“Noah, Don’t do this…please!” Lucy pleaded desperately.
The storm clouds that had gathered above them as they argued, and the deluge that had followed soon after seemed quite fitting considering everything that had gone on today.
Almost ten years of devoted love had been thrown away in what to Lucy seemed like nothing more than a heartbeat.
Everything had been fine when they had gone to bed last night, and this morning when she woke, Noah was nowhere to be seen.
She hadn’t thought too much of it at the time, and even now that small detail didn’t seem significant in the slightest but perhaps it had been the start of whatever this madness was that she was confronted with now.
“I told you already Lucy, it’s over between us. I don’t want this anymore.” Noah hissed furiously as he tried to pull away from the fingers that grasped desperately at his arm.With a final violent tug, he managed to pull his arm free, but the force of the motion had sent Lucy sprawling on the floor in front of him.
He sneered down at her pathetic figure, hunched over on the hard tarmac driveway in front of the packhouse, the rain-soaked clothes clinging to her body as she sobbed in disbelief.
“Noah..you don’t mean this. Talk to me and tell me what happened so we can fix this..whatever it is!” Lucy pleaded again, pushing herself up onto her knees and sitting back on her heels as the rain dripped down her face.
She pushed the strands of hair that were plastered to her face back behind her ears as she tried to stand, her swollen belly making it difficult for her, and yet Noah, her husband, her mate, did nothing to help.
Her stomach turned at the cold indifference in his eyes as he stared down at her and for the first time in her life, she felt as though she didn’t recognize the man before her.
“Noah you can’t do this. If not for me, at least think of our child !” She begged, thankful for the rain that masked the tears that streamed down her face.
Noah’s lip curled at the mention of the baby.
“I doubt that little bastard is even mine. You treated me like a fool for the past few months Lucy. Don’t think that I don’t know what you’ve been doing behind my back! I’ll never forgive you for what you’ve done.”
Lucy blinked at him in shock.
“What? Are you insane?! I would never..”
“Enough!” He roared as his chest heaved with his fury. “That’s enough Lucy. Don’t lie to my face…at least have a little respect for me. I’ve felt it you know…every single time you laid with another man…I felt it…” He continued, his tone deadly calm and completely devoid of any emotion as he scrutinized her face, looking for any emotion that would confirm what he had suspected all these months.
Lucy stared up at him in confusion. She had never laid with anyone other than him. There had to be some mistake!
She opened her mouth to refute his accusations when the sound of hurried footsteps splashing through the puddles on the pavement reached her ears. She glanced over Noah’s shoulder in the direction of the sound and watched as the figure of her best friend Cassandra approached.
Her face relaxed and her shoulders sagged in relief as the woman she had held close to her heart all of these years joined them.
Surely she would at least be able to stick up for her. Whenever she was apart from Noah, she had spent nearly all of her time with Cassandra.“Cassy! Thank god! Please..talk some sense into Noah!” Lucy pleaded, her face brightening as Cassandra came to a stop next to Noah. “He’s utterly convinced that something has been going on behind his back..”
Lucy’s relieved smile froze and the words caught in her throat as she watched Cassandra slip her arm through Noah’s and hold the umbrella that she was carrying over his head.
What the hell was happening? Why was she that close to Noah?!
Lucy’s wolf snarled internally as the low possessive rumble emanated from Lucy’s chest.
Cassandra tore her devoted, fawning gaze away from Noah’s face and glanced across at Lucy with an arrogant sneer on her face, and Lucy sure as hell didn’t miss the flash of hatred that crossed her eyes as they locked gazes.
“Cassandra?” Lucy forced out through gritted teeth, “What the hell are you doing? Get your hands off him..”
Cassandra smirked and rubbed Noah’s arm tenderly as she cocked her head in her direction.
Why wasn’t Noah rejecting her touch?
“Do you really have to make such a huge scene in front of the pack, Lucy? Just admit what you’ve done and accept Noah’s decision.” Cassandra replied levelly as if she were trying to convince a child that had been caught out in a lie, to tell the truth.
“I won’t accept his decision because none of it makes any sense.” Lucy hissed, “ Is this your doing Cassandra? You poisoned him against his goddess-blessed mate and unborn child?”
“Hardly,” Cassandra scoffed, “You’ve done that all by yourself haven’t you? Why shouldn’t he reject you when you haven’t been faithful?”
“Are you fucking insane?! I’ve done nothing but love and support this man since we were teenagers! If I wasn’t with him, then I was with you! I’ve never had time to be on my own with all the work that we’ve had to put into this place!” Lucy argued furiously.
Cassandra sighed theatrically as she dragged her eyes over Lucy’s figure.
“I really wish you wouldn’t lie, Lucy, it’s embarrassing for everyone involved. I don’t know what happened to you…”
“That's enough both of you. I don’t have time to stand and listen to this.” Noah snapped. “I’ll make the arrangements for formal rejection and banishment tomorrow, after that, I never want to see you again.” Noah stated coldly, “I’ll warn you now Lucy, either get rid of that child or I’ll cut it out of you myself. I know it isn’t mine and I won’t have the shame that its very existence will bring hanging over me.” He finished before turning on his heel and striding purposely away.,
“Noah..wait! You can’t mean that!” Lucy sobbed loudly as she reached after his retreating form but Cassandra stopped her. “The Goddess will never forgive you for this, you bastard!” Lucy screamed after him.
She hoped that he would at least pause, maybe turn around, anything. If he would stay to argue with her then surely somewhere deep down he still cared and maybe, just maybe there was a chance of salvaging this…but he did none of those things.
His broad back disappeared into the warm light of the pack mansion without even so much as a backward glance as the door slammed closed behind him.
“Lucy don’t make it worse than it already is.” Cassandra snapped, still gripping her arm tightly. “Goddess you’re far more pathetic than I ever thought possible.” she sneered as she took hold of her arm.
“Get your hands off me!” Lucy snapped trying to pull away.
“Relax. Think of your baby for goddess sake. Let’s get you inside somewhere warm okay? Nothing good will come from staying out in the rain this long. At least get changed and let me get you something warm to drink” Cassandra sighed as she sneered disdainfully at her bedraggled appearance.
Lucy glowered at her back furiously, unable to protest as she allowed herself to be dragged to the guest house at the edge of the pack mansion.
Noah would have made sure that she couldn’t return to the pack mansion, she had no choice but to follow Cassandra and try to find out just what exactly was going on.
The news stayed quiet to start with. They told their parents first, at a dinner that Noah had the omegas organise under strict secrecy.Lucy’s mother cried the way that mothers cry when a thing they feared might never come to pass, suddenly does. She cupped Lucy’s face and pressed their foreheads together, and whispered a prayer to the Moon Goddess. Lucy’s father shook Noah’s hand too hard and then hugged him in a way that surprised them both.“I’ll check the nursery window seals,” he said after, “Drafts are sneaky and can make a pup ill in a heartbeat.”“Thank you,” Noah said, knowing that the grandparents would dote on the baby once it arrived.Noah’s parents arrived with more honey cake and a bassinet that had been in their attic since Noah’s uncle. Noah’s mother showed Lucy how to adjust the tiny mattress without trapping fingers, and Noah’s father asked if the eastern fence posts were holding.“They’re holding up well,” Noah said, unbothered by the repetition of the question at e
It started as a pattern that she pretended not to see. Every day, she woke up queasy at four in the morning, was ravenous at eleven, exhausted by two in the afternoon, and then wide awake and unable to settle at ten. After two weeks, she blamed the job, but after four weeks of the same things happening, Maia started counting.“Say it,” Maia said when Lucy stood over the sink again, breathing slowly.“No.”“You know what it is,” she smirked.“It could just be stress.” Lucy deflected as she fought her way through another wave of nausea.“Sure it could be,” Maia agreed, “Or…”.Lucy rinsed her face and stared at herself in the bathroom mirror under the soft light she preferred. She looked fine, maybe a little tired and perhaps a little paler, but she didn’t look ill.“Ugh, why now?” she told her reflection. “We’ve barely figured out running the schedules.”“As if that ever stopped anyone,” Maia said with a snort. “Look, we’re wolves in our prime, you’re mated…I don’t see the issue here.”
Three months after the ceremony, their days seemed to run on muscle memory.Noah woke before dawn, checked the patrol logs, walked the border with his Beta Aaron, and ended up in the kitchen with Lucy already barefoot at their kitchen island, laptop open, coffee poured and ready in both mugs, and the rest of his agenda on a sticky note that she’d taped to his cup.“Training rotation first,” she said, sliding him the list. “Omega housing inspection at ten. Vendor call at noon. My mother wants to bring dessert tonight, even though I told her the menu is already set. I surrendered at ‘honey cake.’”“You negotiated with your mother?” he asked, his eyebrow raising in suspicious disbelief.“I said she could bring one cake if she promised not to ‘improve’ the roast. She countered with two cakes and casual commentary on the dishes. I settled at cake plus zero commentary within earshot.”“It’s nice to see you’ve grown to handle your mother’s ‘quirks’ effectively.” He grinned, “I’m sure you ter
As they finished their breakfast the following morning, Captain Vale strode over to their table that sat at the head of the hall, clutching a file with an apologetic look on her face.“I'm sorry to interrupt Alpha, but we have the updates from the medical team that you asked for.”Noah nodded as he shared a glance with Lucy.“Okay, thank you, Captain Vale. Have the omegas send the coffee to my office, and we’ll discuss it there.”They moved together to his office, and as soon as the omega had finished pouring coffee for them all and left the room, Noah leaned forward with interest and reached for the file.“Have you read it already?” Noah asked as he opened the file, motioning for Lucy to sit closer so that she could see. “We read this together,” he murmured, and she felt Maia purr approvingly.“Not in full, but I do have an update regarding Cassandra’s condition.” Lucy snorted despite herself..“It’s a pity you didn’t let me get my teeth into her,” Maia huffed sulkily, "she would h
By the time the sun dropped, the courtyard and surrounding halls had emptied. The banner hung the same way it had at noon, and the pack hall door remained open.Inside, the omegas worked busily, clearing the last remnants of the evening celebration away so that they could begin preparing it for the morning’s rush. Lucy sat in the corner of the hall with a drink clutched in one hand and eating a sandwich she didn’t remember asking for.Noah appeared beside her, dropping a file on the table and pulling a chair out to join her.“How were your first few hours as a tyrant?” she asked, smirking.“Humbling,” he said with a thoughtful nod. “I quite enjoyed it.” “Of course you do.” She snorted.He tapped the notes in front of him with a little sigh.“These are the things that I think we need to address first,” he said as he flicked through the pages absent-mindedly.“There will always be something to do, Noah. You should try to just enjoy the night. The issues will still be there in the morn
Noah didn’t waste any time. He stepped down off the dais and went straight to work.“Captain Vale,” he called as a tall woman in the front rank lifted a hand. “Draft me the rotation for the security detail. Include people who are capable, but don't have an opportunity to prove themselves currently.”“Yes, Alpha.”“Director Lin.” A lean man close to the Captain looked up. “I want a full medical brief on Starfire and CycleX effects by week’s end, as well as any substances that may produce the same effect. Every guard learns it. Every bartender learns it.”“Understood.”“Noah,” Gabriel murmured, amused at his son’s eagerness to begin, “You could at least let them clap.”“They can clap when it’s safer,” Noah said with a smirk before turning to Lucy. “Are you ready?”“For what?” she asked, tilting her head curiously.“Doing the part we didn’t write on the agenda,” he said as his smirk widened into a smile.“Meaning what exactly?” she asked, frowning suspiciously.“The part where you stay