"What's wrong with her hair?" The man who grabbed my wrist asks, but I keep my eyes trained on the floor in front of me. He did not address me, he is talking the Alpha Chris, and his curiosity is none of my business.
"She's a mutt," it is a simple, true answer. My father was a wolf, and my mother a human. She is who I get my white hair from and my blue eyes. If I had gotten my father's genes of black hair and brown eyes, no one would glance twice at me, but I was cursed with my mother's genetics. The man drops my hand as though the touch had been to something infected.
"Why do you have a mutt in your pack?" He asks through gritted teeth, and my insides swell with worry. No doubt I was going to get punished tonight for this. I take the lack of touch on my hand as my cue to leave, so I try to scurry out of the room.
"Did I say you could leave, mutt?" The stranger's voice booms throughout the room, and I pause in my steps. Without looking up, I turn around and make my way back to his side, unsure of what else to do.
"Her father was respected in our pack before-" Alpha Chris stops himself before continuing. My eyes glance up at him, and I instantly regret it. His gaze locks on mine, and I can feel his anger seep through me. I look down hurriedly but know I already messed up. I can't help the anxiety that runs through me at the thought of what will happen tonight.
My heart rate spikes, and I already know everyone in the room can hear it.
"Before what?" The stranger asks, wanting the story continued despite my discomfort.
"He betrayed the pack. Sold secrets to a rival pack during the war," he says while chewing on his food. Without warning, the stranger beside me stands, forcing me to take steps backwards away from his towering figure. He is much taller than Alpha Chris, and when I look up in surprise at his movement, my head gets light.
He has dark black hair that falls around his face, to the base of his neck, but not longer than that. His muscles are lean and formed under his t-shirt, his jeans are dark and tailored to his strong legs, and his eyes. His eyes trap me with one glance at them, and I am stuck staring into his gaze as he towers above me.
"Avert your eyes, mutt!" Alpha Chris shouts, forcing a jump to my shoulders as I look down at the ground instantly.
"What about the blood?" The stranger asks, turning his attention back to Alpha Chris, who meets his question with a confused glance.
"Why does your mutt smell like stale blood?" He asks, this time more forcefully, and I take another step backwards. Every bone in my body screams for me to run when I see Alpha Chris glare at me from his seat.
"The other omegas don't really like her much," Alpha Chris's answer comes out through gritted teeth as he continues to glare at me, and suddenly, the world disappears. All I can see are the blue eyes and blond hair at the opposite end of the table, glaring daggers at me. He was going to kill me tonight, and that was not a guess.
I can see it in his eyes, how they are filled with hatred and burning anger. I watch as his mouth moves, saying something, but I can't hear him over the rush of blood in my ears, building with each anxious second.
"I said leave!" Alpha Chris's hand slams down on the table, and the words barely reach my ears as I turn to leave. My feet move quickly, despite the waver in me from the injection. I needed to get away from him, from the pack. I needed to leave before tonight.
That is the only thought in my mind as I walk out the door of the kitchen, into the hallway. My feet echo on the empty wooden hallway, slowly gaining pace until I am running out of the pack house, into the snow. The maids' canvas shoes he had given me do little to protect my feet from the cold, but I raise my legs high to stomp through the snow anyway.
I'm free, I'm free; I repeat over and over to myself as I tredge forward as fast as I can. The cold air stings my lungs, and just as I reach the edge of the clearing where the pack house sits, I hear the distant shouts behind me.
I'm free, I think, once more before the sharp end of an arrow lands in my shoulder. I let out a cry of agony into the growing sounds that echo from behind me, but I don't stop moving forward. Making my way into the trees, I try to hide behind them to avoid the arrows that continue to rain down.
In the distance I can hear the vicious growls that come from a shifting wolf. Panic rises in my throat while I try to pick up my pace, feeling like ice is freezing inside my lungs with every breath.
Despite my best efforts, the growls get closer quickly, and just as I glance behind me, a large black wolf leaps onto me. His paws pin my arms instantly, and I struggle as his teeth bare in my face with a snarl.
As if a blanket of contentment was thrown over me, I stop resisting, and I pull my head to the side. The wolf's teeth are centimeters from my throat, and I swallow in anticipation.
"It's okay, it's okay," I tell the wolf, waiting to feel his teeth. I just wanted it to end. If I can't get away from Alpha Chris, then I'll settle for death.
JaneI hate that the pack is being targeted because of me. If I had just stayed put in Montana, none of this would be happening. Rebecca hasn't left her house since the attack, and her cries echo throughout the forest tonight. Even though she is miles away from where we stand on the border, we can hear her as though she were standing right next to us. I can feel the shift in the air every time Alpha Lucas hears her. His shoulders tense under his thick coat, and his expression becomes rigid with concern. I try to keep my eyes from wandering to him, knowing I should be focused on the trees in front of me, not my fated mate. We haven't been at the border long. About two hours or so, and it is quiet once the cries of Rebecca become quiet. I can hear the sound of insects crawling inside the bark of the trees around us, and the wings of birds that flap occasionally as they shake the falling snow from them. Taking in a deep breath, I let the cold fill my lungs in a refreshing inhale. I nev
JaneIt's been three days of non-stop training from Kathrine. She said I have accomplished more than most, due to my access in coven power, but I still feel as though I am not ready. There is a sickening feeling in my gut that has left me unable to sleep. I have yet to sleep in a bed, but the floor is typically my safe place. Now, I can't even manage to sleep for long on that either. Nightmares of Chris and the others keep visiting me, and I am beginning to look like a ghost because of it. Last night, Kathrine pulled me awake by shaking my shoulder violently to take me out of the nightmare. She said I had been screaming, and she wanted to help. My eyes are sunken in, reflecting an ugly shade of grey, and my skin seems paler than usual, despite eating more than I have in 13 years. Instead of sleeping at night, I practice the things Kathrine taught me. Creating weapons is the hardest part. I can cool my skin easily now, and I can even form ice along my skin to act as armor. Swords an
LucasThank the moon goddess, she hadn't locked the doors on the SUV. I was able to shift and change before walking up to the door. Now, as I walk back to the SUV to leave my clothes in there once again, I can feel her eyes on my back. It takes all my strength to keep from turning around to be with her. Despite my desperate want to be with her, I start pulling off the clothing I had just put on when I make it to the SUV. My placement at the back end of it gives me a straight view of Jane, and her gaze is locked on mine from across the meadow. When my shirt is completely off, she closes the door with a slam. I can't help the grin that comes to my face thinking about her seeing me. The run here was fast, though the drive is long. While the drive in the SUV would take about two hours, the run as a wolf takes about an hour. It is a convenient method of travel in Alaska, specifically for the areas humans can only get to with planes. When I make it back to the pack, the warriors are alre
JaneKatherine Hawthorn is my aunt. She is what they call a blood witch. Apparently, that doesn't mean that she uses the blood of sacrifices, which she says is a misconception of the practice. She is able to talk to spirits and uses her own blood for certain ceremonies. My mother, Clarissa Hawthorn, was her sister. She was the exact opposite of her in nearly every way. Katherine has brown hair and brown eyes. My mother had white hair and blue eyes like mine. She says it is passed with the coven magic. "Turn this to ice," she had told me the second we sat down at her kitchen table. I wanted to scoff at the request. I don't know how to control it. I don't even know what all I can do with it. When I told her this, she folded her arms in front of her, plopping down in the seat across from me. She waited silently until I let out a defeated sigh, wrapping my hands around it. I tried to focus on the glass, feeling it cool at my fingertips. When I opened my eyes, the glass was still full o
LucasThe kid in front of me swings over and over again. Each time, it is too short, too high, too slow to make an impact. I want him to be better. I don't want to make him look bad in front of the other warriors, but I am starting to think he shouldn't be kept as a warrior."Focus, Jonas," I tell him sternly before he throws another failed punch in my direction. This time, I catch it in the air, holding his hand hostage. "Jonas. Clear your head, think about the fight. Nothing else," I tell him as my gaze locks onto his. I can tell he is somewhere else in his head. He is just a young wolf, about 18. I hate to put him in a war like this one when his life has hardly begun, but we need the numbers. Without the new recruits, our warriors are still about the population of the whole Montana pack. With them, however, we nearly double their entire pack numbers. I let his hand go, giving him a second to shake his head clear before I send a slow hook in his direction. He blocks the move, lan
JaneAlpha Lucas sent me home. Home. It is what he called it. Something that this cabin is to him. A home where he and his daughter were supposed to grow together. A home that his mate should have been able to love him in. It didn't feel like home to me, though. As it turns out, after so long of misery, you start to think of it as normal. Maybe that is where I belong. The dungeons of the Montana pack. Those wolves would still be alive if I were still there. I didn't go to the cabin, I went to the infirmary. Rebecca was already on her way out, having to deal with the victims. "Sorry, Jane. I'll catch up with you later!" She shouted at me as she flung the door open, carrying two bags of supplies with her. I should have gone to the cabin like Alpha Lucas told me to do, but I couldn't stand the thought of being in a giant house all by myself. The sounds of everything in the forest still ring in my ears. I can hear their conversations, the snow falling around them, despite their dista