Chapter 10

MARX

There is nothing you can do when your heart decides who to love. I remember my professor in Psychology say this. For once, I have believed that this quote is a positive thing. But when I finally knew about Kristoff’s feelings, I realized that I am losing in this.

I love him.

He doesn’t love me.

I care for him.

I don’t know if what he is doing is caring for me.

He does things now that he doesn’t usually do for me before. I don’t exactly know if this is an improving affection but I can see that he is starting to change.

Bit by bit.

I just hope it’s for the best. Because it is hurting me too much, I can’t seem to handle anymore.

I walked out of my room today, prepared to go to the office. I am planning to skip breakfast because I know how awkwardly I will act in front of Kristoff after that hug last night.

Come to think of it, I did r