LOGINTamaraI sat across the small wooden table from my mother. The silence stretched between us, heavy with all the unsaid words, until the dam finally broke and the entire truth spilled out of me."I want to give up on him, Mom," I whispered, my voice cracking as the first hot tear slipped down my cheek. "I really do. One minute he treats me like I am his whole world, and the next minute he treats me like a stranger or a nuisance. He is so hot and cold with me that I feel like I am losing my mind, and Earth is going to have to leave me here. In a place where I have almost no one to call my friend, because everybody hates me."My mother listened quietly, her thumb gently stroking the back of my hand as she let me pour out every hurt, every insult, and every humiliating moment I had endured since coming here"Why couldn't I have a type of love like you and Dad have?" I asked, my voice trembling as the frustration bubbled over. "Why does a female always have to sacrifice her peace of mind f
TamaraI watched as Ryder let out a loud growl before He and Earth both spoke the same word at the exact same time."Mate," they said.Ryder began walking toward her, but he did not look like he was in control anymore. His eyes were glowing with a wild golden colour and his movements were predatory. It was clear his wolf had taken complete control of his body. Earth looked terrified as she watched him move towards her like that. She started growling back at him, her own wolf fighting to come out, and she began to move backward to put distance between them, because she probably thought he wanted to hurt her. The more she tried to move away, the more angry Ryder became. He crouched low, his muscles bunching up as he prepared to lunge for her, his wolf beginning to take control and He was going for her throat… to mark her. Earth braced herself, her hands coming out into claws, ready to fight for her life if she had to. She genuinely looked so confused… she was probably wondering why h
TamaraI sat on the edge of the bed with my knees pulled up to my chest, staring blindly at the wooden door. I did not want to go out again. I did not want to face the pitying glances or the mocking smiles of the pack members who had watched me get humiliated just hours before.How did we get back to this point?I thought he actually felt something real for me beneath all that cold armor. But sitting here in the quiet dark, I realized I was just a fool. A big, pathetic fool to ever believe that he could truly care for someone like me.My mind went back to the sharp words Elder Miko had thrown at me in the office. The elder was right. He did not actually love me. If he did, he would not have publicly cut me down and pushed me away just because I reacted to seeing him standing too close to Serena. He used the excuse of the pack rules to hide behind his own walls, proving that I meant nothing more than a convenient duty to him.A cold wave of despair washed over me, bringing the heavy t
TamaraThe morning sun rose over the tall trees, casting a bright golden light across the training grounds as I walked out of the pack house with the words of the trial book still fresh in my mind. Earth was already waiting by the edge of the dirt field, her arms crossed as I walked up to her, she let out a long breath and looked right into my eyes."Did you read the book?" Earth asked, her voice dropping to a quiet tone so the other nearby pack members would not hear."Yes, I did," I answered, keeping my voice calm and steady.Earth studied my face closely, looking for any sign of panic or fear. "Are you okay with everything in it? Do you understand what you are walking into?"I smiled softly and let out a light giggle, hoping to break the tension between us. "Earth, do not put on such a serious face," I said, nudging her shoulder gently. "It is not that deep. I have read it, and I understand the rules. But I still want to go ahead with this. I believe in the bond. I truly believe
Tamara“Get the book of Trials from North today.”Those words from Earth echoed in my mind as I walked back from the woods and headed straight toward the main pack house. My feet carried me up the familiar stairs and down the quiet hallway until I reached the door of the Alpha office. I did not want to push but Earth made it clear that I needed this information. I raised my hand and knocked softly on the door, waiting for a moment before pushing the door open and stepping inside the room.North was standing by his desk, looking over some papers with a serious expression on his face. When the door clicked shut, he lifted his head and his dark eyes locked onto mine. The usual tension that always seemed to fill the space between us softened just a little bit when he saw me standing there. "Tamara," he said, his voice deep and smooth as he walked slowly around the desk toward me. "Is everything alright?"I offered him a small, polite smile, trying to keep my nerves under control. I did
TamaraThe memory of Serena bursting in and cutting our private moment short left a bitter feeling in my mind. As I stepped outside into the sunlight on my way to the training ground, I spotted Earth waiting by the edge of the trees. She looked up as I approached, her warm expression softening when she saw my tired face."Are you okay, Tammy?" Earth asked, stepping closer to inspect me. "I assumed you went up to your room?."I let out a heavy sigh, crossing my arms over my chest. "I am just tired of Serena," I complained, shaking my head. "She acts like she owns the place, and it is so obvious that she wants North for herself. Everywhere I turn, she is right there glaring at me. Am I being a baby about this? He is my mate Earth… not hers"Earth let out a loud laugh and shook her head. "Oh, Tammy. That is to be expected," she said with a knowing smile. "First of all, Serena is the lead warrior so of course she will be around the Alpha most times and secondly, she has trained for years







