LOGINIrina
My body ached. The heavy silk sheets smelled of dark cedar and rain, wrapping around me like a cruel reminder of the night before. I pulled the blanket up to my chest. The mating mark on my neck throbbed with a dull, constant heat.
Xander stood by the window. He was already dressed in a crisp black shirt, the sleeves rolled up to reveal the dark ink covering his forearms. He did not look at me. He stared out at the morning fog.
"Get up," he ordered. His voice was a flat, dead sound.
I sat up slowly, clutching the sheets tighter. "Xander... last night..."
"Last night was a mistake," he spat. He finally turned around. His dark eyes held zero warmth. "It was just a biological reaction. Do not think it changes anything, Irina."
The words felt like a slap. The mate bond hummed in my chest, screaming at his rejection.
Before I could reply, the door swung open.
Alpha Kratvak stood in the doorway. His massive frame blocked out the light from the corridor. His face was a mask of pure, boiling rage. He looked at the rumpled bed, then at the fresh mark bleeding through my collar, and finally at his son.
"What have you done, Xander?" Alpha Kratvak's voice was a low rumble that shook the floorboards.
Xander crossed his arms. He leaned against the window sill. "Nothing that matters, Father."
"Nothing that matters?" Kratvak stepped into the room. "You claimed an omega defect on the eve of your political betrothal. The entire pack smells her on you. The Silvermoon Alpha is already mocking us."
"I lost control for one night," Xander said coldly. "It means nothing."
I pulled my knees to my chest. I felt sick. I was sitting right here, and they were talking about me like I was a broken piece of furniture.
"It means everything if you jeopardized the alliance," Kratvak growled. He pointed a thick finger at Xander. "Cataline is arriving in an hour. Her father is expecting a formal announcement. You have two choices right now. You either forfeit your seat as Heir and walk away with this useless stray, or you fix this."
Xander did not even hesitate. He did not even look at me.
"I am the Alpha Heir," Xander said. "I am not throwing away my crown for her."
"Then prove it," Kratvak commanded. "Get her dressed. Bring her to the courtyard. You will handle this in front of everyone."
Kratvak turned and walked out, leaving the door wide open.
Xander walked over to the bed. He grabbed my faded blue dress from the floor and tossed it at my face.
"Put it on," he ordered.
"Xander, please," I whispered. My voice cracked. "We are mates. You felt it. You cannot just..."
"I can and I will," he interrupted. He leaned down, his face inches from mine. "You are weak, Irina. You bring nothing to this pack. You bring nothing to me. Now get dressed before I drag you out there naked."
I scrambled out of the bed. My hands were shaking so badly I could barely manage the buttons of my dress. Xander did not wait. The second I was covered, he grabbed my upper arm. His grip was bruising.
He pulled me out of the room, down the long corridor, and out into the biting morning air of the courtyard.
The entire pack was already gathered. Hundreds of wolves stood in a massive circle. They were whispering, pointing, and staring at the fresh mark on my neck. I kept my head down. The humiliation was a suffocating weight.
Xander dragged me to the center of the courtyard. He let go of my arm and pushed me forward. I stumbled, barely catching my balance.
"Listen to me," Xander yelled. His Alpha aura flared, forcing several lower-ranking wolves to drop their heads.
He looked down at me. There was absolute disgust in his eyes.
"I, Xander Blackwood, reject you, Irina, as my mate and my Luna."
The words severed the bond. A blinding, tearing pain ripped through my chest. I gasped, falling to my knees on the cold cobblestones. It felt like my heart had been physically ripped out of my ribcage. I clutched my chest, gasping for air that would not come.
"She is nothing to me," Xander announced to the crowd. He did not even flinch as I sobbed on the ground. "She was a momentary lapse in judgment. Nothing more."
The crowd parted. A stunning girl with flowing dark hair and a pristine white dress walked forward. She had a haughty, confident smirk on her face.
"This is Cataline," Xander declared. He reached out and grabbed her hand, pulling her to his side. "She is the daughter of the Silvermoon Alpha. And she will be your true Luna."
The pack erupted into cheers and applause. They were celebrating my destruction.
I tried to stand up, but a sharp kick to my ribs sent me sprawling back onto the stones.
I looked up through my tears. Stephanie was standing over me. Her face was twisted into a mask of pure hatred. Elise stood right behind her, smiling coldly.
"You disgusting little rat," Stephanie hissed. She leaned down so only I could hear her. "You thought you could steal him from me? You thought opening your legs would make you a Luna?"
"Stephanie, stop," I choked out, holding my side.
"You ruined everything," Stephanie spat. She reached down and grabbed the silver chain around my neck. It was the only thing I had left of my mother. A small, intricately carved locket.
"No!" I screamed, reaching for her hands.
Stephanie yanked hard. The chain snapped.
She held the locket up in the air. "Look at this," she yelled to the crowd. "The omega trash is still clinging to her dead mother's garbage. She thought this cheap trinket made her special."
"Give it back," I begged, trying to crawl toward her.
Stephanie dropped the locket onto the cobblestones. She raised the heel of her heavy leather boot.
"You are nothing," Stephanie said.
She brought her heel down with all her strength. The delicate silver shattered. The metal crushed into the dirt, completely destroyed beyond repair.
A collective gasp rippled through the pack. Even for wolves, destroying a deceased parent's relic was a line rarely crossed. It was unspeakably cruel.
I stared at the broken pieces of silver. My vision blurred. I could not breathe. I could not speak. The last piece of my mother was gone.
"Get her out of my sight," Xander commanded from the steps. He looked at me like I was a diseased animal.
"What do we do with her, Alpha?" one of the guards asked.
"I do not care," Xander replied coldly. He wrapped his arm around Cataline's waist. "Sell her. The Northern King sent a missive last night demanding a new concubine. Send her to the cursed Lycan. She is his problem now."
The entire courtyard went dead silent.
Sending a wolf to the Northern Lycan King was a death sentence. No woman ever returned.
"Xander, no," I whispered, the true horror of my situation finally sinking in.
Two massive guards grabbed me by the arms, hauling me off the ground. My feet dragged against the stones. I thrashed, kicking wildly.
"You cannot do this!" I screamed, my throat tearing. "Xander!"
He turned his back on me. He walked away with his new bride, leaving me to the monsters.
The guards dragged me toward the heavy iron gates of the packhouse, the sound of my shattered locket crunching under their boots. A black carriage was already waiting in the mist, and the driver wore the dark crest of the Northern King.
I can’t do this.I need Daniel’s help. Why did he make me do this alone?I pick up my cellphone and dial his number. It’s the only contact on my phone so it’s not too hard to find it and call him. I want to get out of this room so that doctor grey doesn’t hear me speaking to Daniel in my language but I don’t know if someone else will come in and take my space.“Um… ma’am, is there something wrong?”, the doctor asks me.I ignore him. I’m too confused to keep trying to understand everything he is saying.Daniel picks up the phone after the second ring.“I need you to be here.” I say immediately he picks up.“I don’t understand half of the words they are saying. They are not helping me.”I see the doctor’s eyes widen in surprise on hearing my strange language.He looks like he wants to say something but he doesn’t. the way he’s looking at me is unnerving.My wolf stirs within me and it makes me uneasy. I force myself not to shift and make a scene.“Hold on. I’ll be right there”, Daniel s
IrinaThe lady who stood by the counter I approached stared at me in awkward silence, did I say something wrong? I said everything Daniel said I should say, so why was she staring at me like that.“Hi?” The woman said.“Yes hi. Hello, my name is Irina and I am 32 years old, I am three months pregnant.” I said again like I had recited.“Okay ma’am, I heard you the first time trust me, I am just flabbergasted by your approach.”She was what?“Flabbergasted? What does that mean?” It was a strange word, I didn’t know what she meant, she looked at me again, only this time with a little bit of surprise.“Sorry, where are you from?” She asked.The question triggered my recitation.“Uhm I am from Enid… I am from Oklahoma, Enid in Oklahoma.”The lady was young, like me, shorter of course, but I could tell we might be the same age, she had brown hair that stopped on her chin.Then a little white
IrinaThree Months Later“My name is Irina, and I am five.”“Four, you are four months pregnant.” I nodded immediately.“Yes. Uhm, okay, let me start all over again.”“Hi, my name is Irina. I am from Oklahoma. Here is my ID.” I shoved my hand into my purse, then brought out a little card and handed it to Daniel. He pretended to assess it.“Where in Oklahoma?”“Uhm, from uhm, I forgot it again. What do you call that place again? Enid?”Daniel let out an exasperated sigh.“Yes, Irina. You are 32, four months pregnant. You are from Enid, Oklahoma. Simple, simple! It shouldn’t be that hard.” He handed me the card again.“Okay. I know you are panicking, and I know you are scared, but you are four months pregnant, and you need to go to the hospital to get your little ones checked.” He said.Last night I felt a weird movement, a very disturbing movement in my belly, and I have been practicing my English for three months now, unfailingly.I just never spoke to someone else other than Daniel a
IrinaIt was the strangest thing I had ever heard, and it took me by surprise knowing someone spoke my language.I turned to Daniel in sheer shock.“Alden visited us. My kids speak your language,” Daniel said, but the shock still didn’t subside so easily.It felt life-changing to have someone other than Daniel speak my language. I didn’t know if I should scream or run toward the little girl.“She’s shocked, right? Danny, I told you to teach me her language!” Daniel’s wife struck his shoulder, the impact enough to pull me out of my dilemma.I didn’t understand what she was saying, but the way she struck him made me worry. My defenses went up, and my wolf neared the surface.The last thing I wanted was for any fight to break out.Daniel was my sole guardian here. It would be my primary goal to protect him, so if this woman caused him any harm, I would have to protect him.I stepped back again, then contin
IrinaDaniel lived in a different kind of building compared to where I lived. His house was made with blocks, not glass like mine, and it was low with a lot of lights.As we parked right outside the facade of his house, I relaxed on the couch, just staring at it. It was built like a pack house, maybe smaller. Everything here was smaller.There was a paved pathway that led to the house, just like a pack house, but what caught my attention wasn't just the huge stone-built house, but rather the vast gardens stretching down into the darkness.It was all green from where I sat.Compared to what I had seen all day, this was the true beauty. I had been stepping on concrete, and I had not seen even a single tree. I had seen fruit, and I tried tasting them. They all tasted funny. Everything here seemed funny.From right where I stood, cool air blew across my face, making my nerves relax. It was the first time it felt like home, and I didn
Sebastian Amelia was killed, and the rest of the pack were given their markings. I, on the other hand, had simply fulfilled my work as the king, but my heart was tired, and I needed rest. I needed rest for a really long time, else I might lose every sense of sanity I might have mustered in the past few hours of attending to people nonstop. The gates were finally opened, and I let the pack members come in with their sympathy and support. After disclosing that Irina was pregnant, the pack had been startled and overwhelmed by sympathy. Now they were not only mourning the death of the prince and an innocent breeder, they were mourning the life they had wanted. The pride of the North and my unborn kids. So many gifts, so many letters. I wouldn’t be able to read all of them. Even if I read one every day, it would take me my whole lifetime, and I didn’t plan to have to read them. I knew they didn’t expect a response, so I just piled them in boxes while I soaked myself in my bath, thi
IrinaThere was nothing that could prepare me for the pain I woke up to the next day. A wave of nausea, a maddening headache, and a very, very sour mood. I couldn’t comprehend which part of my body needed the most attention.My head or my sour mouth.After the King and I came back last night, I was
Irina.I closed my mouth around his two fingers, once again savoring the salty taste, twirling my tongue around his long, hard fingers. I just couldn't get enough of it. The scent and the taste."Just like that." He whispered beside my ear, then gently picked the tip of my earlobe with his lips an
Irina.Taste her?How?She stretched her hand to me, trying to put my hand beneath her thighs before Alden pulled it away."She doesn’t want to.” He pulled her head and kissed her. "I would like to have a taste." He mumbled while kissing her."I will get you a house with workers, a car, and a busin
Irina."Arg you are such a prude." Alden rolled his eyes for the hundredth time in like minutes."You are at a club Irina. Yes you kiss people.""But?""No buts, if you had kissed him nothing would happen, look at you all red and flustered, here take this." He handed me the wig then a cup of liquor







