Past- December 12th, 2032
I am lying on the single-sized bed that Johnathan laid for me. It has been a month since I came into his house, asking for a place to stay. Thankfully, he and Abdullah said yes. Because, honestly, they were my only real option.
And they are great. They are kind, sweet, and accepting. we have formed a good dynamic and it's very liberating.
But today was different. I broke down for the first time. And I started spewing out my insecurities about Stan and Jessica with tears streaming down my face. The secrecy was getting to me, and I NEEDED answers. I can blame today's incident on my hormones. But actually, it was frustration building up.
It's already ten o'clock and the tears have dried. And yet I can't sleep. If sleeping isn't an option, then I'll talk with the man downstairs.
I smile as I lay my right hand on my bump. My baby responded with a kick, telling me that he is still
Past- December 25th, 2034I am standing in front of Jessica's house. Vittorio is behind me, holding the food that I have prepared for a Christmas dinner. Jessica is going through a lot, and I wanted her to know that I am here for her. Unfortunately, John and Abdullah decided not to come, stating that Jessica needs to have her space.Both of them do have a point; Jessica does need space to grow. However, it's Christmas, and it is the time to give to others. I quickly knock on the door. The door opened, and my heart ached at the sight of Jessica.Jessica's usual vibrant skin looks pale. She is wearing a black, large t-shirt that's covered in stains. Her green eyes were void of any emotion, and the worst part was that the puffy eyes indicated she had been crying. I quickly wrap my arms around her; she stood still for a moment before relaxing her head onto my shoulder.A few seconds pass, and I break the hug.
Past- January 12th, 2033Johnathan, Jessica, and I are going shopping for our babies. I cannot believe that in just a few months, Jessica and my baby will be born. It was exciting but scary at the same time. Jessica, Johnathan, and I were first going to the Little Canadian. Then we are going to Walmart, before finally going to another Walmart.We all agree that we'll meet in front of Little Canadian at noon. It's now eleven forty-eight, and I'm already inside. This may sound typical, but this is a big deal. I am usually very late when it comes to meeting my friends outside of my house. But this time it's different.Vittorio has given me a budget of three thousand dollars to spend on baby things. I don't need that much money. But he insists that I take it anyways. So I'm going to buy Jessica's stuff for her. Her favorite color is yellow, and she's expecting a baby girl, so I'm quickly browsing around the store. I'm also making sure that
Past- February 6th, 2033 Jessica and I are sitting in the park for the sixth time this week. I feel like she and I are becoming close again. The tension between us is gone now. Jessica doesn't have to tell me who's the father until she's ready. However, I'm glad that she told me about her feelings for the man. Last week, John and I surprised her with baby clothes, a stroller, a changing table, and nappies. Jessica couldn't stop thanking us and kept crying tears of joy. It was so moving. John and I embraced her with tears streaming down our faces too. Usually, I will talk about work, and she will go on about her creep of a boss. But right now, I am talking about my current scenario. Vittorio has returned from Italy, and it's been amazing. I am so happy that he's back. The moment he set foot at the airport, my happiness bloomed. His parents moved and are now residing in a mansion bought fully by Vittorio in Canada.
Past- February 11th, 2033Five days. It has been five days since my dad said that heand mymother were arriving. I had already told Vittorio, and he understood completely. However, the fact thatmy parents are coming to visit me so soon was irritating.Luckily they are only staying for two days, which should be more than enough to get rid of them. I love them. But Vittorio and I are in a perfect place in our relationship. It just seems like they're not going to understand.At all.This is why you don't trust your siblings. I told Calvin to not tell our parents because I wanted to, and he still tells them anyways.I am sitting in the living room, trying to read my old diary with Vittorio sitting on the couch. He kindly sent a cab to the airport so that it can pick them up. They are arriving at around four-thirty, and I am counting down the minutes.I know that I should see them in th
Past- April 17th, 2033 It happened. Jessica, Vittorioand I were sitting in her house organizing ourselves. In my defence, we weren't expecting anything to happen yet. So this morning, Vittorio and I triedpreparing for the worst. Tried is the keyword. I quickly got bored and thought that doing it with Jessica would behelpful. Vittorio rolled his eyes and drove us to Jessica. There we were finally able to be more productive than in the last four days. We alreadymade sure that Jessica's midwife knew that she was okay. She had advised us about packing extra things for her impending day. Our children's due date was last week, and everyday thatwent by, we grewimpatient. "Christine, have you seen my humidifier?" Jessica quickly rummaged through her bag for the fifteenth time. I rolled my eyes at her. Why did she even have that? She didn't need that machine.&
Past- April 20th, 2033 I am currently holding Nathanial in our house. After three days of staying at the hospital, I am finally discharged. Nathanial and I are in the nursery. Here, I am showing him around. "Welcome to our home, Nathanial. This is where we are staying. Your dad has gone to work so it's you and me," Nathanial gurgles in response, and my heart swells from cuteness. What isn't cute is the smell that is coming off of him. Gross. This is going to be my very first time changing a diaper. I used the watch plenty of tutorials on the Internet; how hard could it be? I carefully lay Nathanial down on the changing table. I unlatch his onesie and take off the flaps of the diaper. The smell of his poop hit me like a truck. My eyes begin to water as the stench fills up the room. Woah. For such a small infant, he makes quite a hefty load. "You're quite a stinky one, aren't you?" I ask in a c
Present- May 7th, 2033 Josephina sits next to me in the living room as I continue writing my book.She is busy with Nathanial in her arms.I glance to my right and awe as Josephina holds and takes care of Nathanial.I have been asking Josephina for help with Nathanial while I work.She said yes without a second thought.She is so sweet. I have only asked her twice so far, and I'm hoping to ask her again in the future.It's hard to multitask my work as an author and as a mother. I continue typing on my laptop as I let myself work.The new chapter for my book is going quite well.It's hard to write
Present- June 10th, 2033 The annual Hemmingway Book convention is a wonderful place to meet your favorite authors.It is also a great place to meet your fans, and get to know them.They can even ask you questions.I have been honored with sitting at the author’s table this year.I will be beside some of the best authors of our day. It is being held in the Quebec City Convention Centre.I am a VIP member, so I will be staying on the top floor of the Four Points Hotel.It is the epitome of bourgeois and expensive.They even have a fridge full of all the dietary foods and beverages that I asked for.I will be staying in there for a few hours to unpack, and