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048: Confessions and Heartbreak

Author: Bee Diaz
last update Last Updated: 2025-11-21 22:15:46

ARIA

I feel that instant connection toward him.

My very soul seems to call his name.

But I know I have to keep my distance even if I can't do that physically right now. It's common sense and self-awareness battling with hidden desires deep inside of me. As he steps closer to me, parts of me celebrate while the rest fear his proximity.

It's a constant fight inside of me—wanting him and knowing I can't. I shouldn't. And now that I know what I am and the threat I pose to Alpha-borns like him, things have gotten more complicated.

My life depends on how well I can keep him away from me.

Mine and Uncle Barty's.

"I knew I had to come and see you," Ryder claims, studying my expression. Goddess, is it possible that everything—all those awful events—happened just a few hours ago? It feels like a lifetime has passed since I last saw him.

"I tried to come earlier," he continues. He's already standing by the foot of the bed, and when he places his hand on the mattress, the foot closest to him ting
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