Lissa
The tires screeched loudly as I parked my Maserati outside a townhouse. It was luxurious but small, tucked in a quiet neighborhood just outside downtown Chicago. I had enemies everywhere so if I didn't want to get into trouble, I had to remain low-key. Killing the engine, I stepped out, slamming the door behind me. I was in a really good mood, having just spent two hours watching my baby try on clothes. Clothes I couldn't wait to get my hands on, just so I could rip them off. I never knew I had a thing for nerdy guys, but the more I watched this boy, the more I felt like I'd wasted my whole life. Even though he rebelled and was still planning to go to that party, I found it cute. At least he had some fight in him, otherwise it'd be boring. Stepping inside,the scent of vanilla immediately hit me. Nessa had been baking again. Her pink head popped out from the kitchen, eyeliner thick as charcoal and a cookie halfway to her mouth. “Where the hell have you been?” she asked through the cookie. “It’s dinner time and Malik made that angry face again.” “I was buying a mall,” I said, brushing past her. Her eyes narrowed. “...a mall?" I dropped my keys on the counter, a little smirk on my lips. “Yes. My baby wanted it." Well, wanted is a strong word. More like needed, really. She groaned. “The fact that you're calling him baby when he doesn't even know you is really concerning." Then in her other voice, "Like hell, Nessa. I’m really running out of synonyms for delusional.” I ignored her comments. No one could understand my relationship with Stanley. We're soulmates, I could tell the moment I set my eyes on him. Though he didn't know it yet, I'll make sure to show him. One step at a time. Tossing my coat onto the sofa, I turned to her. “Did my dress come in?” “Over there,” she pointed with the cookie. “Big red box with the ribbon.” I followed her finger and couldn't help myself from clapping excitedly the moment I saw it. “Perfect.” Kneeling in front of the box, I ripped it open like a kid on Christmas morning, revealing the dress I’d chosen for tonight. A low back, deep cut, red dress. A bit much for a college birthday party? Definitely. But that’s the point. My baby boy wants to rebell, so I'll show him what came with it. “Oh, he’s going to hate how hot I look.” I dropped my gown, not caring that I was in the middle of the living room, where anyone could just barge in. After pulling it off, I was left with nothing but my lingerie. “Oh, and Malik dropped something for you earlier,” Nessa said sing-song. I paused, fingers halfway down the zipper of my skirt. “Where?” She pointed toward the side table. “In that folder." Still topless, I crossed the room and grabbed it. My eyes scanned the contents, and a slow smile curled across my face. “What’s in it?” she asked, coming closer. "Just his medical records, school enrollment history, class schedule, bus pass, high school transcripts, blood type, x-rays, childhood vaccinations. Basically everything." "Wait, whose?” “Stanley’s of course.” I shrugged, opening a ziplock bag that came with it. “There it is.” Nessa raised an eyebrow. “What's that now?” "Just a bracelet I had made from his hair." I said nonchalantly, looking at the almost invisible string, fastened with a tiny gold clasp. Nessa clutched her chest, gasping like she’d just heard the earth turned flat. “Girl. That’s...that’s so messed up.” in her other voice. “But you gotta admit it's crafty too, Nessa.” She looked at me, eyes wide with admiration. “You’re actually sicker than I thought. I’m so proud. How'd they even get it?” “From his pillow. Last night. Gathered by yours truly, thank you very much.” “You broke into his house while he was asleep again?” "No. I cloned his key, so I opened the door and walked in. What do you think of me?" I smiled, holding the folder to my chest like it was a love letter. “He’s more beautiful when he sleeps. You can tell a lot about a man by the way he sleeps and gosh did I learn a lot." She made a choked sound and turned back to the oven. “Fuck. I’m going to need more cookies.” At that moment, the front door opened and Malik barged in. I didn’t need to turn to know it was him, his presence always came with its own cold, commanding energy. The kind that made normal people straighten up or shut up. I dropped the folder, adjusting the slit in my gown and admiring my curves. Damn I was sexy. He went straight to the point. “You need to get ready.” “I am getting ready,” I replied without turning back. “Not for that.” I turned to face him. His jaw was tight. “There’s a leader here, from the Southside. A low-tier bratva gang and they have something to ask you." “No.” “Lissa...” “No.” I repeated, flipping my hair over one shoulder. “I have plans tonight.” His expression darkened. “You need to form alliances, Lissa. Besides, we've been here for days, that’s already longer than we planned. You can't keep stalling. You know you just took power in Moscow. You're meant to be consolidating it, not here, going after a boy." I turned to him calmly, looking him dead in the eye. "You serve me. You don’t question me. Need I remind you whose blood runs through my veins?” Silence. His fists clenched. I stepped closer, grabbing him by the jaw. I didn't care if he was taller than me, no one spoke to me in that manner. No one. “Do you know why your mouth still works, Malik?” He didn’t answer. “Because I find your whining tolerable. Barely. Don’t push it.” His expression didn’t change, but he dropped his gaze like a good soldier. I released him, turning back to the mirror. He was right though. Those old geezers in the council were already looking for a reason to throw me out. Sooner or later, I'd have to leave with Stanley back to Russia, one way or the other. But for now, it wouldn't be bad to form some alliances. I turned to Nessa. “Keep an eye on Stanley while I’m gone. If anything happens, text me." She nodded and I turned back to Malik. "If this Chicago brat has nothing useful to say, I’ll cut out his tongue, before adding yours, then feeding them to the vultures. Do you understand?" "Yes, Queen." He bowed. "Good." With that, I grabbed my heels, slid on my signature hat and made my way to the door, Malik following right behind.(Stanley POV)“THE WHAT?!”My voice was so loud, it bounced against the cabin walls. A few of the suited men even glanced our way, though their expressions didn’t flicker.Lissa just sat there, lounging like this was the funniest thing in the world. Her lips curled up, her gaze traveling over me like I was already hers.“The marriage,” she said, like it was the most normal word in existence, which it was but not at this moment. “Our. Marriage. Didn't you somehow already know about this. So why the shock?"My chest squeezed. Yes I knew but I still hadn't come to accept the fact. Plus it didn't have to be so soon, did it? I'm just twenty two. “No,” I said, shaking my head violently. “No, no, no. That’s insane. That’s old shit. That’s history. People don’t...nobody does that anymore.”Her smirk widened. “We do.”I gripped the armrest like it could anchor me. “Betrothal? Marriage? I’m a fucking college student, not your...”“Not my what?” she cut in, that stupid smirk never leaving her
StanleyMy throat felt dry and my head pounded. The first thing I noticed was the cold strap across my chest.Seatbelt?I blinked, trying to adjust to the low hum vibrating through the floor. My eyes landed on the plush leather seat beneath me, the scent of polish and expensive cologne thick in the air.“What the hell?” I croaked, pulling against the belt. “Where am I?”“My jet,” a voice replied smoothly.I turned my head.Lissa was sitting right next to me, elbow propped on the armrest, chin resting lazily in her palm, like she's been waiting forever for me to wake up. Her dark hair spilled over her shoulder, eyes glowing with amusement like a cat that'd finally cornered its favorite mouse.“Your what?”She tilted her head, lips quirking up. “My jet. You know, a plane, with wings, engines, flies in the sky? Don’t tell me you’re too much of a nerd to know what a jet is. I thought you guys were supposed to be the smart ones."“What...what are you talking about? Of course I know what a
Stanley I didn’t go to class the next morning. I couldn’t.The diary still sat heavy on my desk like it was waiting to choke me the second I touched it again.My family died because of these. My parents. And if any of grandpa's last rambling were true, it was the same for him.And they wanted me to join the same life? I'll probably be dead before I even understood it. I tried to shut the thoughts out, think of something else, but every word still echoed.You will hate me when you learn the truth.He was right.I did hate him. How could he just decide my life without my permission?How could he tie me to his world...and her?Lissa Everything just led back to her. My family’s deaths, this betrothal, even my so-called future. Tied up to a girl I didn’t even know two weeks ago.I rubbed my face hard, thinking about going to see Chloe. She had known my grandfather somehow and had given me the diary. She had also looked at me like she actually cared, so maybe she could help me. Help me
Stanley I sat on the bed, the old leather diary heavy in my hands. Opening it, I was met with faded ink, dried and old, but still readable.On the inside cover, scrawled in a handwriting I recognized all too well: PROPERTY OF SERGEI MOREAU.My grandfather...Diary of Sergei MoreauMarch 5, 1993First entry. Viktor said writing keeps the mind sharp, so here I am, scratching my thoughts into this book. I don’t know who will ever read this. Maybe no one. Maybe myself when I’m old.Anyway, I'm Sergei Moreau. A former Boyevik (enforcer) for the Orlovs, now a personal guard to the Pakhan's daughter. Alongside me is Viktor Ivanov — my brother in everything but blood. We stand outside her doors, follow her in the shadows, eat at her table when permitted, and sleep in shifts. This is the life of a guard.She is seventeen now. Getting wild, spoiled, untouchable. Beautiful too, though I dare not say it aloud. She is the Pakhan's jewel, daughter of Zhena Pakhana (the “first wife,") herself.
LissaThe apartment door shut with a soft thud behind us. Stanley walked ahead, his body stiff, not once looking back at me.What the heck had happened at that station?I'd been surprised when I received a call from Malik saying Stanley had been arrested but after hearing it had to do with Kara. It immediately clicked. Still, it didn't stop me from using all my contacts to quickly get him out.Yet now it seemed I had still been a step too late. Something had happened there.Did he tell them I did it?“Stanley—” I started.He didn’t answer, just went straight to his room, shoved the door closed, the lock clicking.I stood there, stunned.For the past week, things have been different. He’d stopped looking at me like I was a plague he couldn’t shake. He’d started…opening up, even if it was little things, like his professors, class, he blabbered about everything and I listened with a grin on my face. He might not have noticed, but I did. He'd been lonely for so long that finally havin
StanleyIt had been nearly a week since I’d…Yeah. Since that day in the bathroom when I’d jacked off to a picture of my stalker.My stalker, who I now knew was named Lissa. Mostly because instead of disappearing like any normal person would after being told to, she’d… moved in. Not officially, but she was there every damn day. She made food for me, cleaned and asked about my day with that patient look like it actually mattered to her. Like I mattered to her.Somehow, she’d made my apartment feel different.Less empty.I’d even caught myself listening for her footsteps when I came home.It was pathetic. But she made me feel—God help me—comfortable. Seen.She flirted with me on purpose, of course. Little touches, sly smiles, leaning close enough for me to smell her perfume and whispering stupid nicknames until my ears turned red.And the pictures… yeah, those didn’t stop either. I’d gotten so used to waking up to one that it felt wrong when I didn’t.I’d lost track of how many times I’