Kate POV
We all prepare dinner together. It is nice and almost feels family-like. The five misfits accept me immediately without question or resentment. I guess they all know what it is like to be an outsider. We drink beer, and I listen to them talk about the bullshit they put up with from the pack throughout the day. Tomorrow I will get my taste of it as I begin my service to the Alpha. At least I have a pack now. I have been alone for so long, and this feels so good.
We sit down at the dinner table. “The pack only gives us the scraps, but man, Cassie can make anything taste good,” Trip says.
I cannot help but smile as I look around the table. I found my place with the misfits of the Moon River Pack. “We could all go for a run after dinner so that we can show Kate around. She needs to know where she can go on her runs,” John says.
“What do you mean a run?” I ask John.
“You know, wolf out and run,” John says.
“I have never taken my wolf form,” I say to John.
Silence falls over the dinner table. “How old are you?” Angie asks.
“I will be twenty-one next week,” I answer.
“You didn’t turn when you were seventeen? That is odd; you have never turned, not even once?” Cassie asks me.
“I have never turned,” I answer her.
“I do not understand why you never turned,” Cassie says.
“I don’t either,” I say.
“Your father never discussed any of this with you?” Cassie asks.
“My father never gave a shit about me or being a wolf. So no, he never talked to me about turning into my wolf. I have never seen him turn either,” I answer.
Cassie reaches across the table and touches my hand. “No worries, we are all misfits here, and we will help you make your first turn,” Cassie says. Cassie wants to help me, but I am not sure I can be helped at this point. Turning into my wolf is terrifying for me.
“Really, that would be great, but will it be painful?” I ask.
“It is uncomfortable the first time, but it is a breeze after that. You will love it,” John chimes into the conversation. John is overly confident in my ability to turn. I am almost 21 years old. I do not see it happening so easily.
“How do I turn? I have no knowledge of anything wolf-related,” I say.
“Well, you just turn,” John says. He flashes a big smile at me again with the overconfidence that I am not sure I have earned yet.
“That explains everything,” I say. I shake my head at his simple explanation. Like, I will run out into the woods and immediately take a wolf form.
“Don’t worry; I will help you; it is a little hard to explain, but once we all get out in the woods, I assure you it will be easy for you,” Cassie says.
We finish dinner. The six of us clean up the kitchen together. All of us clear the table and do the dishes as a family. It is odd for me to see the men working alongside the women. I have never seen people working together as a collective. Is this what all packs are like? They are all playful and caring for each other. I have never had anything like this before in my life. I remember very little about my life with the pack before my mother died. I can't even remember the name of my pack.
After the kitchen is cleaned, the boys start getting a little rowdy; they are ready to run. “Don’t pay any attention to the boys; they always get like this before we go for a run,” Angie says. Angie has the sweetest smile and talks fondly of the boys. I guess she is like the house mother to all of us.
“I see that; I am nervous about turning into my wolf,” I say to Angie.
Angie turns to me and smiles. “Do not be nervous. We all have been where you are now. I promise it is nothing to be afraid of,” Angie says. Angie takes my hand like a mother about to help her child walk for the first time.
“I trust you,” I say to Angie.
The boys run out of the house ahead of us, hooting and hollering. I cannot help but laugh as I watch them jump and shout as they head toward the woods. They seem so happy and content, and I hope I feel that way someday.
“Remember to stay with me. I will not run fast. We are only allowed certain places in the woods. The rest of the pack has free reign, but we are the misfits, so we are restricted to certain areas,” Angie says.
“What if I don’t turn?” I ask her. My doubts are taking over my ability to be afraid of turning. I will be so embarrassed if I cannot turn into my wolf with the others.
“Oh, trust me, you will turn. Your wolf with do all the work; all you have to do is let your wolf know that you are ready,” Angie says.
Everyone begins to run behind the boys toward the woods. When we reach the edge of the woods, I watch as they start to turn into their wolf form. Angie comes up to me. I touch her head. “This is so cool,” I say to her. Her fur feels so soft.
“It is your turn. You can do it, Kate,” Angie says. Cassie and Karen come up in their wolf form to help me. “You all are so beautiful,” I say.
“You will be too, come on. Do it! Just get a running go, and your body and your wolf will do this rest,” Cassie says.
I start running. I have never run this fast before. “Guys, I don’t think it is working,” I say as I stop for them to catch up to me. I turn behind me, and they are all staring at me. “What?” I ask.
I look down and see my paws and white fur. “Woah! This is so cool!” I exclaim. Taking my wolf form is the most fantastic thing I have ever experienced in my life. This is crazy and feels unbelievable.
They all surround me. “What pack were you from?” Cassie asks.
“I don’t know,” I answer. It feels weird all of them staring at me.
“I bet I do; you are an Imperial, no doubt. Who was your mother?” Angie asks.
“My mother's name was Rainwater,” I answer.
“Shit, I bet I know why your dad was cast out then. There is only one reason an imperial is ever cast out of their pack, but we can discuss that later. Let’s run, babe,” Angie says.
I am very clumsy at first. It takes a minute to get my paws to go the way I want, but I am running alongside the rest of the misfits after a few minutes. We run through the woods. The wind in my fur is an incredible feeling. We run to the creek and stop. The creek is beautiful in the moonlight. I look down at my reflection in the stream. My deep blue eyes shine brightly against my solid white fur. I look beautiful. Angie runs up to meet me beside the creek. “We have to stay on this side of the water. The other side is for the rest of the pack,” Angie says.
I look across at the other pack members. There is one wolf who is solid black with white eyes. He is breathtaking. “Who is that?” I ask Angie. I keep staring at the beautiful creature across the water. I am completely mesmerized by him. It feels like I know him.
“Girl, that is Erick; he is the Alpha’s son and our future Alpha,” Angie says.
“He is yummy,” I say.
“You should see him in human form. He is a deliciously dark treat. His skin is like a chocolate bar, and I would love to devour him whole,” Angie says.
“I can’t wait to see him in human form,” I say.
“You will see him tomorrow when we go to the Alpha’s house to work. He is the only kind person in that damn house. Luna and Alpha are both assholes,” Angie says.
“Great, nice to know what tomorrow holds,” I say.
“Don’t worry. We stay out of their way. We go in, do our work, collect our scraps and get the hell out of there as quickly as possible,” Angie says.
Cassie comes up beside us. “I see you two are taking in the view,” Cassie says.
“He is starring over here; I wonder why?” Angie says.
“He is probably trying to figure out how an Imperial wolf ended up on this side of the creek with a bunch of misfits,” Cassie says.
“We should go back. We have to be up early in the morning,” Angie says.
I take one last look at Erick. I turn and follow the others back to the house; as we approach the top of the hill to run down to our home, I hear someone running behind us. We all turn around to look. It is Erick.
“We did not cross the creek,” Trip says to him.
“I know; I was curious about the new wolf,” Erick says.
“I am Kate,” I say to him.
“Hi, Kate, what are you doing here?” Erick asks.
“It is a long story,” I answer.
“I want to know this long story. You should not be here,” Erick says. He turns and runs away. I watch him as he runs back into the woods. I want to know him, but I know it is a bad idea.
Kate POVI am laying in Erick's arms and watching as the white wolf moves closer to me. He is growling and drooling. He is not here to protect me or be on my side, he is here to kill me. He wants my life.I feel paralyzed with fear. Erick opens his eyes, feeling me shaking. "What is wrong, Kate?" Erick asks.Erick looks and sees the wolf coming toward us. I scream loudly. I am going to die. I am pregnant and I am going to die. Who will care for Belle and Chan when the wolf kills us both?Erick jumps from the bed, taking his wolf form. The wolf is ready for him. The two begin to fight. I have to move, I have to kill him. Isabella has said I am the only one that can send him back to hell, but I am so scared.I jump to my feet and take my wolf form. I begin to fight with Erick. "The baby, Kate, RUN!" Erick yells.I sprint down the stairs and into the front of the house. There has to be something here I can kill the white wolf with, the fireplace. I see the fire burning. I can push him in
Kate POVSix months after having Chan, Erick and I decide to renew our vows in front of the entire pack. It has been six months of peace and growth among the whole pack. There is no longer a threat from Macon or Alexander.I have taken my place helping Tibo as a midwife for the she-wolves. It gives me something to do and keeps my mind occupied. Between taking care of Chan and Belle, I needed an outlet. Something that was all mine and no one else. I try to stay as busy as possible, and it keeps the wolf away.Isabella is still with us, and I am so thankful. She works with Tibo when he does not have a nurse. The hardest thing for Isabella has been feeding. Tibo worked it out for her. He gives her blood bags. It is not as effective as getting fresh blood, but it keeps her going. I still need her. That is why when it gets really bad, Meaghan lets her feed from her.Meaghan has helped me plan my vow renewal to Erick, and I promised to help her plan her wedding. I knew she and Raven were ma
Erick POVI carry Kate up the stairs. Isabella takes baby Belle to Meaghan and then follows me up to the bedroom. I lay Kate on the bed. Isabella checks on her. Kate is screaming out. Every time she screams, I can hear baby Belle howl."He is here. He is here with me. He is talking to me," Kate is rambling on about the white wolf.I take her hand. Her eyes are turning black. "He wants me, he is trying to tell me... he is telling me.... he says you do not love me. He says it was your father that helped kill my mother," Kate rambles on.Isabella takes her hand. "Listen to me, Kate. The baby is coming fast. I need you here with us," Isabella says.Her eyes return to normal. "The baby, yes, the baby. Am I having the baby?" Kate asks.Kate is entirely in another place. She looks at me with love, then hate. Her emotions are all over the place. She labors. She screams with another pain, and then her eyes change back and forth from black to normal."They are all here," Kate says, fear vibrate
Kate POVIsabella takes off at vampire speed to see what is happening at my house. I am terrified as I sit with Meaghan and the babies. The white wolf is here. I can feel her, not him, but the female counterpart of the wolf. Is she circling the babies to protect them? Yet, the male white wolf is toying with me and putting images in my mind.Meaghan looks scared. She holds Levi close to her. "We will be okay, I promise," I say to her.I reach out and take her hand. For a moment, I believe my own words. Then another loud noise coming from the direction of my house. I cling to baby Belle. Meaghan and I hold each other and our children."Should we run?" Meaghan asks me."I think we are better off here, waiting. I am scared too," I say to her.Meaghan and I huddle together with our babies for hours until Raven comes for us. Raven comes into the house, and he looks defeated. His clothes are torn and he is dirty. He pulls himself together to help us."Raven, what is happening?" I ask him.Ra
Kate POVI awake in the arms of Erick. He is sleeping so soundly. I cannot remember the last time he was actually sleeping when I woke up. He must be at peace for the moment. Austin is home, Cassie is here not exactly willingly, but she is here. The house is complete and operating.The pack has been pretty quiet. Several of the she-wolves have been by the house with food for us and gifts for the upcoming baby. Things feel normal, and it is terrifying.I roll over to Erick. I kiss his lips softly and let my fingers run through the scruff of his bread. He smiles and opens his eyes."Goodmorning," I say to him. It takes him a moment to become completely awake."Goodmorning, Kate," Erick says.Erick moves closer to me, holding me tightly. His hand makes its way to my baby bump. He rubs my belly, and our baby begins to move about inside me."He is awake," Erick says."Or her," I say."Or her. I do not care as long as our baby is happy," Erick says."I cannot believe you slept so late," I s
Cassie POVI drive all night to take Austin to see Erick and Kate. I am not happy about this, but John made it clear if I want to keep Austin, I had better bring Austin to see Erick. He assured me that Kate is doing good and not a threat to Austin or myself. John also told me Erick would not give me any problems about leaving with Austin after the visit. I am not sure if I can trust him. I know I cannot trust Kate or her damn white wolf. I only want to do what is best for Austin. I know he misses Erick. Erick should see him. He needs to be a part of his life, but he has to keep Kate under control.I pull into the Alpha's house and wait a moment before I help Austin out of the truck. I left Liz with Archie. I did not want her to be in any kind of trouble, just in case, there is trouble. I have a feeling this is not going to go smoothly. Besides, Liz only did all of this to help Austin, and she did not want Austin to be harmed by the white wolf or Kate. I feel like only Liz and I are lo