I check into a small town Inn that sits near the edge of a lake near a forest. Supposedly, the spirits of the forest are stronger around here because the poles diverge directly across the center of the forest, or at least that's what the cab driver told me during the thirty-minute drive from the airport.
Walking up the gravel road to the house that looks as if it was built in the eighteenth century gives me goosebumps and makes the hair on the back of my neck stand up. When I touch the doorknob, a strong needle-piercing pain shoots through my brain, almost bringing me to my knees.
The door opens from the inside, and an older woman with a large scar on her face appears before me.
"Can I help you?" She asks. I stand at five foot seven inches and probably tower almost two feet above her.
"Yes. Do you have a room available?"
"I do. Please come inside, and I'll get you situated," she walks behind the desk placed on the left-hand side facing the entryway, looking into the large living room. "What brings you all the way out here?"
"How do you know I'm not from here?"
"Honey, you're so tanned, and we do not get enough sunlight this time of year to look like you."
"I guess you're right. I'm visiting from Flordia." I say sheepishly.
"You're far from home. There must be something important out here that's brought you all this way." She reaches behind her and grabs a set of keys, sliding them across her desk.
"I'm a nature photographer," I pat my camera bag, "My parents were here a long time ago, and I want to feel connected to them again. Any ideas for the best places to take pictures?"
"How sweet, how long ago were they here?"
"I'm not sure, sometime before or near 2003."
The woman looks in shock and moves as fast as she can go, she shuffles up the steps and starts making a racket, which sounds like someone throwing around a bunch of things as if they are searching for something. She comes back downstairs with a small box in her hand, out of breath, and practically throws herself in the chair to take a rest.
"I thought your face looked familiar, especially those sparkling hazel eyes." She searches through the box and pulls out a photo.
"I'm sorry?" I ask, confused.
"Are these your parents?" She slides the photo to me.
It was a group photo of twelve. My parents are standing on the right, and when I look closer, I notice the older women standing beside them.
"Did you know them?" I slam my hands down and lean over the desk, wanting to know everything she possibly does.
She stares at me with wide eyes before cracking a smile.
"I'll tell you all about it tomorrow. For now, you should get some rest." She stands up, causing me to stand back. Lifting the keys from the desk, she takes my hand and sets them in my palm. "Your room is the second one on the right."
In shock, I want to ask her so many questions, but the words can't leave my mouth. Instead, the woman is pushing me up the steps. On the landing upstairs, there was a small sitting area covered in books. There is also a girl who looks to be twelve coming out of one of the rooms.
"Hello," The girl says with a cheerful smile.
I give her a nod, then use the key to open the door. The small room looks eerily similar to my childhood one, down to the trunk at the foot of the bed. I set my bags down and pull out the journals again to see if I can find any more information on where to start looking now that I'm in Alaska.
The vile falls out of the bag along with the journals. As it clinks against the floor, the sound of it calls out to me. I pick it up, and it's almost as if it's glowing in my hands. My heart picks up speed, and the walls are closing in. Uncorking the bottle, I put it to my lips.
The knocking on the door stops me from titling the bottle back.
"Dinner time," a voice sings out from the other side. I close the bottle and shove it underneath my pillow.
"Coming," I call back.
Opening the door, I see the little girl waiting for me outside. She takes me by my hand and leads me down the steps and into the dining room.
"Grandma makes the best roast chicken on the planet. I hope you're hungry,"
My stomach growls from her words, reminding me that I haven't eaten anything since the diner almost two days ago.
"Starving"
"That's great. I'm Juliana, by the way, and my grandma is Marcy. My papa and brother should be joining us later. They're finishing hunting before the snow comes over the mountains." Juliana explains and talks her head off when we sit at the table.
Juliana speaks so fast and can hardly even get a breath in, although that doesn't seem to slow her down any. She rambles on and on, mostly about the other kids who go to school with her on the reservation and her favorite toys. It's only when she starts talking about the forest do I actually start paying attention.
"Papa and Luke should be here any second. Once the moon appears, they try and get here as fast as possible. It's really dangerous in the forest cuz nighttime is when the huge wolves come out to play." Juliana says while setting the table.
"Julie. Don't be scaring the poor girl. Giant wolves are just a legend we use to keep you kids inside. The forest is safe... well, as safe as it can be. There are wild animals out there," Marcy cuts off Juliana and begins plating us each some food.
"Wolves?" I look at Juliana, hoping she'll go off on a tangent and reveal something she might not even realize she knows.
"Yeah. There are some really big ones deep in the forest," Her eyes grow wide, " I saw them once a long time ago."
"No wolves this time," A man's voice calls out from the doorway.
Turning to face the voice, I'm taken aback when I see the tall, handsome man appear. There is a miniature him standing on the left with him, holding several fish on a string. The boy comes running over to Marcy's arms, and she bends down to give him a big hug.
"We have a guest?" Marcy shouts to the man.
"A guest? I thought tourism season was over, Ma." He blows out a breath.
"She's not a tourist. She's a photographer," Marcy corrects him.
Standing from the table when he enters the dining room, I extend my hand.
"Hi, I'm Freya. Did you just come from the forest?"
"That's where the lake is," he remarks off-handed while taking off his coat and hanging it on the hook.
"Matthew, I didn't raise you to be rude," Marcy says, then looks between him and me, "Actually, he can take you tomorrow while I take the kiddos to see the new Dreamworks movie."
Matthew grits his teeth, making the vein in his forehead pop out. "I don't have time to show some outsider around the forest."
"It's alright, I can find my way around-"
"Nonsense." Marcy cuts me off, "Plus, you're not an outsider."
"Ma," Matthew groans.
"She's not. She's the daughter of Jenny and Robin. You remember them, don't you?"
His face turns white as if he's seen a ghost. He squints his eyes, looking me up and down as if he's studying me.
"Be ready at nine. We'll leave then," Matthew directs. Then he grabs a plate Marcy prepared and takes it upstairs without saying another word.
"Don't worry about him. He was there the day your parents passed, and he hates himself for it. Ever since that day, he's been a shut-in until he met Nicole, that is," Marcy places a hand on each of the kids' shoulders. That's their mom. She left Alaska almost three years ago, and I'm afraid he's gone back to his old ways."
"He was there the day my parents died? What about you?" I ask.
Grandpa never told me the story of their passing, just that it was a car accident. I hadn't really ever thought about it as I got older, only the fact that they were no longer with me. Once I was old enough to look more into it, the dreams had me too distracted to even think about it.
"I was," Marcy hangs her head low.
"Can you tell me?" The words leave my mouth before I have a second to think about if I really want to know how they died.
Marcy looks at the kids and tells them to take their food to the living room and watch TV. She takes a seat at the chair across from me and pours us each a glass of tea.
"There's not much to the story. They were leaving for the airport, and their taxi hit a patch of black ice, causing the car to slide off the hill. The car went up in an explosion, killing them and the cab driver."
"Why would Matthew hate himself for that? It seems like it was a complete accident."
"He stepped out on the street, and the cab swerved to dodge him. It's when the car swerved that it hit the black ice." Marcy takes a sip of her tea.
I sit back in my chair, unsure how I'm feeling. Unable to speak I eat what's on my plate and then go upstairs to prepare for the journey tomorrow.
Freya POV The elevator doors opened, and I was immediately hit with the sound of loud chatter and music. I would have thought I was transported to a concert instead of the grand hall. I was never good with loud crowds, and now I'm in the middle of one. Theo rests his hand on mine as if he's attempting to reassure me. I let out the breath I'm holding and take the first step out. People parted as I walked by, staring at us in awe. Some of the faces look familiar from the times Theo snuck me out. They would give me a timid smile and turn away quickly, scared as if they might turn to stone if they gawked at me too long. Theo directed me outside, and through the crowd, I could see Cole off in the distance. He was standing near an older man, which made him seem uncomfortable as Cole was hunched over instead of his usual tall stance. Cole catches us walking towards him. He excuses himself from the people he is speaking to and starts striding over to us. When he stops in front of us, The
Freya POV Tonight is the big night and the last time I'll be sleeping alone. These past few days, Cole makes himself known, but by the second sentence, he finds a way to close himself off. It was like there was a switch that went off inside him every time we locked eyes. The time I had alone would make me miss Theo, at least I think it's Theo, he used to visit me all the time, but something also changed with him. It's like he's trying to keep his distance from me. Even when we were in the same room together, he would find a way to stay as far away from me as possible. I push those ideas to the side and focus on tonight. I still find it hard to believe I'm just supposed to shift into a wolf, but then again, everything I've experienced since being here is all hard to believe. I've been living among them for a month, and slowly, I've become one of them, but after tonight, once I shift, I'll officially be one of them. Callie arrived right on schedule with a garment bag in one hand an
Cole POV With each day, I was hopelessly drawn more and more to Freya. I tried to keep my distance, but after I caught Theo lingering at Freya, I knew. He had found a way to love her. It made my blood boil that I almost nearly killed him at that moment. How could he love her so easily and openly? The worst part of the whole thing was how she looked back at him. It nearly killed me. I called Theo on it but he denied everything. Since then, I've forbidden him from seeing her. I made him take care of the day-to-day jobs while I would use that time to get to know Freya. I wanted to learn more about her because there was still some part of me that didn't trust her. I looked at the photo album every night and studied the women and family in those pictures. I need to know who she really is before I let her in. However, the idea of getting close to Freya also makes me anxious. I was scared of what it was all going to mean when she was officially my mate. How are things going to change, and
Sofia POV I knew it was only a matter of time until I got Cole into bed, even though it was more of a challenge than usual. However it's good to know not even Freya can get in my way. She's going to make my plan of becoming a Luna difficult, but it won't deter me one bit. When I first saw her, she was a helpless bird, and now she seems just as fragile, although she's doing a good job hiding it behind a tough exterior. I mean the way she ran out of dinner with the girls all but tells me she won't last long. And when she's ready to leave, aka escape, I'll be the first to help her out. There's no way she'll be able to survive outside the barrier with dirty vamps lurking nearby. I open my closet and pull out my skimpy purple dress that I know Cole can't resist, and bonus points are every woman who sees me in it gives me the dreaded side eye of jealousy of knowing they could never pull it off themselves. I shimmy into my dress and color my lips a deep shade of red. Tonight's my last opp
Freya POVThe sun peaks through the curtains, waking me up. I roll over, looking down, and remember I'm wearing the dress from last night. I sit up on the bed, hanging my legs off the side of the bed, and put my head in my hands to help rub off the headache. I unzip the dress and finally take an actual breath now that I'm not stuck in a tight-fitting dress. I slump my way to the restroom to wash my face. After speaking with Cole last night and learning more about him and this place, I'm starting to feel more at ease here. However, hearing I'll never be able to leave this place is daunting and a tiny bit terrifying. I check in the dresser to see if there's anything to wear, but when I open the drawer, I find them empty. I grab the throw blanket and wrap myself up so I don't have to put on the dress again. I try not to worry that walking around in my underwear with Cole in the next room might give him the wrong idea. I peek outside my bedroom and call out Cole's name. When he doesn't
Freya POV Cole sits across from me, looking like an open book, ready to spill all his secrets. The questions I've been forming in my mind all week come forward all at once. I calm my racing thoughts and think of which of them is the best question to ask him. "Cole, why did you have to pick me?" the question slips out before I can stop myself. "I didn't," he says quietly. "Then why?" "I can't dare to guess why the moon goddess put us together, but she did." "Moon goddess. I've heard Callie mention it, but I haven't put much thought into it with everything else going on, so who is she?" "She is the spirit of the wolves, to put it simply. The legend says she blessed the first human with the ability to turn into a wolf during a time of war, and over time, we evolved to what we are today. At the beginning, there were millions of us, but now there's probably a little over three thousand," Cole explains. "And this is because of the vampires?" "Yes. We give off a scent that gives