Cillian moved and stood before Mordeu. “Let’s see for ourselves, Lord Stregobor.”
Stregobor frowned at what Cillian was meaning to do. Mordeu’s heart palpitated, his focus was disoriented. Stregobor’s movements were explicable to everyone in the courtyard. If Mordeu were to change and make even the slightest berserk movement, Stregobor would’ve struck his sword into him. However, Cillian had stood in front of him in a stance of protection. It was like the table had turned on them. Mordeu was initially meant to protect Cillian, but now Cillian was ready to risk his life going head-on in battle against Stregobor if he were to attack Mordeu. Mordeu cleared his throat and pulled Cillian back. The thought of Cillian protecting him was pleasurable, but he didn’t want anyone to misunderstand. Standing against one of the Lords may come off as rebellion, whether or not he was Alvitir’s son. Mordeu didn’t want to risk it. “I’m not a danger to anyone. You don’t have to be alert around me. I’m just simply going to transform, not murder everyone here,” Mordeu explained. “But you can,” Stregobor said. Mordeu mentally rolled his eyes at him. “Please prepare some clothes for me. I do not appreciate my nudity being seen by others.” Alvitir gestured to a servant, and she went away to a room, probably to fetch some clothes for Mordeu. He had asked for some clothes because after he changed back to his regular form, he would’ve destroyed his clothes and so rendered himself naked. Seeing that the issue was already settled, he bent down on one knee, his hands touching the gravel on the courtyard’s grounds. He groaned loudly as he focused his attention on rearranging the bones in his body. The sound emanating from him was obviously out of pain. Though it was happening under his will, it still caused him a great deal of pain. He was, after all, rearranging every morsel of his being so he could transform into his true nature. Red fur sprung up from his skin, overshadowing every possible white skin on his body. There was hair everywhere, and his fingers grew ten times longer than usual, his nails replaced with sharp claws dark as night. And when he was done, he had totally transformed into a wolf, many times bigger than his regular size. From the looks of the spectators, he was guessed to be bigger than the average wolf—bigger than the biggest wolf. Balor was surely satisfied that he could see for himself: Mordeu’s fur was the colour of blood, crimson and deadly. His fangs were mighty, almost resembling the tusks of elephants. They were sharp, and Balor could vaguely make out the reflection of Cillian on his fangs. Mordeu growled loudly, almost the sound of a roar. Cillian fell to the ground. During the transformation, he had shifted from beside Mordeu so he could vividly see for himself the marvelous act of transforming. However, it was nothing like he thought it would be, especially as a vague sense of pain came from his bones as the transformation started, which slowly turned into an excruciating pain that he could no longer try to suppress. He fell to his knees, screaming in pain—an indescribable pain. Mordeu, in his wolf form, saw this and was suddenly worried. Ayra ran to the aid of her brother, and Alvitir equally rushed to him. Stregobor’s gaze only drifted slightly but soon laid focus on Mordeu again. His grip on his sword was firm. Mordeu did not care about him. He was worried about Cillian and irritated that Kai was the one who lifted him from the ground and carried him to a seat. In less than three heartbeats, Mordeu changed back into his regular form, and the servant hastily brought a robe for him. After covering his nakedness, he ran to where Cillian was laid, frantic and curious, but he met Cillian pushing people away and regulating his breaths. “What just happened?” Kai asked randomly, but no one seemed to hold the answer to that question. Cillian’s gaze was locked on Mordeu’s. Alvitir cleared his throat. “This is a drastic turn of events.” Mordeu couldn’t suppress his curiosity any longer. Stregobor had been alert towards him, Kai almost went into a full panic attack, and Balor’s gaze was the same as someone who saw his parent’s hearts plucked out. “Why? What’s so scary about red wolves? Why are you all acting like this towards me?” Alvitir let out a breath. His eyes held pity as he stared at Mordeu. “It is because…” “I’ll tell him myself,” Cillian interrupted his father. “It’ll be best if I tell him. We’re mates, and I can better explain it to him with the patience you do not possess, and he would prefer to hear from the person who has been rumored to kill him.”That idea, that possibility had been swimming in his heart ever since his first conversation with Cillian. Cillian’s countenance had changed as if Mordeu’s words had been directed at him. Even though his excuse could be that Kai was his friend and as such was obligated to take offence, it still did not justify why his mood would sullen in that manner.Mordeu turned around and smiled, “But then, you told me you only desired women and that was really all I wanted to hear.”Cillian had stopped walking ever since Mordeu brought Kai up. He knew of Mordeu’s utmost dislike for people who had these feelings for their fellow gender. Cillian had no opinion on Mordeu’s emotions, but yes, he would prefer if Mordeu would just shut the hell up.He forced out a smile, “I think we should go back, it’s already late. It has been a long day for you.”Mordeu looked around, surely they had been walking in the dark for a while, their source of light had been the bright moon and so Mordeu never realized how
Mordeu couldn’t believe what he was hearing. Though Cillian had told him the history of this man in such a casual manner, it still ignited a sense of unease, a feeling of dread and a need to escape in Mordeu, and now he was hearing that that man was still very much alive.“You said it happened a hundred years ago, there’s no way he would still be alive.”Cillian nodded his head. “Well, normally, it wouldn’t be, and that has brought about the deduction that red wolves have a longer life span.”Mordeu swallowed. The good thing was that he was going to live long, but then, his loved ones wouldn’t, his mate surely wouldn’t, and he would outlive everyone he cared about.However, Mordeu couldn’t allow himself to indulge in that section of the story just yet. He was still trying to wrap his head around the newfound knowledge that the scariest man he has ever heard of was still very much alive. Though it wasn’t a problem of his, it still made him feel very anxious. He couldn’t quite place his
Cillian scrutinized Mordeu for a while. He wondered what could’ve changed, what could have spiked up his curiosity about the red wolves. What Cillian could remember was that Mordeu had chosen to walk with him with no desire whatsoever to learn about his predecessors, but suddenly, out of the blue, with a smile on his face and mirth in his eyes, he was asking for his history.Somehow, along the way, Mordeu’s reluctance to learn about his history had contaminated Cillian’s zeal to tell him about it. He had lost his willpower and now Mordeu was suddenly demanding the story, one that Cillian had successfully tossed away to the back of his head.Nevertheless, he had a duty to Mordeu, so whether he wished to tell him or not, he was obligated to.“Well, where do I start from?” He circled around a spot.Mordeu watched him with an inquisitive expression. He could see that Cillian was lost in the history books with no idea where to start from.To say the truth, Mordeu still had no desire to lea
Mordeu raised an eyebrow. The last reason Cillian gave did not sit right with him. Nevertheless, he would rather hear from Cillian than anyone else, whether he was going to die or not. Probably, it would make him feel much better if the reason for his death was coming from Cillian.Under everyone’s eyes, Cillian rose to his feet and walked away, tugging on Mordeu’s robe as he walked right past him. Mordeu followed immediately after him. Cillian led him away into the woods. At the time, the sun was getting ready to lay her head to rest and give way to the nocturnal creature, the moon. Cillian walked in the woods, through the trees in silence. His marvelous face entertained a small, satisfied smile as his feet touched the fallen leaves on the ground.At the moment, Mordeu cared less about the issues going on—whether he was meant to die by Cillian’s hands or not, which was starting to feel like unfathomable bliss, or whether he really was a menace to society. None of that seemed importa
Cillian moved and stood before Mordeu. “Let’s see for ourselves, Lord Stregobor.”Stregobor frowned at what Cillian was meaning to do. Mordeu’s heart palpitated, his focus was disoriented. Stregobor’s movements were explicable to everyone in the courtyard. If Mordeu were to change and make even the slightest berserk movement, Stregobor would’ve struck his sword into him. However, Cillian had stood in front of him in a stance of protection. It was like the table had turned on them. Mordeu was initially meant to protect Cillian, but now Cillian was ready to risk his life going head-on in battle against Stregobor if he were to attack Mordeu.Mordeu cleared his throat and pulled Cillian back. The thought of Cillian protecting him was pleasurable, but he didn’t want anyone to misunderstand. Standing against one of the Lords may come off as rebellion, whether or not he was Alvitir’s son. Mordeu didn’t want to risk it.“I’m not a danger to anyone. You don’t have to be alert around me. I’m j
Mordeu almost panicked. “That’s not what I mean. You’re amazing, you’re not repulsive. It’s just that it’s because…”“He’s a man,” Cillian fetched the words out of him.Mordeu nodded his head.Cillian smiled. “I understand now, it really is disgusting to some people.”Mordeu chuckled in relief. “I think it’s disgusting to everyone.”Cillian said nothing to that. The rest of the walk to Alvitir’s own courtyard was left in silence. Mordeu’s head was cautiously wrapping itself around the discussion he just had with Cillian.Never had he thought for a second that there could exist a man who didn’t just see indulging in sexual activities with another man as a pastime but would rather want to spend the rest of his life with another man. It was unquestionable—the way Kai looked at Cillian, the way he made subtle touches, how he would place his hand on his thigh, or his knee, or his shoulder, how he would look at Cillian like Cillian was a pool of intoxicating water or how he definitely want