Mag-log inTHE TRUTH
~TARA’S POV~ After the couple leaves, I go back to the kitchen and start cleaning. I don’t want to spend another hour getting nag at my Lea when she comes back and in a bad mood. Recently, she’s been releasing her stress through yelling at the staff and mostly at me. I don’t knwo why she suddenly becomes like that. She’s not talking to me the way she did when I first met her after the accident, so I don’t have any idea. While I can endure the humiliation whenever she looks down on me in front of others, the staff starts talking behind Lea’s back. “Are you alright, Tara? I’m glad the madam left,” Sophia, one of the staff asks as she walks in the kitchen. “I’m fine,” I smile, offering her a glass of water which she happily accepts. “Ah! That feels so good. I thought my throat would dry up from stress just listening to the madam making a scene in the morning,” Sophia sighs, shaking her head. “If I were you, I'd quit. How can you endure her attitude? It’s becoming her hobby to yell and embarrass you in front of everyone.” Sophia’s right… I could have quit. The problem is, I coudn’t. I’d do it if I could. Actually, I thought about leaving the Jackson mansion. I was under the impression that I’ll get paid for working here, so I plan to save up and then leave the job. So, when I found out that I’m not getting paid… my plan crumbled into dust. “She’s right. By the looks of it, the madam’s doing it on purpose. Isn’t that bullying?” Eva, another staff member, joins in. “Oh! Maybe because Tara is undeniably gorgeous than she is, that’s why she’s jealous of you and wants to make things harder for you. I thought you two were sisters though,” Sophia continues. I thought so, too. When Lea said she treats me like a sister, I was happy to have someone like her. But her kindness didn’t even last a year since we left the hospital three years ago. “Yeah, right? I initially applied to this mansion when I heard that the madam was kind and gentle. I was surprised when she started showing her real colors. No wonder the staff from three years ago were all fired and they hired new ones,” Eva scoffs. “Why did even the master like his wife? She’s not that pretty or kind, and doesn’t seem to know anything about business but only spends money like water. And the others also heard them arguing often at the master bedroom. I can’t believe they’re still together until now.” “Alright, I think we should stop talking about their affairs,” I say, putting my hands on my waist. I look at the shining counter and smile, feeling satisfied at the result of my hardwork. “I’ll have to clean the master’s office now. See you around,” I tell them and leave for the second floor where the office is. The smell of leather fills the room as I step in. I look around and sigh at the sorry sight of his office. The master wants it neat, but he can’t maintain it. When the staff tasked to clean after his mess left the other day, Lea arbitrarily suggested and assigned me to clean the office. I start sorting out the documents on the floor and on the table, making sure everything’s organized so it will be easier for him to work. After gathering the scattered pages and folders, I wipe the furniture and vacuum the floor. It took me a couple of hours to finish cleaning but something’s missing. The room is now organized and neat, but the atmosphere’s dark and heavy. I look around, trying to figure out what’s missing until I glance at the window. “Right! We need some sunlight,” I say, pulling the curtain aside to let the light reflect through the glass window. “Better,” I smile, looking around again inside the room. My smile fades when suddenly, something catches my attention. It’s the family safe with an initial J engraved on it. I move toward the safe tucked discreetly behind the bookshelf where the sunlight directly hits. My fingers softly brush the cold steel, and before I could think of what to do next, they began to move on their own, pressing numbers that seemed so familiar to me. It’s my birthday! I’m holding my breath as the mechanism works its magic, and for the next second, a brief click was heard. The lock was released. “O-Oh my!” I retrieve my hand and cover my mouth. My heart’s pounding so fast I could seem to hear every beat. How did I do that? No… I shouldn’t know that. I’m just a maid, though? Lea said I was a maid… So, how come a maid’s birthday is the code used to lock the safe? I freeze in disbelief, but it’s as clear as day that the safe was opened. I swallow a lump in my throat and brace myself, trying to calm down as I take a peek inside the safe. Inside it lay photographs, documents, and a velvet box. My hand trembles as I lift the lid of the box… inside it, is a diamond ring. I hold my breath, tears welling up in my eyes. “I knew this ring.” I saw this ring every night for three years, haunting my sleep along with the man’s sweet and gentle voice, whispering promises and love in my ears. Taking a deep breath, I wear the ring… and it fits. Perfectly. Tears start streaming down my face like rain as I stagger back, sobbing. I found the ring which I only saw in my dreams in Alexander’s office, so what? Does it mean the man who longs for me in my sleep was also Alexander? Suddenly, memories surge like a floor breaking through a dam. Alexander’s voice echoes in my mind, whispering his vows. The nights we spent together flashes through my head, like a movie playing at high speed. Then comes the memories of that tragedy… the plane crash. And Lea’s twisted lies.The Counterfeit Life~TARA'S POV~The laundry room smells of lavender detergent and starch.It's a comforting, simple smell, unlike the rest of this house which reeks of secrets and expensive perfume. I pull a pair of Alexander's trousers out of the dryer. As I fold them, a crinkle of paper catches my attention.I check the pocket.Three twenty-dollar bills.My heart gives a traitorous little skip. Sixty dollars. To Alexander, this is nothing...pocket change he forgot existed. To me, right now, it is freedom. It is a taxi fare. It is a phone call.I slip the money into my bra without a second thought. I am stealing from my husband, I think. Better him than anybody.I hoist the laundry basket onto my hip, wincing as the weight presses against my broken rib, and make my way toward the main hall.The house is buzzing today.Usually, the maids scatter like roaches when the sun comes up, but today a group of them is hovering near the kitchen entrance, craning their necks to look into t
The Eulogy of the Living~TARA'S POV~The mansion feels more like a place where someone watches you all the time, not a cozy home.everywhere I turn, eyes are watching me.Victor stands by the gates like a gargoyle, his gaze following me whenever I take the trash out. Jamie, the maid with the silent footsteps, lingers in hallways she has no business being in, polishing the same vase for twenty minutes just to watch me scrub the floors.And Alice... Alice is the worst of them all. Since the laundry room threat, she doesn't even hide it. She smiles when I refuse food. She hums when I flinch.Are they finally trying to get rid of me? I wonder, my grip tightening on the mop handle.I'm not ready. I'm not ready to leave this house without burning it down first."Tara."The summons comes from the intercom on the wall. Alexander's voice.I sigh, leaning my forehead against the cool plaster of the wall. He has been weird for the past three days. Calling me into his study for mundane things.
The Poisoned Apple~TARA'S POV~I wake up staring at the ceiling, my heart already beating a desperate beat against my ribs.I debate whether to head downstairs or not. I know I can't keep avoiding Lea—she is the "Madam" of the house, Alexander's wife, and my personal tormentor. But Victor's words from yesterday keep ringing in my head like a funeral bell.She doesn't leave loose ends.I sigh, a rough sound in the quiet room. I manage to pull myself off the lumpy bed, and immediately, my rib screams in protest. I groan, biting my lower lip until I taste iron. It's a habit now—whenever the pain becomes unbearable, I bite harder to numb it.Where are the drugs? I wonder, frustration bubbling up. Why hasn't Alexander sent them yet?I drag myself to the small bathroom and stare at the woman in the mirror. She looks tired. Pale. Worn thin like an old sheet. But I ignore it. This is not the time to worry about my appearance.I pull my hair into a tight, severe bun. It's the rule here, ac
The lion's den 2~TARA POV~I make my way to the stairs. Every step is a struggle. My rib throbs in time with my heartbeat, a quick, rhythmic punishment. Pain shoots up my entire body, spreading out from my hip to my shoulder.I was hoping to get into a hot tub. I was hoping to eat actual food. I was hoping to sleep for a thousand years. Instead, I have to deal with whatever drama these two are cooking up.How things never work my way, I think bitterly. Even when I am in pain, I am treated like a servant who runs on command.I curse under my breath as I grip the railing, pulling myself up the first step.Then, something strange happens.Alexander, who was pacing ahead of me down the hallway, suddenly slows down.He doesn't stop. He doesn't look back. But his stride shortens. He is counting his steps. He is matching his pace to my slow, limping rhythm so that I don't have to rush to catch up.I pause, my hand tightening on the banister.Why are you doing that?Why is he trying to confu
The Lion's Den 1~TARA' S POV~The big oak door closes with a loud bang, and I can feel the shaking go through the floor and up my back.I watch Alexander walk toward his study, his stride long and purposeful, like a man marching into war. He doesn't look back. He doesn't check to see if I am still standing, swaying on my feet with a broken rib and a wounded spirit.Lea is right behind him.She shoots me a glare that could peel paint off the walls. Her fists are clenched at her sides, her knuckles white, her nails digging into her palms. She looks like a pot about to boil over. She storms after him, her heels clicking aggressively against the tiled floor, and disappears into the hallway.I lean against the wall, letting out a breath I didn't know I was holding.A small, bitter smile touches my lips.I know exactly what is about to happen. I know the storm that is brewing behind those closed doors. They are going to argue. They are going to scream. Lea is going to throw things becau
The Devil in the White Room~TARA'S POV~"Tara.""Tara."I heard a voice coming from far away, like it was echoing in a long, dark tunnel.My sight was blurry and foggy, then suddenly became very bright. I saw a clean ceiling. There was a strong smell of medicine. I also heard a machine making a beeping sound to my left.Am I dead?For a fleeting second, a wave of relief washed over me. If this was death, it was peaceful. No more scrubbing floors until my knees bled. No more Lea screaming in my face. No more hunger clawing at the empty pit of my stomach."Tara."The voice came again, rough and bumpy, pulling me back from the edge. I turned my head to the side, the movement feeling heavy and slow, and the illusion of heaven broke instantly.Alexander was sitting in the plastic chair next to the bed.He looked like he had been in a fight and lost. His usually nice hair was a jumbled mess, strands falling over his forehead. His tie was gone, his dress shirt unbuttoned at the collar to







