True to Julien's words, we didn't have to walk so far to get into another town. I expected him to pay for a room in an inn, but he said something about having a friend who would shelter us.
I was surprised when we stopped in front of a really big house. He has a wealthy friend? I followed closely behind him as we walked into the house, a servant approached us and took us to the living area.
"Wait here." Julien instructed me and walked away with the servant. I was given cake and hot chocolate, it was so yummy that I didn't mind how long Julien spent. I was nearly falling asleep when he returned with a lady on his arm.
I was on my feet already; from her well made hair, her expensive gown to her leather shoes, I knew she was the lady of the house.
"Lady Penelope, this is my bride Gwendolyn. Gwendolyn, this is Lady Penelope, the viscountess." I didn't know if I should curtsey or kiss her cheek, I didn't know how I was supposed to behave in the presence of a viscountess. She was such a young woman, she didn't even look above three and twenty, yet she was a viscountess.
"Don't look so nervous, I'm no one special. Hello, cousin-in-law." She left Julien's side to hug me, kissing me on both cheeks. Me, a mere peasant.
"Cousin-in-law?" I asked when she pulled away.
"Yes. My mother was Julien's Aunt, I was only privileged to marry a Viscount. Think nothing of my title, I am your family now." She linked her arm with mine. "Julien told me about your encounter with the bandits, must have been traumatic for you, pretty thing." She began leading me towards the fancy stairs. "Bandits are a big issue for us here and we have tried everything to get rid of them but they just go outside the town and scare people away. You must be tired, I will show you to your room." I seized a look at Julien, his eyes were on me. I immediately worried if I shouldn't follow Lady Penelope and should stay at his side. I looked down at his wounded arm, it was neatly bandaged now.
"Don't worry about your husband now, he will keep company with the men." Lady Penelope said, pulling me with her. Julien gave a silent nod as if in agreement with what she said and looked away from me.
"The men?"
"Yes, my husband and his brothers are in the ranch right now. They will join us for dinner." We came to the first floor and she led me to one of the doors. "This will be the room you share with your husband." She said before opening the door to reveal a very fancy looking room with a big bed and curtains around the bed; it had a window sit too and beautiful lamps.
"Go in and get some rest dear, you need it, don't you?" I smiled my thanks to Lady Penelope and she returned it, leaving me alone in the room. I was asleep as soon as I fell on the bed.
"My lady? My lady?" I woke up to a servant girl peering over me. Rubbing my eyes, I sat up.
"I'm sorry, how long was I asleep for?"
"I don't know, my lady. Lady Penelope asked that I help you take a bath, she will join us shortly."
"Help me take a bath?!" I was fully awake now. "That really won't be necessary, I can manage on my own." She nodded and left.
I found a bath already made for me and the warm water felt so good on my hand, I wasted no time in getting in the bath. The warm water helped me relax more and the soap was so nice, I wanted to remain in the bath forever.
However, that was not to be the case as I heard a soft knock on the door followed by the opening of the door. I hurriedly picked my dress from the floor and shielded my body with it, thinking it was Julien.
"Oh my!" I heard Lady Penelope's laugh. "I see you and your husband hasn't been well acquainted yet." At the knowing look on her face, I felt myself blush. Of course Julien and I are yet to consummate our marriage, we aren't even properly married.
Lady Penelope went over to sit on the bed, not minding that I was naked in the bathtub.
"Uhm..." I tried saying something but nothing came to mind and I couldn't ask her to leave, it was her house.
"How long will you be in the bathtub? Hurry out, it's almost time for dinner."
"Oh, urh... Yes." How embarrassing! I forgot to find a towel before getting in the bathtub; now how do I dry myself?
"Gwen... Can I call you Gwen? You don't have to feel shy in front of me, I am a woman like you. If you stay in the bath longer, I'm afraid you might catch a cold."
"Y-yes, you're right. I... urh... forgot to bring a towel with me, now I have..."
"Why didn't you just say so?" She got off the bed and went over to the wardrobe, opening it and bringing out a towel. "Here you go." She brought it over and gave it to me, then she turned her back to me.
"Since you are so shy, I hope this makes you feel better. Julien would be upset with me if I let you catch a cold." I wasted no time in getting out of the bathtub and wrapping myself with the towel.
"Can I turn around now?" She asked, still facing away from me.
"Yes." She faced me now and smiled.
"Do forgive me if I'm being too forward. It's been so long since I've had another young woman to keep me company."
"But you have young servants."
"Yes, I do. But I really can't relate with them because of our differences in status. You, on the other hand, are the perfect lady."
"I'm no lady, I'm a peasant."
"Oh, but you are Julien's wife."
"He has no title." She stared at me for a moment, then her eyes shone.
"Yes, yes, you're right, he has no title."
"And, I'm not really his wife yet; we haven't exchanged vows."
"That won't be a problem, I am certain Julien will take care of that soon. Tell me, what will you wear to dinner?" I looked down at my gown I had dropped on the floor.
"I'm wearing that, Julien bought it for me." Lady Penelope took one look at it and snarled.
"That dress does not befit you." I giggled at how serious she sounded.
"It is worth more than what I usually wear. Of course you wouldn't like it, you're used to more fancy dresses with gems on them."
"Gems?" She laughed loudly. "You crack me up, Gwen. I am not a Queen, how can I possibly afford such a dress? I could sell all I own and it won't still be enough to buy one dress as such."
"Why don't you dress up for your husband tonight? He looked all gloomy when you arrived, I'm sure seeing you in a pretty dress would cheer him up." Well, Julien hasn't been much happy since this morning. But how will seeing me in a pretty dress make him happy? He doesn't really care about me, I mean we are strangers."I don't think so, Lady Penelope. Julien...""Please call me Penny like everyone else and trust me, I know he will appreciate it. I do it for Greg all the time and he loves it.""I... Oh, well... Okay." She got excited immediately and left the room in quick strides. I was busy drying up my body when she returned with the most beautiful dress I've ever seen. What was that she said about not being able to buy a dress with gems? The dress she was holding was glittering as if it was sewn with silver stones. But I knew enough about clothes to know those weren't silver stones but sequence."What do you think? I had on a dress like this on my weddin
I ran out to the back of the house and crouched down in a corner, crying my eyes out. I couldn't tell what was more painful, being called a cheap whore or being called that by someone you were trying to cheer up. I knew I shouldn't have listened to Penny, wealthy people had no shame and I just made a fool out of myself.Now, no responsible man would make an honest woman out of me. Not after... What am I saying? I already belong to one, even though he now sees me as a harlot, my fate was entwined with his and there was no escape for me."Gwen? Are you back here?" I didn't reply to Penny, I just hugged myself, sitting quietly."Gwen? Oh, there you are." She was sitting next to me the next second. "Forgive me, Gwen, I didn't mean to cause a rift between you and Julien, I was really trying to help." I didn't know what to say to her, I was still upset but she sounded sincere."It's alright, you don't have to apologize.""But I do, I feel so awful
When I opened my eyes, Julien still held me in his arms and we were both on the bed. We were alone and it was really quiet. What happened to the party? I looked out the window, it was really dark. Was the party over yet."Are you awake?" Julien asked me, moving away from me for a bit to get a good view of my face."Yes. Is the party over?""It is. It has been over for hours, it's nearly dawn now. Are you well?" I looked up at him and smiled. He did care about me after all."I'm well. Thank you for coming in at that moment you did, I can't begin to imagine what would have happened to me if you didn't." He returned my smile and relaxed more on the bed, pulling me closer into his arms. I know we looked like a real couple and I actually liked the feeling, but I just couldn't understand Julien at all."Sometimes you're kind and gentle, other times you're harsh and arrogant. Have you always been a complicated person?""You speak so well, did you h
The insides of the house was a mess! Mud everywhere!! And there was not a child in sight. The furniture was buried under the laundry and every other thing was out of place."I knew this would happen, they obviously did this to scare you away." Julien said, a dark look on his face. "Boys!" He yelled into the silence, going into the rooms to look for the children. I was left standing in the dirty sitting room. Well, what did you expect when you leave little children all by themselves?"Mama?" I was startled to hear a tiny voice from behind a dirty armchair. A head was poking out but I couldn't tell what the child looked like as the child's face was covered in mud as if he was swimming in it."Hello, there. Come on out." I said to the pair of eyes staring at me."Mama?" The child said again. I wasn't sure if I should agree that I was the child's mother or not. I mean, I am now, only that I wasn't legally married to his father yet.I decided to accept
"Your papa is always away, isn't he?" I asked the girl in my arms. She was playing with my necklace, wanting to take the emerald out."Uh-huh, he likes working.""As what? What is his work?""He's a Duke." My heart jolted. A Duke?"He's not a Duke." One of the boys came out then and from his brown eyes and deep frown, I knew he was Alan. "Papa is not a Duke, he works for a Duke." Ah, I can see why Maya would confuse the two."That's better. I was worried for a moment there...""Why?" Alan snapped at me, cutting me off. "You don't want to marry a Duke? You want marry a sailor and travel the world?" But God! That child looked so angry, if it was possible, his hard eyes would burn holes in mine."Why are you so upset? I am neither married to a Duke or a sailor, I am your papa's wife." He ignored me and looked away. I took that chance to study him; he had dark brown hair and brown eyes and the way he behaved reminded me of my cousin when
It was now a fortnight since I began living with the children; even after our little bonding story that night, Alan seemed to dislike me more, he pretended like he wasn't so interested in the story.But it was better, he didn't snap at me too much and he ate whatever meal I prepared, as long as there was a promise of fish in the nearest future. Maya clung to me all the time and only let me out of her sight whenever she was asleep. When the boys would go outside to play, she would choose to stay close to me and watch what I do, as if she's a guard to make sure I don't escape.How could I? I wouldn't loudly admit it but I felt happier and lighter living with the children in that town where no one knew who I was. Back at Durnca, everyone knew me as the daughter of the drunk or Gwen with the gun who was always harassed by boys at night, but here, I was a little far from the town and I had a home and children to care for.I've always wanted to marry someo
It has now completed an entire week without the children driving me insane or me strangling them. In fact, I was fully acting as a mother... to two children, Alan wouldn't let me touch him or be nice to him, I was still the enemy. But now, I didn't care, I had two angels fawning over me and I was loving the attention. Now that Arthur didn't follow Alan around anymore, Alan started spending more time in the town with some boys he said were his friends, though I've never seen them before. At least he respected my wishes and always returned home before dark. It was rainy often now in winter and it was so cold, I had to buy the materials and make coats for everyone before the snow starts. Even in that rain, Alan still goes into the town and spend the entire day there. I had no reason to stop him, so I just let him be rather than get into an argument with him. It was that day it completed a week, it had rained early in the morning and the weather was chilly,
I accidentally pricked my finger again and sucked on it. I was so sleepy but I wanted to at least make progress with Maya's new dress before I sleep, but I kept drifting off and kept pricking my finger with the needle. Putting the gown and the needle in the basket I kept under the bed, I blew out the candle and wriggled under the blankets next to Arthur; he has been having those nightmares often, so I kept him close to me so that whenever he starts crying in his sleep, I'd be right next to him to soothe him back to sleep. I actually thought Maya would be the one having trouble sleeping but she was just like me, once she's asleep, she's asleep until morning. I must have drifted to sleep almost immediately but the sounds of hinges creaking woke me up and I was alert instantly. Seems like caring for Arthur has gotten rid of my deep sleep problem, it was almost like I was waiting for him to make a sound, then I wake up and soothe him. But this sound wasn't Arthur, it was