LOGINBLURB “This…this is wrong.” I whispered, shivering as Rowan’s fingers traced along the lines of my slit. “Wrong?” Ellis’ lips brushed my neck, his teeth grazing my skin. “Honey, forbidden is what makes it irresistible.” Noah’s lips grazed my ear, his warm breath fanning my ears as his soft voice slipped in. “And you’ll learn… We take what we want.” ***** Isla North had always followed her brother's rules, until she tasted what it was like to break them. Her brother, Asher North, captain of the college hockey team, made one rule when his sister resumed freshman year: “You can fuck with other girls for all I care, but do not go close to my sister.” They all easily agreed; after all, brotherhood came first. Until three men broke that rule—his best friends. Rowan, the teasing and sinfully hot strategist. Ellis, the calm, gorgeously hot destruction, and Noah, the reckless, untamed, and sexily wild. Between secret locker room encounters, broken rules, and nights ending in trembling submission, Isla discovers that forbidden desire is intoxicating and dangerous. The ice isn’t the only thing Isla is playing on. Power, lust, and obsession blur the lines, and once she surrenders… there’s no going back.
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THE RULE ISLA The first thing I learned about being Asher North’s sister was this: Protection and possession often look the same, and everyone knew my name, but no one ever really saw me. And I liked it that way…. Or at least, I told myself I did. The rink was quieter than usual that night; the sharp scrape of skating shoes against the ice echoed throughout the rink. I was always at my brother's practice and his games; it was one of my favorite things to do… watch him play. And tonight was no different. I watched from the stands as I sketched lazily in my sketchbook, listening as my brother barked orders on the ice. And when it was over, I left with him like I always did—head down, hoodie up, and completely invisible. Except I’d forgotten my sketchbook. I had already gotten to my dorm door the moment I realized it. I groaned softly, turning back toward the rink again. I should've waited, but that book meant more to me than my comfort. When I got to the rink door, I hesitated for half a second, fingers curling around the strap of my bag. The lights were dimmer now, and the place felt… different. Empty. In and out, I told myself. I slipped inside, my sneakers squeaking faintly against the polished floor as cold air kissed my skin. The stands were mostly swallowed by shadow, rows of seats stretching into darkness. I scanned the area where I’d been sitting earlier, heart steady and gaze focused. Then a voice cut through the quiet. “You lose something?” I froze, taken aback by the sudden voice. The sound came from the far end of the rink—low, amused, and unmistakably male. My heart kicked hard against my ribs as three figures stepped into the light like they’d been waiting for it. They had hockey sticks in hand, jerseys damp with sweat, and were all tall. All familiar in the way faces become familiar when you’ve watched them from a distance for months. Rowan Pierce. Ellis Grant. Noah Bennett. Asher’s best friends. All looking fucking hot. My brother’s rules echoed in my head, and I snapped back to reality. “I—uh,” I started, then stopped, embarrassed by how thin my voice sounded. “I forgot my sketchbook. I didn’t realize anyone was still here.” Rowan leaned against the boards like he owned the place, eyes cutting straight to me. Not through me… at me. His gaze dragged over me slowly and unapologetically, and heat curled low in my stomach before I could stop it. “You shouldn’t be here,” he said, mouth tilting into something that wasn’t quite a smile. His hand brushed mine as I moved past him toward the seats. It was an accident, I told myself, even though the spark that jumped between us felt anything but. I pulled back instantly, flustered. “I’m just here to find my sketchbook; I’ll be gone in a second.” Noah chuckled from behind him. “Relax. Rowan forgets how to act around… people.” Ellis stepped forward then, and everything about him screamed “soft.” And it was calming. “We’ll help you look.” They didn’t have to, but suddenly all three of them were moving, scanning the rows, their attention on me like I was something fragile they’d stumbled upon by accident. Ellis found the sketchbook first, and as he stretched it to me, the book slipped open. “You drew this?” he asked, glancing down at the open page. I nodded, heat staining my cheeks. “It’s beautiful,” he said simply, the compliment hitting harder than it should've. I turned to leave when Rowan's voice stopped me. “Have you ever played hockey?” I turned and shook my head quickly. “No.” “You could hang around, and I could teach you,” he offered, voice low and almost lazy. I smiled politely, stepping back. “I should get going; it’s late. I’d probably break something.” Something unreadable flickered in his eyes as I turned and left, my pulse racing all the way out of the rink. I heard something about Ellis and Noah chiding Rowan behind me, but I didn't look back. I didn’t see them again until days later. Asher hosted one of his usual game nights—too much noise, too much testosterone, and even though it was just Asher, Rowan, Ellis, and Noah, it felt like too many people. When they walked in and they all sat, ignoring me like I didn't exist as usual, my brother tapped me. “Isla, could you please help us get drinks?” I stood up without complaint, and Rowan stood up too. “I’ll help.” When I was on my feet, I felt the eyes on me. I was wearing a dress that night. It was nothing scandalous, just shorter and lighter than usual. Lighter, and there was a sudden shift in the room. They all looked towards me, Noah's gaze lingering and Ellis looking away just in time for my brother not to notice it. I made my way to the kitchen with Rowan following closely behind me. I pulled open the fridge, oblivious to our close proximity. Ignore him. Ignore him. Ignore him. But the adrenaline coursing through my veins was enough to know I could in fact not ignore his existence. The fridge hummed when I pulled it open, and when we reached for the drinks simultaneously, our hands brushed against each other, and my breath caught. Undeniable jolts of electricity coursed through my veins, and his touch lingered for too long until Asher's voice caught our attention. “What are you guys doing?” Rowan's gaze lingered on mine for a little too long before he lazily dragged it away and towards my brother. “Grabbing drinks.” Was his casual response as he stepped back, the tension wiping clean like it never existed. He grabbed a few drinks and walked out of the kitchen. Asher's gaze lingered on me for a second, but I tried to play it cool. But I knew from the first time Rowan Pierce looked at me like that, Asher’s rule was already dead.CHAPTER 184FRAGILE THINGS THAT DON’T SHATTERISLAThe library has always been my favorite kind of quiet.This quiet was warm. Dusty sunlight slanted through tall windows, catching in the air like suspended glitter. Pages turned, pens scratched and someone coughed three tables away and immediately whispered an apology.It was just a different kind of peace.I sat cross-legged on one of the window seats, a textbook open on my lap and three more stacked beside me like I was actually planning on reading all of them. My highlighter rested between my teeth while my eyes skimmed the same paragraph for the fifth time.I hadn’t absorbed a single word. And that was because my mind wasn’t here. It was with a particular boy I couldn't stop thinking about. It was with Ellis.It had been less than a day since the board handed him that “formal warning,” and even though he’d acted calm about it, I knew better. Ellis doesn’t explode, he gets very quiet. And quiet Ellis was far more dangerous than lo
CHAPTER 183FRAGILE CRACKS IN THE ICE ELLISIt took less than 24 hours for the paper to get to my hand. A warning.That was what it said on the paper now sitting in my locker, folded once, then twice, like if I made it smaller it would mean less. At least, it was just a formal warning and not suspension. But either ways, it was a stain in my records. I stared at it for a long time before shutting the locker. I was cleared on paper, but reality said something else. People didn’t look at me the same way when I walked back into the rink that evening. Some clapped my shoulder. Some said, “Glad you’re good.” Some avoided eye contact entirely.Whispers don’t disappear just because a board says “insufficient evidence.”They just change shape and make you know exactly how well the shoe fits. I don't blame Isla anymore for OD’ing.Victor was already on the ice when I stepped out for light drills. He skated like nothing had happened, lke he hadn’t almost made me loose two games because of i
CHAPTER 182UNDER REVIEWELLISI had never hated fluorescent lighting until that morning.It made everything look harsher than it was. The walls, the long oak table, the three members of the review board sitting across from me like judges in some low-budget courtroom drama.My name was printed on a sheet in front of them, and so was the word Complaint. Unsportsmanlike conduct.I stood with my hands clasped behind my back because if I didn’t, I’d start pacing, and if I paced, I’d look defensive. And if I looked defensive, they’d assume guilt. Asher stood slightly behind me to the right. He had that captain posture…. Controlled…. Silent support. Across the room, Daniel Hargrove sat with a faint bruise on his cheek like it had been placed there for effect.I don't remember giving him that. So definitely effect. “Ellis Grant,” the chairwoman began, adjusting her glasses. “A complaint has been filed alleging intentional targeting, excessive force during contact, and verbal intimidation f
CHAPTER 181THE COMPLAINTISLA“Ouu, looks like even his whore doesn't know yet.” Lara's worde drive something into my chest. I don't know if it was the part of her calling me a whore or the part that I didn't know what was going on with Ellis. I bit down on my lips, forcing back the tears that tried to spill from how much the words hurt. “We’ll tell you for free since you don't know. It's for unsportsmanlike conduct,” Jade said, like she was announcing the new reigning hairstyle. My eyebrows dipped into a frown. I was confused. Unsportsmanlike conduct? Against Ellis? Or do they have him mistaken for Victor? Because if there is anyone who would have that kind of complaint filled against them, then it's definitely Victor. I laughed, the sound coming out sharp and humorless. “For what exactly? Breathing too aggressively?”Lara folded her arms. “Excessive force. Intentional contact. Verbal aggression toward an opposing player.”My brain worked twice as much as it would work on a no
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