Julien was silent throughout the ride just like before but this time, he appeared to be angry. About what? Did another governess run away? That could be it, else he shouldn't be so angry.
"What happened?" I asked, swallowing all my fears. If I am to be this man's wife, I need to be there for him at least; I need to take on the role.
"Nothing." He said flatly.
"But you seem angry. Did something happen while I slept? Or maybe some bad news concerning the children?" I pressed, somehow really wanting him to open up to me. He was quiet for a while.
"The governess sent me a letter, she will leave in the next two days, whether or not I've returned."
"That can't be, no one can abandon little children like that without proper care."
"Well she said she would and I don't doubt her." His body tensed up again and I decided to try comforting him instead, the man was worried about his children and the cruel governess will leave them all by themselves if we don't hurry back.
"Will it take that long for us to get to the children?" I felt him stiffen for a bit.
"Not really, unless we encounter bandits on the way, then we may make a stop at another inn." Bandits! The rapist said something about them earlier. I've never left Durnca before, so I've not encountered them, but Hailey's pa has a lot of stories about them and they are not good. Being a merchant, they are the worst kind of people to meet while traveling with goods because they would steal everything, leaving just the clothes on your back.
"I hope not." As if on cue, we saw a man in torn clothes on a horse, speeding towards us and shouting at the top of his lungs.
"Get back! Get back! Bandits ahead." His accent was strange to me, like he was a foreigner. My hand clutched my chest and I unintentionally leaned more on Julien, scared.
Unfortunately for the man, he fell off the horse and the beast didn't stop, it sped away leaving dust behind.
Julien got off our horse and went over to the man who was unmoved on the ground. I was too scared to move, so I just stayed still on the horse and tried to hear what they would say to each other. I know any other person would have seized the to opportunity to escape with the horse, forgetting everything about marriage to a stranger but strangely, that was the last thing on my mind.
"Were you traveling alone?" Julien asked the man as he helped him to his feet. The man took a glance at me and then back to Julien.
"I was with my daughter, she is just eighteen but they took her from me and everything we were traveling with." The man glanced at me again. "You have a pretty wife, if you go further, they will take her from you and do unimaginable things to the lady, I tell you..." Julien grabbed the man's collar and shook him.
"They took your daughter and you turned tails and ran? What will be of the girl now?" The man was near tears but he couldn't utter a word, just kept sobbing. I felt bad for the man, he looked like he was in his late fifties, certainly someone his age had no chance against bandits all by himself.
"Where will you wait for your daughter?" Julien asked finally, letting the man go.
"What?"
"Where will you wait for your daughter?" He repeated, snapping.
"Our home is in Nuben, it's just..."
"That's where we are coming from. Does she know how to get there?"
"Yes, Sire. Do you mean to rescue..." Julien returned to me, getting on in front of me this time.
"Go home." He said to the man and grabbed the reins of the horse. "Hold on tight to me, Gwen." I obeyed him immediately, holding him like my life depended on it.
He kicked the animal into action and we sped forward, from where the man and his horse came from.
"Julien..."
"Don't worry, no harm will come to you." Was I worried for my life? Yes, but I was more worried for both our lives; yet I felt so bad for the girl, and she was a year younger than me.
"I don't mind, let's help that girl." I said bravely, holding Julien even tighter.
It wasn't long before we saw a small crowd of men, searching a wagon and taking out the valuables from it. One of the men held three horses reins in one hand and three other men were laughing at a young woman who tired fighting them, biting anything that comes close to her face.
With her red curly hair, small face and light blue eyes, she was really pretty that I forgot my fears for a moment and just stared at her.
"Don't let go." Julien's voice pierced through my thoughts. The men noticed us then and got out their swords, ready to fight Julien who drew his own sword and charged for them straight on.
He hit their daggers away and pierced one in his shoulder. When our horse tried standing on it's hind legs, we both went falling off its back.
Julien was quick to get up and defend himself against the men, all the while making sure I was safe behind him.
The girl wasted no time in running over to my side, panting hard and looking spent. We both watched Julien as he took on three men all by himself; he was so skilled with his sword that the men were having a hard time trying to overpower him. When one of their swords grazed his arm, I was nearly running to him if the girl didn't hold me in place; I could do nothing but to watch them fight.
Julien stabbed one of the men in his leg and another in his shoulder, making him unable to lift his sword. The one who held the horses, jumped on one and rode away; the other three shared the two remaining horses and fled too.
Victory was ours!
The girl released me now and I ran to Julien, checking his wound; it wasn't so deep but the bleeding wouldn't stop, so I tore the helm of my new dress and wrapped it around his arm.
"What are you doing? I could have used my shirt's sleeve to wrap the wound."
"Does it hurt?" I asked, ignoring his protest. He was about to say something when the girl spoke up.
"Thank you for helping me, I can't imagine what would have happened to me if you weren't there."
"Are you hurt?" Julien asked her, looking her up. I didn't know how to react to that, did he find her attractive? I mean, she is attractive and he was probably just checking for injuries, yet I couldn't help but feel... Jealous? Was I jealous? For a man I knew nothing about?
"No, I am okay. I wasn't about to go down without a fight." The girl said, smiling so sweetly to Julien who mirrored her.
"You held up well." He commented and then whistled, making our runaway horse come running back.
Julien petted the horse and looked around its body, that was when I saw it was bleeding from its rump. That must have been why it tried standing on its hind legs, one of the men must have stabbed it.
"He can manage to take you to Nuben, your father says he'll be waiting there. Can you manage on your own?" Julien said to the girl once he was done examining the injury.
"Oh, yes! Thank you." By this time, I was already feeling irrelevant as they both paid no attention to me. It made my jealousy grow and my heart sank in my chest. I had forgotten that having a handsome husband would mean worrying whether other more attractive women would steal him from me. How would I deal with that?
Instead of going to the horse and Julien, the girl walked up to me instead and hugged me.
"Thank you so much. My name is Alexa." I was stunned into silence for a moment, I didn't expect her to be nice to me or even thank me; all I did was to stand in a corner scared, Julien did all the saving.
"Nice to meet you Alexa, my name is Gwendolyn." She smiled brightly, then went for the horse, letting Julien help her up.
"Thank you again. Goodbye now." She turned the horse around and went away. But she didn't even ask for Julien's name, didn't she care?
"Don't worry about the horse, we will get another one." Julien was saying to me as he wiped his sword on his trousers, putting it back in its sheath.
"I know a place where we can get shelter for the night and a new horse, we won't have to walk far at all."
True to Julien's words, we didn't have to walk so far to get into another town. I expected him to pay for a room in an inn, but he said something about having a friend who would shelter us.I was surprised when we stopped in front of a really big house. He has a wealthy friend? I followed closely behind him as we walked into the house, a servant approached us and took us to the living area."Wait here." Julien instructed me and walked away with the servant. I was given cake and hot chocolate, it was so yummy that I didn't mind how long Julien spent. I was nearly falling asleep when he returned with a lady on his arm.I was on my feet already; from her well made hair, her expensive gown to her leather shoes, I knew she was the lady of the house."Lady Penelope, this is my bride Gwendolyn. Gwendolyn, this is Lady Penelope, the viscountess." I didn't know if I should curtsey or kiss her cheek, I didn't know how I was supposed to behave in the presence of a v
"Why don't you dress up for your husband tonight? He looked all gloomy when you arrived, I'm sure seeing you in a pretty dress would cheer him up." Well, Julien hasn't been much happy since this morning. But how will seeing me in a pretty dress make him happy? He doesn't really care about me, I mean we are strangers."I don't think so, Lady Penelope. Julien...""Please call me Penny like everyone else and trust me, I know he will appreciate it. I do it for Greg all the time and he loves it.""I... Oh, well... Okay." She got excited immediately and left the room in quick strides. I was busy drying up my body when she returned with the most beautiful dress I've ever seen. What was that she said about not being able to buy a dress with gems? The dress she was holding was glittering as if it was sewn with silver stones. But I knew enough about clothes to know those weren't silver stones but sequence."What do you think? I had on a dress like this on my weddin
I ran out to the back of the house and crouched down in a corner, crying my eyes out. I couldn't tell what was more painful, being called a cheap whore or being called that by someone you were trying to cheer up. I knew I shouldn't have listened to Penny, wealthy people had no shame and I just made a fool out of myself.Now, no responsible man would make an honest woman out of me. Not after... What am I saying? I already belong to one, even though he now sees me as a harlot, my fate was entwined with his and there was no escape for me."Gwen? Are you back here?" I didn't reply to Penny, I just hugged myself, sitting quietly."Gwen? Oh, there you are." She was sitting next to me the next second. "Forgive me, Gwen, I didn't mean to cause a rift between you and Julien, I was really trying to help." I didn't know what to say to her, I was still upset but she sounded sincere."It's alright, you don't have to apologize.""But I do, I feel so awful
When I opened my eyes, Julien still held me in his arms and we were both on the bed. We were alone and it was really quiet. What happened to the party? I looked out the window, it was really dark. Was the party over yet."Are you awake?" Julien asked me, moving away from me for a bit to get a good view of my face."Yes. Is the party over?""It is. It has been over for hours, it's nearly dawn now. Are you well?" I looked up at him and smiled. He did care about me after all."I'm well. Thank you for coming in at that moment you did, I can't begin to imagine what would have happened to me if you didn't." He returned my smile and relaxed more on the bed, pulling me closer into his arms. I know we looked like a real couple and I actually liked the feeling, but I just couldn't understand Julien at all."Sometimes you're kind and gentle, other times you're harsh and arrogant. Have you always been a complicated person?""You speak so well, did you h
The insides of the house was a mess! Mud everywhere!! And there was not a child in sight. The furniture was buried under the laundry and every other thing was out of place."I knew this would happen, they obviously did this to scare you away." Julien said, a dark look on his face. "Boys!" He yelled into the silence, going into the rooms to look for the children. I was left standing in the dirty sitting room. Well, what did you expect when you leave little children all by themselves?"Mama?" I was startled to hear a tiny voice from behind a dirty armchair. A head was poking out but I couldn't tell what the child looked like as the child's face was covered in mud as if he was swimming in it."Hello, there. Come on out." I said to the pair of eyes staring at me."Mama?" The child said again. I wasn't sure if I should agree that I was the child's mother or not. I mean, I am now, only that I wasn't legally married to his father yet.I decided to accept
"Your papa is always away, isn't he?" I asked the girl in my arms. She was playing with my necklace, wanting to take the emerald out."Uh-huh, he likes working.""As what? What is his work?""He's a Duke." My heart jolted. A Duke?"He's not a Duke." One of the boys came out then and from his brown eyes and deep frown, I knew he was Alan. "Papa is not a Duke, he works for a Duke." Ah, I can see why Maya would confuse the two."That's better. I was worried for a moment there...""Why?" Alan snapped at me, cutting me off. "You don't want to marry a Duke? You want marry a sailor and travel the world?" But God! That child looked so angry, if it was possible, his hard eyes would burn holes in mine."Why are you so upset? I am neither married to a Duke or a sailor, I am your papa's wife." He ignored me and looked away. I took that chance to study him; he had dark brown hair and brown eyes and the way he behaved reminded me of my cousin when
It was now a fortnight since I began living with the children; even after our little bonding story that night, Alan seemed to dislike me more, he pretended like he wasn't so interested in the story.But it was better, he didn't snap at me too much and he ate whatever meal I prepared, as long as there was a promise of fish in the nearest future. Maya clung to me all the time and only let me out of her sight whenever she was asleep. When the boys would go outside to play, she would choose to stay close to me and watch what I do, as if she's a guard to make sure I don't escape.How could I? I wouldn't loudly admit it but I felt happier and lighter living with the children in that town where no one knew who I was. Back at Durnca, everyone knew me as the daughter of the drunk or Gwen with the gun who was always harassed by boys at night, but here, I was a little far from the town and I had a home and children to care for.I've always wanted to marry someo
It has now completed an entire week without the children driving me insane or me strangling them. In fact, I was fully acting as a mother... to two children, Alan wouldn't let me touch him or be nice to him, I was still the enemy. But now, I didn't care, I had two angels fawning over me and I was loving the attention. Now that Arthur didn't follow Alan around anymore, Alan started spending more time in the town with some boys he said were his friends, though I've never seen them before. At least he respected my wishes and always returned home before dark. It was rainy often now in winter and it was so cold, I had to buy the materials and make coats for everyone before the snow starts. Even in that rain, Alan still goes into the town and spend the entire day there. I had no reason to stop him, so I just let him be rather than get into an argument with him. It was that day it completed a week, it had rained early in the morning and the weather was chilly,