It's a week since the crash happened and things have been going okay, nothing else has happened regarding Rupert. My mother on the other hand hasn't stopped trying to contact me, I know exactly what she's going to say and I really don't feel like having that conversation. Oh Erik is doing great by the way, he had to have some major surgery on his foot but they managed to save it! He'll just need to heal for a few weeks than he'll be back to his normal self, it couldn't have got better than that! It means he is off work for a few weeks which gave Gray the excuse to give me time off, so for a few weeks I don't have to go out the castle on duties. Gray likes to tell me it's because me and Erik are such a good team, it would be a shame for me to work with someone else. I knew it was mostly because of Rupert being on the loose, but honestly I'm okay with not doing duties as that would mean getting in a car, even the thought of that freaks me out a little, Daisy thinks I've got ptsd from
It's a few days after the huge accident, I feel like I've said that a few times now. The verdict on my arm is that it's broke, pretty bad talking to the doctors. I've got it better than a bunch of people who were there though, four people were so badly injured that for days no one knew if they were going to make it. Thankfully, no one died and everyone seems to be somewhat on the mend, but it's gonna be a long road. I've been able to go and see them in the hospitals, Gray kept telling me I didn't need to but I wanted to. I've managed to see most of them all apart from Daisy, you'd think as I'm so close to her she'd be the first person I'd visit right? She's had to have a few major surgeries to try and help her heal from the attack, Josh tells me she does want to see me but whenever I'm free she's always in surgery or busy, it's just a sucky situation we're in.Gray has been glued to my side the entire time, as Jos
All I felt from the men in the room was judgment, I wasn't sure if it was because I was a woman and men like that can't deal with change, or they just hated me for me but it resulted to me looking at the ground."No Clara, you are queen you can't be disrespected like this from these old farts! Hold your head up high!" My wolf shouts in my head, I nod putting my head up even making eye contact with a few of them as I went by.Gray finally leads me to the top two chairs at the head of the table, we stand there for a second as the doors are closed."You may be seated" Gray says in a powerful voice, immediately the men start to take a seat as Gray pulls my seat out. I send him a little smile taking a seat before he takes his beside me, the men begin to take documents out folders t
It was much later in the day, the sun was just beginning to set which made the whole sky just beautiful colours of red and orange. We were just about to set off for Josh and Daisy's house, I didn't know how we were going to be able to break the news about what's happening with Daisy. It is totally unjustified and stupid that as royals we can't stop whatever investigation they have on her, Gray told me it was for a number of reasons but most likely was because we had a personal relationship with them. He explained that in most cases we could put a request in to stop the investigation, but the officials would claim that we're too close to the case and nothing would be done and it might actually make her look worse.I couldn't help but feel responsible for what happened, Gray keeps saying over and over again that it's not and of a matter of fact it's his fathers but, a part of me knows he was there to harm me but many others are suffering while I'm just here
That's the first time I've thought about the incident, I've blocked out a bunch of my childhood memories that I know would just cause the horrible feelings as a child to resurface. It's the first time that I can remember my dad feeling bad and wanting to protect us, well more me as it looked as though he didn't mind Kyle being there. Cyrus was always like that growing up, he treated Kyle and I like crap and always got our dad to follow every word he said.Gray looking down at me with a smile snaps me out my thoughts, I just send a tiny one back as we pull up to a row of quite big houses, they had steps leading up to each door with black railings. The bricks were a deep red colour with huge windows at the front, they looked rather Victorian era type houses, but also with a modern sense to them.Once the car comes to a stop one of the front doors
After a few minutes of tears and reassuring Daisy, she excuses herself before making her way up stairs to have a rest. Josh just paces the now destroyed living room, his hands were on his hips his body just tensing. I stood beside Grey whose arm was just around my shoulders, I think he was preparing for Josh's wolf to surface as it previously did."Daisy doesn't deserve this, she doesn't have a mean or vindictive bone in her body" Josh sighs continuing to do laps of the living room, well at least he's getting his steps in."We know she doesn't, that's why we just need to make those people see what person she really is, then they'll know she's not capable of doing what they're accusing her of" I say which makes him look over at me with a smile, I'll vouch for her if I can!"Cla
"Clara! Clara!" Kyle's voice screams from the distance, I hear him frantically running around outside my room finding something to break through the door."Clara can you get to the door!?" Emma shouts worry clear in her voice, but I couldn't help them open the door, I couldn't move.In what feels like an eternity, the door gets kicked open by Kyle, immediately he's beside my frail beaten up body laying on the floor. I'd just got back from a meeting with the Alpha, according to some pack members I was disrespectful to them. The Alpha tried to beat some sense into me, I just lay there staring up at Kyle's worried face over me."It's all gonna be okay" he tells me but his voice soon starts to muffle, I began to hear a more dominant voice.
I woke up to the sun streaming through the windows, the curtains were open which caused the whole room to be bright. I glance down to see Gray still asleep on my chest, well that's a first he's normally awake before me. This gave me the opportunity to think about what he told me last night, I knew from the stories I heard before that his father was a horrible individual. But I would have never thought he would take his own daughters life, just because she was going to be next in line for the throne. I can't even imagine what was going through that little girls head, the man that's supposed to protect you from all the "monsters" is the one that actually hurt you. As I told Gray, she's in a better place now with her mother away from from that monster. It must have been so hard for Gray, losing both his sister and his mother in ten years at such a young age, it just shows what a strong person he is.It just angers me
A few more hours have passed since mine and Erik's first meeting, I did have a long list of things I've wanted to get done but as he wasn't here, I had no idea how to get around it myself. First off, I needed him to start the list of new officials to replace the current officials, since the meeting I was in, it was clear those men were not up to the standard. Erik was able to suggest a few names off the top of his head but told me he'd look more into that, I know the officials will be so annoyed but I really couldn't care less.Now secondly, I did some digging of my own and found the original photo of Gray's family, the one with Matilda in. I had Erik replace the current one in the hall and put the one with his sister up. I'll show that to Gray later, I hope he likes it. The last thing I wanted Erik to do was track down my first advisor Masons wife, when she ran passed the guards a few weeks after I got here that