Chapter 58

Regan pov: -

 

When I woke up, I was in a frenzy about what had happened last night. It comes back to me like a strong wave crashing my already disoriented brain to the floor. I was where I should not be, and its Alex's room.

 

For lama, even his floor carpet is royalty comfortable, for God's sake. I don't want to get up, but I have to. I was about to change everything from now on.

 

I don't want Alex to think he won and I lost. Because if this year is a game of poker for him, he hasn't seen me play the dam game.

 

I stood up, grabbed his shirt from his waking closet, and went to his bathroom. 

Before I go, just for the last time, I want to feel him close to me. 

 

Oh, god, what have I done to myself? Silly me sulking over a god who I knew would never be mine. 

 

Great way to make amends with my heart. Very wonderful indeed.

I open his shower stall. It was all gla