looked towards me, Noah's gaze lingering and Ellis looking away just in time for my brother not to notice it. I made my way to the kitchen with Rowan following closely behind me. I pulled open the fridge, oblivious to our close proximity. Ignore him. Ignore him. Ignore him. But the adrenaline coursing through my veins was enough to know I could in fact not ignore his existence. The fridge hummed when I pulled it open, and when we reached for the drinks simultaneously, our hands brushed against each other, and my breath caught. Undeniable jolts of electricity coursed through my veins, and his touch lingered for too long until Asher's voice caught our attention. “What are you guys doing?” Rowan's gaze lingered on mine for a little too long before he lazily dragged it away and towards my brother. “Grabbing drinks.” Was his casual response as he stepped back, the tension wiping clean like it never existed. He grabbed a few drinks and walked out of the kitchen. Asher's gaze lingered on me for a second, but I tried to play it cool. But I knew from the first time Rowan Pierce looked at me like that, Asher’s rule was already dead.CHAPTER 250 (EPILOGUE)HOME WAS NEVER A PLACEISLAIf someone had told me months ago that this was how my story would end, I would have laughed and cried. Because nothing about my life had ever been simple.Not losing my parents. Not living under my brother’s rigid protection. Not falling in love.And definitely not falling in love three times.Yet there I was, standing in the middle of the rink one last time before summer break officially began, watching the golden lights reflect off the ice. The place that had once been the center of scandal, whispers, betrayal and healing.The first place I'd learned to smile at a stranger. Everything had changed.The suspension didn't last forever. Eventually even the gossip truly died and Victor transferred out under the weight of his own disgrace, the team stabilized. The coach reinstated them after weeks of discipline and silence.Asher and I were… better. He no longer hovered over me like I was fragile glass, and I no longer felt like I had to
CHAPTER 249APOLOGY IS THE BROTHER OF RECONCILIATION NOAHI had never been afraid of Asher. Not when he was pissed after a lost game. Not when he threw the first punch. Not even when he looked at us like we had personally betrayed his bloodline.But as I stood there watching him hug Isla, I felt something unfamiliar settle in my chest.Uncertainty.His back was to us at first. His arms wrapped around her tightly. And for a second, I saw the version of him that existed before all this… just a brother who had lost too much too young.Rowan stood slightly in front of me, protective even now. Ellis’ posture was calm, but I knew him well enough to see the tension in his jaw.When Asher pulled away from Isla and turned toward us, his expression was unreadable. I couldn't read anything hiding behind his eyes. He walked closer to us and none of us moved. The air felt thick, like the moment before a puck drops and we were waiting to see who would take the lead. “We’ve been friends since I g
CHAPTER 248UNLEARNING THE CAGEISLAIt had been a few days since I walked out of my brother’s room and told him to go to hell. A few days since I finally said everything I had swallowed for years and got my chest lighter than it had ever been. The campus was still… harshNot as vicious as before, but not completely kind either. There were still stares, occasional whispers when we passed… but something had changed. We had stopped hiding.Rowan held my hand openly now, his fingers laced with mine like it was the most natural thing in the world. Noah would press a kiss to my temple in the middle of the quad without hesitatio. And Ellis would cup my face and kiss me slowly and deliberately, like he wanted anyone watching to understand that I was not a mistake.The first time it happened publicly, my heart nearly leapt out of my chest.I had braced myself for the gasps, yhe judgment and the disgust. And yes, some of it came, but they didn’t flinch. Not one of them. And when people reali
CHAPTER 247THE WORDS OF MY MIND ISLA I was tired of hiding. Tired of whispering. Tired of shrinking every time someone looked at me like I was something rotten they’d accidentally stepped on.For days, I had let the shame sit on my chest like a stone, let the silence swallow me whole and let Asher’s absence carve a hole straight through my ribs.But that morning, something changed.Maybe it was because of how tired my soul was and it was suddenly angry. Maybe it was because they had been suspended from the team. Maybe it was how they stood by me, regardless of the backlash they were getting. Or maybe I was just done crying. Because suddenly, I wasn’t sad anymore. I was angry.I was angry at everything. At the students who wouldn't mind their business, at the sun that shone too brightly, at Victor. But most of all, I was angry at my brother. Asher hadn’t spoken to me at all. All he had done was shut me out. I stared at my reflection in the mirror before leaving my dorm. My eyes w
CHAPTER 200LITTLE TRIGGERS ELLISI don’t even recall standing up. One second Victor was talking and running his mouth like he always does, and the next, my fists was knitted in the collar of his practice jersey. His back hit the lockers with a heavy sound, the entire room going quietr. “Say it
CHAPTER 201COLLISION COURSEISLAFor minutes I tried to tell myself that I wasn't going because I wanted to see him. That I just happened to take the longer route back from the library. That I just happened to cut across the athletics complex and slowed down when the sound of a bouncing basketball
CHAPTER 185TOO CLOSE TO BE UNAWARE ISLAHis fingers wrapped around my wrist firmly, pulling me along with him to God knows where. His grip wasn't hurtful, just firm enough to make it clear that he wasn't asking for my permission. “Rowan…” I tried to stop him again, my voice low and conscious of
CHAPTER 195COLLATERAL DAMAGEROWANYou know what nobody tells you about loving the same girl as your best friends? It doesn't really explode in your face all at once… it rots. Slowly and quietly from the inside. And by the time you notice the smell, it’s already too late.I was at the gym when Noa
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