The Mafia Have Feelings Too

Damian's povTuesday 31st December 2019**********************************It's my fault Marcus tried to kill himself. I shouldn't have left yet. I should have stayed with him. I should have known what he was planning. It's too late now though, he's back out the hospital and at home with his boyfriends. I've called him everyday but the guilt is eating me alive. I was already guilty enough after Adrian abused Marcus more than me. It's my fault, I shouldn't have ever let him go to the warehouse in the first place. I shouldn't have let Adrian hurt Marcus. Every time I see Marcus' scars I get a pain in my heart because I'm the reason they are there. Orion says it's not my fault, but he's wrong. I've been ignoring his emails since I came back to London. I'm supposed to be going to see him when I move back to be near Marcus but I'm not going to. Because I'm going to end it now. The rope around my neck is itchy and uncomfortable but I don't care. There is tears falling down my face but I

Damian's povTuesday 27th April 2021******************************I'm going to the club tonight to finally face my fears. I've already arranged with Mason to meet me at the couch at 8pm so we can have a rough scene. He is more of a slave than a submissive and I'll be playing his Master which is freaking me out a little but I'm determined to get over this. I get out of my car and go into the club to Marcus' office where we are having dinner together before going to the club. I'm a little late so everyone is already here when I go inside. There's pizzas on the table between the couches without everyone sat around. Thomas is here with Lacey who's taking over for tonight so Marcus can go to the playroom with Nathan and Cole. Lucas is here and is trying to keep Cole away from his slice of pizza. "Hey Damian!" Cole says happily and pats the space beside him on the couch. I sit down and say hello to everyone. I look at Marcus and see his scars on his arms from his suicide attempt. I shou

Vincent's povThursday 29th April 2021*******************************Damian is wonderful. He made me breakfast this morning after I woke up in his arms and then fucked me again. God his dick is amazing. I can positively say it's the best dick I've taken up my ass before. He knew exactly how to make me feel good and gave me a mind blowing orgasm with his fucking and touching. Unfortunately I've got to go home and do a job with my cousins so I couldn't stay for another round. My ass is sore but I manage to look normal as I step into the Romano mansion. I can hear my cousins arguing so I go into the lounge and stand in the doorway. Lorenzo is sat on the couch cleaning a gun with a bored expression on his face. I'm pretty sure Enzo is a sociopath but I'd never tell him that, he has an extremely short temper and would probably shoot me. He doesn't show much remorse and only cares about his twin brother, Giovanni. Gio is so sweet, he hates being in the mafia so he mainly does hacking

Vincent's povSaturday 1st May 2021***************************"What?" Me and Alessandra both yell at the same time. "I'm not marrying him! You know I have a boyfriend!" Alessandra argues with her papà."You are not marrying that boyfriend of yours! He's a bad influence and not what we need in this family!" He shouts back. They start arguing as I try to gather my thoughts. "Can I speak to you outside?" I ask papà. He nods and we go to the hall outside the lounge."She's beautiful isn't she? Perfect for you," he says and I frown."She is pretty, but I don't want want to marry her," I say."I don't care what you want to do, you're marrying her.""I'm not marrying her. I want to marry someone I love, not someone I don't even know," I say and papà glares."You will marry her. You have plenty of time to get to know her because she's staying with us until the wedding. She will be sharing your room so make sure it's clean," he tells me."No! I can't marry her! You can't make me do this!"

Vincent's pov Tuesday 4th May 2021*********************************"You are bad influence," I say as I rub my sore head. Damian laughs but winces when his own hangover hits him. "You suggested drinking," he grumbles as I climb off his body. We're both still fully dressed and stinking of alcohol."You should have said no," I say and he rolls his eyes but I can see him smiling a little. I follow him to the kitchen where he gets me a glass of water and headache pills. "Take these and drink all the water. It'll make you feel better," he says and I do as he says. He does the same and watches closely as some of the water drips down my chin. "What are you looking at?" I ask innocently and he pins me against the counter, his arms boxing me in as his lips connect with mine. My head throbs but I don't mind as his tongue dances with mine hungrily. His thigh pushes between my legs and I moan into his mouth. "You're so hot," Damian breathes as his lips trail down my neck. "I'm too hungover