LOGINFEYA
"Get out," Maya snapped, stepping between him and my corner of the room. Her combat boots clicked loudly against the floor. "She is having a severe sensory overload because of your stupid blog post, and you walking in here like a wrecking ball isn't helping." Jaxson didn't look at her. His piercing blue eyes were fixed entirely on me. He took a slow, deliberate step around Maya and dropped to one knee, lowering his posture until he was at eye level with my curled-up form. "Feya," he said. His voice was lower now, losing its usual arrogant edge, though it still had that raspy vibration that scratched at my ears. "Just…look at my chin or something. Come on.” I forced my eyes open, shifting my gaze to the sharp line of his jaw. It was perfectly even. The bastard. I took calming breaths. "The photographs…," I said, my voice cracking slightly. "I know," Jaxson said, standing up and running a hand through his unruly black hair. He looked completely stressed, a sharp vein pulsing near his temple. "The whole campus is talking about it. My dad already saw it. He called me ten minutes ago, demanding to know why I’m wasting time with a 'liability' when the scouts are watching my every move." "I cannot function under this level of public scrutiny, Jaxson." "Then let's give them exactly what they want to see," Jaxson said, leaning back against the edge of my desk. "We don't deny the photos. We lean into them. We tell the school we're dating." Maya let out a loud, incredulous scoff from the doorway. "Are you out of your mind, Rivers? You want to drag her further into your toxic hockey ecosystem? She’s neurodivergent, you idiot. She can't handle your fangirls." "Think about it, Ghost," Jaxson argued, completely ignoring Maya. "If we say we're dating, the photos aren't a scandal anymore. The public gets bored of romance quickly. But more importantly... if you're my girlfriend, nobody touches you." I frowned but remained silent and he went on, "My family practically finances the athletic department and the entire school," he explained, his eyes darkening with a desperate intensity. " If you're with me, the mean girls back off, the bloggers stop writing hit pieces, and the Dean won't dare touch your scholarship because my dad's foundation is currently funding everything." I weighed what he was saying. "And what do you receive from this arrangement?" I asked. "You are a prestigious athlete. I am a social ghost." "I get your brain," he said bluntly. "I told you I need you to help me fix my game, Feya. I need you to try. I can't see the puck and I need you to find a way to make me functional on the ice without sending me to a team doctor who will report me to the NHL scouts." "A mutual pact," I murmured. "Disguised as a romantic relationship." "Exactly. A business contract. We lay out the terms coldly. No real feelings. No actual dates. Just optics when people are watching, and work when they aren't." I looked down at the frayed hem of my oversized charcoal sweater. Five thousand dollars per session would pay off my father's lingering legal fees in a year or a little over it. "Five thousand dollars per session?" I specified, looking back up to his chin. "Yes," he said without a single second of hesitation. "And you will explicitly inform your teammates that any verbal or physical interaction with me is strictly prohibited." "If anyone even breathes in your direction wrong, I'll put them through the glass," he promised seriously. "Very well," I said, finally standing up and smoothing my clothes with precise, clinical movements. "We have a contract, Mr. Rivers." “Sweet.” He held his hand out for a handshake and I looked at it briefly then dismissed it, heading to my table and fetching a pen and paper. “We need to get the specifics written down so we can have our official boundaries and expectations.” Jaxson let his hand fall and rubbed the back of his neck. “Right.” He sidestepped Maya’s suspicious glare and sat on the chair I’d pointed to. “F*e, are you sure of this?” She asked. “Of course.” I said smoothly and glanced at the clock. “Don’t you have a class now?” Maya followed my gaze and cursed, scrambling to grab her bag and jacket. She paused by the door and squinted at Jaxson. “I’m watching you, Rivers.” Then she made a cutting throat motion and left the room. Jaxson turned to give me a ‘what the fuck’ look and I ignored it in favour of scribbling my stipulations and he sighed and gave up. “Okay so. No acts of intimacy. No sexual relations. No disclosing of our agreement to any third party…well, aside from Maya. We will meet 3 times in a week where we will meet in a public space to showcase our relationship. And 5 times in a week for our Hail Mary attempts of fixing you. Afterwards, we will part ways where we will not interact till the next scheduled day. There will be no texting unless strictly necessary and in times of dire emergencies…what?” Jaxson had an amused look on his face and he chuckled and shook his head when I threw the last word at him. “Nothing. It’s just…do you really think anyone is going to believe we’re together if we don’t show signs of intimacy or touch each other?” I chewed on that. “I will allow holding of hands. Endeavour to carry a pair of gloves, please and thanks.” He shook his head. “No, I mean, we have to kiss. In public. I’ll hold your hands yes, hold your waist. You sit in my lap sometimes. I’ll pick you up. Bring you to my place, make the whole thing much more believable. No one believes anyone is dating just by holding hands.” I must’ve looked green in the face cause he looked offended. “What’s wrong with doing all those things with me? I’ll have you know, many girls will scramble for a chance to be in a relationship with me. I’m a catch, you know.” “‘Reality can be beaten with enough imagination’. Yann Martel.” Silence. “What does that mean?” I gave a heavy sigh and went back to scribbling and striking out. This was going to be a very trying time.JAXSON"Just running some extra visual drills, Coach," I said, forcing my voice into an easy, relaxed drawl. I leaned back against the equipment trunk, keeping my leg pressed against the canvas jersey hiding Feya's sensors. "Feya was just explaining some Physics stuff to me while I train. Since she's my girlfriend, I figured I’d kill two birds with one stone while she does her homework."Caleb leaned against the doorframe, his dark eyes sliding over Maya’s closed laptop, then to Feya, and finally settling on me. "Perks of being with a genius, I guess. A win is a win, bro.”"Don’t I know it," I lied smoothly, offering him a sharp grin. "Every little bit helps. You know how it is, Sterling. Gotta keep the edge."Coach Wallace stepped further into the room, his boots heavy on the floor. He looked at Feya, who was staring fixedly at his top jacket button, her hands buried deep in her oversized sweater sleeves."Miss Baldwin," Wallace said, his gruff voice surprisingly quiet. "Is this t
FEYA"Feya doesn't do freelance work anymore," Jaxson said, his tone entirely casual as he threw an arm over Caleb’s shoulder. He offered a relaxed, easy laugh that sounded so completely genuine. "She’s strictly exclusive to the athletic department's tutoring pool now, man. Wallace would have my head if I let anyone else steal her."Caleb laughed, shaking his head. "Hey, fair enough. If she got you a B-minus in Advanced Physics, she's basically a miracle worker. I just didn't know you two were... an item.""Life is full of surprises, Sterling," Jaxson grinned, giving Caleb's shoulder a friendly shove. "Go grab your coffee. We’ll see you at practice.""See you there, Captain," Caleb said, his smile very bright as he finally stepped aside. He gave me one last, polite nod before turning toward the counter.The moment Caleb’s back was turned, Jaxson’s arm dropped from my shoulders. The easy grin vanished from his face, replaced by a tight, pale expression. He grabbed my hand again and p
FEYA"You're walking too fast," Jaxson muttered, his hand wrapping around my wrist.I stopped dead in the middle of the quad. The fabric of my oversized sweater was the only thing preventing direct skin contact, but the heat of his palm still radiated straight through the wool."I am walking at a standard human pace of three miles per hour," I said, looking directly at his collarbone. "You are the one dragging your feet, Mr. Rivers.""Because everyone is looking at us, Ghost. If we sprint across the grass like we're escaping a fire, it looks suspicious. Slow down."I glanced around using my peripheral vision. He was correct. At least twelve people had stopped near the science fountain to stare. Two girls on a bench were actively holding their phones up, the lenses aimed straight at us. My skin felt tight. The air felt too thick to breathe."We have been walking for exactly four minutes," I whispered, my jaw rigid. "The public display requirements for today have been sufficiently met.
FEYA"Get out," Maya snapped, stepping between him and my corner of the room. Her combat boots clicked loudly against the floor. "She is having a severe sensory overload because of your stupid blog post, and you walking in here like a wrecking ball isn't helping."Jaxson didn't look at her. His piercing blue eyes were fixed entirely on me. He took a slow, deliberate step around Maya and dropped to one knee, lowering his posture until he was at eye level with my curled-up form."Feya," he said. His voice was lower now, losing its usual arrogant edge, though it still had that raspy vibration that scratched at my ears. "Just…look at my chin or something. Come on.”I forced my eyes open, shifting my gaze to the sharp line of his jaw. It was perfectly even. The bastard. I took calming breaths. "The photographs…," I said, my voice cracking slightly. "I know," Jaxson said, standing up and running a hand through his unruly black hair. He looked completely stressed, a sharp vein pulsing near
FEYAA B-minus is a perfectly acceptable grade for an average student. For Jaxson Rivers, it was the academic equivalent of turning water into wine."He passed, Feya," Coach Wallace said, tossing the photocopy of the grade sheet onto his desk. The tension that usually kept his shoulders up near his ears had visibly drained away. "Our deal is done. The server footage is gone. I’ve made sure of it."My hand shot out, snatching the matte-black flash drive from the desk and pocketing it inside my oversized knit cardigan before he could change his mind. A wave of genuine relief washed over me, lowering my baseline heart rate by at least ten beats per minute. I was safe. My scholarship was secure. My father’s debts wouldn't claim my future this semester."Thank you, sir," I said, already adjusting my backpack strap to leave. "Our transaction is now complete. I will leave now."I walked out into the corridor, the heavy oak door clicking shut behind me. It was over. I could finally return
JAXSONJaxsonThe ice was sharp, bright, and loud. The scrape of twenty pairs of skates sounded like a chainsaw tearing through my skull. I didn't care about the noise, though. I cared about the puck. Or rather, the two pucks that were currently gliding across the blue line.I took a shot, aiming for the one on the left. The stick hit empty air. The real puck bounced off the boards, and the whistle blew.I bit back a curse, my fists curling in frustration. “Alright, wrap it up!” Coach Wallace barked from the bench. “Good hustle, boys. Hit the showers.”In the locker room, the guys were already tossing around plans. “Yo, Rivers,” Tommy yelled, throwing a towel at me. “Alpha House is having a pre-playoff rager. Everyone’s going. You in?”“Nah,” I said, not looking up as I unlaced my skates. My eyes were burning, a dull, pulsing ache throbbing right behind my forehead. “I’m good. Just tired.”“Tired?” Caleb Sterling, my best friend, slipped onto the bench next to me, an easy smile in h







