LOGINCALIX'S POV
I dashed into my dorm room and flung the door shut behind me. My chest was heaving so hard it hurt, my throat burning as I tried to catch my breath. “Whoa, look who finally decided to show up!” Miller yelled over the sound of explosions coming from his computer screen. He was sitting in his gaming chair, locked into a first-person shooter game, furiously tapping his keyboard. He didn't even look back at me. “The big hockey captain is finally back from his first date with the campus queen. How was it, Cap? Did you guys hold hands?” I couldn't speak, I just stood there against the door, my hands shoved deep into my hoodie pockets so he wouldn't see the insane shaking. My mind was replaying the feeling of Noah’s mouth on me, the way I had tangled my fingers in his blonde hair, and the way I had shamelessly moaned like a slut. I felt dirty, terrified, and somehow still horn— “Hey, I'm talking to you,” Miller finally paused his game, pinning his chair around with a teasing smirk on his face. “Did she break your brain or what?” But the moment his eyes landed on me, his teasing smirk disappeared and his face went dead serious. He stood up from his chair, walking closer to me with his eyebrows pulled together. “Yo, Calix... what the hell is that?” He asked, pointing a finger directly at the lower front of my hoodie. I looked down, and my heart instantly jumped into my mouth. Right there, stark and glowing against the dark fabric of my hoodie, was a dry white stain. A huge smear of my own cum had somehow gotten onto my clothes. “Holy shit,” Miller gasped, a loud laugh tearing from his throat. He started slapping his knee, backing away from me like he couldn't believe it. “No way! You and Isla already moved to the next level on day one? Dude, you are a freaking savage! Look at your shirt!” My face burned with a heat so intense I thought my skin was going to melt right off my bones. I felt tapped in a corner that I couldn't tell him the truth. I couldn't tell him that the stain on my shirt wasn't from Northcott’s hearthrob, but from the billionaire Ice King who had pinned me down and used his mouth to destroy my sanity. “Shut up, Miller,” I choked out, my voice cracking horribly. I quickly grabbed a clean hoodie from my drawer and threw it on over my head, hiding the evidence. “It's... it's not what it looks like. Just drop it.” “Right, right, totally not what it looks like,” Miller taunted, still laughing hysterically as he walked back to his desk. “Whatever you say, Cap. But your face is as red as a tomato.” PING. The sound of Miller’s phone buzzing on his desk cut through his laughter. He picked it up, sliding his thumb across the screen. I watched as his smile slowly faded, replaced by a look of confusion. He looked up at me. “Hey, Calix... did you lose your phone?” My hands instantly flew to my pockets, Empty. My heart flipped inside my chest. “Shit. Yeah, I can't find it. Why?” “Some unknown number just texted me,” Miller said, squinting at the screen. “It says… ‘Tell Sinclair I have his phone. If he wants it back, tell him to meet me at Halo Café first thing tomorrow morning.' Who the hell is that?” He frowned. My throat went tight. My phone didn't have a password on it. I had always been too lazy to set one up, thinking nobody would ever dare touch my stuff in the lockers. I didn't even remember where I had dropped it, ugh! I started praying silently, my palms sweating, hoping to God that whoever found it was just a decent student who had looked up Miller’s contact to be helpful. “I don't know,” My voice shook. “But I need that phone, Miller. My... my girlfriend might be trying to reach me.” I forced the word ‘girlfriend’ out of my mouth, trying to convince myself more than him. “Well, you have to decide” Miller said, tossing his phone back onto his bed. “We have our sports management class first thing tomorrow morning.” “I'm skipping it,” I said. And by the next morning, Miller wasn't even up yet when I bolted out of the dorm room, running down the stairs and straight toward the campus gates. The morning sun was just starting to peek through the clouds when I pushed open the doors of Halo Café. The little bell above the door chimed loudly. Because it was so early, the café was still empty and quite. The chairs were still flipped on top of most of the tables, and the barista usually behind the counter was in the back room, out of sight. I scanned the room, my eyes searching for a stranger. But my footsteps froze when I saw the lone figure sitting calmly in a booth near the back corner. Noah. He was wearing a fresh white button-down shirt with the sleeves rolled up to his forearms, looking relaxed as he sipped from a coffee cup. My stomach twisted into a tight knot. A deep frown plastered onto my face, and I immediately spun on my heel, intending to walk right out of the café. I couldn't handle him today. I just couldn't. “Leaving so soon, Calix?” Noah’s voice drawled through the quiet room. I stopped reluctantly, turning back around to see him raising his right hand, and clutched between his fingers was my cheap, cracked phone. My blood boiled. So it was him. I marched over to his booth, stopping right at the edge of his table, glaring down at him. “Give me back my phone, Kensington. My girlfriend must be worried sick looking for me, and I need to text her.” Noah didn't flinch, and he didn't get angry at the mention of Isla either. I watched as a slow, wicked smirk curled his lips. “Your girlfriend?” He let out a dry, mocking chuckle. “Sit down, Sinclair.” “I'm not sitting anywhere with you,” I hissed, reaching out to snatch my phone from his hand. “Give it to me.” Noah swiftly pulled the phone back out of my reach, his blue eyes turning dark. He kept his face calm as he tapped the screen a few times, then turned the phone around, holding the screen directly in front of my face. “I think you should look at this first,” He stated. My eyes landed on the screen, and the blood drained from my face so fast I felt dizzy. It was a photo of me… an old, freaky mirror selfie I had taken in my dorm bathroom months ago. It was the first night I had ever tried hard alcohol, and I had gotten stupidly wasted and reckless. In the photo, my face was fully visible, my eyes half-opened, while my hand was pulling down my underwear—leaving my cock hanging loose and fully exposed for the camera. I had completely forgotten the photo still existed in the deep depths of my camera roll. And now, Noah was staring right at it. “You know,” Noah beamed. He turned the screen back to himself, licking his lips in a weird way. “The lighting in your bathroom is terrible, but the view is excellent. You really shouldn't leave treasures like this unprotected, Calix.” “You... you dirty pervert,” I choked out, my hands clenching into tight fists, a cold sweat breaking out across my neck. “Delete that right now! You went through my private stuff!” “Of course I did,” Noah said, leaning forward on the table, his eyes locked onto mine almost seductively. “And I already sent a copy to my personal drive. So deleting it from here won't do you any good.” “What do you want from me?” I whispered weakly. If this photo got out, my life was over. The university board would strip my captaincy, my team would look at me with disgust, and Isla would leave me in a heartbeat. I would be ruined. Noah’s cold smirk grew wider as he leaned back in the booth, crossing his arms. “It's very simple, Calix,” He began, his tone dripping with power. “You're going to keep your little public relationship with Isla, pretend to be the perfect straight hockey captain, and I’m going to stay with Ariana in public, just like my father wants for the family empire.” He paused, his eyes burning into mine. “But behind closed doors… You will belong to me.” He leaned forward. “Whenever I call, you answer. Whenever I want to touch you, you let me. You are going to be my secret, obedient lover on the side. If you say no, this photo goes to various university forums by noon today. Your choice, Captain.”NOAH'S POVThe noise inside the penthouse was loud and annoying.The music was pounding through the floor, making the ice cubes in my glass shake. Everyone around me was laughing, drinking, and celebrating our big win against Northcott. I stood by the bar, leaning back against the edge, swirling a double shot of scotch in my glass.I didn't feel like celebrating. The win still felt very fake to me, and the whole night equally felt like a waste of my time. I should be at home right now, scrolling through pictures of Calix and daydreaming about him. Ariana was standing right next to me, her arm linked tightly with mine. She was wearing a sparkling silver dress, giggling loudly as she talked to a small group of her rich friends.“Oh, of course, the wedding is going to be massive,” She boasted, holding up her hand so the bright lights hit her engagement ring. “We’re thinking of booking the private island in June. Noah’s father already spoke to the mayor about the security.” Her friends
CALIX'S POVThe Northcott locker room was quiet.Nobody was shouting, nobody was playing music like they would have been doing if we had won… If I hadn't played like a fucking dimwit! The only sound was the dripping of a newly burst water pipe and the shuffling of skates against the mat floor. Everyone sat in their stalls, their heads hanging low, staring blankly at the floor. We hadn't just lost the exhibition match to Kensington—we had been C.R.U.S.H.E.D. I sat in the corner, unlacing my skate, the jersey on my back feeling like it was soaked in mud. Every breath I took burned my chest with nothing but shame.Suddenly, a shadow fell over my stall.I looked up slowly. Miller was standing in front of me. His face was bright red, his eyes bloodshot with frustration. He hadn't even taken off his helmet yet, his chest heaving up and down.“What the hell was that, Calix?” He questioned, his voice shaking so hard it barely sounded like him.I looked back down at my skate, pulling hard o
NOAH'S POVThe noise inside the Kensington arena was loud. The stadium lights were glaring, thousands of fans were screaming and waving the flags for Kensington, while the small section of Northcott supporters were struggling to blow their whistles, as usual. It was the mid-season exhibition match, the biggest game of the year, and the energy in the air was buzzing.I was standing at the center circle, bouncing slightly on my skates, and adjusting my gloves, my blood pumping fast with excitement.I couldn't wait for this. After the mess at the restaurant, I was dying to face Calix on the ice. Because on the ice, everything was simple… it was always just him and me, colliding into each other with everything we had. I wanted to feel his strength against mine… mostly the heat of his body to get me reeled up as always. Calix was my energy boost for real. I'm talking both on and off the ice. Across the center line, Calix was standing in his Northcott jersey, his hockey stick resting lo
CALIX’S POVCRAAAACK!The sound of my hockey stick hitting the puck echoed loudly in the empty arena. I watched the puck fly across the ice and move directly into the back of the net, but I didn't feel happy about the perfect shot, I just skated forward, dragged another puck from the pile, and set it up.It was past ten in the night, and the newly renovated Northcott rink was empty, illuminated only by the bright overhead stadium lights. I should have been in my dorm sleeping already, but every time I closed my eyes, I felt Noah’s body pressing me against the bathroom, and I could still feel the wet soreness between my thighs. My mind was spiraling, and the only way to keep from losing my mind was to skate until my lungs burned.I drew my stick back again, ready to take another furious shot.Clap... clap... clap…A slow, mocking applause suddenly echoed from the dark spectator benches. I froze mid-swing, and snapped my head toward the shadows near the entrance tunnel. A tall figure
NOAH'S POVThe drive back from Ariana’s mansion was silent.I had dropped her off at her family’s estate without saying a single word. She had tried to complain about the dinner, about Calix, and about how I had grabbed her leg under the table, but I had just ignored her until she got out of the car and slammed the door. My hands gripped the steering wheel of my sports car so hard my fingers were starting to go numb. The engine hummed loudly as I sped down the empty, wet highway, but the sound barely registered in my mind. My head was stuck on repeat, playing the bathroom scene over and over again. I had messed up. This wasn't how things were supposed to go. This whole sick mess with the blackmail, the threats, and the rough handling... it wasn't actually what I wanted.When I first saw Calix on the ice, when I first became so fucking obsessed with him, I didn't want to treat him so poorly or make him feel like he had to be forced into being with me. I just… I had imagined someth
CALIX'S POVNoah’s chest was still pressed against my back, his breath hot against my ear.Another tear rolled down my hot cheek. Why the hell was I even always tearing up around him? Noah suddenly started nipping on my earlobe and the last string holding my sanity together snapped. I turned around in his grip, and Noah finally let my wrists go, a smug smile starting to form on his lips as if he thought I was finally submitting to him. I wrapped my arms around his neck, and pressed my mouth against his, kissing him as rough as I could. I shoved my tongue into his mouth like he had done earlier, tasting the expensive champagne and the salt of my own tears, all while rocking against his bulging front. Noah let out a deep, happy groan right into my mouth. His big hands immediately flew down, gripping the meat of my ass tightly, pulling me so close there wasn't a single inch of space between our bodies. Still kissing him roughly, I dropped my hands down to his waist, grabbed the buck
CALIX'S POV One second, I was drowning in the heat of Noah’s skin against mine, the sweet roughness of his tongue, and the terrifying realization that I was wrapped around a man and I didn't want to let go. But then the next second, reality snapped back. Noah jumped off me in one swift move
NOAH'S POV He smelled like warm milk. Having him tucked against my chest, feeling the fast skip of his heart against my arm, was the first time in years that I felt like I could actually breathe. I wasn't a straight guy having a moment of weakness... I was a man who had finally caught what I
CALIX'S POV “Five a.m., Sinclair. Get up.” I blinked, my vision clearing to find Noah standing over me. He turned and walked toward the connecting door. “Five minutes. If you’re not in the rink, I’m calling the demolition crew for Northcott. You wouldn't want to fail your people again.” I ju
CALIX'S POV Seven p.m. sharp. I stood in front of my dorm building, with an old duffel bag slung over my shoulder holding everything I owned, two pairs of jeans, some faded hoodies, and my skates. Right then, a black SUV pulled up to the curb with tinted windows so dark that I couldn't see wh







