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Elsie's POV
A hand with wicked-looking claws sliced through the air toward me. I felt the rush of wind against my skin and only ducked at the last second. I could have moved sooner, but I loved the thrill of the danger. It made my blood hum. Staying low, I swiped my short wooden sticks, the ones I used to mimic my twin-fang blades, and delivered a series of rapid hits to my opponent's torso. Each strike landed with a satisfying thwack against muscle. Theo fell to his knees with a groan, clutching his ribs. "How do you pack so much strength into that small body?" he wheezed, looking up at me with a mix of pride and pain. I gave him a playful wink and tucked the sticks into my belt. "It’s a secret, brother." I reached out and grabbed his hand, helping him back to his feet. Theo was my immediate older brother, and out of all my siblings, he was the only one brave—or foolish—enough to spar with me in secret. He brushed the dirt off his trousers and looked at the sky. The orange and purple hues of the sunset were bleeding into deep indigo. "We should return before Father finds you here," Theo said, his voice dropping into a worried tone. "You know it always gets on his nerves when you’re out here. If I get punished because of this..." I huffed, crossing my arms. "Don’t remind me. Also I’m allowed to have fun every once in a while." "Tell that to our Father," he muttered. Just then, a young pup from the village came running toward our training clearing. He was moving as fast as his little legs could carry him, shouting in a high-pitched, sing-song voice. "Elsie! Gamma Willow is looking for you! Elsie!" Theo gave me a look that clearly said now we are in trouble. I let out a long, heavy sigh. My father could have used the mind-link to reach us, but he usually didn't when he was truly angry. Using a messenger was his way of letting the whole pack know I was in trouble. Again. "Let's go," I said. We started speed-walking back. Theo hoisted the young boy onto his shoulders to move faster. Before long, the thick treeline opened up, and we emerged into the heart of our community. The Sunset Pack was a place that could be called a town. We had rows of neat wooden houses, communal dining halls, and a massive central square where pups were currently chasing each other. A wide expanse of forest surrounded us, a natural fortress that our warriors guarded with their lives. We bordered a friendly neighboring pack, and for the most part, life was peaceful. The downside? There was no such thing as privacy. Everyone knew everyone’s business. As we walked through the square, I could feel the eyes of the older she-wolves on me. They probably thought I looked a mess with my tangled hair and dirt-smudged face. Our house stood somewhere close to the middle of the village. As we approached the porch, I saw the silhouette of a man. My father was standing with his back to us, his posture rigid and imposing. He was the Gamma and the head warrior, a man whose presence alone could quiet a room. He turned slowly, pinning us with a glare that felt like lead. "Where have you been?" he asked. His voice was low, vibrating with authority. Theo stepped forward, his head bowed slightly. "I'm sorry, Father, we were just—" "I wasn't asking you, Theo," Father interrupted sharply. "Go inside. I will deal with you later." Theo’s shoulders slumped. He gave me one last sympathetic glance before disappearing into the house. I stood my ground, though my heart was beating fast against my ribs. Father raised a silver-streaked eyebrow. "Well?" "I just went to exercise a bit," I said, trying to sound casual. He scowled, stepping off the porch to loom over me. "Is that what combat training is called now? Exercise?" "We just did a bit of sparring, Dad. It’s not a big deal." "It is a big deal, Elsie," he snapped. "Is this what you should be doing as a young female? You don't help your mother in the kitchen. You refuse to join the unmated females on Jolly Days. You’ve turned down every match I’ve tried to make for you. Why are you doing this?" I resisted the urge to snort or roll my eyes. Jolly Days were the bane of my existence. It was a tradition where all the single girls spent the day dolling themselves up, singing cringe-worthy songs, and parading around like cattle in hopes of catching a male’s eye. It had become a necessity since fated mates became a thing of the past, but to me, it felt like a circus. I didn’t want to be picked based on how well I could braid my hair or how high I could sing. I wanted to be respected for what I could do with a blade. "I do it because I love to fight," I said, my voice firm despite the guilt gnawing at me. "I’m good at it. Better than more than half the recruits." "That is a man's duty!" he bellowed, his face reddening. "You taught me how to do it though!" I retorted. "For self-defense, woman!" he shouted back. "Not so you could turn it into a lifestyle! You are a daughter of the Gamma. People look at you and see a girl who refuses to grow up. I want you to have a stable life. A home. A mate who can protect you." I looked at him—this big, stubborn man who smelled like pine needles and home. I knew he loved me. In his mind, he was protecting me from a world that was getting more dangerous by the day. I stepped forward and wrapped my arms around his waist, burying my face in his chest. I only came up to his shoulder, making me feel even smaller than I already was. "Don't be angry, okay?" I murmured. "I just wanted to train a bit." I felt his heavy, angry breathing gradually slow down. He sighed, a sound of pure defeat, and rested a large hand on top of my head. "What will I do with this daughter of mine?" he muttered into the quiet evening air. Looking back now, I really should have been suspicious of that tone. Dinner was a quiet affair at first. My mother, beautiful and graceful as always, kept casting worried looks between Father and me. My brothers, Dalton and Theo, kept their heads down, focused on their plates. Dalton was the oldest, already a decorated warrior, while Theo was still finding his footing. Once the plates were cleared and we were all seated around the heavy oak table, Father cleared his throat. He sat at the head, his hands folded in front of him. "I have an announcement to make," he said. The room went dead silent. Even the crickets outside seemed to stop chirping. We all looked at him expectantly. Father took a slow breath, his eyes meeting mine for a brief, heavy second before he looked at the rest of the family. "I have arranged for Elsie to be mated," he said, his voice echoing in the small room. "She will be paired with the Alpha’s son, Oliver. The ceremony will happen in two days." It felt like the air had been sucked out of my lungs. My hands trembled underneath the table. "Oliver?" I whispered, the name tasting like poison. Oliver was the Alpha’s only son, and he was a complete dickhead. He was arrogant, lazy, and treated women like they were disposable. He spent most of his time drinking and bragging about a strength he hadn't actually earned. The thought of being tied to him, of being forced to submit to his whims for the rest of my life, made my stomach turn. My eyes popped with another dose of shock. This was a deadly trap. "Two days?" I repeated, my voice rising. My lips curled in total distaste as I stared at my father. "You can't be serious." "It is settled, Elsie," Father said, his face hardening back into the Gamma who demanded obedience. "It is a good match for the pack, and it will give you the structure you clearly lack." I looked around the table. My mother looked down at her hands. Dalton looked away. Only Theo looked at me with horror, but he didn't say a word. Like hell I’m getting mated to Oliver. I would die before that happens.Elsie’s POV I woke three hours later, to the smell of honey and smoke and a warm weight pressed against my side. For a moment, I did not remember where I was. Then the memory came back all at once, the pain and the blood and Luciana’s voice, and I jerked upright so fast that the room spun. “Easy,” said Luciana from the chair beside the bed. She looked as though she had been awake for a week. “You lost a great deal of blood. The head healer says you are to lie still for at least two days, and she says if you get out of that bed before then, she will tie you to it.” “Where are they?” “Here.” Luciana nodded toward the cradle by the fire. Two small bundles lay side by side in the warm wool. One was sleeping with his fists tucked beneath his chin. The other was awake, blinking up at the ceiling with a look of outraged dignity. I held out my arms, and Luciana laughed softly and brought them to me. They were so light. I had imagined them a hundred times over the past months, but nothi
Quinn’s POVThe pains started in the middle of the night, during the eighth week of the autumn.I had been awake for some time. I had been lying on my side with my hand spread across Elsie’s belly, feeling the pups turn and push against my palm, and I had been counting the minutes between each small movement the way I had counted the days between the healer’s visits. When her breath caught and her whole body went rigid beside me, I was already sitting up before I understood what was happening.“Quinn,” she said, very calmly. “Get the head healer.”“Isn’t it too early?”“It is not. Get the head healer. Now.”I was out of the bed and across the room before she had finished speaking. My hands were shaking so badly that I fumbled the latch twice. Then I was in the corridor, shouting at the two guards on duty, and one of them ran for the healer while the other stood frozen with his mouth open.The head healer arrived within five minutes, pulling on her grey robe as she came. She took one l
Elsie’s POV Liliana came to the palace in the second week of the summer, with Holmer walking one step behind her and a face like a thundercloud.Luciana had gone to find her a few days before, and she had come back with a long list of rules. Liliana was not to be startled. She was not to be upset. She was not to be asked whether she had enjoyed the journey, because that was a stupid question to ask a female who was carrying a heavy belly. And she was absolutely not to be looked at by the King for longer than was polite.“She’s frightened of him,” Luciana said, pacing the garden path with her hands clasped behind her back. “She’s been frightened of him since the Iron Hold. She thinks he will have her locked up for what she almost did to you guys.”“Quinn would never do that,” I said.“I know. But she doesn’t. And she’s very proud, and very scared, and very pregnant, so you are going to be kind to her.” Luciana stopped pacing and looked at me sharply. “Are you going to be kind to her?”
Elsie’s POV Two months after the coronation, I was the size of a small house and I had never been happier.My feet were swollen, my back ached from sunrise to sunset, and I had given up on wearing anything tighter than a loose linen gown. The court seamstresses had made me three new ones in pale green and dove grey, and Quinn had told me, very seriously, that I looked like a summer meadow. I had thrown a cushion at him. He had caught it and kissed my forehead and told me that meadows were beautiful, which only made me throw another.The pups were restless. They kicked at my ribs at night and rolled over at odd hours, so that I would wake with a start and find Quinn already awake beside me, one hand spread across my belly, waiting for them to move again.“They’re doing it again,” he would whisper, in a voice full of wonder.“They’re doing it because they know you’re listening,” I would say, and he would laugh softly and fall back asleep with his hand still there.But the days were min
Quinn’s POV The coronation was held an hour later in the Wolf Hall, under the high stone arches and the banners of every pack in the kingdom.The hall smelled of beeswax and fresh rushes, and the moonlight came through the tall windows in long silver bars that lay across the crowd. I had been crowned many years ago, when I was too young and too angry to understand what the weight of the circlet meant. This time, I paid attention.Elsie stood beside the dais, dressed in a gown of pale silver, with a cloak of deep blue falling from her shoulders. Her hair was braided and wound with a thin silver band. Her face was calm, but her hands were clasped so tightly in front of her that the knuckles were white. Every few moments, I felt her nerves rise through the bond like a small, bright spark. I sent soothing emotions through the bond, hoping to calm her nerves.When the Lord Steward called her name, she stepped forward and knelt, and the whole court rose to its feet.The crown she wore was
Elsie’s POV The mating ceremony was held in the Moon Garden, at the top of the palace hill, under a sky so clear that the stars looked close enough to touch.I had been dressed since the middle of the afternoon. The helpers had spent three hours on my hair alone, pinning and curling and weaving silver ribbons through the braids until my head ached. My gown was the colour of pale cream, with a deep blue sash across the chest and long sleeves that were embroidered with tiny wolves and moons. It was heavier than anything I had ever worn, and when I looked in the mirror, I hardly recognised the female staring back at me.“You look like a queen,” said Ana, who had been allowed to help me with the last of the pins.“I feel like a bundle of flour,” I said, and she giggled.My family had arrived that morning. I had not been sure they would come. The journey from the Sunset Pack was long, but when I walked into the kitchens for breakfast, my mother was standing at the far end of the room with
Elsie's POV As if the news from last night wasn’t enough to rot my soul, the next morning brought a fresh disaster. Oliver showed up at our front door, acting like the most dutiful son-in-law in the world.I watched him from the shadows of the hallway. He was dressed in a clean, pressed shirt, his
Quinn's POVI asked for strong, hardened warriors. So why did I find myself staring down at a runt who looked like he had barely seen eighteen winters?I sat perfectly still on a thick branch of the ancient oak tree, my presence masked by the shadows and the rustle of leaves. Below me, the pup had
Elsie’s POV"She has humongous tits," a hairy, buff man shouted, his voice echoing off the canvas walls of Tent 42. He was leaning back on his bedroll, a crude grin plastered on his face. "As she rode me, they were flapping in my face like great balloons!"He finished his sentence with a roar of la
Elsie’s POV I froze in my tracks. I had always been daring, stubborn, reckless even—but this? This was beyond rebellion. If I was caught, the shame would destroy my father. But if I stayed, the mating would destroy me. Nearby, an older woman pounded grain into a mortar with exhausted arms. A cry







