LOGIN“Harder. I can take it.” “You sure? It’s your first time. I don’t want to hurt you.” He spread his legs wide under me and pulled me down by the hips. “I’m sure. I need it. Please… don’t be gentle the whole time.” ___ Noah Kensington doesn’t just want to beat Calix Sinclair. He wants to own him. Calix is the captain of a dying hockey team. One more loss and the rink closes. His scholarship is gone. His future ends. Noah offers to save everything. The price is simple. For six months, Calix moves into Noah’s house. He trains when Noah says. He eats when Noah says. He belongs to Noah. Calix hates him. He tells himself he’s straight. He tells himself it’s only a deal. But Noah has been watching him for years. And once Calix is under his roof, the deal turns into something darker. Forced kisses. Hands that don’t ask. Nights where Calix stops fighting and starts needing more. Then Noah’s fiancée walks in. And Noah throws Calix out into the rain like he never mattered. Until he comes back. Until he blackmails him. Until Calix realizes the man who keeps destroying him is the only one who makes him feel alive. This is not a soft love story. This is obsession. And neither of them can walk away.
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I hated the smell of this rink. It smelled like damp wood, rusty pipes, and the sweat of a team that was fighting for a miracle we all knew wasn't coming. I was sitting on the cracked bench of the Northcott University locker room, tapping my stick with hands that wouldn't stop shaking. “You okay, Cap?” My teammate, Miller, asked. “Fine,” I lied. I wasn't fine. We were about to play against Kensington University, the school for the elite, and the school that didn't have to worry about their roof leaking or their heating cutting out mid-practice. And then there was Noah Kensington. Aside from his last name being the literal name of an Ivy-League University, Noah was also the son of the man who owned half the city. He had been my personal nightmare since freshman year. Every single time we played, he didn't just want to win, he wanted to humiliate us as much as he could. That asshole! “Let’s just get this over with,” I muttered, pulling on my helmet. The game was a slaughter. Every time I got the puck, Noah was there. He was faster, stronger, and his gear probably cost more than my entire tuition. With ten seconds left on the clock, we were tied 2-2. If we won this, maybe the board would see we were worth saving, and maybe the donors would open their wallets. This was our last chance. When I saw an opening, I quickly lunged for the puck, but a black blur slammed into me. CRACK! My stick broke into two pieces under the force of Noah's hit. I hit the ice hard, the air leaving my lungs in a painful wheeze. I watched, sprawled out on the ice, as Noah scooped up the puck and flicked it into our net casually, with an arrogant smirk on his face. The buzzer wailed… Game over. And we lost… 3-2. Shit! The Kensington players were cheering, their polished jerseys shining under the dim lights. They looked like gods while we looked like the trash their fathers probably paid people to haul away. “Better luck next life, Sinclair,” Noah's voice drawled as he skated past me. By the time I got to the locker room, the energy was dead, and Coach was standing there with a man in a suit. “That's it, boys,” Coach said, his eyes red. “The board just sent the notice. Funding is officially cut, and effective tonight, Northcott Hockey is done.” “Tonight?” My eyes shot wide open. “We have three games left in the season! You can't just kill us off mid-week.” “The building has been sold,” The man in suit said, checking his watch. “They’re turning the rink into a private luxury gym. You have one hour to clear out your lockers.” Some of the guys started cursing immediately, while some just sat there, staring at their skates. This team was the only reason I had a scholarship. Without it, I was going back to working in construction sites, hauling bricks probably for the rest of my life this time around. Hockey was my life. On the ice, I was Calix Sinclair, the Captain. Without it... I was a fucking nobody. Soon, the guys cleared their lockers and walked out. I waited until the last set of footsteps faded away before I let my guard down. I slumped onto the bench, buried my face in my hands, and let out a shaky breath. Everything I had fought for was gone because some billionaire board members decided we weren't a profitable investment. Suddenly, the door opened again. I didn't look up. “Coach, I’m almost done.” “I think you’ve been done for a long time, Sinclair.” I froze. I knew that voice. It was cold, and clearly dripping with money. I looked up, my eyes narrowing at Noah Kensington leaning against the doorway of our cramped, peeling locker room. He had changed out of his gear and was wearing a black coat that probably cost more than my entire life's savings too. His long blonde hair was perfectly swept back, making him look like he had just stepped out of a magazine. “What are you doing here, Kensington?” I spat, standing up. But even on my feet, I still had to tilt my chin up to meet his eyes. “Come to watch the losers pack up? Take your victory lap somewhere else.” I said, my brows pulled together. Noah stepped forward, towering over me, and looking around the peeling walls with a look of disgust. “This place stinks. I’m surprised you didn't catch a disease just by sitting here.” I didn't say a word, because he was right. “I heard about your scholarship,” Noah went on. “You’re the only one on that ice who actually knows how to hit back, the rest of your teammates are asses,” “Get out,” I growled, taking a step toward him again. He was tall and muscular, while all I had was my short height and lean muscles, but right now, I wanted nothing more than to put my fist through his perfectly crafted face. “I don't need your pity.” I bit out. “I don't offer pity, Sinclair.” Noah retorted, his voice rougher than before. He took another step forward, and got so close to me that I could see the golden flecks in his icy blue eyes. “I offer solutions.” He added, “Solutions?” I laughed bitterly. “How? Are you going to ask your Daddy to write a check and save the poor kids out of the goodness of your heart?” Noah's expression didn't change, but his eyes darkened visibly. “My father doesn't do anything out of the goodness of his heart, neither do I. But I have an allowance that could fund this rink for decades without me even noticing it's gone.” I froze then, my heart beginning to pound like drums inside my chest. “You’re serious?” “I'm always serious, Sinclair.” He muttered with a cocky grin. “I can save your team, I can buy this entire building tonight, and ensure not a single one of your teammates loses their scholarship. Trust me, I can make all your problems disappear with a single phone call.” He continued. I swallowed hard. My pride was screaming, but the faces of my teammates flashed in my mind. “What’s the catch? What do you want?” Noah slowly leaned down until his warm breath grazed against my ear, sending a chill straight down my spine. “For the next six months, you'll belong to me, Calix Sinclair. You'll move into my estate, eat when I eat, and practice when I say so. You'll become my shadow, on and off the ice.” A dry chuckle slipped out of me before I could stop it. “You want a servant?” None of what he just said made any sense. Noah shook his head. “I want a rival I can keep on a leash,” THE FUCK! What the hell was that supposed to mean? He pulled back, his gaze burning into mine. “My father wants me to have a personal training partner during the season. Someone that won't go easy on me, and… I picked you.” “Say yes, and the rink stays open. Say no, and by tomorrow morning, the bulldozers will start tearing this place down.” I looked at the empty lockers of my teammates, and I thought about Miller, who was the first in his family to go to college, I thought about my own empty bank account and my Mom's failing business. “Okay,” I whispered, my voice trembling with desperation. “I’ll do it.” Noah's smile didn't reach his eyes. “Good choice, Sinclair. I will be at your dorm at seven p.m. tomorrow to pick you up. Don't be late, I hate waiting for things I own.”CALIX’S POVThe bright yellow lights of the gurney flashed across my face as four campus medics lifted Noah’s limp, bloody body onto the rolling bed.Oxygen mask pinned over his nose. Thick white bandages wrapped tight around his leg and head, already turning dark red from his blood. Noah’s eyes were closed tight, his face pale, his chin resting uselessly against his chest as the medics yelled at each other and wheeled him fast through the shattered glass doors toward the waiting ambulance outside.“He’s losing too much blood! Clear a path!” a female paramedic shouted, running alongside the bed.I stood completely still on the red-stained ice, watching them wheel him away.My jersey was soaked in Noah’s blood. My gloves were covered in it. My heart was thudding so hard against my ribs that my whole chest felt numb. Every single drop of fear, doubt, and hesitation inside my mind burned away into a cold, lethal heat.I turned my head slow, looking up at the high metal catwalks near the
NOAH’S POVEverything went black for three seconds.The sound of the crash was so loud inside my skull that my ears were ringing like a broken alarm. My body felt like it had been hit by a freight train. Every single muscle in my back was screaming in pure pain, and the air in my lungs was completely gone.Red emergency lights were flashing through the thick cloud of white ice dust and smoke hanging over the rink. High above us, the alarms were blaring, a loud, screeching noise that echoed off the high ceiling. Thousands of people in the bleachers were screaming at the top of their lungs, running toward the exit doors in total panic.I was lying flat on my side, my body heavy and useless on the freezing ice.Right under me, Calix started to move. He was coughing hard, his hands pushing against my chest to sit up.“Noah? Noah, speak to me!” Calix gasped, his voice trembling like crazy.He opened his eyes, blinking through the thick smoke. He looked down at his own body, checking his ar
CALIX’S POVThe horn blew loudly, signaling the start of the third period.The score was tied at two all. The whole arena felt hot and loud, full of people screaming, stomping their feet, and banging on the glass walls. The air inside the rink was thick with tension. Every single hit on the ice was harder, faster, and more aggressive than before. It was a complete bloodbath out there.My lungs were burning, and my legs felt heavy, but I didn't slow down for a second. I wanted this win so badly I could taste it in my mouth.I skated down the middle of the rink, keeping my knees bent, my eyes tracking the black rubber puck.A heavy opponent defender tried to hit me against the side wall, but I dipped my shoulder, spun to my left, and dodged him completely. The crowd roared as I burst into open ice, speeding straight toward the opponent's goal line.“Sinclair!” a voice shouted from my right.I looked up. Oliver Wells was skating parallel to me, wide open near the left post, his hockey s
NOAH’S POV The stadium was packed to the maximum. Every single seat in the Kensington University arena was taken. Thousands of students, alumni, and sports scouts were screaming from the bleachers, waving blue team banners in the air. News cameras were set up along the glass walls, their bright lights sweeping across the ice. The media wasn't just here for hockey, they were here to watch the fallen golden prince playing on the same ice as his father’s ex, mistress’s son. The energy inside the building was like a bomb ready to go off. I stood near the bench in my blue jersey, fixing my gloves. My bank accounts were still frozen, my dad was still sitting in a jail cell, and my future was totally unknown. But looking out at the bright ice, I didn't feel broke or weak at all. Calix skated up right next to me, sliding to a smooth stop. His helmet was strapped tight, and his cheeks were slightly red from the cold air. “You ready for this?” Calix asked, raising his hockey stick
CALIX'S POV One second, I was drowning in the heat of Noah’s skin against mine, the sweet roughness of his tongue, and the terrifying realization that I was wrapped around a man and I didn't want to let go. But then the next second, reality snapped back. Noah jumped off me in one swift move
NOAH'S POV He smelled like warm milk. Having him tucked against my chest, feeling the fast skip of his heart against my arm, was the first time in years that I felt like I could actually breathe. I wasn't a straight guy having a moment of weakness... I was a man who had finally caught what I
CALIX'S POV “Five a.m., Sinclair. Get up.” I blinked, my vision clearing to find Noah standing over me. He turned and walked toward the connecting door. “Five minutes. If you’re not in the rink, I’m calling the demolition crew for Northcott. You wouldn't want to fail your people again.” I ju
CALIX'S POV Seven p.m. sharp. I stood in front of my dorm building, with an old duffel bag slung over my shoulder holding everything I owned, two pairs of jeans, some faded hoodies, and my skates. Right then, a black SUV pulled up to the curb with tinted windows so dark that I couldn't see wh






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