LOGINIrina
My body ached. The heavy silk sheets smelled of dark cedar and rain, wrapping around me like a cruel reminder of the night before. I pulled the blanket up to my chest. The mating mark on my neck throbbed with a dull, constant heat.
Xander stood by the window. He was already dressed in a crisp black shirt, the sleeves rolled up to reveal the dark ink covering his forearms. He did not look at me. He stared out at the morning fog.
"Get up," he ordered. His voice was a flat, dead sound.
I sat up slowly, clutching the sheets tighter. "Xander... last night..."
"Last night was a mistake," he spat. He finally turned around. His dark eyes held zero warmth. "It was just a biological reaction. Do not think it changes anything, Irina."
The words felt like a slap. The mate bond hummed in my chest, screaming at his rejection.
Before I could reply, the door swung open.
Alpha Kratvak stood in the doorway. His massive frame blocked out the light from the corridor. His face was a mask of pure, boiling rage. He looked at the rumpled bed, then at the fresh mark bleeding through my collar, and finally at his son.
"What have you done, Xander?" Alpha Kratvak's voice was a low rumble that shook the floorboards.
Xander crossed his arms. He leaned against the window sill. "Nothing that matters, Father."
"Nothing that matters?" Kratvak stepped into the room. "You claimed an omega defect on the eve of your political betrothal. The entire pack smells her on you. The Silvermoon Alpha is already mocking us."
"I lost control for one night," Xander said coldly. "It means nothing."
I pulled my knees to my chest. I felt sick. I was sitting right here, and they were talking about me like I was a broken piece of furniture.
"It means everything if you jeopardized the alliance," Kratvak growled. He pointed a thick finger at Xander. "Cataline is arriving in an hour. Her father is expecting a formal announcement. You have two choices right now. You either forfeit your seat as Heir and walk away with this useless stray, or you fix this."
Xander did not even hesitate. He did not even look at me.
"I am the Alpha Heir," Xander said. "I am not throwing away my crown for her."
"Then prove it," Kratvak commanded. "Get her dressed. Bring her to the courtyard. You will handle this in front of everyone."
Kratvak turned and walked out, leaving the door wide open.
Xander walked over to the bed. He grabbed my faded blue dress from the floor and tossed it at my face.
"Put it on," he ordered.
"Xander, please," I whispered. My voice cracked. "We are mates. You felt it. You cannot just..."
"I can and I will," he interrupted. He leaned down, his face inches from mine. "You are weak, Irina. You bring nothing to this pack. You bring nothing to me. Now get dressed before I drag you out there naked."
I scrambled out of the bed. My hands were shaking so badly I could barely manage the buttons of my dress. Xander did not wait. The second I was covered, he grabbed my upper arm. His grip was bruising.
He pulled me out of the room, down the long corridor, and out into the biting morning air of the courtyard.
The entire pack was already gathered. Hundreds of wolves stood in a massive circle. They were whispering, pointing, and staring at the fresh mark on my neck. I kept my head down. The humiliation was a suffocating weight.
Xander dragged me to the center of the courtyard. He let go of my arm and pushed me forward. I stumbled, barely catching my balance.
"Listen to me," Xander yelled. His Alpha aura flared, forcing several lower-ranking wolves to drop their heads.
He looked down at me. There was absolute disgust in his eyes.
"I, Xander Blackwood, reject you, Irina, as my mate and my Luna."
The words severed the bond. A blinding, tearing pain ripped through my chest. I gasped, falling to my knees on the cold cobblestones. It felt like my heart had been physically ripped out of my ribcage. I clutched my chest, gasping for air that would not come.
"She is nothing to me," Xander announced to the crowd. He did not even flinch as I sobbed on the ground. "She was a momentary lapse in judgment. Nothing more."
The crowd parted. A stunning girl with flowing dark hair and a pristine white dress walked forward. She had a haughty, confident smirk on her face.
"This is Cataline," Xander declared. He reached out and grabbed her hand, pulling her to his side. "She is the daughter of the Silvermoon Alpha. And she will be your true Luna."
The pack erupted into cheers and applause. They were celebrating my destruction.
I tried to stand up, but a sharp kick to my ribs sent me sprawling back onto the stones.
I looked up through my tears. Stephanie was standing over me. Her face was twisted into a mask of pure hatred. Elise stood right behind her, smiling coldly.
"You disgusting little rat," Stephanie hissed. She leaned down so only I could hear her. "You thought you could steal him from me? You thought opening your legs would make you a Luna?"
"Stephanie, stop," I choked out, holding my side.
"You ruined everything," Stephanie spat. She reached down and grabbed the silver chain around my neck. It was the only thing I had left of my mother. A small, intricately carved locket.
"No!" I screamed, reaching for her hands.
Stephanie yanked hard. The chain snapped.
She held the locket up in the air. "Look at this," she yelled to the crowd. "The omega trash is still clinging to her dead mother's garbage. She thought this cheap trinket made her special."
"Give it back," I begged, trying to crawl toward her.
Stephanie dropped the locket onto the cobblestones. She raised the heel of her heavy leather boot.
"You are nothing," Stephanie said.
She brought her heel down with all her strength. The delicate silver shattered. The metal crushed into the dirt, completely destroyed beyond repair.
A collective gasp rippled through the pack. Even for wolves, destroying a deceased parent's relic was a line rarely crossed. It was unspeakably cruel.
I stared at the broken pieces of silver. My vision blurred. I could not breathe. I could not speak. The last piece of my mother was gone.
"Get her out of my sight," Xander commanded from the steps. He looked at me like I was a diseased animal.
"What do we do with her, Alpha?" one of the guards asked.
"I do not care," Xander replied coldly. He wrapped his arm around Cataline's waist. "Sell her. The Northern King sent a missive last night demanding a new concubine. Send her to the cursed Lycan. She is his problem now."
The entire courtyard went dead silent.
Sending a wolf to the Northern Lycan King was a death sentence. No woman ever returned.
"Xander, no," I whispered, the true horror of my situation finally sinking in.
Two massive guards grabbed me by the arms, hauling me off the ground. My feet dragged against the stones. I thrashed, kicking wildly.
"You cannot do this!" I screamed, my throat tearing. "Xander!"
He turned his back on me. He walked away with his new bride, leaving me to the monsters.
The guards dragged me toward the heavy iron gates of the packhouse, the sound of my shattered locket crunching under their boots. A black carriage was already waiting in the mist, and the driver wore the dark crest of the Northern King.
IrinaHe tied the cord around my wrists, firmly but not hard enough to hurt, yet firm enough that even the slightest movement was nearly impossible."I have never been tied before," I said.He let my hands fall, then slowly rubbed his hand over my bum. A gentle tap on it made me yelp."What else are you going to tie?""Anywhere else that can be held."I tried to flex my hands again, but they wouldn't budge. I wondered how it was going to be, being tied up while having sex. His hands rubbed against my bum again, slowly sliding down and then up again like he was feeling my body. My inability to move my hands was tempting. I wanted to move, but I couldn't even if I tried.He turned me around. His warm eyes settled on me, caressing me in every single way. Then his hand met my chin, and he lifted it up."So what are you going to do?"I could think of a thousand things he was going to do, and I could also swear that none of those thoughts were going to be right."A lot of things, Irina. I d
IrinaThe room suddenly became tense. His silence made it even worse."I'm sorry, I asked, I just..." I didn't want to jinx my luck. He was being nice to me, and I didn't want to ruin it."Do you want me?" he asked."If you want to," I responded, actively trying to wave the awkwardness away, but he kept moving closer till I was pinned on the glass wall. His blue eyes met mine again, his finger brushing against the edges of my lips."Tell me what you want, Irina. Do you want me to share your room with you?" His eyes slowly moved to my lips, then back to my eyes. I leaned into his touch.What I wanted didn't matter, at least not with him. If I had asked him, I wanted him here. I wanted him to be mine and mine alone. I wanted people to see me as more than just a breeder. I wanted to be his and his alone, all the time, for the rest of my life. I wanted him to know I wouldn't mind starting a new life with him.Would he give me that?"Will you share the bed with me?" I asked."Do you want m
IrinaMy eyes settled on the cloth in his hands, then back at him. My mouth ran dry. I leaned closer to him, letting him tie my eyes with the cloth in his hands. His fingers slowly brushed the corner of my chin; he brushed it up and down tenderly, then around the edges of my lips. Then he pulled my chin up, and his lips met mine.I moaned into his lips, letting myself ease into his body.There was something about my senses being restrained that made this moment a little more intense. He pulled away, opened the door, and reached for my hand. I took it, and he led me out of the car before shutting it. The wind bit my nose warmly, as the scent of warm sand teased my senses. His hands brushed my shoulder, and his lips grazed my neck."We will be here, just the two of us, for three days," he said."I look forward to it."Still behind me, he guided me through a straight path. Different scents hit me at once. I could barely focus on any particular scent; it was nothing like I had imagined."
IrinaMy anticipation knew no bounds.I wanted to see all that was in store for me, all of it. Maybe it had to do with the flowers he was talking about earlier on the plane. If the king wasn't here on a business trip, then he simply came here to spend time with me, for the both of us outside pack activities.All I could think about were so many ways it could all go right, the possibilities that this surprise could change my life, or could be his way of showing me that he cared for me as much as I did. Whatever it was, I was hoping it was as good as he made it sound.All through my ride down to wherever this surprise might be, it was raining outside. Surprisingly, the storm that was foretold on our path started a few minutes after we entered the car. It was really gloomy outside, so gloomy it made broad daylight seem dark. It was like being back in the north, only this time the cold didn't harass my nose like the harsh northern breeze does to foreigners.It smelled of warm soil and tre
Irina.The pilot announced the plane's landing at the perfect time.The King had just asked me a question I did not even think I would have the right to answer even if I were given an eternity to decide."I don't know. I never thought it was a possibility. Isn't it against the rules?" He shook his head in disapproval and I was simply blown away. "What? I was told it was against the rules to cross over to the human realm. I was told they were dangerous and that they attacked our kind with their new technologies."He nodded. "That is true, but it is not against the rules. People go there all the time. We buy from them, we communicate with the non violent ones. It is prohibited because of safety, not because it is illegal."The plane tilted sharply and I rolled off my seat, hitting my head on the floor immediately. Everything around me shook violently."We are crashing! We are crashing!" Emotions welled in my chest as fear overtook every sense I had. I could not believe it. I was going t
Irina.It had been about an hour since we left the room. The king and I could not let go of each other until a helper knocked on our door to inform us that the pilot had prepped the plane and that a storm might be coming. They urged us to leave as soon as possible.We boarded the jet but the King decided I should rest even after I told him I was perfectly fine. He would not hear it.He carried me to the room, closed the door, and gave me a book to pass the time. I was not to move.It had only been an hour and I was already feeling madly mischievous.I wanted to do something exhilarating. Something provocative to get my heart thumping like I was alive, and not just stuck in a room and also a thousand feet in the air. I dropped the book. If only Prince Alden were here he would hand me a parachute and make me jump off this plane without a second thought.I could always count on him to put my life in danger in the name of fun. He had also shown me that I genuinely loved fun. I loved it s







