19. Flustered

In the afternoon of Saturday, we decided to take a small walk around the neighborhood just to keep our minds off things from the distraction of nature around that place.

But unfortunately, that was not it for me. Instead, I just got time to think deeper. The main purpose of my existence? Why I can't bring myself to hate Caesar for what he did and what he has done. Why I feel at home being with the Banleys.

Obviously those were just rhetorical questions and I would keep going on and on for ages and never come up with answers.

But for once in my life, I was determined to find out why.

"Wooo!!" I exhaled physically and emotionally exhausted from the walk and hard thinking as I slumped myself lower on the outgrown grass at the Banleys' backyard.

"My limbs." Cherry complained as she sat down too stretching out her legs.

"I like this neighborhood. It's cool." I had observed it from our walk.

It was around four at that time and I felt this urge to turn on my phone since I had shut it down fo