LOGINIrina
Who touched my mate?" he growls.
I freeze entirely. I stare at the towering man in front of me, my heart thumping so hard I can feel it in my throat. "Your mate? No. That is impossible. I do not feel anything."
"You are an unshifted omega, Irina," he snaps. His blue eyes flash with a dangerous, predatory gold ring. "And you were just brutalized by an Alpha's rejection. Your inner wolf is in a state of absolute shock. She is buried too deep to feel the mating pull right now. But I am a Lycan. My beast knows exactly what belongs to me."
He steps back abruptly. The raw heat radiating from his tattooed chest vanishes, leaving me shivering in the cold room. He looks at the bloody bite mark on my neck with pure disgust.
"You think I want a broken toy?" he sneers. "It is a supreme insult to my rank. It is a disrespect to my entire bloodline. The Blackwood pack dared to send me another Alpha's discarded garbage."
"I did not ask to be sent here," I whisper. My voice is shaking badly.
"Shut up," he orders. He grabs a dark shirt from the back of a chair. "Do not expect anything from me tonight. You are not worthy of my bed."
He turns his back on me and storms out of the room. The heavy oak door slams shut behind him with a deafening crack.
I let out a shaky breath and slide down the cold stone wall until I hit the floor. I wrap my arms around my knees. I am safe. He has postponed the dreadful breeding ritual. A heavy wave of relief washes over my tired bones, but it feels hollow. I stay there on the floor, staring at the shadows on the ceiling as the silence in the room grows heavy. The terror slowly fades, leaving behind a hollow, agonizing ache in my stomach. I realize I have not eaten since before everything fell apart in the courtyard.
I push the bedroom door open quietly. The stone corridors are dark and empty. I creep down the grand staircase, following the faint scent of roasted meat and herbs to the lower level. I push open the wooden kitchen doors and see Greta looking up from a massive iron stove.
"You are not with the King?" she asks, her eyes widening in surprise.
"He left," I say quietly. "I am very hungry."
Greta nods quickly and motions to the other head maids. They rush around the kitchen, and within minutes, they place plates of roasted venison, fresh bread, and sweet fruits in front of me at the large wooden table. I sit down and eat like I have been starving for weeks. The food is warm and rich, but as I swallow a piece of bread, the memory of the courtyard slams into my mind. I see Xander's cold eyes. I see him wrap his arm around Cataline's waist.
A single tear slips down my cheek and splashes onto the wooden table.
"Crying over the fool who threw you away?" a voice asks.
I jump in my seat. A young man is leaning against the kitchen archway. He has the same dark hair as the King, but his eyes are a warm, inviting hazel.
"I am Alden," he says. He walks over and sits on the bench across from me. "I am the King's younger brother. Do not look so terrified. I do not bite."
"He rejected me in front of everyone," I whisper. I wipe my face quickly. "He broke my mother's locket."
"Then Xander Blackwood is an arrogant fool," Alden says simply. "But you need to be very careful here, Irina. My brother is not a patient man. The curse is tearing him apart from the inside. He is losing his mind."
"I know the rumors about him," I say.
"They are not just rumors," Alden says quietly. He leans forward. "His beast is wild. Eat your food and keep your head down."
I nod slowly and finish my meal in silence. I head back up to my room, but the heavy silk sheets feel wrong against my skin. I toss and turn, my mind racing. My throat feels painfully dry. It is an old habit from living in the attic back home, I always need water in the middle of the night.
I slip out of bed and into the hall. The castle is dead silent, but then a low, guttural snarl echoes through the corridor. It is coming from the West Wing. I know I should go back to my room, but my feet move on their own. A strange, magnetic pull drags me toward the dark corridor. I stop outside a set of heavy double doors that are slightly cracked open.
I peek around the wood and gasp.
The room is completely destroyed. Furniture is smashed into splinters. The King stands in the center of the wreckage, shirtless and looking completely distorted. He is in a feral state. His claws are fully extended, dripping with dark blood. The muscles in his back shift and crack as his Lycan beast fights to take over.
He snaps his head toward the door. His eyes are entirely black.
"What the hell are you doing here?" he roars.
I gasp and spin around to run. He is incredibly fast. He crosses the room in a blur and catches me before I can even take three steps. He slams me hard against the cold stone wall, his massive body pressing flush against mine.
"I told you to stay away from me," he snarls. He is breathing heavily. His bare chest rubs against my thin nightgown.
"I just wanted water," I breathe. My heart is hammering against his chest.
"Bullshit," he cusses under his breath.
He grabs both of my wrists with one hand and pins them above my head. His face dips down to my neck, inhaling my scent sharply. His nose brushes against the angry bite mark.
"You smell like him," he growls, his voice vibrating against my collarbone. "But you are mine."
He doesn't wait for me to speak. He lifts his head and crashes his mouth down onto mine. It is a brutal, demanding kiss that tastes like dark mint and danger. I try to pull back, but as his hot, rough hand slides slowly up my bare thigh under my silk gown, my entire body ignites.
I can’t do this.I need Daniel’s help. Why did he make me do this alone?I pick up my cellphone and dial his number. It’s the only contact on my phone so it’s not too hard to find it and call him. I want to get out of this room so that doctor grey doesn’t hear me speaking to Daniel in my language but I don’t know if someone else will come in and take my space.“Um… ma’am, is there something wrong?”, the doctor asks me.I ignore him. I’m too confused to keep trying to understand everything he is saying.Daniel picks up the phone after the second ring.“I need you to be here.” I say immediately he picks up.“I don’t understand half of the words they are saying. They are not helping me.”I see the doctor’s eyes widen in surprise on hearing my strange language.He looks like he wants to say something but he doesn’t. the way he’s looking at me is unnerving.My wolf stirs within me and it makes me uneasy. I force myself not to shift and make a scene.“Hold on. I’ll be right there”, Daniel s
IrinaThe lady who stood by the counter I approached stared at me in awkward silence, did I say something wrong? I said everything Daniel said I should say, so why was she staring at me like that.“Hi?” The woman said.“Yes hi. Hello, my name is Irina and I am 32 years old, I am three months pregnant.” I said again like I had recited.“Okay ma’am, I heard you the first time trust me, I am just flabbergasted by your approach.”She was what?“Flabbergasted? What does that mean?” It was a strange word, I didn’t know what she meant, she looked at me again, only this time with a little bit of surprise.“Sorry, where are you from?” She asked.The question triggered my recitation.“Uhm I am from Enid… I am from Oklahoma, Enid in Oklahoma.”The lady was young, like me, shorter of course, but I could tell we might be the same age, she had brown hair that stopped on her chin.Then a little white
IrinaThree Months Later“My name is Irina, and I am five.”“Four, you are four months pregnant.” I nodded immediately.“Yes. Uhm, okay, let me start all over again.”“Hi, my name is Irina. I am from Oklahoma. Here is my ID.” I shoved my hand into my purse, then brought out a little card and handed it to Daniel. He pretended to assess it.“Where in Oklahoma?”“Uhm, from uhm, I forgot it again. What do you call that place again? Enid?”Daniel let out an exasperated sigh.“Yes, Irina. You are 32, four months pregnant. You are from Enid, Oklahoma. Simple, simple! It shouldn’t be that hard.” He handed me the card again.“Okay. I know you are panicking, and I know you are scared, but you are four months pregnant, and you need to go to the hospital to get your little ones checked.” He said.Last night I felt a weird movement, a very disturbing movement in my belly, and I have been practicing my English for three months now, unfailingly.I just never spoke to someone else other than Daniel a
IrinaIt was the strangest thing I had ever heard, and it took me by surprise knowing someone spoke my language.I turned to Daniel in sheer shock.“Alden visited us. My kids speak your language,” Daniel said, but the shock still didn’t subside so easily.It felt life-changing to have someone other than Daniel speak my language. I didn’t know if I should scream or run toward the little girl.“She’s shocked, right? Danny, I told you to teach me her language!” Daniel’s wife struck his shoulder, the impact enough to pull me out of my dilemma.I didn’t understand what she was saying, but the way she struck him made me worry. My defenses went up, and my wolf neared the surface.The last thing I wanted was for any fight to break out.Daniel was my sole guardian here. It would be my primary goal to protect him, so if this woman caused him any harm, I would have to protect him.I stepped back again, then contin
IrinaDaniel lived in a different kind of building compared to where I lived. His house was made with blocks, not glass like mine, and it was low with a lot of lights.As we parked right outside the facade of his house, I relaxed on the couch, just staring at it. It was built like a pack house, maybe smaller. Everything here was smaller.There was a paved pathway that led to the house, just like a pack house, but what caught my attention wasn't just the huge stone-built house, but rather the vast gardens stretching down into the darkness.It was all green from where I sat.Compared to what I had seen all day, this was the true beauty. I had been stepping on concrete, and I had not seen even a single tree. I had seen fruit, and I tried tasting them. They all tasted funny. Everything here seemed funny.From right where I stood, cool air blew across my face, making my nerves relax. It was the first time it felt like home, and I didn
Sebastian Amelia was killed, and the rest of the pack were given their markings. I, on the other hand, had simply fulfilled my work as the king, but my heart was tired, and I needed rest. I needed rest for a really long time, else I might lose every sense of sanity I might have mustered in the past few hours of attending to people nonstop. The gates were finally opened, and I let the pack members come in with their sympathy and support. After disclosing that Irina was pregnant, the pack had been startled and overwhelmed by sympathy. Now they were not only mourning the death of the prince and an innocent breeder, they were mourning the life they had wanted. The pride of the North and my unborn kids. So many gifts, so many letters. I wouldn’t be able to read all of them. Even if I read one every day, it would take me my whole lifetime, and I didn’t plan to have to read them. I knew they didn’t expect a response, so I just piled them in boxes while I soaked myself in my bath, thi
IrinaThere was nothing that could prepare me for the pain I woke up to the next day. A wave of nausea, a maddening headache, and a very, very sour mood. I couldn’t comprehend which part of my body needed the most attention.My head or my sour mouth.After the King and I came back last night, I was
Irina.I closed my mouth around his two fingers, once again savoring the salty taste, twirling my tongue around his long, hard fingers. I just couldn't get enough of it. The scent and the taste."Just like that." He whispered beside my ear, then gently picked the tip of my earlobe with his lips an
Irina.Taste her?How?She stretched her hand to me, trying to put my hand beneath her thighs before Alden pulled it away."She doesn’t want to.” He pulled her head and kissed her. "I would like to have a taste." He mumbled while kissing her."I will get you a house with workers, a car, and a busin
Irina."Arg you are such a prude." Alden rolled his eyes for the hundredth time in like minutes."You are at a club Irina. Yes you kiss people.""But?""No buts, if you had kissed him nothing would happen, look at you all red and flustered, here take this." He handed me the wig then a cup of liquor







