28 // Shadowers

I walked my way back to the abandoned castle in baby steps, all the while ignoring Shalom and Lydia’s urgent calls.

I was still shocked from my transformation, the girl I was when I was preparing to leave this place was like a distant memory, only a reflection of who I used to be.

I didn't feel like myself, but I wasn't sure how to feel at all.

What really happened? I asked myself.

I picked up my scarf from where I'd dropped it, covered my face as tears poured down from my eyes like a waterfall.

I had a lot of questions I wanted to ask, but then there was no one to ask. I was frightened, the things I did back there were nothing compared to what I'd trained, it was totally different and superior. It felt like what I did back there was nothing, as if there was still more powers in me, powers much more dangerous than this.

I doubted I was the person I thought I was, after what I did, I believed there was more coming, Violet wasn't going to let this slide. There was still more where