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Kaida’s POV
Grandma was scared again. She dug her nails into the leather couch, and immediately, I knew what was coming. “Does this have something to do with the dreams I have been having since I clocked 16?” I asked, really trying to understand better. "The one with the old-looking building standing in the middle of the woods?" I heard her sharp intake of breath, her worrying eyes gazing out the windows for a fast second that if I had not been staring at her, I wouldn’t have seen it. “Kaida, I’ve told you to stop talking about that dream!” She chided, her hands balled into fists by her sides. Her eyes shifted to the windows again. “Have you taken your drugs today? I saw the pill by your room door. Kaida…” As if on cue, I felt the fire in my chest, slowly at first, until it grew insistent. It felt like someone was scratching at me from inside, with sharp claws. But the strange thing was that it didn’t hurt. Instead, it left me feeling so hot that I almost dropped to the ground in a quiver. But I couldn't let this go, too. Not yet. “What about the dream gets you so scared? Why do you not want me to talk about it?” I ran my hand through my fiery red hair, yet another question on my mind. Why did I have red hair when Grandma didn't? And why didn't she have any pictures of my parents, not even one from a funeral, even though she claimed they died in a car accident? “Let it go, Kaida!” she snapped suddenly, her tight bun threatening to come loose. “I will get the doctor to increase your dosage and get you something for your sleep so that…” "I don't want to increase my dosage! I don't want to fall asleep at night, Grandma. And do you know why? It's because, at least, in those dreams, it feels like that ancient house has something to tell me. And I want to know what it is." “That’s it!” Grandma moved towards the hallway and reappeared a minute later with the little bowl holding a single purple pill. “Take it right this minute, Kaida, if you don’t want to see me dead.” “Grandma, please!” My voice broke as I pleaded for the umpteenth time, rushing over to her with my hands held together as if in prayer. “I promise to be back on Sunday. It is only for two nights.” “Kaida, nothing is going to change my mind." Her tone carried through the living room, a light tremble under. "You are not going more than twenty minutes away from this house, and that is final." In all my life, as far as I could remember, Grandma had never let me leave the house other than to go to school. And when my friends invited me to go camping with them, I knew she would never let me. But the thing was, I really wanted to go. "I don't get it!" My hands were raised in the air exasperatedly, as anger flared in my eyes. "I have never stepped out of this silly town since I was born. You don't allow me to go on field trips, parties…" “Kaida, please listen to me. I cannot let you step out of this house for three good days. It is…” “…dangerous. I know. You’ve been saying that for years now. But what danger is it exactly? Nobody knows us. Nobody even visits us, so who on earth would want to harm me?” “Kaida…” “It’s only for two nights, Grandma, I will have my phone with me throughout. I will even call you every hour of the day until I return. Just let me go this one time, Grandma. Please!" She looked at me, her eyes crinkling at the side. "It is for your own safety." Then, she pushes the bowl over to me. "Take your pill and go to bed." “No!” My hands reached out at once, hitting the bowl out of her hands. The pill toppled to the floor, dancing out of view. But before my grandmother could recover from it, I was out of the house, the cold air whipping hard against my skin. I still felt the fire bubbling in the pit of my stomach, growing more insistent every minute. Maybe I should go back to take the pill. At least, to stop this before it got too hot to bear. It happened once, many years ago. I had forgotten to take the pill, and grandma came home to meet me in the middle of the bathroom, quivering from the heat and screaming so loud. The feeling was unexplainable. As my feet found the terrace leading out of our little driveway, I heard the door to the front porch open. “Kaida, come back!" My grandmother's voice travelled through the night. "Please. You have to take your drug." But I wasn't listening. My feet, clad in a pair of Converse, kept running until our house disappeared from view. And even then, I still didn't stop. For some reason, I couldn’t. I'd been running for quite some time when the fire suddenly kicked me off the road. I found myself on the ground, my palm face down, my breath heaving. I closed my eyes for a few seconds, waiting for it to pass. I should have taken the pill. I should have just listened to Grandma. But now, it felt like I was going to die in the middle of nowhere. Suddenly, ears picked up loud chatter in the distance. Someone was talking about parading the boundaries. My head jerked up at once, taking my surroundings in for the first time. I was in the woods, with tall trees lining the grounds. I narrowed my eyes as I looked forward. That was when I saw it. Right where the huge trees broke open, there was an ancient-looking stone building with a black roof, standing fierce and imposing. It was just like the one in my dream.Chapter One Hundred and Twenty NineKaida’s POV I showed up in the living room and Alpha Kellan had just acted like he didn’t see me, like I didn’t exist. My arms were crossed and I was ready to speak.“Can I have a word with you?”“Are you okay? Do you feel some type of way?” he looked in my direction and asked.His reaction was a confirmation that he knew I was in the living room and just refused to look in my direction until I spoke. I knew why he did that.Beta Tobias was seated next to him. I didn’t interrupt anything because they weren’t having a conversation before I showed up, they were both watching a football match.“I’m okay, I don’t feel some type of way,” I responded.“Can we talk later?”“If I had said I was feeling some type of way, would you have suggested that we speak later?” My response to him.Beta Tobias walked away without being asked to. I didn’t ask him to leave, neither did Alpha Kellan, I couldn’t be sure he didn’t nonverbally though.“Come sit next to me li
Chapter One Hundred and Twenty EightVeyra’s POV I remained seated on my throne that had thorns on it. I didn’t intend to be quiet for more than a minute, I had to be because the deities had something to say to me.“I’ll do as you’ve said,” I replied to them inwardly.My guest had his eyes on me, he must have thought that I was weird for going mute in the middle of our conversation. It wasn’t my fault that my gods decided to speak to me at this time.Dusk was here already, it was the reason it wasn’t so hot in my hut. The air was fresh and it kept me refreshed, I couldn’t say if it was the same for my guest.“Mira!” I screamed.“Yes, Witch Veyra,” she came running instantly. She was on her knees and it was the norm.“The full moon will be out tonight and I’m sure you know what that means. Unlike before, we won’t be casting the regular spells tonight, so I need you to get the sacrificial lambs ready.”“I’ll do just that,” her response.My guest watched her leave and it couldn’t be tha
Chapter One Hundred and Twenty SevenKaida’s POV Now, I could see clearly. Alpha Kellan, Beta Tobias, Selene, the head of security, and two werewolves that I had never seen before were all in the room with me.I kept panting heavily and Alpha Kellan was there to hold my hands. I looked at his face and, nonverbally, he spoke so many words that I could comprehend.He assured me that I would be fine, still nonverbally. One of the werewolves I was seeing for the first time stood right in front of me. I guessed he was the healer.“Are you okay?” Alpha Kellan inquired.“She cannot give responses to your questions right now,” the healer replied. I was right about him being a healer. He had strange necklaces on and weird bracelets.A part of my body ached and I traced it using a finger. I stopped when I got to an area on my collarbone. I could tell it was the part that ached after my finger landed on it.“I am afraid you might have to keep your hands off that area,” the healer mentioned. His
Chapter One Hundred and Twenty SixKaida’s POV “Kaida?” a voice called softly.I lifted my hand and pointed into the darkness. A line of black smoke formed shapes that should not have existed. I saw wolves with too many limbs, maidens with hollow faces, a tall hooded figure whose eyes glowed even in the dark, men with unusual claws, and children whose heads were unusually big. I saw all of them.“Kaida!”I felt a hand on my body and it caused me to bat my eyelashes. I stopped looking right in front of me and realized the voice I had been hearing belonged to Alpha Kellan.My heart kept racing and I had not stopped feeling numb. I remained sweaty and it felt as though I had been in a trance for a moment. I could not have imagined all that I saw.“Look at me, Kaida, are you okay?” Alpha Kellan asked. I wanted to give him a response but I could not open my mouth to speak.I exhaled and instantly gulped afterwards. If Alpha Kellan had not been all over me, I might have fallen to the grou
Chapter One Hundred and Twenty FiveKellan’s POV“Faster!”The head of security raised his voice at the driver. He was driving at the highest speed already but I understood that the head of security was tense.He was next to me in the car and had gotten so restless, he couldn’t stop looking out of the car. I said no word. All in my head were thoughts of the werewolf that wanted me dead.About five days ago, I was attacked at the ball and now this. I was also attacked while I was in the woods with Kaida about a month ago or more.“Who needs me dead and what exactly have I done?” I asked Roman. He might have had an idea of who was behind all of these attacks.“What is important at the moment is you getting home safely,” he howled. I was supposed to be at an event but we had to turn back after we realized we were being tailed by more than three cars. I almost lost my life the last time I was attacked.It dawned on the head of security and I when two cars, one on our right side and the o
Chapter One Hundred and Twenty FourKaida’s POV“You can go,” I instructed the chefs. It was my second time repeating myself.I might have had to speak to Beta Tobias and make him see why he needed to help me get a job. There were multiple companies in the pack and working in one of them didn’t seem like a bad idea.Boredom might be the end of me if Beta Tobias didn’t help me out. Selene had been stepping out of the mansion to train the maidens of the pack all week.I still wasn’t interested in training or I might have joined the maidens she trained every day and all day. When Alpha Kellan and I were on good terms, I was never bored.“Now that I’ve sent the chefs out of the kitchen, what’s for lunch?” I asked Aria.“I still don’t think that what you’re about to do is a good idea. You could have the chefs do this with you instead of sending them out,” Aria growled.Clearly, she didn’t believe in me or my cooking skills and I found that hurtful. I had nothing to do this afternoon and I







