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74 Experiencing a Real Wedding
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The Love I Have Hoped For 75 Reunited
Hearing the news that my mom is here made me feel so excited. I was never close with my mom. In fact, I hated her when I was young until before I got married. I used to hate her for always leaving me at home alone and for growing up independently. I sometimes even think that growing up without a dad is one of the reasons why I fall in love with a guy easily. I have always longed to have a father who can guide and help me with my decisions, something I look for in a man. But those memories are now just memories. I am finally meeting her again.I ran as fast as I can towards the beach to see my mom as soon as possible. I can't remember a time when I missed her this much, maybe I never had that time in my life.I saw her playing sand with Athena. Beside them is a figure of a woman. She has a curly hair and looks pregnant. I tried to look closely who it is and was surprised to see that it is Annie. Far from them are John and Colin, talking.I ran towards my mom and
The Love I Have Hoped For 76 Moving in the City
The next day, almost everyone gathered in front of Dorothy's apartment to send us off. The atmosphere was a mixture of sadness and happiness. Sadness that I, Danny and Athena have to say goodbye to the people we considered our family. Happiness because we can finally start a new life, a life without fear. I can also see some women smiling at us, I think they are also happy to know that we are finally safe, and we are finally free.These people started arriving since early morning. Some volunteered to help us pack our things while others gave us gifts and letters. Everyone promised not to cry today because we know we will be meeting again someday. Colin told us to leave most of our things behind since we will not be needing then anymore, but all the things we have now remind us of how we survived hiding from Geoff. It is filled with good memories and leaving them would seem like I am also ready to forget those behind so despite his suggestion, I still packed everything we have
The Love I Have Hoped For 77 First Night Living With Him
I slept in Athena's room that night. She was so happy to see her barbie themed room. Her room size is similar to our former apartment, but if I have to choose between the two, I will definitely choose to stay in the smaller one. Nancy, I and Athena used to stay in one room and every night, Nancy and I would talk about anything before sleeping. Now, I don't even know where I should sleep.I am happy to see my daughter enjoying her first night in our new place. She has many toys and also her own wardrobe. It has many clothes in it. She has all kinds of dresses, shorts, blouses and sleepwear. She also has many pairs of shoes, things that I can't buy on my own. I wonder how he knew Athena's shoe size and how he prepared everything. He acts like her real father. I can see how Athena adores him and he also shows so much affection for her.After hours of playing with her new toys, Athena finally felt tired and fell asleep. I put her to bed and took a shower. I don’t kno
The Love I Have Hoped For 78 My New Life
That night, Colin decided to bring me, Athena, Nancy and my mom to a restaurant. He said he wants to celebrate our new life and home. He knows that we are not used to going to expensive restaurants, so he let me choose where to go. And since I missed eating pizza, I chose a famous pizza chain restaurant. There are also some home-made pizzas sold in Marshville but of course, it's still different with the food I usually had when I was still living alone. Colin agreed with my suggestion. At first, I tried to convince him that we can just have it delivered. I'm scared some people will recognize him since he was in the news before when he had a divorce and that was not so long time ago, but he insisted.It was Athena's first time to eat out in such a big and busy restaurant. Maybe we ate in the small cafeteria in Marshville only once, I still think it is more practical to prepare food at home. She looks very excited when Colin told her that we will eat out. I feel happy that she i
The Love I Have Hoped For 79 The Unexpected Meeting
I made Nancy promised not to tell my mom nor Colin who we saw today. We don't want them to be worried. And perhaps Erica will never find out where we are. If she does, the security in the apartment building where they live is very tight, so she can't go inside that easily.The kitchen in our place is now filled with everything one needs for cooking. It even has some stuff that I haven't used before. I decided to prepare dinner. I asked my mom to help me cook while Nancy takes care of Athena.It is only my second time to prepare food for any man. In Geoff's place, a cook prepares the meal for everyone and I couldn't even move that easily without being noticed by someone. Now, I can do what I want, and I can prepare something especial for my husband.At 6 p.m., Colin arrived home which a typical employee does."How's our princess?" He looked for Athena as soon as he arrived. "Did you miss me?""Yes." Athena answered. "Whel did you go?""Daddy
The Love I Have Hoped For 80 His Sweet Gestures
I was not able to sleep that night. I was traumatized with what happened not only today but also from my past. I can't bear to be in the same place with my ex-husband. I feel so scared that I can barely move.Colin did his best to make me feel relaxed that night. He made tea for me and massaged me. He hugged me the whole night, making me feel that I am not alone in this battle, that he will never leave me. I feel grateful to have him in my life, but I can't be like this forever. I cannot live my whole life in fear. I cannot let my past control my life now. I should learn to stand for myself and my daughter, for my new family. I cannot allow myself to live only behind my husband. What if he is not here? What if he has to go on a business trip one day and I meet Geoff again? I can't be the same person as what I did today. I need to fight.The next day, I got up earlier than usual. I am determined to be a better version of me, but I actually don't know how."Why ar
The Love I Have Hoped For 81 The Beginning
If there is something I realized in my situation now, that is I can't hide forever. I cannot hide behind Colin's back forever. I need to face my fears and be the person Athena will be proud of. I can't be Geoff's prey all my life. Either I will fight against the predator or I will hide and be scared for the rest of my life.The next day, I told Nancy about my plan."What? Are you nuts?""We can't be like this forever. Eventually, Athena has to go to school, and I can't tell my daughter that we have to stay home if Geoff finds out where she is studying.""I got your point, but why don't we just wait for Sir Colin's plan? I'm sure he will never allow your monster ex-husband to hurt the two of you, including me and your mom""Yes, I know. But should I depend on him forever. What if something happened and he is busy with his work, or he's out of town? Should I wait for him to fix the problem or should I try fixing it on my own?""But he is here
The Love I Have Hoped For 82 Making the Next Plan
"We made it!" Nancy shouted as we entered the car. She was just waiting outside the store just in case something happens. We walked as fast as we could to the parking area. We both were too excited about what happened. "I was so worried about you, but I should say, you nailed it. I didn't sense any fear from your voice. You sounded so cool in there. I wish I took a video of it. And Erica's face! That's epic. I never thought it would be so much fun to insult her like that.""Thank you, Nancy. I couldn't do it without your help. You're my acting coach, remember?""Of course! And I have more things to teach you. Maybe I was a bitch in my past life. I have so many evil thoughts in my mind now, you know.""I'm happy I didn't meet that bitchy side of you. I wish we can celebrate though. This calls for a drink, but Colin and mom would be suspicious if we look so happy. Next time, we will celebrate when we can finally beat the king.""Are you sure you won't let y
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