LOGINI’m here now. Reality is right in front of me. It’s been so long since I left the city. So much has changed. There are more establishments now, more traffic, and so many people.
I blinked a few times, staring at the sight before me. One of the most renowned and private hospitals in the Philippines—famous and prestigious, not only in the country but even abroad. It stood tall, a modern building that exuded sophistication and the promise of top-tier medical care. The glass windows gleamed, as if welcoming anyone in need of healing. But to me, every step closer felt heavier, as though each one pressed down on my chest. It felt like just yesterday that I was last here, but this time, my reason for coming was different. Back then, they wouldn’t let me in—poor, pregnant, and desperate for a job as a janitress. But now, I return carrying the pain and grief of the past… with my child in my arms. I took a deep breath, trying to calm myself. Why did my feet feel so heavy? I sighed and closed my eyes, forcing the memories away. I needed to move forward. My child’s safety depended on it. When I opened my eyes, the hospital was still there—strong and unyielding, with people constantly coming and going. Zephyr clung to the hem of my skirt as we entered the hospital together. I didn’t even bother to check its name. I didn’t care to know; I had buried it deep in my past. What mattered now was saving my child. We were taken to a room, and thankfully, they attended to my son right away. I had thought this hospital only catered to the rich—that they prioritized wealth. But I was wrong. Their care was equal. Zebediah was now asleep in bed, while Zephyr sat quietly on the sofa. The hospital was undeniably expensive. All I could do was wait for the results and find out what was wrong with my son. “Zephyr, sweetheart, are you hungry?” I asked softly so as not to wake Zebediah. When there was no response, I turned and saw Zephyr staring out the window. “Mama, there are so many cars. I hope I’ll have my own someday,” he said quickly. I could only shake my head and smile faintly. Someday, my son. Don’t worry—Mama will do everything to help you reach your dreams. My attention shifted to the door when it suddenly opened. A doctor entered, holding some papers. He wore glasses, his hair slightly messy. He looked down at the file first, then raised his gaze to me and smiled. “What’s wrong with my son, Doctor?” I asked anxiously. “Your child has dengue, ma’am. But don’t worry too much—good thing you brought her here right away. She’s stable now. We’ll continue to monitor her and wait for the rest of the test results. She just needs to rest,” the doctor said kindly. Even with the worry still lingering in my chest, I finally felt relief knowing my child would be alright. I spoke with the doctor a bit more about Zebediah’s condition. I wasn’t as anxious anymore, but the cost of the hospital kept weighing on my mind. Could I still afford it? Our conversation was interrupted when Zephyr suddenly spoke up. The doctor and I turned toward him. “Mama, I’m hungry,” he said, still looking out the window. “Alright, I’ll go buy some food outside,” I replied. He turned to me with a small smile, but it quickly disappeared when his eyes landed on the doctor. His brows furrowed as he glared at him intently. I rubbed my forehead. Oh no… “What are you staring at?” Zephyr asked sharply. I grimaced and turned to the doctor, ready to apologize—but froze when I saw his reaction. His eyes widened as if he had seen a ghost. He blinked repeatedly, shook his head slightly, and then looked again at Zephyr—his expression unchanged. The doctor’s gaze flickered to Zebediah, sleeping soundly on the bed, then back to Zephyr, and finally to me. He swallowed hard, his brows drawing together. “Is there a problem, Doctor?” I asked, puzzled. He shook his head and forced a small smile. “Nothing. I’ll take my leave now,” he said before turning to go. But before the door closed behind him, I heard him whisper— “Same face. Same eyes. Carbon copy.” I frowned, staring at the closed door after hearing the doctor’s faint whisper. I couldn’t quite understand what he said—it was too soft, barely audible. I shrugged it off and turned to my son, Zephyr, who was now sitting firmly on the sofa, his brows furrowed. I raised an eyebrow at him. “What’s wrong with you?” I asked curiously. He pouted. “I don’t like him, Nanay,” he said grumpily. “He’s your sister’s doctor.” “Still, I hate him.” “Why?” “I dunno,” he muttered. Oh, this kid. “Alright then! Stay here and watch over your sister, okay? Don’t go outside. I’ll buy us some food. I know you don’t like hospital meals. What do you want, my dear prince?” I asked, seeing him think for a moment. “I want ampalaya and torta, Nanay,” he replied cheerfully. I nodded with a smile. My kids loved eating vegetables. They rarely ate meat—and they disliked pork entirely. They only wanted chicken raised at home, not bought from the market. My children were picky eaters, so it was always best to ask what they wanted first. “As you wish, Your Highness. Watch over your sister, alright? If she wants to drink, her tumbler’s in the bag. And if someone knocks—unless it’s Doc—don’t open the door. Be careful, okay?” I reminded him. He scratched his head. “Nanay, you don’t need to remind me. I already know what to do. I’m not a baby anymore,” he said, pouting. I walked over and ruffled his hair, making him frown even more. “You’ll always be my baby,” I said softly. “Alright, I’ll be back soon. Don’t forget what I said.” I kissed his cheek, and then his sleeping sister’s forehead, before leaving. While walking down the hospital hallway, I caught sight of Zebediah’s doctor ahead. He was on the phone, seemingly in a heated argument. I saw him rubbing his forehead as he paced back and forth. I walked past him, thinking nothing of it—but his words reached my ears before I could get far. > “Fck it, bud. I’m telling the truth. If you don’t want to believe me, you’re fcking sht! Get your fcking ass over here, motherfcker… What? You won’t believe me? You’re a fcking pain in my as, ashoe… What? Guards? Guards? What the hll do you need your motherfcking guards for? …Fine! I’ll do it. Fck you. My middle finger salutes you, man.” I could only shake my head. That doctor sure had a mouth on him. I glanced once more at his back before heading out of the hospital. Once outside, I started looking for a cheap place to eat—which was nearly impossible in the city. Luckily, I found one a bit far from the hospital, but the food was affordable and healthy enough. I crossed the pedestrian lane, sweating slightly as I carried the food back. But when I reached the hospital entrance, I froze. Several black vans and cars were now parked out front—so many of them that passersby had started to stare. The vehicles looked expensive, sleek. What caught my attention even more were the men in suits and others in plain clothes, patrolling the hospital grounds like security personnel. Some of them were in deep conversation before dispersing around the area. What’s going on? They weren’t here earlier. I shook my head and quickly went back inside, though my mind lingered on what I’d seen. What’s happening? Why are there so many of them? Are they guarding someone important in this hospital? But why that many? How important could that person be? And why do I feel uneasy? Why does it feel like something bad is about to happen?I briefly glanced at the person beside me who was giggling while watching something on their cellphone. I felt like smacking them because they were adding to my life problems. I was already stressed from waiting for a jeepney, it was scorching hot, and then there they were, laughing like nothing was wrong. I was really not enjoying my life right now. Damn it. If I were not poor, I would not be patiently waiting for a jeepney just to apply for a job. I just want to turn into a sweet potato and disappear. I looked up. Lord, please give me a sign. Will I ever rise from poverty? Is my life ever going to get better? My life is always hit by storms, so it feels flooded every single day. Completely submerged. I took a deep breath and looked around at the people. Their lives were busy, just like mine, but their eyes were glued to their phones. Everywhere you look on the street, someone is holding a phone. I seem to be the only one without one. It is fine. Very soon, I will have one too.
Phoenix The air in the black market was thick with the scent of desperation and greed, a mingling of sweat, smoke, and the sharp tang of illicit transactions. Phoenix Eadmaer Koznetsov, ex-military captain and now the formidable head of La Nera Bratva, navigated the labyrinthine alleys with the ease of a man who had long ago made his peace with the shadows. The market, hidden in the bowels of the city, was a cacophony of haggling voices and the constant buzz of clandestine activity. Stalls and makeshift shops lined the narrow paths, each offering a variety of contraband: weapons, stolen goods, counterfeit money, and drugs. Phoenix was here for the latter, ensuring a major deal went smoothly. Flanked by his trusted underboss and consigliere, Demetri and Grey, Phoenix moved with a purposeful stride. His presence commanded respect and fear in equal measure. Conversations halted and eyes averted as they passed, the crowd parting like the Red Sea. They approached a small, nondescri
As I arrived home from a long day at work, the warmth of my family’s laughter drifted through the door, and I couldn’t help but smile. The second I stepped inside, our son, Poseidon, dashed over, his little face lighting up as he wrapped his arms around my legs. “Daddy!” he cheered, his voice full of excitement and love. His ate Athena quickly followed, the two of them surrounding me, competing for hugs and my attention. Each one of them reminded me why I fought so hard, why I worked tirelessly, and why I pushed through the shadows of my past every single day. I gazed across the room, and there, in the kitchen, was Athenrose, my darling, bustling with dinner preparations. She caught my eye and gave me that gentle smile she always did—one that carried understanding, love, and acceptance, despite knowing the darkness I came from. As I watched her, memories began to flood back. The life I left behind… It was never something I could entirely forget. I was once a man of honor, a soldier
"Oh, I think I know where we’re going," I said, laughing with excitement. A simple celebration with close friends was perfect—quiet, peaceful, just right for me. Just then, the door opened and Phoenix walked in carrying a container. His face was serious, but there was a spark in his eyes. "Hello, darling. Here’s your food," he said as he entered, placing the container on the table. I immediately smelled what was inside. "Peaches!" I exclaimed, practically drooling. "Thank you so much, love." My voice was full of gratitude. Over the past few days, my mouth and stomach had been craving peaches; my day didn’t feel complete without them. "For you, darling. How’s your day? Do you need anything?" he asked, his eyes calm and steady as he looked at me. I didn’t answer right away, instead focusing on the peaches, so Cassandra spoke first. I noticed the slight smile on Phoenix’s face, seemingly content just watching me eat with an excitement I couldn’t explain. Cassandra let out a small si
“We are going to France, Mother? Why?” Athena asked innocently. I paused adjusting her dress and looked at her face. Her brown eyes, inherited from Nix, met mine. “Because, sweetie, that’s where your Aunt Cassy and Uncle Dark are getting married,” I said with a smile. She furrowed her brow. “I’m still wondering why so far away? They could get married here in the Philippines. Is it required to marry in another country, Mother?” I shook my head. “Not really. You see, your Uncle Dark was born and raised there. He wants to marry Aunt Cassandra in the place that’s close to his heart,” I said gently, adjusting the small floral headband on Athena’s head. Her question was so innocent, and it was clear she was puzzled by the idea of a wedding in another country. “Mother, is it a magical place like in the movies?” she asked, her eyes sparkling with excitement. I nodded and smiled, trying to plant the joy
“Hey, Cass. Are you still sulking?” I asked as I nudged Cassandra, who still had her eyebrow raised and her arms crossed tightly against her chest. I knew she was annoyed about the news that I was already married and had a child, and that I never even managed to tell her beforehand or give her the slightest hint. “You, Lory. You are going to get tired of my lecture later,” she said, though there was already a faint smile on her lips. I could not help laughing at my best friend’s antics. While I was trying to appease her, the crazy one named Frozina suddenly cut in, laughing from the side the whole time. “Happy? Happy?” she whispered, winking as she moved closer just to tease. I shot Frozina a glare. “I really do not understand you. Why did you even come here, you witch?” I snapped as I tried to push her away. “You should be the one on the hot seat. You are the new person here, and you are even married to Dr. Montero. Why







