George's Pov *********************Am I dead? I should be dead. I shot myself in the head. Why can I feel sand? I open my eyes and wince when it's really bright around me. I blink a few times then slowly sit up. I use my hands to lift myself up and feel sand again. I look around and frown when I realise I'm on a beach. Is this... heaven? I should be in hell if I'm being honest. I look around more as I stand up and stop when I see a house on the beach. It looks exactly like the one me and Lorenzo were looking at before he... you know. The front door opens and a dog bounds out and runs into the ocean. A black Labrador, Enzo's favourite dog. My heart almost stops when I see him walk out of the door after the dog. He has a huge smile on his face and is only wearing summer shorts. He turns and looks at me with a shocked face. He's quite far away from me, but we both start running to get to each other. "George?" Enzo shouts as he gets closer. I start laughing as we both collide an
Damian's povTuesday 31st December 2019**********************************It's my fault Marcus tried to kill himself. I shouldn't have left yet. I should have stayed with him. I should have known what he was planning. It's too late now though, he's back out the hospital and at home with his boyfriends. I've called him everyday but the guilt is eating me alive. I was already guilty enough after Adrian abused Marcus more than me. It's my fault, I shouldn't have ever let him go to the warehouse in the first place. I shouldn't have let Adrian hurt Marcus. Every time I see Marcus' scars I get a pain in my heart because I'm the reason they are there. Orion says it's not my fault, but he's wrong. I've been ignoring his emails since I came back to London. I'm supposed to be going to see him when I move back to be near Marcus but I'm not going to. Because I'm going to end it now. The rope around my neck is itchy and uncomfortable but I don't care. There is tears falling down my face but I
Damian's povSaturday 24th April 2021******************************"How have you been? It's been so long since I last saw you!" Demi says as he hugs me tightly. I'm meeting him at a bar for a catch up because I haven't seen him, other then at the club, since Marcus' wedding day. I even dressed up nice in a navy suit."I'm doing good, how are you?" I ask. Lies, I'm not okay. But he doesn't need to know that. "I'm fine, I'm getting a new sex swing in the shop that Marcus is going to install in some of the playrooms so I'm very busy. You're lucky I managed to meet you here tonight," he says as we sit at the bar together. He's full of energy as he tells me all about his bdsm shop he inherited from his late husband."Sounds exciting," I say and he smiles as he tells me more about it. "Wasn't the wedding beautiful," he sighs as we get onto the topic of Marcus, Nathan and Cole Carlisle. "It was, I'm so proud of Marcus," I say and Demi nods. "Marcus did so well recovering. I was shocked
Damian's povTuesday 27th April 2021******************************I'm going to the club tonight to finally face my fears. I've already arranged with Mason to meet me at the couch at 8pm so we can have a rough scene. He is more of a slave than a submissive and I'll be playing his Master which is freaking me out a little but I'm determined to get over this. I get out of my car and go into the club to Marcus' office where we are having dinner together before going to the club. I'm a little late so everyone is already here when I go inside. There's pizzas on the table between the couches without everyone sat around. Thomas is here with Lacey who's taking over for tonight so Marcus can go to the playroom with Nathan and Cole. Lucas is here and is trying to keep Cole away from his slice of pizza. "Hey Damian!" Cole says happily and pats the space beside him on the couch. I sit down and say hello to everyone. I look at Marcus and see his scars on his arms from his suicide attempt. I shou
Damian's PovWednesday 28th April 2021**********************************Vincent: can I come over? ;)My breathing stops when I read the text. He wants to come over and see me? I was about to make myself dinner so I guess I can make enough for two.Me: sure, I'll send you my address Vincent: I will see you soon I put a shirt on as I've been sat in only some sweatpants and then go to the kitchen to start making something. I decide on a carbonara and panic halfway though making it because Vincent is Italian and what if it's not up to his standard? The doorbell rings and I have to calm myself down before I open the front door. My mouth drops open when I see him in a leather jacket and tight jeans. "Ciao," he greets as he looks my body up and down. "Hello, come in," I say and step aside so he can come inside. He takes his shoes off as he looks around my house. "You have a nice house. Whatever you're cooking smells good," he says and I lead him to the kitchen. My palms sweat and my
Vincent's povThursday 29th April 2021*******************************Damian is wonderful. He made me breakfast this morning after I woke up in his arms and then fucked me again. God his dick is amazing. I can positively say it's the best dick I've taken up my ass before. He knew exactly how to make me feel good and gave me a mind blowing orgasm with his fucking and touching. Unfortunately I've got to go home and do a job with my cousins so I couldn't stay for another round. My ass is sore but I manage to look normal as I step into the Romano mansion. I can hear my cousins arguing so I go into the lounge and stand in the doorway. Lorenzo is sat on the couch cleaning a gun with a bored expression on his face. I'm pretty sure Enzo is a sociopath but I'd never tell him that, he has an extremely short temper and would probably shoot me. He doesn't show much remorse and only cares about his twin brother, Giovanni. Gio is so sweet, he hates being in the mafia so he mainly does hacking
Vincent's pov Saturday 1st May 2021******************************"Can I cuff you hands to the bed?" Damian asks me. I look to where he's holding my hands above my head and nod."Fuck yes," I say and he smirks. We're both naked on his bed and about to fuck, his dick got so close to my hole but he stopped to ask me his question. I'm so hard and ready for him to ravish me but he goes into his closet and searches through a box. I lay my head in the pillows as he kneels back between my legs and attaches a leather cuff to my left wrist. He passes the chain through the headboard bars and then attached my right wrist tightly. I pull a little but they stay solid. "Very hot," I say and he leans down to kiss me. I feel his condom covered dick against my asshole as he presses into me slowly. I moan and Damian starts kissing my neck. "Don't leave marks.""Why not?" He asks as he slams into me. I throw my head back into the pillows and let out a choked moan as he hits my prostate. I takes a mo
Vincent's povSaturday 1st May 2021***************************"What?" Me and Alessandra both yell at the same time. "I'm not marrying him! You know I have a boyfriend!" Alessandra argues with her papà."You are not marrying that boyfriend of yours! He's a bad influence and not what we need in this family!" He shouts back. They start arguing as I try to gather my thoughts. "Can I speak to you outside?" I ask papà. He nods and we go to the hall outside the lounge."She's beautiful isn't she? Perfect for you," he says and I frown."She is pretty, but I don't want want to marry her," I say."I don't care what you want to do, you're marrying her.""I'm not marrying her. I want to marry someone I love, not someone I don't even know," I say and papà glares."You will marry her. You have plenty of time to get to know her because she's staying with us until the wedding. She will be sharing your room so make sure it's clean," he tells me."No! I can't marry her! You can't make me do this!"