The view.

Silence. Nope awkward silence, that's what we were left with. We finally made the decision that even if we were forced to be intimate, having an audience was much worse.

Now, the question remains, how the fuck do we do this without guilt or feeling dirty?

"I'm going to take a shower, and you can also do it after." Bryce told me.

How dare he? I was not one of his subjects. I will take a shower when I feel like taking a shower.

"Why you first?"

"Do you want to do it, first?" He raised an eyebrow at me, like I was a stubborn pup.

The truth is, I didn't. I am not sure I want him to see me naked yet. Heck, I didn't even know how we were going to be intimate without touching. This was my first time, and I never thought my first time was going to be this awkward.

If I had known, I would have taken Paul on his offer in tenth grade to have Netflix and chill. That way, at least I knew I was going to enjoy it.

"No, I was just asking. I should have known that even a single question would t