Kaida’s POV
Grandma was scared again. She dug her nails into the leather couch, and immediately, I knew what was coming. “Does this have something to do with the dreams I have been having since I clocked 16?” I asked, really trying to understand better. "The one with the old-looking building standing in the middle of the woods?" I heard her sharp intake of breath, her worrying eyes gazing out the windows for a fast second that if I had not been staring at her, I wouldn’t have seen it. “Kaida, I’ve told you to stop talking about that dream!” She chided, her hands balled into fists by her sides. Her eyes shifted to the windows again. “Have you taken your drugs today? I saw the pill by your room door. Kaida…” As if on cue, I felt the fire in my chest, slowly at first, until it grew insistent. It felt like someone was scratching at me from inside, with sharp claws. But the strange thing was that it didn’t hurt. Instead, it left me feeling so hot that I almost dropped to the ground in a quiver. But I couldn't let this go, too. Not yet. “What about the dream gets you so scared? Why do you not want me to talk about it?” I ran my hand through my fiery red hair, yet another question on my mind. Why did I have red hair when Grandma didn't? And why didn't she have any pictures of my parents, not even one from a funeral, even though she claimed they died in a car accident? “Let it go, Kaida!” she snapped suddenly, her tight bun threatening to come loose. “I will get the doctor to increase your dosage and get you something for your sleep so that…” "I don't want to increase my dosage! I don't want to fall asleep at night, Grandma. And do you know why? It's because, at least, in those dreams, it feels like that ancient house has something to tell me. And I want to know what it is." “That’s it!” Grandma moved towards the hallway and reappeared a minute later with the little bowl holding a single purple pill. “Take it right this minute, Kaida, if you don’t want to see me dead.” “Grandma, please!” My voice broke as I pleaded for the umpteenth time, rushing over to her with my hands held together as if in prayer. “I promise to be back on Sunday. It is only for two nights.” “Kaida, nothing is going to change my mind." Her tone carried through the living room, a light tremble under. "You are not going more than twenty minutes away from this house, and that is final." In all my life, as far as I could remember, Grandma had never let me leave the house other than to go to school. And when my friends invited me to go camping with them, I knew she would never let me. But the thing was, I really wanted to go. "I don't get it!" My hands were raised in the air exasperatedly, as anger flared in my eyes. "I have never stepped out of this silly town since I was born. You don't allow me to go on field trips, parties…" “Kaida, please listen to me. I cannot let you step out of this house for three good days. It is…” “…dangerous. I know. You’ve been saying that for years now. But what danger is it exactly? Nobody knows us. Nobody even visits us, so who on earth would want to harm me?” “Kaida…” “It’s only for two nights, Grandma, I will have my phone with me throughout. I will even call you every hour of the day until I return. Just let me go this one time, Grandma. Please!" She looked at me, her eyes crinkling at the side. "It is for your own safety." Then, she pushes the bowl over to me. "Take your pill and go to bed." “No!” My hands reached out at once, hitting the bowl out of her hands. The pill toppled to the floor, dancing out of view. But before my grandmother could recover from it, I was out of the house, the cold air whipping hard against my skin. I still felt the fire bubbling in the pit of my stomach, growing more insistent every minute. Maybe I should go back to take the pill. At least, to stop this before it got too hot to bear. It happened once, many years ago. I had forgotten to take the pill, and grandma came home to meet me in the middle of the bathroom, quivering from the heat and screaming so loud. The feeling was unexplainable. As my feet found the terrace leading out of our little driveway, I heard the door to the front porch open. “Kaida, come back!" My grandmother's voice travelled through the night. "Please. You have to take your drug." But I wasn't listening. My feet, clad in a pair of Converse, kept running until our house disappeared from view. And even then, I still didn't stop. For some reason, I couldn’t. I'd been running for quite some time when the fire suddenly kicked me off the road. I found myself on the ground, my palm face down, my breath heaving. I closed my eyes for a few seconds, waiting for it to pass. I should have taken the pill. I should have just listened to Grandma. But now, it felt like I was going to die in the middle of nowhere. Suddenly, ears picked up loud chatter in the distance. Someone was talking about parading the boundaries. My head jerked up at once, taking my surroundings in for the first time. I was in the woods, with tall trees lining the grounds. I narrowed my eyes as I looked forward. That was when I saw it. Right where the huge trees broke open, there was an ancient-looking stone building with a black roof, standing fierce and imposing. It was just like the one in my dream.Chapter Seventy-nineKaida’s POV“You’re indeed a werewolf.”She looked into my eyes while telling me, and that was to tell me that she told the truth. I wasn’t so shocked to hear her say that, it was as though I saw it coming.Beta Tobias, Selene, and Alpha Kellan were right all this while. They must have seen the signs because the signs would have been so obvious to them.“I’m your grandparents’ best friend, they made me promise to watch over you, and I think I did just that.”Tears rolled down my eyes as I got emotional. My family must have died a cruel death, all thanks to their killer. The killer didn’t think to spare my grandparents or even my parents.I read a lot of books about werewolves in the past to know that each werewolf belonged to a unique bloodline. I had come to terms with the fact that I was a werewolf.“I need to know about my bloodline,” I demanded.Alpha Kellan asked me about it while I was in his pack, but I couldn’t provide an answer to his question. I didn’t b
Chapter Seventy-eightKaida’s POV“I came for payment. What else do you want to know aside from that?” he raised his voice at me.He had begun to show me the stuff he was made of. I knew that he wasn’t a calm werewolf, but my alleged grandmother didn’t know that.Our eyes locked for more than a minute. Even though he had intimidating eyes, I wasn’t scared of him or what he would do to me.“He brought his guards because he assumed I would go with him,” I told the voice in my head. It was after I did that I recalled it no longer existed.He even said something about us not belonging here. I wasn’t sure about him, but I belonged here and didn’t intend to leave for a werewolf pack.My alleged grandmother’s silence might have meant that she was in support of all this. If that was the case, I would rather she said it to my face so it would register in my head.“Do you want me to leave your house?” I asked her. I wasn’t doing too much; I only wanted a yes or no answer.I stood to my feet and
Chapter Seventy-sevenKaida’s POVAlpha Luca was here again. He showed up just when I thought he would never show up again. This time, he did with a lot of guards, and I couldn’t comprehend why.“We might end up doing this for the rest of the day.”It had been minutes since he showed up, and he still was refusing to speak. Silence had taken over, and this time, it wasn’t golden. I needed him to start speaking.My alleged grandmother looked straight in front of her, and she was also refusing to speak. I believed she had no words to say, hence her silence.‘I hoped Fred didn’t do anything silly to himself.’Just like that, I broke up with my boyfriend of two years. I knew it was over the moment I looked into his eyeballs and felt nothing. I was only hoping my mind didn’t belong elsewhere.It was safe to say that I had a love-hate relationship with Alpha Kellan. I hated that he led me on and didn’t find me worthy of being in his world, but at the same time, he remained in my head.After
Chapter Seventy-sixKaida’s POV“He promised to come back. Let us just wait for him. He has all the answers to your questions.”The one time I summoned the courage to ask my alleged grandmother questions, that was all she had to say to me.Ever since I found out the truth about myself, I had not been able to face her or even speak to her. She had also been avoiding me in the house.The last time Alpha Luca was here, he wanted to talk to me about what he wanted from me, but he could not for a reason known to him. He left just as he was about to speak.There were so many things I did not know about myself, and I could not wait for Alpha Luca to show up again. The last time he was here was two days ago, and I could not be sure it had been his first visit.“Should I go into her room to ask her questions again? Maybe she will have a response for me this time.”That question of mine was for the voice in my head to answer, also my so-called wolf and my other half. I knew I had wanted it to s
Chapter Seventy-fiveKellan’s POVFor the umpteenth time within the space of a few minutes, I rolled from one end of the bed to another.Kaida’s disappearance had me reminiscing and I just could not stop. I wanted to figure out where I went wrong. She could not have left for no good reason.It had been more than twenty four hours since she left, and she was yet to return. I had assumed she would come back to the mansion of her own free will, but I was wrong.“Do you think I made the right decision?” I asked Roman. I had not wanted to, but I just had to.“You were doing what you thought was right,” he replied.I sat up. The fact that Kaida and I used to share the bed made things even more difficult for me. The room felt so empty without her.The bewitching hour was already here, but I was still finding it hard to close my eyes for even a few minutes, talk less of falling asleep.I had instructed Beta Tobias, the head of security, and the guards not to go in search of Kaida. I thought i
Chapter Seventy-FourKaida’s POV“We should take a seat. What do you both think?” Grandmother eventually broke the silence.The strange man had mentioned his name earlier, but I couldn’t recall what it was. It could be because I wasn’t paying attention to his words, but to him.My grandmother walked past me and sat on the couch in the living room. That wasn’t the reaction I had pictured.She didn’t ask where I was coming from or how I had been all this while. Could it be that she had disowned me already because I disobeyed her?He did the same and sat back in the living room. Reluctantly, I joined them, waiting impatiently for the silence to end.I must say that my grandmother looked good. She had added weight, and I didn’t see that coming. I had assumed my disappearance would make her look like a skeleton.That was a sign that she had been feeding well and sleeping fine too. I didn’t sit next to her or the strange man for no good reason.“I’m Luca. Alpha Luca,” he said, breaking the